shangbeizi,songyueyanweiaigandanghouma。
kedangneigepaofuqinvdenvrenyihuilai,tayangdadenverbiangaikoujiaotagugu。
tadetuanzhangzhangfuyulinzhougengshimanxinmanyanzhiyouqianqi。
talunweisuoyourendexiaobing,guduzhonglao。
zaicizhengkaiyan,tahuidaoleyulinzhoudeqianqihuilaineitian……
……
’1978nian,beijing。
songyueyanzhongshengdediyijianshi,jiushiduziquleyiyuan,quzouleshentilijiezhadehuan。
zheiguochenghenteng,bidangchushanghuanshihaiyaoteng。
ketayaojinlechun,hongleyan,queyingshengshengqiangchengzhemeiyouluoxiayidiyanlei。
shangbeizi,tajiajiyulinzhoudeshihou,yulinzhouduitashuo。
“wozheibeizi,zhihuiyouguoguoyigehaizi,wobuxiangrangtashouweiqu。”
tadeqianqijianglishuyinshoubuletachangniandaizaibudui,jushaoliduo,rengxianianjinliangsuideyuguoguopaole。
songyueyantingwanweibiaojuexin,biandaoyiyuanzuolejiezhashoushu。
tashuo:“woyidinghuibaguoguodangzijideqinshengnverduidai。”
jieguotajiangzijisuoyoudeqingchundoujilezheiliangfunv,yishengmeiyouzijidehaizi,zuihouqueluogeguduzhonglaodexiachang。
congyiyuanchulai,songyueyantengdezouludejiaodouyouxieliangqiang。
ketameiyoutingliu,nazhedahaodelihunbaogaoqulejunqu。
laidaoyulinzhoudebangongshimenkou,haimeijinqujiutingjianyulinzhoudexiashuwenta。
“tuanzhang,saozihuilaile,neinihuihesongyueyanlihunma?”
songyueyanjiaobuyidun,jiutingjianyulinzhoudeshengyinchuanlai:“weishenmeyaolihun?woxuyaoyigerenzhaoguguoguo。”
“lishudexinggetaiziyoule,wobuxiangshufuta,jiurangtaquzuozijixiangzuodeshiba!”
songyueyanjiangzaimenwai,xinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdashousilie。
suoyi,tajiuhuogaichengweijiatingzhufubeikunyibeizima?
mingmingzaijiajiyulinzhouzhiqian,tayeshidaxuelizuishoulaoshimenqidaidexuesheng。
yaobushiyulinzhoudemamawulizhaoguyuguoguo,qiudaoletazheili,tayuanbengaiyouzijicuicanderensheng。
zaitahenxiaodeshihou,tadebabajiuzaiyicirenwuzhongxishengle,mamabenjiushentibuhao,tingdaozheigexiaoxizhihou,shengleyichangdabing,yequshile。
yufushitababadezhanyou,zaitafumudouzoulehou,yufuyumuzheixienianyizhiduitaduoyouzhaofu。
tahuidayingyumuheyulinzhoujiehun,yishibaodaenqing,eryeshiyinweitadequekelianguoguoshiqumuqin。
keshimeirenxiangxin,suoyourendoushuotashiweileyujiadeqiancai,caibuyaolianshangganzhedanghouma。
songyueyanjiangshouzhongdelihunbaogaozuanchengyituan,zuizhongmeiyouhaishimeiyoujinqu。
yulinzhoudehuayijingshuodehenqingchule,tabuhuiqingyigentalihun。
tadexianglingwaidefazilikaizheili。
songyueyanhuidaojiashuyuanshi,yuguoguoyijingfangxuehuilai。
kanjianta,yuguoguomeiyouchenghu,ershizhijieshuo:“woele,qujiwozuofan。”
neiminglingyibandeyuqi,fangfotazhishizheigejialidebaomu。
kemingmingzaijianglishuhuilaizhiqian,yuguoguoyehuitiantianjiaota‘mama’de。
xintoutongyirengweitunqu,songyueyanchelechezuijiao:“hao。”
laidaochufang,songyueyandakaishuilongtou,huahuadeshuishengrangtachuleshen。
qishishuoshibaoen,youzenmehuimeiyouyidianaini?
bijingcongmengdongshiqidaoqingdouchukai,yulinzhouyizhixianggelinjiagegeyiyangzhaogutabaohuta。
suoyishangbeizi,napamianduimantianliuyanfeiyu,tayejianchilexialai。
tayexiangxiangdangchuyulinzhoushouhutayiyang,huzhetadenver。
ketamen,congtoudaoweiquezhijiangtadangzuoyigegongjuzailiyong。
songyueyanjiangfanduanshangzhuoshi,yulinzhouqiahaoyejinmen。
fanzhuoshang,takanzhechidezhengxiangdefunv,qingshengkaikou:“mingtianzaoshangwoquyanjiusuobandianshi,bunengdaizheguoguo……”
yulinzhouyidun:“mingtianwoxiujia,zhenghaoyaodaiguoguochuqu。”
tahuayinluoxia,yuguoguogaoxingdichazui:“babashiyaodaiwoquzhaomamama?”
yulinzhoukanleyansongyueyan,meiyoushuohua。
songyueyanxiaolexiao,chuimouyanxiaweihongyankuang:“hao。”
yiri,yanjiusuobangongshinei。
“songyueyantongzhi,zhiqianshuolehaojicirangniquzhangshagongxueyuancanyujisuanjiyanzhi,nidoushuoyaozhaogujiali,zenmeturanxiangtongle?”
zheishibaomixiangmu,yiqujiushijinianbunenggenjialilianxi。
songyueyankanzhedeshenqingbiao,xinxiang,zaiduodeenqing,shangbeiziyeyijinghaiwan,zheibeizitagaiweizijierhuole。
taminleminchun,xiaodao:“zhuren,zhiqianshiwotaixiaaile,zuguobuhao,womendexiaojiayounalinenghao。”
tashuowan,guoduandiqianxialezijidemingzi。
——宋月言。