第1章
1975nian，haichengsinanlusujia
“jinhui，kuaiqianba，qianwanzijiurangnijincitangrenzuguizongle。”
erbianchuanlaimoshengdenvyin，sujinhuimengranjingxing。
faxianzijideshouzhengbeirenyonglidizuanzhu，gangbimojianxuanzai“ziyuanzhiyuanhaidaojiansheshenqingshu”shangfang，yijingyinchuleyixiaotuanmozi。
zhouweitunsedehongmujiajushangbaizhebaozhi，qiangshangweirendehuaxiangpanghaiguazhejinqi，shangmiandeshijianshi......
1975年？
sujinhuihurandalegehanzhan。
zenmehuishi，tabushiyinweiyinaobeibingrenjiashuyidaotongsile？
难道，她重生了？
haidaojianshe，jinhui......
zheibushitacengjingkanguodeyibenniandaixiaoshuoliderenwuheqingjie？
sujinhuidetaiyangxuetutuzhitiao。
yuanshuli，yuanzhuguoleshiliuniandeliulangdeshenghuohoubeifuhaojializhaohui，xinggaocailiedetayiweizhongyukeyijieshudianpeiliulideshenghuole。
kesheicengxiang，sujiabuguoshixiangrangyuanzhudaitiyangnvsulanqiaotiquanjiadingzuixiafang！
yuanzhubuyuanyi，yonggezhongfangfataobituoyanshijian，daozhiyuanbenyaochengchuanquhaiwailiuxuedesulanqiaobeipoxiafang。
yuanzhuruyuanyichangbeijialidaiqulehaiwai。
可日子并没有过好。
quanjiarendoujuedeshitahaidesulanqiaoshoukugewaideyaneta。
weilejisulanqiaobaochou，tamenmeitianduitafeidajima。
houlaia，yuanzhumeitaoyici，sujiarenjiuduotayigenshouzhi。
zhidaodisigendeshihoutacaizhongyumingbai，congqianxianeifen“ziyuanshu”kaishi，taderenshengjiuchenglesulanqiaodeshuzuiquan！
ersulanqiaozaixiafanghouhehaidaojunguannanzhulvxinghunyue，suirannanzhumeiguoyigeyuejiusile，dansulanqiaoqueliyongtadeziyuan，zaikuaikaifangdeshihoukaishizuoshengyi，yuezuoyuehonghuo！
zuihouneisouguiguodelunchuanqihangqianye，dagebazhusheqizhajinyanyanyixidesujinhuibojingli。
“lanqiaoxianzaikeshizhumingqiyejia，nizheizhongjianming，liansidouyaotiaorizi！”
“fashenmedai？”sumuliumeihuaqiaoleqiaozhuomian：“nidageweilenideshiqingbenboyigeyuele，nikebiebudongshi！”
tashoushangdelidaoyufajiazhong：“fangxin，woyijingdadianhaole，niqulebuhuishoukude......”
gangbijianjijiangchupengdaozhimiandechanei，sujinhuimengdiconghuiyizhongchoulichulai。
“wogaizhuyile！”tamengdichouhuigangbi，mozhishuaizaileliumeihuadelieningzhuangshang：“zheifenshenqingshu，woyaodangzhefuqindemianqian！”
yuanzhucanliudeqingxuzaixiongqianglifangun。
shiliuniandepinminkushenghuo，yigeyueqianbeizhaohui，suoweidejiarenliantadeshengridoubujide，jiuyaorangtatitamenquhaidaonongchanggaizao？
凭什么！
suiranzheigezitayidinghuiqian，danzhishaobunengzheimekongshoutaobailangba？
liumeihualiansezhoubian：“nifuqinzaimatouanpaichuanpiaoni，nayoukong......”
“neijiudadianhuarangtahuilai。”sujinhuizhuaqishenqingshuduizhe：“fanzhengruguofuqinbulai，zheiziwoshibuhuiqiande。”
liumeihuabaoyangdeyidelianshunjianzhangdetonghong，xiangfazuo，youyingshengshengrenzhule，chenzhelianduizheshenhoudeguanjianudao：“haibuganjinjilaoyedadianhua！”
qishiniandaichudehaichengzhanuanhaihan，sulaoyezhuzhehuanghualiguaizhangmaijinketingshi，daijinleyiguyinlengdechaoqi。
shenshangdexizhuangshituorencongxianggangshaolaideyingguohuo，huabaidetoufayisibugou，mozhefala，haisanfazhedandandegulongshuiqiwei。
haoyifuzibenzhuyidepaitou。
“tingshuoniyaojianwo？”tasangyinshaya，haimeirongdejisujinhuikaikoushuohua，jiuhurankaishijuliedikesouqilai。
buguoliangmiao，jiumiansetieqingdezaidaozaidi。
“爸！”
“老爷子！”
jinghushengsiqi，sujinhuiyigejianbushangqian，sanzhijingzhundikouzhusudeshengwanjiancunguanchi。
心肌梗死。
“yinzhen！”talikeniutouduishenhoudeguanjiahedao：“kuai！”
sujiadechanyebaohanyiliaoqixieshengyi，ziranbuquezheixie。
laochenjijimangmangnaleyinzhenguolai，gangyaodijisujinhui，jiubeiliumeihuayibaduoleguoqu。
“niyigexiangxiayatounadongshenmeyishu，laochen，ganjinkaichequweishengsuo！“
“dengdaoleweishengsuotajiumeimingle！”
sujinhuilishengdao：”xinzanggongxuezhongduanchaoguosanfenzhong，naoxibaojiuhuikaishisiwang，xianzai，yaomerangwojiu，yaomezhunbeihoushi。“
tayandidehanguangrangliumeihuabuzijuedihoutuibanbu。
“houshi”zheilianggeziyaxialai，sheinengbupa？
满室死寂。
sujinhuidengbujile，yanjishoukuaicongliumeihuadeshouliqulesangenyinzhenchulai，cirulerenzhong、neiguan、shanzhongsanxue。
“sujinhui！”sujinxiancongwaimianjinlaishibiankandaozheiyimu，likechongshangqiantuikaita：“niduiwobazuoleshenme！”
sujinhuibeituidecubujifang，liejulexia，houyaozhongzhongdizhuangshangzhuoyan，lianseshabai。
“jiejie。”sulanqiaojinsuiqihou，niyaoshibuyuanyiqudehuawojiuquhezuzhishuomingqingkuang，zenmeyebunengduibaxiazheiyangdeheishoua......”
