“tongzhi,niquedingyaoshenqingqiangzhilihun?”
1970nian,hunyindengjisuo。
gongzuorenyuankanzheyanqiandenvren。
tachuanzhedequeliangcubuchenyi,xiabanshendilunlankuzi,dabanposu,hunshenshangxiameiyouyidianzhuangshi,keneizhangguazixiaolianerquemeidelingrenzhixi。
qiongbigaoting,chunruohuaban,meiyankanzheyoujiaoyoumei,jiushizhenggegaoxianyezhaobuchudiergebitahaiyaopiaoliangdenvren!
zhishineishuangjiaomeidefengyan,cikequetouzhehuibai,shengyinjianjue。
“是,我确定。”
“duifangkeshichijunduilidetiefanwande,youshenmeguobuqudefuqilianghaohaoshangliang……”
gongzuorenyuanxuxutaotaodiquanleyouquan,zhengrucongqiandejiangyining,duizhezijiquanleyouquan。
meirenzhidao,tashizhonghuoyicideren。
qianshideta,renrenyanxian,xianmutashengleyizhanghaoliandan,xianmutajialeyigehaonanren。
tananrenguyuchenchijunduilidetiefanwan,batajiejinlejiashuyuanhou,chufeiteshurenwu,fouzeririleidabudongririhuijia,junduifalegongzibiantongtongjiaodaotashouli。
ouertayedongdianxiaolangman,zhidaodaitaqukanlutiandianying,junshuyuanqitananrenmeiyigebideshang。
kezhiyoutazhidao,tamendeshijie,zongshiyoudisangerenchuxian——muyaner。
neishiguyuchenzhanyoudeyishuang。
taguoshengrishi,guyuchendiuxiataqupeimuyanerguoshengrichuilazhu。
tajixingchangyanfazuofutongnanrenshi,guyuchendiuxiataquzhaogudafanlecaipanzhalemanshouxuedemuyaner。
shenzhijiuliantamenjiehunjinianrikanlutiandianyingshi,muyanerdeerzifashao,kuzhejitadadianhua,guyuchenyehaobuyouyudiuxiataqule。
zheiyangdeshiqinghaiyouhenduo,takuguonaoguo,shenzhiyuanyirangchujialideyibancaichan,zhiqiumuyanerbuyaozaijiaorutamendeshenghuo。
kemeimeitijizheishi,guyuchenzongshipibeierchenmodikaikou:“yining,talaogongjiulewodeming,wozheibeizidouhaibuwan,niguaiyidian。”
ketapeizhemuyanerdeshijianyuelaiyuezhang,muyaneryanzhongaiyiyeyuelaiyueshen。
tapinjinquanlidiquzheng、quduo,kededaodeyongyuanzhiyouneijigezi。
“yining,niguaiyidian。”
tasixinle,tahouhuile,takukujianchileshinian,quedoushicuowudexuanzebale。
suoyizhongshenghou,tazuodediyijianshibianshilaihunyindengjisuotijiaoqiangzhilihundeshenqing。
“tongzhi,buyongquanwole,nibangwogaizhangba。”
taqingshengdaduangongzuorenyuandehua。
gongzuorenyuanyaran,zhihaogailezhangzhengzhongdao:“tongzhi,yigeyuezhineinilaichexiaohainengwanhuizheiduanhunyin,yigeyueyihou,jiuqiangzhishengxiaole。”
jiangyiningshensedanmodidiantou,baneixieziliaotuotieerzixidifangjinbaoli,zheicaichumen,qizhemenkoutingfangdeerbashizixingchehuilejia。
daojiahou,takanzheguali,zairilijintianderiqishangzhengzhongdihuaxiayigecha。
只要画满一个月。
她就真正自由了。
gangganghuawan,waimianxiangqikaimensheng。
guyuchenmailexindedahuabeizaiciwopuchuangdan。
tamenciwozhiqianshimeiyourenzhude,chuangshangzhipuleyigezongdian,manwudoushihuipupude。
kexianzai,wuziliganjingzhengjie,yongzhezuishixingdedahuabei,neiguanghuadeduanmianbei,jiushitagenguyuchenjiehunshiyemeiyongzheiyanghaodeliaozi。
