第1章
“zhidaonimamashizenmesidema？”
mengyanrutongemoyibandeshengyin，yingraozaijianxidenaozizhong。kongjumanyanzaitadeshenjing，manmande，liutangzhishentidemeiyigexibao。jiaoxiaodeshenqu，napazaimengyanzhong，douqingzhanzhe。
jianxiyonglidezhengzheyanjing，keshibuguantazenmeyongli，jiushizhengbukaiyanjing，jiushikanbuqingchuyanqianderenshishei？
“shibeiwonongside，worangtajianggongsixiezaiwodemingxia，keshineigebutinghuadenvrenyidingyaojianggongsixiezainidemingxia。nibuguojiushiyigexiaohaizi，naligongdongdeguanligongsi。”
shuxideshengyin，zaijianxideerbianqingxiao，fengci。yishuangshoujinjindezhuazhe，zhengkexinbeikongjuzhuazhebufangshou。
“suoyi，wojiujitayongleyizhongmanxingdehuibianchengxinuwuchangdeyaowu。mingmingdoushiqulizhile，keshi，tajiushibuyuanzaihetongshangqianxiatademingzi。suoyi…suoyi，wojiuanpaileyichangchehuo，rangtachedixiaoshile。”
疯狂，太疯狂了。
jianxixiangyaomazheigesangxinbingkuangdedongxi，keshi，zuibajiuhaoxiangshibeixiazhouleyiban，yagenjiumabuchulai。
pinmingdeyongli，modiyixia，jiuzhengkaileyanjing。kanzhetadefuqinmianmuzhengning，quemanliandeyidexiaorong。
chaneijian，rumengchuxing。yuanlai，mamadelikai，shifuqinsuowei。
xinglai，xinglai，zheiyidingshiyigeemeng，zhiyaoxingguolaijiumeishile。jianxizaimengliyibianyibiandegaosuziji。
jianxiyonglidebenpao，buxiangkanjianfuqinneimekongbudeyangzi，gengjiabuxiangtingtashuoneixierangrenxintongdeshishi。
keshi，jianxijiuxiangshizoubuchuzheigemengyanyiban，yueshipao，jiuyueshiyoudongxizhuizhetapao。yueshipa，jiuyueshibunengziba。suoyoudiyudeemo，jiujinjindegenzaitadeshenhou。zenmeshuaiyeshuaibudiao，zenmepaoyepaobudiao。
moranjian，jianxikandaolejinghongyipiedechumu。
“mugege，shini？”jianxiyilianjingxi，feibenguoqu，keshiquezhijiecongchumudeshentizhongchuanleguoqu。shenshouquzhua，quezenmeyezhuabuzhu。jiaozhemugegemingzideshihou，tagenbenjiumeiyoutingjian。
jianximudengkoudai，tongkongzhongzhenjingbuyi。
“chumu，nizhishiwodesishengzi，shangbuletaimian，nimeiyouzigejichengjiazudeyiqie，suoyoudeyiqiedoushinidegegechucide，mingbaima？zhishi，niweishenmeyaoshangleta。”
jianxikanzhechumudefuqinhenxindeshuozhe，zhuanshoujiuhaobuyouyudejilechumuyigebazhang。
jianxixintengjile，shenshouqumo，quemobudao。chuanzhebaiseyifudeta，jiuhaoxiangshiyoulingyiban，piaomiaojile，menghuandehen。
haopa，weishenmemobudaoni？
“haiyou，jianjiadexiaojie，woyongyuandoubuhuitongyinimenzaiyiqi。tayezhinengshinidegegede。nidecunzai，jiushiweilegongguchucidediwei。rangtashunlidezuoshangzongcaideweizhi。”
yijujuhua，lingjianxidexintongxinjishou。yuanlai，mugegejuranchengshouleneimeduo，ertazhizhidaoxiangshoumugegedeai。renxingdequguaita，weishenmebutiexin，weishenmebudaitaqujiantadefumu。bujinjinrenxing，haihetashengqi，lengzhan，bujianmian。quesihaojiumeiyouchajue，mugegejuranyaochengshouneimetongkudeshiqing。
“benlai，nishikeyiliuzaizheigeshijieshang，zhishi，nideyanxingjuzhiyuyuele，neijiumeiyouhuozaizheigeshijiedebiyaole。”
jianxikanzhechumudefuqintaizheqiang，feibenguoqu，xiangyaozuzhitadejudong。keshi，zhijiecongchuhaiqingdeshentichuanleguoqu。
douhaimeilaidejizhuandongshenqudeshihou…
“砰......”
