woyuzhangfufujinyanjiehunsannian，tazuijinqueduiwolengruobingshuang。woxinhuiyileng，zhunbeilelihunxieyishu。
zhidaoshenye，wozhuangjianletabuweirenzhidemimi。shufangli，neizhangjunxiudelianpangbumanzhengzha，
jiutiaojuxingbaiweizhengmocengzhewodexiaoyi。tabengkuidinannanziyu：「weishenmeyaojuexingjiuweihujiyin……」
「weibahaoexin，haoxiangmaomaochong，suisuikendingbuhuixihuanzheiyangdewo。」「gaizenmeyang，
cainengrangtabutaoyan、buhaipawodebenti？」tatongkudediyurangwoxintouyiruan，
wotuimenerru：「wobujieyide。」woyiweizheizhishishourenshenfendewenti，xinranjieshou。
zhidaosizhibeitadeweibalaolaosuozhu，shengxiadewugenzaiwoshenshangchunchunyudong，wocaimingbaitasuoweide“haipa”，
genbenbushiwoyiweideneizhong！--wodeshouwanbeiyitiaomaorongrongdejuwuchanzhu，lidaodadejingren。
pifuchuanlaizhuoredechugan，hunhezheximirongmaodesaogua。woshituzhengzha，neiweibaqueshoudegengjin。
fujinyandehuxipenzaiwodeerkuo，daizheyeshoubandeguntang。tadeshengyinsiya，chongmanleyayideyuwang。
「suisui……duibuqi……」「wokongzhibuzhu……」lingwailiangtiaoweibachanshangwodejiaohuai，
qingeryijudijiangwozhenggerentailidimian。shentixuankongdeganjuerangwoxinzangzhouting。wobeitayongyizhongqurudezitai，
gudingzaileshuzhuoshang。bingliangdemuzhizhuomianjidewoyigeduosuo。lihunxieyishusanluoyidi，
baizhiheizicitongwodeyanjing。shengxiadeweiba，neiwutiao，xiangshiyongyouduliyishidedushe，
kaishitansuowodeshenti。yiliaobeiqingyidigoukai，silie。liangyicuanshangpifu，woyizhibuzhudifadou。
zheibushihaipatadeshenfen。zheishiyuanyuduijueduililiangyazhidebennengkongju。「fujinyan！nifangkaiwo！」
wodeshengyindaizhekuqiang，tingqilairuanruowuli。tamaizaiwodejingwo，fachumanzudekuitan。
neishengyinbuzaishipingriliqinglengdeyudiao，ershidaizheyuanshide、niannidegulusheng。「suisuihaoxiang……」
yitiaoweibademoduan，neicuozuirouruandebaimao，saoguowodexiahe。yangyirangwopianguotouqu。
taqueyonglingyitiaoweibagudingzhuwodenaodai，qiangpowomianduita。neishuangpingrilizongshidanmoshulideyanmou，
cikeyipianxinghong。limianfangunzhewokanbudongdefengkuanghezhanyouyu。「nibushishuo……bujieyima？」tawen。
shengyinlidaizheyisiweiqu，heyisijiaoxia。wozheicaimingbai，wotuikaimenshishuodeneiju“wobujieyi”，
zaitatinglaishiduomebutongdehanyi。neibushiliangjie。neishixuke。「wojieyi！woxianzaifeichangjieyi！」
wojianjiaoqilai，yongjinquanshenliqi。「nizheigeyangzi……genyeshouyoushenmequbie！」zheijuhuacitongleta。
taxinghongdeyanmoulishanguoyisishoushang。chanraowodeweibalidaosonglechanei。woyiweiwodehuaqilezuoyong。
xiayimiao，gengqiangshidejingujuantuzhonglai。tadewendaizhechengfadeyiweiluoxia，cubao，burongjujue。
wodefankangzaitamianqian，cuiruodexiangyizhangzhi。「dui。」tazaiwochunbiandiyu。「wojiushiyeshou。」
「yizhi……kewanglenihenjiuhenjiudeyeshou。」「suisui，wodesuisui……」
tadeweibakaishizaiwoshenshangliuxiashuyutadeyinji。bushikenyao，bushizhuashang。
ershiyizhonggengshen、gengqurudezhanyoufangshi。weibaderongmaobiandejianying，xiangximideshuazi，
yibianbianshuaguowodepifu。daiqiyizhenzhenzhanlidetongganheqiyidemayang。wodedanaoyipiankongbai。
xiuchiganyanmeilesuoyoulizhi。wojiajifujinyansannian，taqinglengzichi，daiwoxiangjingrubin。
womenzhijianzuiqinmidejiechu，yezhishiqianshou。woyiduyiweitaxingqinglengdan，huozheshentiyoushenmeyinji。
