第5章
rongsiruitingdaochengyushuoneigenvrenshitajiejieshi，yanliyouyishanerguodeyane。
suoyizheigenvren，shiyinweichengyudeguanxilaijiejinzijima？
guoyuqifen，rangtayixiaziwangji，zhiqianmingmingshitaxianshanglechengxinghuidechede。
chengxinghuimeiyoucuoguotayanshendebianhua，tazhanleqilai，zoudaochengyumianqianzhanding，xiangdangxilidedingzheduifangdelian。
“chengyu，woduinishiwuhuima？”
“jiejie。”chengyuzuichundouzaizhandou，zhenggerenkanqilairouruanyoukelian：“wozhidaoniyizhikanwobushunyan。keshiniyebunengquduifuyigexiaohaizia。nizhibuzhidaoxiaoruicaiwusui？nizenme——”
“pa。”chengxinghuizhijieyierguangshuaiguoqu，chengyudelianbeidadepianleguoqu。
tawuzhelian，yanzhongdeleishuilikejiuhualexialai。
“姐姐——”
“diyi，womazhiyouwoyigenver，nibuyaoluanrenqinqi。dier，nimadangxiaosan，shangmentiaoxin，haisiwomadeshi。niwangle，womeiwang。nijiubiezaiwozheibiaoyanshenmejiemeiqingshenlaiexinwole。disan，niyaoshiyoubeihaiwangxiangzhengjiuquzhi。nimenyaoshizhenzheimedanxinhaizi，buruhaohaoxiangyixia，weishenmeyigewusuidehaizishangxueshangdehaohaode，huituranpashangwodeche。”
tashuozuihouyijushi，kanlerongxiaoyanyiyan。
nengrangyigehaizituranxiangyaochuzou，tazheigedangfuqinde，kongpagengnanciqijiu。
rengxiazheiju，takandoubukanchengyuwangwaizou。jingguorongsiruishenbianshi，tatingleyixia。
“xiaopengyou，xianzainizhidaole？niderenxingwangwei，huidailaishenmejieguo。”
rongsiruizaozaigangcaichengxinghuishuaichengyuneiyierguangshi，tajiujingdaile。
gengbieshuohoumianchengxinghuineiyizhangchuandehua，tazhengzhengdekanzhechengxinghui，touchuilexiaqu。
zheihuibushiyongcanshijian，dangangcaichengxinghuineiyibazhanghetashuodehua，bianshanghaishiyoukerentingdaole。
neixierendeshixianluozaichengyushenshang，tahenbudelimachongchuqubaneiyierguangshuaihuijichengxinghui。
keshitabuneng，tawuzhelian，yanzhongchuizheleikanxiangrongxiaoyan。
“xiaoyan，shishibushineiyangzide，womashiwobadechulian。mingmingshijiejiedemuqindangnianliyongjiashihengdaoduoai。tabuqingchuqizhongdeneiqing，suoyicaiyizhizhenduiwohewoma。xiaoyan，ni——”
rongxiaoyanmeilihuitadehua，tazhuanshenkanxiangrongsirui，wanxiayaohetaduishi。
“gangcaineigeayishuode，shizhende？”
rongsiruidexiaolianbiandeyouxiecangbai，dizhetoujiushibuherongxiaoyanduishi。
“wowenni，gangcaineigeayishuodehuashibushizhende？”
“shi。”rongsiruizhongyutaiqitoulaikanta：“shiwobuxiangshangxuele，wobuxiangbeirenwenwobabashibushiyaozaiquyigehouma。nimanyile？”
rongsiruishuowan，zhuanshenbatuijiupao。
rongxiaoyankanzhetadebeiying，meixinningchengyidaochuanzi，zhangtuiyimaikuaisudigenleshangqu。
chengyuyiduzidehuameishuodechukou，zheihuizhinengkuaisudezhuishangqu。
chengxinghui，niyaoshizhenganhuaiwohaoshi，nijiujiwodengzhe。
rongsiruizuizhonghaishibeirongxiaoyanlanxia，ranhousonghuilejia。
yijinjiamen，rongsiruijiufeikuaidepaohuilezijidefangjian，ranhoubamenshangsuo，bazijiguanzailimianbuchulai。
