第4章

tiaolouqianyigeyue,woqueshigenwogeyaoguoqian。

zhengjiafuqinyaozhuyuan,meiyouqian。

chensitongchuchalianxibushang,tamenzhaodaowozheili,xiaoxinyiyiwenwonengbunengjiedianqian。

kewodangshigangcongchenjiabanchulai。

weilezhengmingwobushitanmuqiancai,bushiyaogenchensitongzhengjiachan,wochulaishihoubaqiandouhaijiwogele。

wogemantiaosilidishuo:「wojinibaocunzhe,nizheimehaoyielao,zaowanyaohuilainade。」

wodangshizenmeshuodelaizhe?

woshuowoyoushuangshoushuangjiao,jiusuanmeichensitongneimecongming,zhaogegongzuo,yirenchibaoquanjiabueyemeiwenti。

wogeshilengxiaozhekanwoliqude。

wozhaolegeshouyinyuandegongzuo,queshigouyanghuowoziji,kemeiyouyuqianquzhifuzhengjiaxuyaodejine。

womeiyoubanfa,dadianhuajiwogege,xiangcongwoyiqiandeqianlijieyidian,goujiaozhuyuanfeijiuxing。

kewogeyitingyaoqian,haimeidengwoshuoxiaqu,jiulengxiaoqilai:「guqini?buzhuangle?」

ranhoubianshuotazaikaihui,mangzheni。

rangwodengtakongxialaizaishuo。shuowanbiangualedianhua。

我垂着头苦笑。

wodelianshigoudade,mingmingbushichenjiadenverle,zenmehaidianjiyiqianzandelinghuaqian。

jiuyinggaidouhaijichenjiade。

woshenxiyikouqi,xiazailewangdairuanjian。

zongdebaerlaodezhuyuanfeijiaoshang。

zhaolewangdairenyuan,duifangrangwozhouyiqumianqian。

wotanlekouqi,dayingzhegualedianhua,dengzhezhouyiqujieworenshengdiyibidaikuan。

kezhourideshihou,chensitonghuilaile。

tingshuozijideyangfuyaozhuyuan,chensitongquqiuleqiuchenjia,bazhuyuanfeijijiaoshangle。

wotingchenjiamamadadianhuajiwoshuodeshihou,zhangzhangsonglekouqi。

bijingwangdailiangyoubuqi,yidancaidaokengjinianhuanbuguolai,sheiqujienengbuhaipa。

kemamatingjianwosonglekouqi,jingranzhangjiudichenmole。

guoleyihuier,dandanshuoleyiju:「renyaobuxiaoshunjinishengmingderen,qinshouburu。」

我怔住了。

wobushibuxiaoshun,wozhishizaidengzhouyiqumianqianwangdaieryi。

kewomabudengwojieshi,biangualedianhua。

再打,不接。

neitiankaishi,wohaoxiangbeichoukonglejingshen,zaoshangqigechuang,douyaofeihaodadejing,lakaichuanglianhexilianchengleyixiangjianjurenwu,woxuyaotangzhezuohaojiuxinlijianshecainengqilai。

wojiuxihuanlashangchuanglian,zaiheianlitangzhe,shenmedoubugan,ananjingjingtangzhe,wuyiyidiliulei,kudaoshuizhe。

neishihouwoyiweiwozhishinanguo,henkuaihuihao。

wobuzhidaoneishiyiyuzheng。

dengwozhidaodeshihou,yijingshizhongdule。

jibianworujinchenglezhiwuren,zhongduyiyuyiranzhihuizhewo,rangwosangshiqiushengyu。

napajintianwogezhuanmenchoushijianlaijiwodugushi,zheishiwoxiaoshihouxiangdoubuganxiangdeshi,yemeirangqingkuangyousuohaozhuan。

wogenazheneibenjuanlebiandetonghuashu,fandaole《chouxiaoya》zheiyipian,mantiaosilidinianzhe:「chouxiaoyazhongyumingbai,zijishiyizhitiane,henongchangdeyazimenbuyiyang。」

tadeshengyinlengdanyouhaoting,zhishiniandaozheiyijudeshihou,shuobuchudefengci。

ruguowoxianzainengzhengyan,woyidinghuikandaotayingjundelianshang,jiqiaodebiaoqing。

taqingqingdao:「tianejiushitiane,jibianfangzaiyaziduili,zaowanyeyaohuitianehude。」

jintianshitayigerenlai,wotingtadadianhua,haoxiangshiwomayingrangtalaide,tashifenbuman,shuohuadaiqi。

tajixuwangxiadu,zhenghaodudaowozaineilixiedeyijuhua:「keshi,shisheibatianedanfangzaiyaziduilideni?ketaihuaile!」

我哥长久地沉默了。

guoleyihuier,taturanshenchushou,molemowodelian。

tadedongzuotaituwu,woyaobushiquanshenchamanguanzi,wodouhuihedetiaoqilai。

wogemowolian,taiyangxibianqi。

zixihuiyiqilai,wogeyebushiduiwoquanranlengmode。

wozongjuedewogebuxihuangenwoduishi,shixianjiaohui,tahuiyikaimuguang。

conghenxiaodeshihoujiukaishile。

woxiaoshihoujuedewogeyidingshihentaoyanwo,liankandoubuxiangkanwo。

wojiabeigenzhetazhanzhetataohaota,kehaowuyongchu。

yizhidaotachengnian,woyeshiwusuile,youyicibamawangui,waimiandalei,wohededaku,wogegetanzheqilaihongwo,paizhewobawohongshui,banmengbanxingjian,jiuxiangjintianyiyang,molemowodelian。

kezineiyihou,tasihugengtaoyanwole。

jiuxiangjintian,duwanyipianchouxiaoya,tatuwudizhanqilai,tikaiyizi,congcongliqu。

ruguowobushiyigezhiwuren,wodouhuijuedetashizailuohuangertao。

zoudaomenkoudeshihou,tajiaobutingdunleyixia,wotingjiantashenshenxilekouqi,sihuxiangshuoshenme,zhongjiumeiyoushuo。

他关上了门。