erguyuchenbujinzixididiehaolemeigebeijiao,shenzhizaichuangtoujudedahuapinglifangleyizhiguihua,xiangqiyingmanzhenggefangjian。
ketachulejiaogongzi,congbuguanjialidesuoshi,rujinshiweileshei,buyaneryu。
“yining?”erbianchuanlaichayideshengyin。
jiangyininghuangranhuishen,caifaxiantayijingshoushihaole,tashensedanmodidiandiantou,jiuyaohuifangjianqu。
顾禹琛却愣住了。
duimiandexiaonvrenmianwubiaoqing,neishuangshangtiaode、xianglaihanqingmaimaikanzhetadeyanshenzhitouzhegulengying。
ruoshicongqian,ciketajiuyijingpushanglaiwengeyinyoule……
taxinzhongyijin,xiayishishangqianbanbujieshi:“womenjiaciwokongzheyeshikongzhe,burushoushichulai……”
“nibuyongjieshi。”jiangyiningshengyinlengdan,“wodoulijie。”
neixiejieshidehuatazaoyitingdelandiaoya。
guyuchenquezhoujinlemeitou。
qizizhongyurutasuoyuan,buzaidachaodanao,kebuzhiweihe,tachihuandimoshangxinkou,juedemomingyouxiedusai。
xishuwanbitangshangchuangshi,yijingshiwanshangbadian。
jiangyiningceshenshuizhe,yizhidashouquebulaoshidizaitayishanghoubailishenjinlai。
“以柠。”
chuangwaiyueguangqingyou,heianzhizhong,jiangyiningneibanyingchunfangfonengqiachuzhishuiban,weiweizhangzhe,fangfoyaorenpinchang。
tayandiweian,fanshenjiangtayazaishenxia,bochunwenxiadetongshi,tadedashouyeluodaotadekuyaodaishang。
yiqiefangfodoushunlichengzhang……
“你想做什么。”
jiangyininglengmodizhuazhuletadeshou,jiezheyueguang,kanqingtamohudongqingderongyan,jiliyazhizhuxindideyane。
jiehunyinian,taquehaigenqitanvrenjiuchanbuqingdenanren。
taxiantazang,suoyizongshinao,ertayemeipengguoziji,xianzaiquezhudongle,yezhenshikexiao。
guyuchenyiweitashixinqingbuhao,songkaishou,huanbaozhutadexianyao。
tashengyinfangruan:“women……yaogehaiziba。”
“youlehaizi,nijiuyouleyikao。”
孩子?
jiangyiningxintoudunjuecitong。
qianshi,taweilewanhuiguyuchen,yecengweitashengguoyigenver。
kenverzicongzhidaoguyuchenduimuyanermuzidekuijiu,bianxiangjinbanfabangfuqinbaoen。
keneiduimuzini?xiangjinbanfadiqifunver,tazenmekenengzaidainverlaishishangchiyizaoku!
“nizenmele?”guyuchenjiantameimuzhouqi,neizhangxuebaijiaoruandexiaolianerfuxiantongku,xinyebuyoudegenzhezhouqilai。
jiangyiningbiekailian,dishengdao:“wobufangbian。”
guyuchenyileng,yandiyouxiefuza,fanshentanglehuiqu,buzaishuohua。
一张床,两床棉被。
ciri,jiangyiningxingshi,ketinglichuanlaiyizhenyanxiaoyanyandeshengyin。
她披上外套走出去。
muyanerrunvzhurenyiyangzuozaishafashang,haimeishuohua,pangbiantaerzidongdahaiyanzhuzidiliuliuyizhuan,manlianchunzhen。
“gubaba,zheishisheiya?”
muyaneryandihanxiao,quezhuangzuozhejidipaileyixiatadehoubei,zitairouruo:“nizheihaizi,zenmenengluanjiaobabani,beijiangayitingdaohuishangxinde。”
dongdahaizuiyipie,dunshiweiqudibaozhuguyuchendedatui,kudao:“gushushu,dahaijiushigemeiyoubabadeyehaizi,xianzailianniyebuyaowolema?”