第4章

tangzaixiaochuangshangdelinwanyingyishimeiyoufanyingguolai,womamani?woneixiangxiangruanruandemamani?

zuizhonglinwanyingxiaopengyoupoyuzijialaodiede**,haishikaikoujiao“baba~”le。zhishidangtianwanshangyijiumeinenghuidaomamadehuaibao。ruyuanyichangdelinmingyuntongzhibaozhezijixifuermeizizideshuile。

linwanyingmengle,ranhou“wa~”yishengyouqikule。

funvliangdeliangziyuejieyueda。

1961nian,sansuiduodelinwanyingzhangdexianggefenmiantuanzi,wuguanbijiaoxiangmamayangwan,youqishiyishuangdayanjingxiangshihuishuohuayiyang。zaijiashangqingshanggaozuibayoutian,jiefanglinjudouhenxihuanta,meicichumenhuilaidoulidouyoulinjudaniangshenshenmensaidexiaolingzui。

1962nian,8suidelinzixuyaoqushangxuele。5suidelinwanyingmeitianjiuxihuanzuozaimenkoudexiaodengzishangdengbabamamaxiaban。

linmingyunmeicihuilaiyuanyuandejiunengkandaoguaiguaizuozaijiamenkoudenver。xinxiang:bukuishiwoguinv,youganjingyoupiaoliangyidiandoubuxiangqitaxiaohaizangxixide。

genbabamamaqinjinwanzhihouyoujixuzuohuixiaodengzishangdenggegefangxue,ranhoutinggegejitadujintianxueleshenmekewenyijijiangxuexiaodequshi。

1965nian,linwanyingyedaoleruxuedenianji。tagengegejinrutongyisuoxuexiao。cishi,linzixuyijingshanglesinianji,erlinwanyingzekaishiletadeyinianjishenghuo。

linwanyingshangxuezhihouyezhishibaochizheyouyidechengjidanbingbushitebietuchu。bijingtaimaojianyebushishenmehaoshi,tazhixiangzaijiarendetengaixiaanbujiubandeshenghuo,xiangshouzuipingdandexingfu。

1968nian,zheiliangnianguoneijushiriyijinzhang,shehuidongdangbuan。tebieshizaijiaoyulingyu,xuduolaoshiyinshoudaoxueshengjubaoerxiafang,zheiyangdeanliyuelaiyueduo。mianduizheizhongqingkuang,linmingyunjuedingciqudaxuejiaoshidegongzuo,yimianduoshengshiduan。cizhiyihou,tatongguozhuanxieduanpianxiaoshuobingxiangbaoshetougaolaizhuanquewaideshouru,yiweichijiatingshengji。

suizheshijiandetuiyi,jiaoyuzhiduyefashenglebiange。1969nian,zhongxuegaiweisinianzhi,fenweichuzhongernianhegaozhongernian。

1970nian,linwanyingshunliwanchengxiaoxuexueye,bingchenggongkaoshangchuzhong。yucitongshi,linzixuyekaoshanglegaozhongjiudu。(linzixu67nianshengchuzhong,69niancaigaiweiliangnianzhi,suoyitachuzhongdulesannian。)

1972nian,linzixuconggaozhongbiye。tongnian,linwanyingyejinrulegaozhong,kaiqixindexiaoyuanshenghuo。

1973nian,linzixujuedingxuanzecanjun,chengweiyimingbaojiaweiguodejunren。linwanyingzixiaojiushigegedegenpichong,qunadouyaogenzhe,liangrenconglaimeiyoufenkaiguo。talikaijiatoushenzuguozhihoulinwanyingnanguolehaoyiduanshijian。shangbeizidetashigeguer,suoyihenzhenxizheibeizideqinren。

kanzhezhengtianmenmenbuledenver,linmingyunjiumeitianhuanzhefadedoutakaixin。

1974nianxiatian,linwanyingyewanchenglegaozhongxueye,gaobielexiaoyuanshenghuo。

yeshizheinian8yuefen,yangwanyingongzuoqijiannengchikunailao,biaoxianlianghaobeishengweishengchanbuzhuren,meiyuegongziyezhangdaole84kuai3mao5fen。

1976年春

tongzilousanlouzuilimiandeneijian。

yijiasankouzuozaifanzhuoqian,mianduimaozhereqidefancaidoutibuqishenmeweikou。

zheifangzishiqiannianyangwanshengfangzhichangshengchanbuzhurenyihouchanglifenxialaide,zhiqiandoushigenlinmingyunfumuyiqizhuzaidayuanli。jiushineizhongsiheyuandefangziyijiafendaoqizhongyijian,yijiarenchizhudouzaiyijianfangli。

youhaizidejiuzaiwuzililagelianzigeduan。

linwanyinggaozhongbiyezhihouyizhimeiyouzhaodaozhengshigongzuo,zhizaiqunian5yuefenbangyigeguantouchangdenvgongrendailelianggeyuedeban,neigenvgongrenhuaiyunyaoshenghaizi,buxiangzhaoqinqilaidaiban,pagongzuoyaobuhuiqu,tongguotongshizhaodaolelinwanying。neinvrenchuleyuezijiuzijihuiqushangbanle。