第2章
4
chenglinglianxibushangwo，zhaodaojialilai。
wohechenglingshitongbantongxue，yishiyiyou。
talingzhewojinxiezuodemen，liyongzuojiafumuguanxibangwochushu。
neicisuoweideyuehui，qishiyeshishangliangwodediyibenxiaoshuo《linghua》
chenglingnadao《linghua》gaozideshihouhenshijingxi，tashuo：
“shenqing，nizhenshigetiancai，womamayidinghuixihuanzheibende！nihuishizuinianqingdezuojia！”
wokanzheshaonianyanzhongyaoyandeguanghua，zhidemiantianminzuixiaoxiao。
chenglingbuzhidaowojialideqingkuang，suoyiwomacongtaneidedezhilewoxiaoxiaonianjijuranhuihuodeyidabigaofeideshiqing。
nvrenyanjiaomeishaoranshangxiyue，neishuangyanjingjinshisuanji。
《linghua》huole，damai。
kezheiduiyijingsiledewolaishuo，yijingmeiyourenheyiyi。
wolengyankanzhexishangmeishaodemama。
chenglinglinzoushiduiwomamahenzhengzhongdeshuo：“ayi，yaoshilianxishangshenqing，qingyidinggaosuwo”
shaonianbeiyingrubaiyangbantingba，
woxuxudekaozhemenkou，kanzhetalikai。
henjiuhenjiu，zhidaozaiyekanbujian。
5
wobamadangwankailejiatinghuiyi，
yijiarenzuozaiketingtaolunzhewogaofeidequchu。
womashuo：“liuzhejixiaojieyihouquxifudangcaili，zhengheshi”
shenxiaoyayanguangyishan，sangyinshiyiguandeqingrou
“yeshikeyide，mama，danshi，qianduanshijianbushishuojialixianghuanliangchema？zuijinbabaxihuandeneigepinpaizhenghaochulexinkuan，jiageyeheshi”
wobawenyan，xinweidekanleyannver。
wolengzhelianpiaozaijirenzhongjian
真是可笑啊，
qianbushizijide，haimeijinkoudai，jiuyijingxiangzhezenmehuale。
“guanjianshi，shenqingneisiyatouqunale，dezhaodaotaa”wogelanlankaikou，congshoujishangtaiqitou
“dui，zheijitianyebujianrenying，zhenshiburangrenshengxin，yaoshisiwaimianyehao，zheigejiawokantayebuyuanyidai”womameitouzhoudenengjiasicangying，yuqiedu，fangfowobushitanver，ershishenmeedudedongxi。
“jitadadianhua，xiaojie，zheisiyatoupiyangle，dengtahuilaifeidexuetayidunhende”
“dengwodawanzheiba，nirangmeimeida！”
“womeitahaoma”shenxiaoyayuqisuiyi。
“我爸呢”
“我也没有”
......。
yishi，qifenyouxiechenmo，
womashoubulezhongyukaikou：
“yigelianggebushengxinde，xiaojienikuaida，youxizhongyaohaishiqianzhongyaoa？wanyishenqingzaiwaimianbaqianhualezenmeban？”
wenyan，shenjieyouxiyebudale，zhijietuichuyouxi，qiedaotonghuajiemian，botonglewodedianhua。
wobaozheshoubei，xiangshikanhouyibankanzhezheijiaren。
6
jigerenpingxi，dianhuabotong，**zaigegefangjianlixiangqi。
youxiechayizheibeiyonglejishoudeshoujijuranhaiyoudian，danyesuizhe**xiangqixingfenqilai。
zheijiarenzhongyuyaofaxianwodeshitile。
buzhidaohuishishenmebiaoqingni。
woqinaidesharenfangege，meimei，baba。
还有妈妈。
......
jirenshunzhe**zoudaowogefangmenkou。
“shengyinzenmehuizainifangjianlixiang”womaqiguaidao
“wozenme.....”shenjiezhengxiangshuozijibuzhidao，turanxiangdaoshenme，biaoqingyining，youxiedailengdezhuanguotoukanxiangzhongren。
“ma，nihaijideshangcipianshenqingqulaozhaideshima？”
hanmeibiaoqingbunai：“nitiqizheigeganshenme？”
“nimensheiqufangtachulailema？”
shenjiehuayinyiluo，zhongrenmengranjinsheng，mianmianxiangqu。
“nishihoumeiyouqufangtachulaima？！！”
hanmeideshengyinzhouranfangda，daizhebukesiyihezhenjing。
“meiyoua，woyiweiniquleni”shenjiebiaoqingweiqu，zuichunbuyichajuedezhandou，zhuantoukanxianglengzaiyuandideshenxiaoya：“meimeiquleduiba，wojidedangshinihaoxiangshuoyaoqukankantademoyang”
shenxiaoyalianseyouxiecangbai，lveweihuangluandao：“meiyou，womeiqu，wohoumiangentongxuequchifanqule，chenglingmeikanjianshenqingrenjiuzoule，wohenshengqi，jiuquchifanqule，meiguanta，woyiweigegenihui......”
yishifangjianliluozhenkewen。
kanzhezhongrencanbaidelianse，wogandaoyisimomingdekuaiyi。
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cheshang，yixingrenyichangdechenmo。
tamenzhengzaikaichewangjiaoqulaozhaigan，xianzaiyijingdaolewanshang。
lubianouershanguolingxingdejizhanludengzhaozheyouxiefahuangdelumian，。
“tabuhuineimechunde，kendinghuitaochulaide，shuobudingxianzaizhengduozainani，zheisiyatoumingying，dangnianneiyangyemeisi，zenmehuiqingyichushi”。
wowenyanchaotawailewaitou。
当年？
“闭嘴！”。
zhengzaikaichedeshenzhihaidaduanqizidexuxutaotao，mianseyipianlengjing，zhishixikanzhixia，nanrenejiaoshenchumimimamadexihan。
没人再说话，
wojianzhuanglengxiaoyisheng，jixupiaozaitamenshangfang
xuhuandeyingzishibushidechuantouzhongrenhezuoyi，chenzhezhongrencangbaideliansejingxiandeyoujifenguiyi。
kexi，zheizhongchangjingzhiyouwokandedao。
zaichang，yezhiyouwoxiaodechulai。
laozhaihenpianyuan，zhouweiderenjiajihuyijingbankong。
zhongrenzhanzaimenkoushi，yijingkuaiyaoyeshen。
shenjiezhanzaidamenqian，kanzhewanhaowusundemen，mianseyuelaiyuecanbai，tadouzheshoujiangyaochicharumensuo，shilejicicaibayaochizhengquede**qu。