多大了还哭鼻子
xiejinnianyuenianshengyinyuexiao，《xinchoutiaoyue》yebuguorucileba？！
“完了？”
“嗯，就这些。”
“xianshigongpinga……”xuzhanyangsihutanlekouqi，suijidao，“wojieshou。”
minzhengjudebanshiyuanxiaojiejintianxinqinghao，jiangliangbenhonghongdezhengshuweixiaozhedichulai，“xinhunkuaile，xuxiansheng，xutaitai。”
xiejinnianturanmingbailelaishilushangxuzhanyangdehua。
tabumingbaiweishenmeyidingyaojizhedengji，yingfutagemener，zhuangnvpengyoubujiugoule？
xuzhanyangxiaolexiao，“xiangxinwo，meiyouneigexiaohongben，nirubulexide。”
zhongwuxinchuludexushifufu，quxiejiapeixiemuchiledunfan。
xiemubenlaijuedeliangrenjiehunyouxiecangcu，biruhaimeiyoujianguojiazhang，haimeiyoushanglianghunli，xiangchushijianhaiduan。danxuzhanyangfangxiashoulidabaoxiaobaodelipin，lanzhexiejinniandejiantouweixiaodihanyisheng“ma”，zhijierangtahongleyankuang，lianliandayingzhexixiaoyankaidiquchufangjiacaile。
tacengdanxinxiejinnianbeikunzainanpengyouweijiuzijiersidefuzuiganli，zheibeizidoubuhuijiarenle。rujinjiaderucichusedexiaohuozi，yibiaorencaishiyeyoucheng，tahaisheqiushenmeni？
yidunfanchixialai，xiejinniancongnieyibahandaoananjingqi，zaidaoxinshengganji。xuzhanyanghuabuduo，dansihaobuxianjujin，rangchijiuchi，youwenyouda，qingmiaodanxiedejijuhuajiangxiemuhongdexinzhongyuntie，meiyanjiuweidishuzhan。yidunfanchiwan，jingziranrongqiaderutongyijiarenyiyangle。
congxiejiachulai，xiejinniantingzhujiaobu，xuzhanyangkanguolai。xiejinniandileditou，“xiexie。”yanzhongjingyouleiguangzaishan。
“duodalehaikubizi。”xuzhanyangguayixiatabijian，qinnidilouzhutadeyaoxiangqianzou。
xiejinnianshunjianjiangying，gangyaozhengtuo，zhitingtazaierbiandishengdao：“nimamazaichuangkoukanzhewomen。”
xiejinnianzuoshangche，songleyikouqi，“meishenmeshidehua，mafansongwohuixuexiao。e，wozaidongchengdemeiyuanjiaopingmiansheji。”
“baoqian，haizhenyoushi。”xuzhanyangkanlekanbiao，“woneigemener，xiawuhunli。”
xiejinnianhuazhuangshiyifu，yewushengshu，shoumangjiaoluanyitongmanghuo，haoburongyiganshangleliudiandeyanxi。
taxiaoxinyiyidicaizhegaogenxiexialeche，kanzheyuanchuyingbindeyiduixinren，nannandao：“niweilejigemenersongfenheli，haizhenshikenxiabena。”
xuzhanyangxiao，lazhuyijingziguziwangqianzoudexiejinnian，“ninenghewoqinjindianme？”
xiejinnianyileng，mashangfanyingguolai，qiaoqiaoetou，“duibuqi，wangle。”tazouguolaiqingqingwanzhutabeiwan，“zheiyangxingme？”
xuzhanyangxianglexiang，“zheiyangba。”
shuowanlaxiatadeshou，yuzijiwuzhijinkou，zhangxinxiangdui。
xiejinnianchangnianbingliangdeshouzhibeitawenredezhangxinbaoguo，tajingdalegelengzhan。
“xuzhanyangnishenmeyisia？”yishenzhongshilifudegaotiaoxinniangmiexiezheyankanzheta，“daizheimepiaoliangdenvhailaicanjiawohunli，zawochangzia？”
haoxiangpobukeqi，youhaoxiangzaikuaziji，xiejinnianbumingsuoyi，zhihaoweixiao。