qiadaohaochudeyanlei，rerenlianxideyuqi，fangfosujinhuicaishimanwuzizuidadeeren。
talengxiaolexia，muguangluozaidishangzhujianhuifuqisedesudeshengshenshang。
“neiyaoshiwoshuo，woganggangshizaijiurenni。”
“jiejie，zheihuierjiubuyaokaiwanxiaole，nicongxiaodouzaixiangxiazhangda，zenmekeneng......”
“瑾慧。”
huran，yidaosiyadesangyinchuanlai，zhongrenlianmangcoudaosulaoyedeshenbian。
sujinxianjianglaoyezichanfuqilai：“ba，chenshuyijingqukaichele，nishaodeng。”
“woyijingmeishile。”sudeshengtailetaishou，daduanletadehua，touguorenqun，kanxianglemanshenbudingdesujinhui：“nishuo，nixiangyaoshenme？”
wuneiderenmuguangqishuashuadiluozaisujinhuishenshang，manlianzhenjing。
zheimehui，zheigexiangxialaideyeyatoujingranzhendehuiyishu？！
“woxiangyao......”sujinhuirenzheyaobuzuanxindeteng，zhizhisulanqiao：“meimeibozishangdeyuzhui。”
neimeiyangzhiyuzhuifanzhewenrundeguang，kanqilaijiujiazhibufei。
dansujinhuiyaota，bingbushitadewaizaijiazhi。
而是内在。
zheiyuzhuineiyoushilifangmidechuwukongjian。
yuanzhuli，sulanqiaozhisuoyiqulehaidaohainengyifanfengshun，kaodejiushizheimeiyuzhui。
buguo，zheiyeshisulanqiaozijiqulehaidaozhihoucaizhidaode。
“这......”
sulanqiaowuzhuxiongkou，qieqiediyaozhuchun：“zheishimamaliujiwode......”
“jita。”sudeshengdaduanta，shensefuzadikanxiangsujinhui：“zhiyaozheige？”
“dui。”sujinhuiliezuiyixiao。
sulanqiaojinjindizuanzhediaozhui，zhijianzaiyuzhuimosuoleliangxia，yandishanguoyisibushe。
danzhuanyanyixiang，fanzhengtajialihaiyouneimeduodezhubao，sujinhuixihuan，jitajiushile，jiudangshishisheqigai，ganjinbatadafazou！
sulanqiaoxinlishufuduole，yangzhuangdafangdijiangyuzhuizhaixialai。
“jiranjiejiexihuan，neijiusongjijiejieba。”tayankuangweihong，roushengxiyudao:“zhishi......zheishimamaliujiwodeyiwu，woyizhidouhaohaoshouzhe。”
tashengyinjiandi，jiemaoshangguazheyidiyaoluobuluodelei:“xiwangjiejieyenengzixiduidai。”
sujinhuigoulegouchunjiao，haobukeqidijiangyuzhuizuanzaishouli。
“fangxin。”tamantiaosilidijiangyuzhuiguazaibozishang，bingliangdeyushitiezhesuoguhuajinyiling:“wobaoguanrangtawujinqiyong。”
sulanqiaolengleyixia，wujinqiyong......shenmeyisi?
meidengtaxiangmingbai，sujinhuijiuyijinggancuidinaqilebi。
gangbiqianzhongyuluozaizhimianshang，qiandaozuihouyigezishi，sudeshenghurankesouleyisheng。
“jinhuia，ruoshinishizaibuyuanyi，jialidaoyehainengzaijinimaiyizhangchuanpiao......”
tingchufuqinyoufanhuideyisi，sulanqiaoxintouyijin，jinzhangdikanxianglesujinhui。
sujinhuitouyemeitai，liluodiqianwanzuihouyigezi，jiangshenqingshutuichuqu:“buyongleba，mingtianwojiuqubaodao。”
sulanqiaoyanhanleiguang，yilianzizeyubushedikanzheta，fangfokuijiudeyaoyichulai。
“jiejiedoushiwobuhao，rangnidaitiwoxiafang......womingtiansongniyiduanluba，jiudangshijijiejiepeizuile。”
sujinhuimeishenmesuowei:“buyongle。”
ketinglijingleyishun，sujinxiancuolecuoshou，ganxiaodao：“xiaomeiniyebietainanguo，dengfengtouguoqu，dageqinzibanijiehuilai......”
“shia。”liumeihuayegenzhefuhe:“daoshiwomenquanjiayiqiqu。”
“haoa。”sujinhuichongzheyijiarenluchiyixiao，yandiquelengdexianghaichengdedaochunhan:“woqidaineiyitian！”