yuanlaibushi。tabushibuxing。tazhishizaiyongrenleidedaode，pinmingyayizheyeshoudebenneng。erwojinwandechuangru，
neijuqingpiaopiaode“bujieyi”，chedicuihuiletajinbengdexian。shufangdemenmeiyouguan。shenyedelengfengguanjinlai。
woqueganjuezijixiangbeitouruleyanjiang。congshentidaolinghun，douzaibeizhuoshao。buzhiguoleduojiu，
tashenshangdexinghongcaimanmantunqu。jiutiaoweibawulidichuiluoxialai，ruanpapadidazaidishang。
fujinyantuolibanpazaiwodeshenshang，dakouchuanqi。wohunshensuantong，dongyidongshouzhidoujuedekunnan。
tahuifulepingridemoyang，zhishiliansecangbai，yanjiaohaicanliuzhefengkuangguohoudehong。takanzhewo，yanshenfuza。
youkuijiu，youaohui，haiyouyisi……manzu。「duibuqi，suisui。」tayashengdaoqian。「wobushiguyide。」
wokanzhetianhuaban，yijuhuadoushuobuchulai。yanleibushoukongzhidihualuo。tahuangle，
shoumangjiaoluandixiangbangwocayanlei。tadezhijianchupengdaowodelianjia，woquexiangbeitangdaoyiyangmengdiduokai。
「biepengwo！」tadeshoujiangzaibankong。wochengqisuanruandeshenti，jianqidishangbeisisuideyifu，huluanguozaishenshang。
woyiqueyiguaidizouchushufang，meiyouhuitou。shenhou，fujinyanmeiyouzhuishanglai。zhichuanlaiyishengyayidaojizhide，
tongkudewuyan。xiangyizhibeizhurenpaoqidedagou。wohuidaowoshi，fansuolemen。jingzili，
wodebojing、suogu、shoubei……bumanleai-meidehonghen。neibushiwenhen。
neishibeitadeweiba……yibianbianmocengchulaideyinji。wodakaihuasa，binglengdeshuicongtoudingjiaoxia。
woxiangxidiaotaliuxiadesuoyouqixi。keneigushuyuyeshoude、daizheqinlvexingdeweidao，yijingshenrulewodegusui。
diertianzaoshang，wodingzhelianggeheiyanquanxialou。fujinyanzuozaicanzhuoqian，mianqiandezaocanyikouweidong。
takanqilaibiwogengqiaocui。jianwoxialai，talikezhanqilai。「suisui……」womeiyoulita，jingzhizouxiangmenkou。
「niqunali？」tagenshanglai，xianglawodeshou。woduokaile。「buyongniguan。」wodeshengyinlengdexiangbing。
「suisui，zuowan……」「bizui！」wodaduanta，xiongkoujulieqifu。「biezaitizuowan，wojuedeexin。」
fujinyandelianshunjianshabai。tazhanzaiyuandi，kanzhewo，zuichunxidong，queyigezidoushuobuchulai。wolakaimen，
zhengyaolikai。menwai，zhanzheyigeqiaoxiaoyanrandenvren。tachuanzheyitiaobaiselianyiqun，zhangfapijian，
kanqilaiqingchunwuhai。tashoulitizheyigebaowentong。「jinyan，wojiniaoleanshentang。」nvrentiantiandikaikou，
muguangqueluozaiwoshenshang，shangxiadaliang。dangtakandaowobozishangzhebuzhudehonghenshi，lianshangdexiaorongjiangleyixia。
suiji，tayouxiaoqilai，zhishineixiaoyibudayandi。tazoudaofujinyanshenbian，qinnidiwanzhutadegebo。
「suisuijie，nizheishiyaoqunaerya？」「nigenjinyanchaojiale？bieguaita，tazuijinyalitaidale。」
（1189zi）nvrendeshengyinyoutianyouruan。meiyigezidouxiangguozhemidedaozi，jingzhundizhazaiwoxinshang。
worenshita。linwanwan。fujinyandeqingmeizhuma，yeshitakouzhong，zuidongshide“meimei”。
sannianqianwojiajifujinyan，linwanwanchuguoliuxue。xianzaitahuilaile。yihuilai，jiudengtangrushi。
fujinyanmeiyoutuikaita。tashenzhimorenletaqinnidezitai。tazhishikanzhewo，lianshangdaizheyisikenqiu。
「suisui，nibiewuhui，wanwantazhishi……」「zhishiguanxinni，duima？」wotitashuowan。
wokanzhetamenwanzaiyiqideshou，juedewubifengci。zuowan，tahaiyongneizhongjinhufengkuangdefangshizhanyouwo。jintian，
