第1章
“shuanger......”
“jiejie......”
erbianxiangqiliangdaojinghusheng，tangshuangzhijuedezhenggenaodaiwengwengzuoxiang，toutengdelihai，tabushihejiangshiwangtongguiyujinlema，zenmehainengyoutongjue。
xiangdaozheier，tangshuangjiannandizhenglezhengyan，buguohaibudengtachediqingxingguolai，erbianyouchuanlaiyidaodamasheng。
“jilaoziqilai，bieyiweizhuangsijiunengmenghunguoguan，heng......yigebuhuixiadandemuji，lianggepeiqianhuo，womeitiankandaonimenmunvsangejiujuededaomei，zheirizimeifaguole。”shuohuajian，nanrenmamalielie，sihuhaizaidaochufanzhaodongxi。
“砰......”
tangjianguozhaobudaoqian，zhijietifanleyigequetuidexiaodengzi，numukanxianghelanshuodao：“qianni，kuaibaqianjiaochulai，burannimenmunvsangejintianbiexianghaoguo。”
helanheihuangdelianshangmanshikuchu，ganshoudeshentisesefadou，“womeiyouqian。”
zicongjiajitangjianguohou，tazaizheigejializuoniuzuoma，kexijiuyinweishenglelianggenver，tangjiashangxiadoukanbuqita，ertangjianguogengshigesanchawudidata，rujinjuranliannverdoubufangguo。
tangjianguotingdaohelanzheihua，qideshangqianyibu，yibajiangrentileqilai。
“biejilaozichehuang，womingmingkandaoninaxiuhaodeshoupachuqumaile，zheiqianni，kuaijilaozijiaochulai。”
“没有。”
helanyaojinyaguanbusongkou，tashenshangdequehaiyoujikuaiqian，keganggangshuangerweilebaohuta，beitangjianguotuidaohoukedaoletouzhijieyunguoqule，suoyizheiqiandejishuangerqukanshangqu。
“jianguo，shuangertoushangdouzhongqilaile，woxianzaiyaosongtaquweishengzhan。”helannandeqiangyingleyici，xiangyaoshenshoufutangshuangqilai。
“heng......yigepeiqianhuoeryi，songshenmesong。”
tangjianguomanliannurong，zhijiejianghelanyibatuikai，ertayefanyingguolai，“haoa，haishuomeiqian，meiqianninengsongzheigepeiqianhuoquweishengzhanma，ganjinjilaozibaqianjiaochulai，buranwojintianjiudasinimen。”
“我没钱。”
helankanzhelanzaizijigenqiandetangjianguo，zhijuedemanxinjuewang，nverdouhunmibuxingle，tajuranhaidianjizhezheizuihoudeyidianqian。
“pa......worangnimeiqian，worangnimeiqian。”
tangjianguojianhelanyierzaizaiersandichehuang，zhijiepushangqianqudaren。
“a......biedale，biedale。”
yipangdetangxuekuzhehanzheshangqulajia，kexigenbenlabudong。
erzheishihou，tamendoumeizhuyidao，tangshuangjianjianzhengkaileyanjing，tadeyanzhongshanguoyidaolengmang，suihoushuzhanshenzimanmanzhanleqilai，chaoqiganggangbeitangjianguotifandexiaodengzi，henhendezadaoletadetoushang。
“啊......”