xuzhanyangbuli，jingzichaopangpangdexinlangdiandiantou，“bucuoabinzi，zoushangrenshengdianfengle。nixifuertenaoteng，ganjinlijiafa。”
qubinhanxiaozhemomonaodai，“heihei，shebude。”
谢锦年悄悄地抿嘴。
xuzhanyangkantayiyan，“jieshaoyixia，xiejinnian，meiyuanlaoshi。zheishiwofaxiaoqubinhetaxifuerguojing。”
“youyouyou，lihailenixuzhanyang，”guojingkuazhangdiyaohe，“zhaogeyishujiazuonvpengyoua！”
“baoqian，shixutaitai，”xuzhanyangweixiao，“guanfangrenzheng，rujiabaohuan。”
qubinjingyadeaoaojiao，yihuieryaokanjiehunzhengyanmingzhenwei，yihuiermaxuzhanyangqiangtafengtou。
xiejinnianxiayishikanyiyanguojing，tadebiaoqingyouyishunjiandetingdun，ranhouchuiyanxiaolexiao，qingshengdao：“xuzhanyang，taiyangdaxibianchulaile，niyajingranjiehunle。”
hunyanguohou，zheiduiqiyuefufusuanshishunliditongguotouyizhongkaoyan。tamenzuzhuzaixiejiatongyixiaoqu，yibianjingchangqupeixiemuchifan。
xiejinnianxiguanaoyeganhuoer，zaoshangqidewan，xishushiluguokaifangshichufang，kandaoxuzhanyangyijingzaizuozaocan。huilansejiajufuzhidirouruantieshen，conghoumiankantagaodatingba，kuanjianzhaiyao，shencaikepimeizhuanyeyundongyuan。
xiejinniancongxishoujianchulai，xuzhanyangyijingbaliangpandanbaofanfangzaicanzhuoshang，qidingshenxiandiweixiao，“zao，guolaichifan。”
danpiruannen，chaofanxianxiang，xiejinnianqieyidimilemiyanjing，“haochi。”
xuzhanyangkaozaicanyishangkanzheta，“haochidehaizaihoutou，niyoukoufule，xutaitai。”
chuangwaichenguangmingmei，xiquehuanjiao，duimianderenxiaoyiyingmou，shangxinyuemu。
xiejinnianbuyouxiaoyixiao，“xuxiansheng，nifanguile，zheimexianhui，xiaoxinbeiwolaishang。”
shuowantajiuhouhuile，guoran，xuzhanyangmashangxiaodao：“qiuzhibude，rongxingzhizhi。”
xiejinnianzhuanxinchifan，buzaishuohua，danxindisiyouyayeyabuzhudexiaoxiaochunchan，zaiqingshengyinghechuangwainiaoming。
xiejinnianhenshiyingxuzhanyangdepengyouquan，renaozhishuangderenqunrangtajuedeanquan。xuzhanyangdepanyanguan“haier”，shiyiqunrendechangzhudabenying。dajiadoushipanyanaihaozhe，chulexiejinnian。
guojingjilicuanduotashishi，xiejinnianxiaozheyaotou，xuzhanyangbudongshengsewangtayishun，chaoguojinghuihuishou，“niwannide，biemianqiangwolaopo。”
zhishengliangrenshi，xuzhanyangchenyinleyixiacaiwen：“hentaoyanpanyan？haishihaipa？”
xiejinnianhenjiucaida，“worenshideren，zaihuwaipanyanshiyunan。”
“zheiyanga……baoqian。”xuzhanyangdunledun，“pengyou？haishiqinqi？”
xiejinnianchenmoyishun，“qiannanyou。”
tayanliandanyipian，zhenggerensiwoniuzhongxinsuohuiqiaozhong，buzaishenchuchujiao。xuzhanyangningshipiankehouzhuankaimuguang，buzaishuohua。
yinweixuzhanyang，xiejinniandeshenghuomanmanbeitianshangsecai。
tayouyishoupimeizhuanyechushidehaochuyi。
tasanyanliangyuhongdexiemuzhangmuniangkannvxu，yuekanyuehuanxi。
tayouchakedahundedaqunpengyou，bubaogenwendi，yebuxiantamen，rangtaoueryenenganxindizangzairenqunzhong，zanshiwangjiziji。