xinzangchuxianhongsedexuesiyi，jianxitongkongfanzhexuesi。yishuangshoushenzhe，jinghuangdeshengyindashengdehanzhe。
“buyao…buyao…mugege，mugege…”
jianxipiaodaomugegedeshenbian，quekandaochumuyanjinglimianmeiyoutengtong，meiyouhouhui，suishidouhuishiqushengjidemouziquekanzheyigedifang，haoxiangshizaikanzhejianxi。
miansecangbai，yizhishouquexiangyaoqumojianxiduyiwuerdelian。kexi，kongkongruye，queshenmeyemobudao，jinguanjianxiyijingnulidongzhetatongkubuyideliandan。
“xier，woaini。laisheng，womenzaijian。”
jianxixiangyaozhuazhuchumudeshou，keshi，quezhijiecongtadezhangxinhualuo。ererbiancier，fengkuangdexiaoshengcongweitingzhi。
leiliumanmiandejianxi，xiangyaozhuazhuhuaweiyituanyanwudechumu。keshi，buguantazenmezuo，jiushizhuabuzhu，zhinengyanzhengzhengkanzhechumuyanxiaoyunsan。
yanwuyingrao，jianxiyebuzhidaotayoulaidaoleshenmedifang，jiuhaoxiangshixianjingyiban。zhenggerendouhailaibujihuanshen。
“jiejie，yuanlainizaizheili，womenzhaolenihaojiu。niyiwei，niyouchujiaershaoyedebiyou，womenjiuzhaobudaonilema？”
yishengshengqingxiao，yishengshengdeyi。
jianxikanzhechuxianzaishixianzhongdemeimei，jianlelan。suiji，shenhouhaiyoutadeweihunfugexintai。
kandaomeimeimeifudechuxian，yuanbenjinghuangdelianshangluchudandandexiaoronghekaixin。keshi，zaitingjianmeimeisiyierweidehuashi。shunjian，chayidehen。
hemeimeizhijiandeguanxi，yizhidouhenhao。danshi，weishenmezheihuier，jingranyouxiezhengning。
“meimei…”jianxichenghuzhemeimei，keshi，jianlelanjiuxiangshimeiyoutingjianyiban。
“wodehaojiejie，nihaibuzhidao，nidedidishizenmelikaideba。jiuzaiqianjitiandeshihou，wolianhefuqin，zhijiesongtaquletiantang，henineibuzhisihuodemamazuobanqule！”
“shenme？”jianxicaizhidao，dididelikai，juranshitadehaomeimeihehaofuqinyishoucehuade。
“ruguomeiyoufuqindebangmang，wozenmekenengganquzuoni？zhiyounimendoulikaizheigeshijie，neimewomenjiunengshunlichengzhangdejichenggongsi。xianzai，jiuzhishengxianile。”
jianxitingzhejianlelanfengkuangdaosangxinbingkuangdehua，tingzhetasiyide，fengkuangdexiaosheng。
butingdeniudongzheshenti，keshibuguanjianxizenmezhengzha，douqibudaoyidiandiandezuoyong，shenshangjuranbeicumashengbangdejinjinde。turanjian，haifengdeshengyinyebiandeziyi，jiuhaoxiangshihaixiaolailinyibande，qingyijiunengtunshita。
“dengnihuachengleligui，buyaolaizhaowohexintai，zheixieshiqing，doushifuqinshouyi，womenzhishibangmangeryi。”
jianxibutingdezhengzhazhe，jiaoxiaodeshenqubuzhiheshiyijingzaihaibiandexuanyashang。botaodehaifengyuefadeziyi，chuiluanletadetoufa，queyechuimingbailetadexin。
keshi，weishiwanyi，yinweijiuyaosile，zhengzhameiyouyong。
buzhiheshi，jianzilinchuxianzaitamendeshenhou。
“去死吧。”
mengranyitui，jianxijiudiaojinlehaili。
“buyao，buyao......”
jingkongtunshi，jianximodizhengkailetongkong。