shazhubandecanjiaoshengxiangqi，tangjianguomanliantongkudiwuzhetoudunlexiaqu，dengtafaxianshitangshuangnadengzizatadeshihou，zhenggerendouzhale，“haoa，nizheigeninvzhenshidanzifeile，juranganzawo，jintianwobudasini，wojiubuxingtang。”
huanlehuanhou，tangjianguojiuzhunbeipushangqianquoudatangshuang。
“shuanger......nikuaipao。”
helanmanlianjiaojidikanxiangdanver，genbenbuganxiangxiangnverbeidadaodehouguo。
ranertangshuangdefanyinglingrenyiwai，tabujinmeipao，zuijiaofanergouqileyimoxiesidexiaoyi，“laidezhenghao，nizheiyangde**zaogaiqusile。”
jiuzaiganggang，tangshuangjieshouleyiduanmoshengdejiyi，erzheijiyijiushiyuanzhuduanzanyishengdequanbujiyi。
yuanzhuyejiaotangshuang，shiqishiniandailuhuacuntangjialaoertangjianguodedanver，congtajishiqijiukaishibangzhexiyizuofanweizhuweiji，kejiusuanruci，yuanzhuhetademuqinyijimeimeitangxue，zaizheigejialiyiranshizuidicengdecunzai，tamenmunvsangechibubaochuanbunuan，yigegeshoudexiangnanminyiyang。
ertangjianguozheigesuoweidefuqin，congxiaodaodajiuduitamenmunvsangefeidajima。
zheiyici，tangjianguoyouyinweimeiqiandongshoudatamen，ganggangtangshuangweilebangmuqinlanzhutangjianguo，zhijiebeituidaozaidi，hounaoshaozhongzhongdikedaoledishang，jiuzheiyang，yitiaonianqingdeshengmingqiaowushengxidimeile。
xiangdaozheier，tangshuangjiujuedeshouyang。
tangjianguozheiyangdefuqinnandaohaiyaoliuzheguonianma，kexixianzaishiqishiniandai，genbenbushizhixuhunluandemoshi，suoyitabunengzhendexiashashou。
“zeze......bianyinile。”
tangshuangzaicinaqixiaodengzizaleguoqu，buguotakongzhihaolidao，buhuishangletangjianguodexingming，dantameiyixiadouzazaizuitongdedifang，tangjianguobeidadeaoaozhijiao。
“a......tangshuangnizheigejianyatou，wodasini。”
ranertangjianguohandezaidashengyemeiyong，taxianzaiwanquanbeitangshuangzhuizheda。
helanhetangxuezaiyipangkandemudengkoudai，lianshangquanshibuganzhixin。
“啊......”
zaicibeizaleyixiahoubei，tangjianguozhongyurenshidaolezijidechujing，taehenhendidengxiangtangshuang，lianshangmanshihenla，“nigejianyatoujiwodengzhe。”shuowanzhijietaocuanliqu。
dengtangjianguolikaihou，helanzhongyuhuiguoshenlai，tamangpaodaotangshuangmianqian，manliandanyoudiwendao：“shuanger，nitoushangdeshangshizenmeyang，mamaxianzaijiudainiquweishengzhan。”
kanzheyanqianshouruodehelan，tangshuangyaoleyaotou，dao：“womeishi。”
shuohuajiantamanmandaliangleyiquan，hunanbizedetupifang，wuneiyouyizhanglaojiudemubanchuangheyigehenjibanbodediexiangchu，qiangjiaofangzheyizhangtuoqidexiaoyuanzhuohejibaquetuixiaodengzi，zuixianyandeshiqiangshangyizhangchongmanniandaiqixideguali。
zixikanleyan，tangshuangqingchudikandaoxianzaishi1975nian7yuefen。
haibudengtangshuangxikan，tangxuemanlianchongbaidipaoshangqianlai。
“jiejie，niganggangtailihaile，wodouyiweijintianyaobeibajidasile，jieguomeixiangdaonibabajidapaole。”
kandaoxiaoguniangliangjingjingdeyanjing，tangshuangbuyoulengleleng，suijixiaozheshuodao：“fangxin，wobuhuirangtangjianguodasinide。”
“shuanger，ni......”
helankanzheyanqiandedanver，zongjuedetayouxiebuyiyangle，yiqiandedanverduanbuganzuochudafuqinzheiyangdeshilai，kejintiantabujinzuole，xianzaihaizhihutangjianguodemingzi，rangrenjuedeyouxiemosheng。
tangshuangzaojiuxiangdaolezheixie，yincitazhizhidikanxianghelanshuodao：“ma，qishiwoganggangchadianjiusile。”
“shenme......”
tingdaozheihua，helanyikexinzhijietileqilai，lazhetangshuangjiuyaochumen，ganggangtajiujuedenvershoushangyanzhong，buranyebuhuiyixiazihunleguoqu，suoyiguoranhaishishangdaoletou。
tangshuanganfudipailepaihelandeshoubeishuodao：“ma，nixiantingwoshuo。”
kandaodanverchenzhelengjingdeyangzi，helanxiayishiditingxiajiaobu，zhizhidikanxiangta，anjingditingzhe。
“ma，niyoumeiyouxiangguo，hetangjianguolihun。”