chengyugenzaihoumian，pailejixiamen。
“xiaorui，xiaoruinichulai。nishibushihedaole？nitingayigennijieshi——”
“xiaorui，ayihenbaoqian，rangniyudaozheiyangdeshi。tashibushihedaonile？nichulaiaxiaorui，rangwokankanni。”
buguanchengyuzenmejiaomen，rongsiruidoumeikaimen。tazhuanshenxialou，yilianqianjiudekanzherongxiaoyan。
“xiaoyan，zhendehenduibuqi。nikanyaobushiyinweiwo——”
“不是因为你。”
rongxiaoyanshengyindandande，quechenggongderangchengyubizui。
“骁衍——”
“你先回去吧。”
“keshi，wohendanxinxiaorui。haiyoutayizhi——”
“buyong。womenrongjiadehaizi，meiyouzheimecuiruode。”
rongxiaoyandetaiduburongjujue，chengyuyezhidao，tazailiuxialai，zhihuirangrongxiaoyanyanfan。
“nei，xiaoyanwoxianhuiqule。xiaoruihaixiao，nihaohaogentashuo。”
chengyuyiliantitie，zouzhiqian，daodixinyoubugan。zoudaorongxiaoyanmianqianzhanding。
taweiweiyaozhechun，yibanweiqu，yibanjiujiedekaikou。
“xiaoyan，wojiejieneigerenwoxingwosuguanle。zaojiniantahaizaishangdaxue，keshishuobudujiubududepaoquguowai。zheijinianyemeiyouhuilaiguo，wobadaguohenduodianhuajitatayebuli。shenzhishangciwonainaishengbingtadoubuhuilai。tajiushizheiyangdeyigeren，zhiguanzijigaoxing，buguanbieren。suoyixiaoruideshi，wozhendehenbaoqian。”
“shuolebuguannideshi。nixianhuiquba。”
rongxiaoyanjiaolaisiji，bachengyusongzou，ranhoushanglelou。
“开门。”
zairongsiruimenkouzhanding，zhishiyinchendelianggezi，fangjianmenjiuconglimiandakaile。
rongsiruizhanzaimenkou，haizhidaorongxiaoyandatuigaodeta，yangqitou，xiaolianshangnandeshanguoyimojiongpo。
“爸爸。”
“你不喜欢程愉。”
rongxiaoyanyongdekendingju，erbushiwenxun。rongsiruichenmo，zuihoudixiatou。
“wobuxihuanyouyongma？nibuyiyanghuiquta？”
rongxiaoyanchenmoleyishun。tabingmeiyoudasuanqugenvrenhuilai，quchengyushilaotaitaideyisi。
shanggeyue，laotaitaizaiwaimianyiwaishuailexia。shichengyudemuqinniejiaminluguo，balaotaitaisongdaoleyiyuan。
suiranmeiyoudaai，danniejiamindaodiduilaotaitaiyouen。
rongxiaoyandaibiaorongjiayijingquchengjiadaoguoxiele，danshilaotaitaixianrankanshanglechengyu，xiangrangtajinmen。
“wokanneigeguniangshigewenroutitiede。niyigenanrenmeineimexixin，qugenvrenjinmen，yenengbangnizhaoguxiaorui，nishuoshibushi？”
rongxiaoyanxiangdaozhei，wanyaoherongsiruiduishi。
“nibushixiangyaomamama？”
“woshixiangyaomama，keshiwoxiangyaozijidemama。”
“woshuoguo，nimamayijingsile。”
binglengde，budaiyisiganqingdeyudiao，rangrongsiruizaicibianlelian。
“nishuowomamayijingsile，neinizongyouwomamadezhaopianba？womamadezhaopianni？”
“yigeyijingsiledenvren，haiyaozhaopianganshenme？”
rongxiaoyanshengyinyouxielengku，xiangqiwunianqian，neigegaisidenvrenbudanshejileziji，haiyoulehaizibingshenglexialai。
taduineigenvrenjiuzhishengxiayaneheegan。
neigenvrenzhenyinggaiqingxingtayijingsile，fouzetasuanjizijidezhang，tajueduibuhuijiuzheiyangsuanle。
rongsiruilianseyuefabuhaokan，dengletayiyanhou，henhendetuihuifangjian，zaizhongzhongdebamenshuaishangle。