daoyu：wobazhizheneigechuanzheyanweifudelaotou，shuoneishiwoguanjia。wokanzheguanjiahuabaidetoufa，zaikankanwobaneiyitouwuheilianglidexiufa，xianrulechensi。
“jiangdahai！liufen！nimenliangjiwojieshijieshi！zheidaodishizenmehuishi！”
wozhanzaineizuojinbihuihuangdejuchangzhongyang，denengshanxiawodegouyan，ganjuezijijiuxianggewurupansidongdetangseng。
woba，jianghaibiantongzhi，cikezhengsiyangbachaditangzaibiwojiachuangshanghaidadezhenpishafashang，shouliduanzheyibeiyinliaodeyeti，qingqingdihuangzhe。
woma，liufentongzhi，youlianggenvpu，jitazuozheshoubuhuli，lianbufuzhewokanbudongdelvseniba。
tamen，renshileshibaniandeneidui，weileshengyicidianyaoyangbantiandediema，panruoliangren。
“erzi，biejidong，zuo。”wobaxialeyibeineibeijiu，mizheyanjing，yilianxiangshou，“lai，changchang，82suidelafei，pingshiheleneiliangkuaiqianyipingdepijiu，bushiyigeweier。”
我没动。
wojuedewozaibugaoqingchuwenti，wojiuhuifengle。
“shaoye，ninqingzuo。”yigechuanzheyanweifu，toufahuabai，danyaobantingdebizhidelaotou，bushenmeshihou，chuxianzaiwodeyifushang，lakaileyizhangzhidaodeyizi。
我吓了一跳。
“你……你谁啊？”
“shaoye，woshinindeguanjia，wojiaofubo。”laotouweiweigongshen，lianshangdaizheheaidexiaorong。
我看向我爸。
wodianlediantou，zhizhefubo，duiwoshuo：“dui，tajiushinifubo。bibadenianqingdouda。yihou，jialiyoushi，nijiuzhaota。”
wokanzhefuboneiyitoubixuehaibaidetoufa，youkankanwobaneitou，yong“bawang”xifashuixidewuheinongmidetoufa，woganjuewodenaozi，youbugouyongle。
zheigelaotou，kanzhebiwoyeyedoulao，zenmejiuchenglewoguanjiale？
“jiangdahai！”wotigaoleyinliang，“nijintianbujiwoshuoqingchu，wo……wojiucongzheilitiaoxiaqu！”
wozhizhepangbiandeneige，nenggoukandaozhenggechengshifengjingde、judadeluodichuang。
“aiaiai，biedarao，biedarao。”wobafangxiajiubei，zuozhileshenzi。
womayehuilehuishou，rangneilianggenvputuilexiaqu。
tasidiaolianbudemianmo，fuyizhang，baoyangdeyi，bishijinianling，nianqinglezhishaoshisuidelian。
“erzi，”womalazhewo，zuodaoshafashang，“shidaorujin，womenyebumannile。”
“其实，咱家……”
“buqiong。”wobajieguolehuatou，“bujinbuqiong，hai……youdianqian。”
“youdianqian？”wokanzhezheidongbieshu，zheishangbaigeyongren，haiyoumenkouneijiaqizhongji，“jiangdahai，niguanzheijiao，youdianqian？”
“haoba，shi……feichangyouqian。”wobanaolenaotou，haoxiangyoudianbuhaoyisi，“jutiyouduoshao，woyemeishuguo。qishi，jiushi，huabuwan，genbenhuabuwan。”
woganjuewodexinzang，kuaiyaotingzhitiaodongle。
“nei……neiwomenjiazhiqian……”
“zhiqianshizhuangde。”womashuo，“womenshipani，xuehuaile。nikanxianzaineixiefuerdai，youyige，bushibiaochejiushipaoniu，youjigeshizhengjingde？”
“womenrangni，tiyanyixia，putongrendeshenghuo。rangnizhidao，zhuanqian，laideshunli。rangni，zhangchengyige，shanliang，zhengzhi，youdandangde，haohaizi。”
“suoyi，”wobazongjiedao，“womenlianggekouzi，jiupeini，yanleshibaniandexi。”
演了……十八年？
我看着他们。
woba，jiangdahai，jingshizuidadefangdichan，shenjiaqianyi。taxianzaizhengchuanyijian，wohuawushikuaiqian，congyeshishangjitataolaide，“laorentou”txu。
woma，liufenguonei，zuidadezhubaojituandedongshizhang，mingxiashechipinpaiwushu。taxianzai，zhengchuanyitiao，wohuabashikuaiqian，jitamaile，chuliyijianwupin。
erwo，jiangfan，tamenweiyideerzi，weilaiqianyijiachandejichengren。woxianzai，zhengchuanzhejianshenxie，sanshikuaiqiande，huilifanbuxie。wodejiaohougen，haimopolepi。
wozuotian，haizaimatoushang，weileneiyibaiershikuaiqian，leidexiangtiaogou。
erwodefumu，quezaibaxi，taolunzhe，shigaishougououzhounageputaojiu，haishigaimaixiataipingyangshangnagexiaodao。