lianggeyuehou，wozaixianchengkailezijidefuzhuangdian。
dianpuweiyuxianchengzuifanhuadeshangyejie，mianjibudadanzhuangxiujingzhi。mentoushangguazhe"qingyifuzhuangdian"dezhaopai，chuchuanglizhanshizhewoshejidezuixinkuanshi。
kaiyeneitian，lailehenduoren。bujinyouwodelaokehu，lianxianlideyixielingdaodoulaipengchang。
"sushifu，zhuhenikaiyedaji！"xianshangyejudejuzhangsonglehualan，"nianqingyouwei，lebuqia！"
"xiexiejuzhang。"wokeqidihuiying，"yihouhaiqingduoduozhaogu。"
juzhangxiaozheshuo："neishiziran。nizheiyangderencai，womenxianliyaodalizhichi。"
yitianxialai，yingyeedadaolesanbaiduokuaiqian。anzhaozheigequshi，meigeyuedeshouruhuichaoguoyiqiankuai。
zheizai1975nianjueduishitianwenshuzi。
xiaoxichuanhuizhenshang，zhenggejunqudouzhendongle。
"tingshuosuqingzaixianchengkailefuzhuangdian？""shia，kaiyediyitianjiuzhuanlesanbaiduokuaiqian！""wodetian，zheideduoyoubenshia！""renjiaxianzaishinvqiangrenle，yongbuzheyikaorenheren。"
zheixiehuachuandaoshenbeichenerduoli，rangtagengjiatongku。
tayishidao，woyijingzhenzhengdulile。wulunshijingjishanghaishijingshenshang，wodoubuzaixuyaota。
erta，quefaxianzijiyitiandoulibukaiwo。
"shenbeichen，nizuijingongzuozhuangtaihenbuhao。"tuanzhangzaicizhaotatanhua，"lianxujicixunliandouchucuo，zheikebuxiangnidezuofeng。"
shenbeichendizhetou："duibuqi，tuanzhang。wohuigaijinde。"
"gaijin？"tuanzhangzhoumei，"nizheiyangxiaqu，bieshuotishengle，bubeichufenjiubucuole。"
shenbeichenxinzhongyijing。tadequeganjuedaozijizhuangtaihencha，danmeixiangdaoyijingyanzhongdaozheizhongchengdu。
tuanzhangjixushuo："wotingshuoniairendeshengyizuodehenhao？"
"shide。"shenbeichendiantou。
"neinimenweishenmehaifenju？"tuanzhangzhijiewen，"xiaoshen，nishihuagaosuwo，daodichuleshenmewenti？"
shenbeichenchenmolehenjiu，caishuo："shiwodecuo。wo...woduibuqita。"
tuanzhangmiqiyanjing："zenmeduibuqi？"
shenbeichenbuganshuoshihua，zhinenghanhuqici："wo...womeiyouzhaoguhaota..."
"meiyouzhaoguhao？"tuanzhangbuxin，"nimenjunshuyuandejiashuwodourenshi，niairenkebushineizhongjiaoqidenvren。shuoshihua，daodizenmehuishi？"
zaituanzhangdezhuiwenxia，shenbeichenzhinengdazhishuoleqingkuang，dangranyinqulehanxuedebufen。
tuanzhangtingwanhou，liansehennankan："shenbeichen，nizhenshihutu！zheimehaodeqizinibuzhenxi，haiyaofenju？"
"tuanzhang，wozhidaocuole..."
"zhidaocuoleyoushenmeyong？"tuanzhangnule，"nixianzaidezhuangtaiyanzhongyingxianglegongzuo。ruguozaibugaijin，wojiuyaokaolvdiaozhengnidezhiwule。"
zheijuhuaxiangyidaojinglei，rangshenbeichenchediqingxing。
tayishidao，ruguozaizheiyangxiaqu，bujinhuishiquwo，lianshiyeyebaobuzhu。
dangtianwanshang，shenbeichenzuoleyigejueding。
diertianyizao，wozhengzaifuzhuangdianlizhenglihuopin，jiukandaoshenbeichenchuxianzaimenkou。
tachuanzhezhengqidejunzhuang，shoulinazheyishuhua，lianshangxiemanlejuexin。
"suqing。"tazoujindianli，"woxianghenitantan。"
dianliyoujigekeren，wobuxiangdangzhonghetazhengchao："wozaiyingye，youshenmeshiwanshangzaishuo。"
"bu，jiuxianzai。"shenbeichendetaiduhenjianjue，"suqing，woyouzhongyaodehuayaoduinishuo。"
kerenmenkanchuwomenzhijianyoumaodun，shiqudilikaile。
"shuoba。"wolengdandishuo，"shenmeshi。"
shenbeichenshenxiyikouqi，hurandanxiguidi："suqing，wocuole。qiuniyuanliangwo，huidaowoshenbian。"
wobeitadejudongheleyitiao。1975niandezhongguo，nanrenhenshaohuizuozheiyangdedongzuo。
"nifengle？"wolianmangfutaqilai，"kuaiqilai，beirenkandaoxiangshenmehua？"
shenbeichenbukenqilai："bu，chufeinidayingyuanliangwo，fouzewojiuyizhiguizhe。"
jieshangdexingrenkaishiweiguan，zhizhidiandian。wozhidaobunengrangzheigeqingkuangjixuxiaqu。
"nixianqilai，womenjinlijianshuohua。"
shenbeichenzheicaizhanqilai，genwojinledianpuhoumiandexiaofangjian。
"xianzaikeyishuole。"woguanshangmen，"nidaodixiangganshenme？"