tazhaodedaozuiduitaweikoudewenyidianying，huanman，zhiyu，lianggekaodian，liangbeididupijiu，chengjiutazuixiangyaodezhoumoyewan。
xiejinnianouerhuixiang，shangdidagaishicibeide，rangtayudaoxuzhanyang，zuoweiduitashengminglineigeheidongdeyidianbuchang。
chuxiadeyigezhoumo，xiejinnianzaijialigansihuoer。zhiyitaishoutidiannao，youhuatuyouchaziliao，qiehuanmafan。
tafaxinxiwenxuzhanyangkefoujiediannaoyiyong，tameihui，dagaishimang。tameiduoxiang，dakaixuzhanyangdeyitiji。
liulanwangyekandaoyouyongdexinxi，tadiankaishouzangjiashouzang，ranhoukandaoshouzangliebiaoli，youyigewenjianjiajiao——“jn”。
tahaoqididakai，ranhoukandaolimianyizhangchuanquanbushiguanyutadewangluoxiaoxi。
zaodaodangniantabeijiuxiasiguniangshandediertiandemeitiduanxun，wandaotaqunianniandizaixueyuanlihuodeyouxiuqingnianjiaoshidexiaoneibaodao，haiyouzhongjiantayinweixinlichuxianwentixiuxue，jingyishengganyuzhongfanxiaoyuandexingcunzhehouxuzhuantibaodao。linlinzongzong，fanshizaiwangshangnengjiandaodetadexinxi，dagaidouzaizheilile。
shouzangshijian，congwunianqianyizhichixudaoqunianniandi。
xiejinnianhunshenfaleng，wangzhepingmuquanshenjiangying，butingdidalengzhan。
zheiyiqiedoubushiqiaohe。shenmeouyu，shenmeqihun，doushijiade，tayizhihuozaixuzhanyangdeshixianli，tadejiejin，shiyichangxumouyijiudepianju。
“haier”limianhemeigezhoumoyiyang，kuanchangmingliangdeloft，kuaijiezoudeyinlerangrenrexuefeiteng。nianqingdenannannvnvyishenrehanheheermeng，zaipanyanqiangpanshangpaxia，jianjiaoxiaonao。
xiejinniantuimenjinqu，youyishundehuanghu。taditouzichaodixiaoxiao，yibubuchaoloushangzou。shishenmejilenicuojue，rangniyiweinizheilinghunbeidongsizaishandingdekongxinren，yenenghebierenyiyang，yongyouzhengchangdeshenghuoheganqing？
bangongqudemenbeituikai，guojingyijianshixiejinnian，ganjincongzhuozishangtiaoxialai，“xiaoxie，jinerzenmeyoukong？lai，chiyingtao，tetian。”
xiejinnianchuizheyan，qingshengwen：“tingshuo，nishixuzhanyangdechulian？shime？”
guojingyileng，suijidaxiao，“zenmekeneng，neixiaozicongxiaodaodazhengyandoumeikanguowoyiyan，woanliantahaichabuduo。”
pangbiandequbinyexiao，“shishishi，xiaoxienibiewuhui，zheikendingshimeiyoudeshier，yaobuyemeiwoshenmeshierle。”
xiejinniancangbaizhelianxiaoyixiao，kanlai，suowei“gemenerbufangxin”yeshizixuwuyoule。
menkaile，qubinzhaohuzhe，“zhanyang，kuailai，xiaoxieduinihelaoguoyoudianwuhui，nikuaigenrenjieshijieshi。”
“jinnian，nilaile。”xuzhanyangyishenreqi，shengyinlidaizhexiao。
xiejinnianzhuanguoshen，xuzhanyangkanzhetadeyanjing，manmanshoulexiaorong，liulianzaitalianshangdemuguang，youdianwunai，quehentanran。
他轻叹一口气。
“你知道了。”
“**，shenmeqingkuanga……”guojingganjuedaoqifenyouyi，yaoguolai，beiqubintuizhechuqule。
