第3章 好,我去死

“gaosuwoweishenme?lijinnian,zhishaogaosuwoyigeliyou!”tajuewangdesihou。

tazenmekeyizheimeduita!

lijinnianzizibingleng:“yinweinigaisi。annuanqing,ruguobushinidangchuzhajuan,womuqingenbenbuhuisi!jiehunzheiyinian,womeiyouyitianbuxiangnongsini!”

“wojieshiguole,womeiyou……”

“dududu——”dianhuayijingbeizhijieqiaduanle。

lijinniangenbenbutingtadejieshi。

annuanqingjuewangdekuleqilai。

yinianduoyiqian,lijinniandemuqinzhongbing,xuyaozuoshenzangyizhishoushu,annuanqingziyuanjuanxian,xiangyingde,limuranglijinniandayinglequannuanqingweiqi,bingqiebudezhudongtichulihun。

danannuanqingwanwanmeixiangdaodeshi,limushoushushibaile,eryishengshuo,annuanqinggenbenmeiyoujuanxianneikeshenzang,zheishiyigeqiguanzhajuanshijian。

erannuanqingdeshentijianchaxianshi,tadequeshimeiyoushaoyikeshenzang,ketafenmingjiushijinleshoushushi,beizhushelemayaodea。

shiqingdaodizenmehuishi,tazhijinyemeinongmingbai。

zhizhidao,congneiyihou,lijinnianduitadetaidu,jiulengdandaolehanbingli,buguanannuanqingzenmejieshi,tadoubuxiangxin。

annuanqingkudaohunmileguoqu。

tafaqileyanzhongdegaoshao,hunshensuantong,shenshangdeshangkougengshitengtongnanren,haosiyaosidiaoleyiban。

tabennengdexiangquyiyuanqiuzhu,dangaoshaohejutongrangtagenbenwufaxiachuang,tazhishitangzaichuangshang,juewangderenshoubingtongzhemo。

haoburongyi,tahuanguoleyidianliqi,jitadejingjirendadianhua,xiwangjingjirennengdaitaquyiyuan,jiujiutademing。

jingjirenquedao:“niyihoubuyaodadianhuaguolaile,niyijingbushiwomengongsideyirenle。”

annuanqingzhenglengdao:“nishenmeyisi?”

jingjirenshuo:“womenjieyuele,buguanniyihoushisihaishihuo,doubuyaolianxiwole。”

“nibunengzheiyang!”annuanqingyijingluorulejuejing,yaoshijingjirenyebubangta,tajiuzhendezhinengzaizheilidengsi,“womenqianlesannianhetongde!nizenmenengshanziweiyue!”

jingjireneleyisheng,shuo:“dui,nitixinglewo。jianyunidebujiandianshipin,daozhilegongsishengyushousun,yijidianying《cengjingaiguoni》yetongyangzaoshoujudasunshi,suoyi,womenjiangqisunipeichang,nizhunhaoba,fayuandechuanpiaozheijitianjiuhuidao。wobangnigujileyigepeichangjine,wuqianwan,nizhunbeihao,yaoburanjiuzhiyouquzuolaole。”

tashuowan,haobuyouyudegualedianhua。

这根本不合理!

zheishiqing,tayeshishouhaizhe!

annuanqinghaixianglilun,zaidadianhuaguoqu,quefaxianzijiyijingbeilaleheimingdan。

tafennudeyibashuailezuoji,wulidezuozaichuangyan,juewangluolei。

quanshijiederen,douzaibitaqusi。

jizhe,fensi,jingjiren,haiyoulijinnian……suoyouren,douxiangyaotasi。

gaoshaorangtatouyunmuxuan,hunshenqingqingzizideshangkougengshifayanqilai,tengtongzuanjinlegutoufengli,zuanxinshigu。

meirenhuilaijiuta,tahuijiuzheiyangbingsizaizheijianlianjiadebinguanfangli。

好疼啊……

安暖清环抱住手臂。

jiusuantachengxialaile,huoxiaqule,yehaihuiyouwuqianwandejuepeichangdengzheta。

wuqianwan……xianzaishenwufenwendeta,neililaideneimeduoqian!

不如死了算了……

zheigeniantouyidantiaochulai,jiuyouruyehuosidesinveerguo,jibingrangtayizhishuairuo,tahaobuyouyudezoujinleyushili,fangmanlereshui,zuojinqu,luchuxianxideshouwan,shouli,jinjinniezheguahudao。

gexiaqu,silejiuyilebaile。

zhijianzhandou,naozhongxiangqilijinniandeshengyin——ninengbunengganjinqusi?

hao,lijinnian,wochengquanni。

我,去死!

tajiangdaopiandizailexianxide,fugaizheyuhendeshouwanshang,yongliqiexiaqu,yinhongdexueyongchulai,diruyugangli,huaduosideyinyunkai……