tajiunengxinanlidedijieshoulingyigenvrendeqinjin。「fujinyan，nizhenxing。」wochechuyigexiao。
linwanwankaodefujinyangengjinle。tabatouzhenzaitadejianbangshang，yongyizhongxuanshi**dezitaikanzhewo。
「suisuijie，nibiezheimeshuojinyan。」「tazuijinshentibushufu，qingxubuwending，wozhishiguolaikankanta。」
「womencongxiaoyiqizhangda，biqinxiongmeihaiqin。」takeyijiazhongle“qinxiongmei”sangezi。xiangshizaitixingwo，
youxiangshizaichaofengwo。woturanxiangqiwomengangjiehunneihuier。fujinyanduiwoyeshilengbingbingde。
youyiciwoganmaofashao，banyeshaodaosanshijiudu。wojitadadianhua，tazhengzaiwaidichucha。dianhuali，
tadeshengyinhenpingjing。「duohereshui，chidianyao，womingtianjiuhuiqule。」woyigerentangzaibinglengdechuangshang，
shaodemimihuhu。neishihou，woyiweitajiushizheiyangdexingzi。qingleng，budongdeguanxinren。kehoulai，
wowuyizhongkandaotahelinwanwandeliaotianjilu。linwanwanzhishishuozijiyoudiantouteng。
talikedinglezuizaodehangbanfeidaoguowai，peiletazhengzhengyigexingqi。yuanlaitabushibudong。
tazhishibasuoyoudewenrouheguanxin，doujilelingyigeren。wojiushigechetoucheweidexiaohua。「shima？」
wokanzhelinwanwan，yiziyijudiwen。「jiranshixiongmei，neinizuowanweishenmejitafaneizhongzhaopian？」
fujinyandeliansebianle。linwanwandexiaorongyejiangzailianshang。「suisuijie，ni……nizaishuoshenmeya？wotingbudong。
」tayanlixunsumengshangyicengshuiwu，kanqilaichuchukelian。「wozenmehuijijinyangefashenmezhaopianni？」
「jinyange，nikuaigensuisuijiejieshiyixia，womenshiqingbaide。」tayaozhefujinyandegebo，sazhejiao。
fujinyandemeitoujinjinzhouqi。takanxiangwo，yuqilidaizheyisizebei。「suisui，nibiewuliqunao。」
「wanwanshishenmeyangderen，wozuiqingchu。」「nibuyaoyinweizuowandeshi，jiuqiannudaotashenshang。」woxiaole。
xiaodeyanleidoukuaichulaile。zuowan，jiuzaiwozhunbeiqianxialihunxieyishudeshihou。
woshoudaoleyigeniminghaomafalaidezhaopian。zhaopianshang，linwanwanchuanzhebaoludeshuiyi，baichugezhongliaorendezitai。
beijing，shifujinyanzaiguowaidegongyu。fasongshijian，shibannianqian。erzhaopiandejieshouren，shifujinyan。
wonazhezheixiezhaopianqushufangzhaotazhiwen。jieguo，zhuangpoletagengdademimi。xianzai，
taquefanguolaizhizewowuliqunao。「wowuliqunao？」wozhizhelinwanwan。「niwenwenta，
ganbuganbashoujinachulai，rangwokankannimendeliaotianjilu？」linwanwandelianbaile。
taxiayishidizhuajinlezijidebao。fujinyanyibajiangtahuzaishenhou。tadedongzuo，xiangyigenjianruideci，
zhajinwodexinzang。「goule，jiangsui！」tadiyicilianmingdaixingdihanwo。「wanwanshikeren，nibuyaotaiguofen。
」「daoqian。」wolengzhule。tarangwojilinwanwandaoqian？「nishuoshenme？」woyiweiwotingcuole。「worangni，
jiwanwandaoqian。」fujinyanzhongfuleyibian，yuqiburongzhiyi。linwanwancongtashenhoutanchutoulai。takanzhewo，
yanlishihaobuyanshidedeyihetiaoxin。neizhangqingchundelianshang，xiemanleshenglizhedezitai。wokanzhefujinyan。
kanzhezheigewoailesanniandenanren。zuowan，tahaiyinweihaipawotaoyantadebenti，ertongkuzhengzha。jintian，
tajiunengweilelingyigenvren，zheiyangduiwo。woturanjuedehenmeiyisi。zhende。zhengchao，zhiwen，xiesidili。
zaijueduidepianaimianqian，douxiandeneimekexiao。「hao。」wodiandiantou。「wodaoqian。」
fujinyandeliansehuanheleyixie。linwanwandezuijiaoqiaodegenggaole。wozoudaolinwanwanmianqian。
