第1章

wokanleneimeduodezhuiqihuozangchangxiaoshuo,meixiangdaoyouyitianzijiyenengchengweiqizhongyiyuan。

meiyouzhuiqi,zhiyouhuozangchang。

因为我真的死了。

wobianchenghunpo,kanzheneigegufuwodenanren,zaiwosiqudeqitianhou,haoxiangbeizheiyanchidebeitongjikua,zaiwozaiyehuibulaidejiali,aihaotongku、tongbuyusheng。

你问我什么感觉?

wozhishimangrandezhanzhe,zizixixidexinshangtalianshangdemeiyifenmeiyicundetongku。

renrenzhenzhendetingzhetayinweiwodelikaierjuewangdeaiming。

wodexinzaibeiliangshangxinzhiwai,turanyongqilejudadexingzailehuo。

kaixinde、kuailedexingzailehuo。

jinhushichangkuaidetongyi,wowuzhuzuixiaochulai。

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sizhihou,woyuefadudingsongchengkenengzhendeconglaimeiyouxihuanguowo。

jingchajisongchengdadianhuarangtaqutingshifangrenshideshihou,tahaiyiweishiwozailianhepengyouezuoju。

这是我求和的台阶。

yinweizaiwosizhiqianwomengangchaoguoyijia,wozaitashoujilikandaotaqiannvyoujitafadexinxi,qishilianggerenzhishizhengchangdegongzuojiaoliu,meiyoushenmechugeaimeideyanyu,dannvhaizidemingancaijihaishirangwomeiyoukongzhihaoqingxu。

tadeqiannvyou,taxinlidebaiyueguang,tadeshoujixiangcelitahetaqiannvyoudezhaopiandoumeishan,danshiwohetazaiyiqizheiyangjiu,haimeiyouyizhanghezhao。

qiantianwanshangtafashaodao39du,wobumianbuxiudeshouzaitachuangbianzhaoguta,dantazaihunchenzhongninande,haishitaqiannvyoudemingzi。

zheixieshiyijianyijiandeleijiqilai,chenglewojintianqingxubaofadehuoshanchukou。

zuihousongchengpijuandishuo:「yangjie,bienaole。」

yangjie,tazheiyangshengfendelianmingdaixingdejiaowoyangjie,quezaiweixinshangchengtadeqiannvyouxiaoyun,weishenmebuyelianmingdaixingdejiaoqinxingyunni?

songchengshuowozaiwuliqunao。

tabuzhidao,zheiqishizhishiwushuduidieqingxuzhongdeqizhongzhiyideyijianxiaoshieryi,wobuxiangrangzheichangzhengzhiyuyanyulie,suoyijiushuaimenchuqule。