shenbeichennachuyifengxin："zheishiwoxiedejiantaoshu。wobawosuoyoudecuowudouxiezaishangmianle。"
wojieguoxinkanlekan，shangmianmimimamaxielehaojiye，xiangxijiluletahehanxuedejiaowangguocheng，yijitaduiwodeshanghai。zijigongzheng，taiduchengken。
"xiezheigeyoushenmeyong？"wobaxinfangzaizhuoshang，"cuowuyijingfanle，bushixiegejiantaojiunengmodiaode。"
"wozhidao。"shenbeichenkanzhewo，"danwoxiangrangnizhidao，woyijingchedifanshengle。suqing，woxianzaicaimingbai，niduiwoyouduozhongyao。"
"zhongyao？"wolengxiao，"dangchuhehanxuezaiyiqideshihouzenmebujuedewozhongyao？"
shenbeichendixiatou："wodangshiguimixinqiao，beitadejiaxiangmihuole。xianzaiwozhongyukanqingchule，tagenbenbushizhenxinde。zhiyouni，caishizhenzhengguanxinwoderen。"
"xianzaikanqingchule？"wojifengdishuo，"shenbeichen，nizheihuashuojisheiting？woma？haishiniziji？"
shenbeichentaiqitou，yanzhonghanlei："suqing，wozhidaonibuxiangxinwo。danwofashi，ruguoniyuanyijiwojihui，wohuiyongyibeizilaizhengmingwodezhenxin。"
"yibeizi？"woyaotou，"shenbeichen，nidehuawoyijingbuxinle。"
"neiwoyongxingdongzhengming！"shenbeichenjimangshuo，"suqing，nishuoshenmetiaojianwodoudaying。zhiyaoniyuanyihuidaowoshenbian。"
wochenmoleyihuier，huranshuo："hao，wojiniyigejihui。"
shenbeichenyanzhongshunjianfangguang："zhende？"
"danshiyoutiaojian。"wolengjingdishuo，"diyi，niyaogongkaichengrencuowu，xiangsuoyourendaoqian。dier，niyaobaozhengyihouzaiyebuherenhenvrenyouaimeiguanxi。disan，niyaozunzhongwodeshiye，bunengganshewodeshengyi。"
"wodoudaying！"shenbeichenhaobuyouyu，"suqing，zhiyaoniyuanyihuilai，shenmetiaojianwodoudaying。"
"hao。"wodiantou，"neinixianzaijiuqujunqu，dangzhesuoyourendemianchengrencuowu。"
shenbeichenlengleyixia："xianzai？"
"dui，xianzai。"wokanzheta，"ruguonizhendeyouchengyi，jiubuhuizaihumianzi。"
shenbeichenyaoleyaoya："hao，woqu。"
xiawu，zhenggejunqudouchuankaileyigebaozhaxingdexiaoxi。
shenbeichenzaiquantuandahuishanggongkaijiantao，chengrenzijiduiqizibuzhong，daozhijiatingpolie。taqingqiuzuzhidepiping，yeqingqiuqizideyuanliang。
zheizaidangshijueduishihongdongxingshijian。yigetuanjiganbu，dangzhongchengrenhunyinzhongdecuowu，zheixuyaoduodadeyongqi？
"tingshuolema？shentuanzhangzaidahuishangjiantaole！""zhendejiade？weileshenme？""weilewanhuitaairen！renjiasuqingxianzaishinvqiangren，buxihantale。""zheixiashentuanzhanglianmianquandiule，buguoyesuanyoudandang。"
xiaoxihenkuaichuandaowozheili。woxinzhongyouxieyiwai，meixiangdaoshenbeichenzhendehuizheiyangzuo。
bangwan，shenbeichenlaidaofuzhuangdian，lianseyouxiecangbai。
"wozuodaole。"takanzhewo，"xianzai...niyuanyijiwojihuilema？"
wokanzheta，xinzhongwuweizachen。
zheigenanren，weilewanhuiwo，lianzijidemianziheqiantudoubuyaole。
ruguoshiqianshidewo，kendingyijingleiliumanmiandiyuanliangtale。
danxianzaidewo，xinzhongquehenpingjing。
"shenbeichen。"wodandandishuo，"nijintiandebiaoxianbucuo。danjinjinzheiyang，haibugou。"
shenbeichenlianseyibian："haibugou？nihaiyaowozuoshenme？"
"woyaokannidezhangqibiaoxian。"wopingjingdishuo，"zhishaobannian。ruguobannianneinibiaoxianlianghao，wokeyikaolvfuhe。"
"bannian？"shenbeichenyouxiejuewang，"suqing，nidaodiyaowozenyang？"
"woyaonizhengming，nidehuihenshizhenxinde，bushiyishichongdong。"wokanzheta，"shenbeichen，aiqingbushiyijuhua，ershichizhiyihengdexingdong。"
shenbeichenchenmolehenjiu，zuizhongdiantou："hao，wodeng。buguanduozhangshijian，wodoudeng。"
kanzhetalikaidebeiying，woxinzhongyongqifuzadeqingxu。
qishiwoyijingyouxiedongyaole。shenbeichenjintiandebiaoxianqueshichuhuwodeyiliao。
但是，我不能心软。
banniandekaoyanqi，shiwojitadezuihoujihui，yeshiwojizijidehuanchongqi。
zheibannianli，woyaokankantashifouzhendegaibianle，yeyaokankanzijidexinshifouhainengzhongxinjienata。
bijing，zhongshengyiciburongyi。
wobuxiangzaifantongyangdecuowu。