xiejinnianmeitaitou，muguangdingzhemuzhizhuojiaodemouyichu，“xuxiansheng……duiwomenzheizhongrenhenganxingqume？duiwomenzheizhong……‘shiguxingcunzhe’……”
tademuguangmeiyoujiaoju，shengyinyouqingyouyuan。
xuzhanyangzoushangqian，zhoumeikanzheta，shencedeshoutaiqiyoufangxia，“jinnian。”
“zibei，qingxin，yinyu，gupi，shejiaokongju，jiujingyilai，xinglengdan……”xiejinniantaiqitoudandandixiaole，“wozheizhongren，henipingshijiechudenvhaizi，henbutong，henyouquba？”
“jinnian。”xuzhanyangzhuazhutashoubei，youxunsufangkai，xiongkouqifu，muguangyinren，fangqingleshengyinkenqiu，“biezheiyangshuohua，xingme？”
xiejinnianyanleidakedakedidiluo，quesihaowuganjue，duixuzhanyangdehuachongerbuwen，liansecangbai，jingziweixiao，“……duile，wohaiyouchuangshangxingyingjizhangai……xuxiansheng，nimucanma？”
taxiaodehaowuwendu，yandiyipianhuian，xiangyoudapianbingshuangzaiyanlixunsuningjie，miman。tabaozhuzijibeibang，shoubeishangqileyicengjipigeda，zhenggerenbutingdidazhan。
tazhengxianjinyizhongjiweitongkudeshanhuili。
xuzhanyanggubudeqita，jiangtayibalajinhuaili，shouzhangbutingkuaisumocatadejianbei，“jinnian，jinnian！nibuzaineili，nibuzaishanshang！fangsong，manmanhuqi。”
“jinniannikanzhewo，nitingwoshuo，wodequezaojiuzhidaoni，neitianwoyezaisiguniangshan，wozai……wozaipanyandabenyinglikanjiannibeitaihuilai，heiheidetoufa，cangbaidelian。nizaishanshangkunleneimejiu，xinglaidiyijuhuajingranjiushiwennanpengyouxiashanlemei。wohenjingya，wocongmeijianguozheimejianqiangdenvhaizi……houlaiwoyizhirenbuzhuguanzhuni……”
zaitayouyijinlibaochipingwenhehuandeshengyinli，xiejinnianxiangyijiemutouyiyangjiangyingdeshentimanmandiruanxialai。tabeidongdibeitayongbaozhe，haowuhuiying，biaoqingmurandidaduanta：“xuzhanyang，qiyuehunyin，jieshuba。”
xuzhanyangtingxiahuayin，yijiuqingqingyongzheta，xujiuhoucaihuida：“……hao。”
zhouyicainengbanshouxu，zhourixiejinnianzhaofangzi，shoushidongxi，faxinxijixuzhanyang：“wozhouyibanshouxuhoubanzou，zheiliangtianqingnixianzhuwaimian。”
xujiuhoutahui，haishiyigezi，“hao。”
xiejinnianmanmanshoudongxi，wuliganjianjianqinxiquanshen。tajuedezijihenleihenyanjuan，huxidoushiqudongli。
shoulizheijianbobodemianshuiqun，yinweitaitouming，cengjingrangtahexuzhanyangzaishenyedeweishengjianmianhongerchi，gangayouaimei。
chuangshangdenuanbao，shidaochunhanshixuzhanyangmaijitade，tashuoyiqikandianyingshibeitadejiaopengdao，bingdeshoubule。
bingxianglihaiyouyizhiwuji，xiemujiaolexuzhanyangyidaogouqihongzaowujitang，tayueyueyushidiyaodengxiagexingqiqinqilaishizuojitachi。
……
xiejinnianzuozaidibanshang，wushengdiliulei。
weishenmetabuzanghaoneigewenjianjia，youweishenmetayaopianta……xingfucengzaizhijianchushoukejichu，youyicishunjianbianchengxuwu，liutayigerenzaikunhuohebushelizishengzimie。
dongxibuduo，xiejinniandabaowanbibandaoxinzhuchu，xianglexianghaishijuedingbayaochisonghaijixuzhanyang。