tingdaozheigemingzi，jianghangyanzhongshanguoyimoguaiyi。
taditou，zaibinglibenshangjilu：“bingrenxianyichuxianwangxiang、huanjuedengjingshenxingweizhengzhuang，jianyibiyaoshicaiquqiangzhiruyuancuoshi。”
suihou，tayoukanxiangwo，yuqiwenhe。
“lan**，ruguonizhendexiangyizhijideqinxiansheng，wojianyinikeyichangchangqunimenyiqianjingchangyuehuihuozhexiangchudedifangzouyizou，jiashenjiyi，dangranzuizhongyaodehaishininyaopeihezhiliao。”
我握紧了手心。
zicongmamaniaoduzheng，zaiyiyuanqushihou，wobianduiyiyuanchanshenglehendadedichu。
nenghejiangyishengzheimemianduimianjiaoliu，yijingshiwodejixian。
wotaitou，xiaorongandanlexie。
“womingbaile，jiangyisheng，xiexieni。”
说完，我起身离开。
yejiumeitingjian，limianhushichaofengdeshengyin。
“zheigelan**zhenshiyixiangtiankai，qinxianshengkeshijingshidiyidalao，zuoyongqianyizichan，xianzaidanfanjingshiyoutouyoulianderenwu，sheijianletabudejiaoyisheng‘qinye’？”
“qinxianshengbushizaiwutianhoujiuyaoheweihunqijubanhunlilema？tajuranshuozuiaiderenshiqinxiansheng，qinxianshengrenshitama？shanjidouxiangfeijinhaomenbianfenghuang，taiziyedenvrenkebushisuibianyigeamaoagoudounengdangde。”
wozouchuyiyuan，hunhuneedizuoshanghuanchengbashi。
zheishi，wodeshoujizhendong，dakaiyikan，zhijianduyinglianxufalailejizhangzhaopian。
neishiduyingheqinjingyuzaiweitinghuanghouzhuangyuanzhongxinpaidehunshazhao。
duyingshenshangchuande，shibanianqian，qinjingyudaiwoqushiguodeyitaoshougongdingzhihunsha，neishangmianxiangqianzhe1095keweinasizhenzhuhe1095ketafeishi。
wohuranxiangqidangnianqinjingyushuo：“1095shiwomenxiangliandetianshu，renshengzhiyousanwanduotian，danaling，woxiwangwoheni，youyigeyouyigebicixiangaidesannian。”
ercishi，duyingyoujiwofalaixiaoxi。
“siling，wotingdianyuanshuo，zheishibanianqianjingyuqinzihualeshejigao，jinidingzhidehunsha。jintian，woranglaoshifuanzhaowodechicunjiwogailegai，shibushihaitingheshende？”
“banianqian，nizhendecuoguoleyigeshijieshangzuihaodenanren，danshimeiguanxi，wohuiyidianyidianqudainiliujijingyudehuiyi，jiuxiangzheijianhunshayiyang。”
duyingdemeijuhua，douxiangyibafenglidedao，zhizhi***wodexinzang。
wobuyoufangdazhaopian，jiujiudikanzhezhanzaiduyingshenhou，xizhuanggelv、xiaoyiqingqiandeqinjingyu。
buzhibujuejiuhongleyankuang。
yuanlaizhendeyouyizhongai，jiaozuo‘ruguonixingfudehua，wohuibinixianliulei’。
……
woyizhengwandoumeiyouhuijia。
zaibeihaigongyuandailedabanyehou，woyouzuozuizaodegongjiaochequlebamiancaojiaotang。
sitianhou，qinjingyuheduyingjiushizaizheilijiehun。
jintianshizhouri，jiaotangyouxuduorenzailibai。
wozuozaizuimoweideweizhi，kanzhejudadeyesuxiangbishangyanjing。
woqingshengxuyuan：“rencidezhu，ruguokeyi，qingyanzhangwojideqinjingyudeshijian，ruguobukeyi，qingrangwozaiwanquanwangjitazhiqian，duojiantajici。”
hualuo，woxiangqitaqianchengdexintuyiyangzaixiongkouhuazheshizi。
changshibandeshengyinyingraozaierpan，wojiuweigandaoanding。
zheishi，yigeshuxi，danhanzhechaofengdeshengyinxiangqi。
“lansiling，nizheizhongrenyehuixinshangdima？”
womoranzhengyan，zhijianqinjingyuniguangerzhan，jugaolinxiadikanzheziji。
zheiyimiao，wohuranjuede，shangtianduizijihaibucuo。
jianwobushuohua，qinjingyuyoushuo。
“banianqian，woyigerenlaiguohenduocizheili，woshexiangzhenaligaibaishenmeyangdehua，naligaipushangyicengsha，woxiangnizhanzaifalangchuangxia，yongfushixiangjipaichulaiyidinghenpiaoliang。”
“neishi，wozhendehenxianghenizhanzaiyesuxiangxiashuojiehunshici，woxiangduinichengnuo，wulunpinqionghuoshifuyu，wulunjiankanghuoshijibing，wodouhuiaini、zunzhongni、zhongchengyuni，zhidaoyishengyishi。”
tingdaozheihua，wodexinhuranbeiyigujudadesuansejizhong。
wozhinengduzitunyanxianeixiekuchu，qingsheng。
“对不起。”
qinjingyujingjingkanzhewo，shenqingbiandebuzaibingleng。
tashuo：“nijintianlaile，woheduyingjiehundeneitian，jiubuyaolaile。”
我一怔。
cishi，zuowanlibaiderendouxiangwaizou。
meiduojiu，ruodadejiaotangzhishengxiasimuxiangduidewomenlianggeren。
yipiananjingzhong，qinjingyuhaosishihuaile。
“lansiling，woailenisannian，danwobuaini，zhiyonglesantian。”