第1章

【本文架空。】

【qianqinvzhuzhongsheng,juqinghuixiexuchenzhong,danbuhuitaizhang,houqinannvzhuzaiyiqihuiqingsongtianqilai。】

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2005nian,4yue5ri,qingmingjie。

suqingyaokanzhemeiniandouhuiguolaikanwangziji,bangzijichulizacaodegaodadubeinanren。

yishimantouhuafadenanrenyongyizhishouchezhecao,zaineiliyongzhedichenshayadeshengyinshuozhe:“qingyao,wolaikannile。”

zheijushuxidekaichangbaiyihou,youshiruyiwangdechenmo。

zhanzaitapangbiandesuqingyaoquenenggoukandaotayanzhongdeshirun。

心中有些难受。

zijidesigenbenyutameiyouguanxi,taquezongjuedeshiyinweitashoushanglaiwanyibu,cairangzijibeijifushengshengdasi。

“qingyaotongzhi,wozuotianzuolegemeng,mengjianle19suideni,neishihoudenizhenhaokan。”xinyunxiaoyansudelianshangnandeyoulexiaorong。

zheimoyangrangsuqingyaoyouxiehuanghu,naozhongyebuzijuexiangqiyiqian。

zhishi,neishihoudezijichangnianchibubao,youshouyouhuangde,nalihaokan?

chewanzacaozhihou,yizhizhanzaizijifenqianchenmodenanren,turankaikou:“qingyao,zhei、yinggaishiwozuihouyicilaikannile。”

suqingyaoyouxiefaleng,kekanzhetaanchendelianseyufabaidezuichun,yikanjiuzhidaopingshimeiyouhaohaoshenghuo,nannanziyuzhe:“bulaiyehao,xinyunxiao,haohaozhaoguziji,quguozijideshenghuoba。”

mingmingjiuzaitashenbian,taquetingbujiankanbudao。

zhinengtingdaotazaineilixiaoshengyouwenroudedao:“zaijian,wodetuziguniang。”

shuowan,zhuanshendabulikai。

suqingyaotingdaotuziguniangshizaicifaleng,renbuzhugenzaitahoumian,zhidaobeiguliliangqianzhizhebunengzaiguoqu——zhongjiushiyinyangxiangge,zhinengkanzhetaliqudebeiying。

riziyitianyitiandemeishenmebianhua。

suqingyaobenyiweizaiyebuhuijiandaoxinyunxiao。

quezairuqiushi,lailejiweizhongniannanren,youdeshenzhezhanxinjunzhuang,youdechuanzheputongdeyifu。

shenchuanjunzhuangdenanrenshoupengzhegeheisehezi,houmianjirentaizhekuaimubei。

suqingyaoshashazhanzaineili,buzhisuocuo。

neijirenyongtieqiaozaitafenduipangbianwalegekeng,jianghezimailejinqu。

jirenjiangmubeilihao,zailiangfenduiqiandaoshangjiu,shengyinyouxiegengyededao:“yingzhang,niyusaozijiuhaohaodezaizheilizhangmian,womenyoushijianhuiguolaikannimende。”

tingdaosaoziliangzi,suqingyaonaozihongdezhale。

shashakanzheneimubei,zheicaizhuyishangmianyouyizhangzijidezhaopian,shibeizhebeiloudecemianzhao,buzhidaosheipaide。

pangbianlingyizhangshinianqingjunlang,chuanzhejunzhuangdexinyunxiao。

takandaomubeishangmiankezhe:

fu:xinyunxiao(1948nian-2005nian)

qi:suqingyao(1955nian-1974nian)

hezangyuci,zhizizhishou,yuzixielao。

kandaozheishangmiandezishi,suqingyaodiyiciyoulewufahuxideganjue。

zhijuedexinzangbeidaohenhenguacengzhe,naozihonglongsidebaiguangyishan,shiqulezuihoudeyishi。

xianruheianqian,naozhongweiyousangezi:“xinyunxiao。”

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“xiaozazhong,nishuoshenme,nizaijiwoshuoyibian?”

yishengbaoheyijierguangshuaizailianshangdetengtongrangsuqingyaoqingxingleguolai,tuokouerchudeshi:“wobujia。”

shuowan,takanqinglezhanzaizijimianqiandeshiliezhehuangyayijimanshenjiuqidejifuyanpu。

tashenbianzhanzhedeshiluchuyanebiaoqingdemuqinsuxiaomei,yijiweiguankanxidecunmin。

kanzhezheishuxideyimu,youxiefaleng。

tazheishi——huidaole30nianqian,siwangdeneigexiari?

“ganbujia,laozidasinige**zazhong、、”yanputingdaojinvyijiuzuiyingshuobujia,yijiaojiuchuaixiangta。

zheiyijiaosuqingyaotaishuxile,dangniandezijijiushibeizheiyijiaochuaifei,daodishinaodaizhenghaozazaibuyuanchudaozaidishangdechutourenshang,zhijiesiwang。