第2章

wochushengneitian,fumuzunchongdedashishuowoshitianshaguxing,18suiqianbixuyangzaixiangxiacainenghuajie。

dengwochengnianzhihou,manxinhuanxidizhonghuiqinjia。

yingjiewode,queshijiarenwujindemoshiyulengyan。

erneigewocengzhenxinxiangdaidemeimeiqinya,jinglianhequanjiaren,jiangwotuiruwanjiebufudediyu。

zaiduzhengyan,wozhongshenghuidaojuliweiqinyatizuiruyudesangeyueqian。

shangyishidejiyizainaohaizhonghuifang,meiyigexijiedouqingxidekepa。

youjideneishi,qinya“buxiaoxin”dasuilefuqinzhenzangdegudonghuaping。

dangfuqinnuqichongchongdiganlaishi,qinyaqueyilianwugudizhizhewoshuo:

“baba,jiejiekendingbushiguyide。”

“tabijingcongxiaozaixiangxiazhangda,meijianguoshenmeshimian,yishijidongjiushileshou。”

wozuanjinzhangxin,weiquluolei,quebaikoumobian。

muqinyezhanzaiyipang,lianshangshihaobuyanshideshiwang。

“qinwei,nizenmezongshimaoshoumaojiaode?”

“zheigehuapingduinibabayouduozhongyao,ninandaobuzhidaoma?”

wokanzhezijidegurouzhiqinrucipianxinyigeyangnv,zhijuedewubikexiao。

tamencongmeizhenzhengxiangxinguowo,yecongmeizhenxinjienaguowo。

houlai,gongsicaiwushangchuxianjudaloudong,shangyidezijinbuyierfei。

shenweicaiwujinglideqinyakudelihuadaiyu,shuozijibeirenxianhai,yidingshiyourenxiangxuyibaofuta。

fuqinlimajiulianxiangdaole,wozheige“congxiaozaixiangxiazhangda,meijianguoshimian”deqinshengnver。

tajuedeshiwojiduqinyazheigeshenshouchongaideyangnv,suoyicaizuochuzheizhongchunshi。

fuqinnubukee,zhizhewodebizinuma。

“qinwei,nizhendetairangwoshiwangle,wozhenhouhuishenglenizheiyangdeniezhang!”

muqinzezaiyipangshanfengdianhuo,“nibenjiushitianshaguxingdemingge,womenhaoxinhaoyijienihuijia。”

“danniquebuzhishoulian,xianhaimeimei,nidangzhenyaobawomendoukesicaikenbaxiuma?”

erguze,woneigecongxiaodinglewawaqindeweihunfu。

tawenroudianweiwo,shuohuibangwochaqingzhenxiang,haiwoqingbai。

wodangshi,jingranhaishashadixiangxinleta。

xianzaixianglai,tabuguoshiheqinyazidaoziyanleyichuhaoxi。

tabangzheqinyashoujisuoweide“zhengju”,yibubujiangwotuixiangshenyuan。

shangyishi,wobayipianzhenxinweilegou。

zheiyishi,woyaorangneixiegoufuchudaijia。

善良?

那是弱者的墓志铭。

jiranlaotianjilewozhonglaiyicidejihui,neiwojuebuhuizaizhongdaofuzhe。