zaitayiweiwohuishuo“duibuqi”deshihou。woyangqishou，yongjinquanshenliqi，jiletayigeerguang。
qingcuidexiangsheng，zaijijingdeketinglihuidang。suoyourendoulengzhule。linwanwanwuzhelian，bukezhixindikanzhewo。
「ni……nigandawo？」fujinyanyefanyingguolai。tayibatuikaiwo，chongdaolinwanwanshenbian。「wanwan，
nizenmeyang？youmeiyoushi？」tadeshengyinlichongmanlejinzhanghexinteng。wobeitatuideyigeliangqiang，
zhuangdaoleshenhoudexieju。houyaochuanlaiyizhenjutong。woqueganjuebudao。xinlidetong，zaoyigaiguoleyiqie。
fujinyanxiaoxinyiyidipengzhelinwanwandelian，chakantadeshangshi。neizhenshidemoyang，haoxiangtashishenmexishizhenbao。
tashenzhimeiyouhuitoukanwoyiyan。meiyouwenwoyiju，tengbuteng。linwanwandeyanleixiangduanlexiandezhuzi，
pususudiwangxiadiao。「jinyange，haoteng……」
「suisuijietazenmenengzheiyang……wozhishihaoxinlaijinisongtang……」takudelihuadaiyu，wojianyoulian。
fujinyandelianseyinchendenengdichushuilai。tazhuanguoshen，yibubuxiangwozoulai。meiyibu，douxiangcaizaiwodexinshang。
wokanzheta，meiyouduo。wodaoyaokankan，tanengweilelinwanwan，zuodaoshenmedibu。tazoudaowomianqian，
jugaolinxiadikanzhewo。neishuanggangganghaichongmanfengkuangyuwangdeyanmou，cikezhishengxiabinglengdenuhuo。「jiangsui。」
「kanlaishiwotaizongrongnile。」tataiqishou。wobishangleyanjing。woyiwei，tahuidawo。
keyuxiangzhongdetengtongmeiyouluoxia。yizhiwennuandedashou，zhuazhulefujinyandegebo。yigemoshengde，
daizhenuqideshengyinxiangqi。「fujinyan，nigandongtayixiashishi？」（1195zi）wozhengkaiyanjing。
yigegaodadeshenyingdangzaiwomianqian。tachuanzheyishenjiancaidetidexizhuang，shenxingtingba，celiandexiantiaoyinglangfenming。
shiguyanzhi。wodaxueshiqidexuezhang，yeshiwocengjingdeanlianduixiang。tazenmehuizaizheili？guyanzhimeiyoukanwo，
tademuguangsisididingzhefujinyan。neishuangzongshidaizhewenhexiaoyideyanjing，cikechongmanlebinglengdenuyi。
「fangshou。」fujinyandeshengyinxiangshicongyafenglijichulaide。guyanzhifeidanmeifang，fanerzhuadegengjin。
「fujinyan，jiehunsannian，nijiushizheimeduitade？」「rangtashouzheizhongweiqu？」guyanzhidezhiwen，
rangfujinyandeliansegengjianankan。taxiangchouhuishou，quefaxianguyanzhideliqidadejingren。
linwanwanhaizaiyipangkukutiti。「jinyange……wodelianhaoteng……」「zheiweixiansheng，
nishibushiwuhuileshenme？shisuisuijiexiandawode……」tashituboqutongqing，zhuanyijiaodian。
guyanzhiquelianyigeyanshendoulandejita。tasongkaifujinyan，tuoxiazijidexizhuangwaitao，pizaiwodeshenshang。
wodeshuiyizaizuowandesichezhongyijingpolanbukan，genbenzhebuzhushenme。
guyanzhidewaitaodaizhedandandemuzhixiangqi，jiangwozhenggerenbaoguozhu。yegejuelefujinyanbinglengdeshixian。
「genwozou。」guyanzhilazhuwodeshouwan，jiuyaodaiwolikai。fujinyanshangqianyibu，lanzhulewomendequlu。
tashenshangdeqixibianle。neigushuyuyeshoude，weixiande，chongmanzhanyouyudeqixi，youkaishimimankailai。
tadeyanjing，yinyinfanqilehongguang。「batafangxia。」tadeshengyindichen，daizheburongkangjudemingling。
guyanzhibawohuzaishenhou，haobuweijudiyutaduishi。「ruguowobuni？」lianggetongyangchusedenanren，
qichangzaikongzhongpengzhuang，jiqiwuxingdehuohua。wonengganjuedao，fujinyandelizhizhengzaibei**tunshi。
tadeshouzhiguanjiefachu“gege”deshengxiang。wopatahuidangzheguyanzhihelinwanwandemianshikong。