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“baba,xiaoxiaoqiuqiunile,xiaoxiaoxianghuijia......”

“xiaoxiaozhidao,zhibuhaode,xiaoxiaobuxiangzhilehaobuhao......”

“babayijinghualezheimeduoqianle,xiaoxiaobuxiangrangbabazaihuaqianle......”

“baba,nikan,xiaoxiaozhendebutengle!womenhuijia......woxianghuijia......wuwu......”

zhongzhengjianhushinei,xiaoxiaomiansecanbai、toufaganku,xiaoxiaodeshentishangquedingzheyigebiliwanquanshihengdenaodai,xixidebozifangfojijiangchengshoubuzhujudadeyalierduandiao。

tawulidexiaoshouhuanhuantaileqilai,qingqinglazhexiaohedegebo,shenqingzhongmanshitongkuhejuanlian。

xiaohehongzheyankuangkanxiangxiaoxiao,taganjuefangfoyouwanbalirenchuanxiongerguo,rangtatongkunandang。

tamianlijichuyigeweixiao,qingshengshuodao:

“xiaoxiao,buyaoxiaxiang,niyidingnengzhihaode!”

“nibuyaodanxinbaba,babahaiyouqian。”

“niyaoguaiguaijieshouzhiliao。dengquanyuzhihou,babadainiquyouleyuan,zuoxuanzhuanmuma,haobuhao?”

xiaoxiaoyonglideyaoleyaotou,renzhexijuanerlaidexuanyungan,chouqidao:

“baba,xiaoxiaobuzhile......xiaoxiaoyaohuijia。”

“xiaoxiaobunengrangbaba......zaihuaqianjiwozhibingle,babayihouhaideshenghuoa......xiaoxiaobuxiangzaituoleibaba......wuwu......”

xiaohekanzhexiaoxiaoyinweijutongerbuduanliutangxiadehanzhu,haiyoukanzhetashineijiandingdebiaoqing,leishuibuzijuedeliutanglexialai。

xiaoxiaozhiyouwusui,benyingshiwuyouwulvdenianji,kuailedeshenghuo、kuailedewanshua。

keshixianzai,taqueyaozaoshourucijudadetongku!

tayuanbenkeyibaoyuan、keyikuhao、keyizeguaixiaohe,danshitameiyou!

tabudanmeiyouzeguaixiaohe,xianzaiquefanguolaianweita!

zheirangtadexinzhongyongxianchulewuxiandezize......

xiaohesisidedezuanzhequantou,zhijiayijingshenshendiqianjinleshouzhang,yinhongdexueyeshunzhezhifengdizaidishang,jianqidiandianxuehong。

xiaoxiaojiannandetaiqixiaoshou,weixiaohecashiyanlei,danbushizhandoudeshentitouluchutazhengzaizaoshouhendadetongku。

“baba......nibuyaonanguo,xiaoxiaozhendeyidiandoubutengle。”

“baba,nengzuonidenver,xiaoxiaozhendehenxingfu......”

“xiaoxiaozhidao,wodebingzhibuhaole。xiabeizi......xiaoxiaohaiyaozuonidenver......”

xiaoxiaodehua,rangxiaoheganjuezijidexinzhengzaibeisilie!

他无地自容!

tajuedezijigenbenbupeichengweiyigefuqin!

ruguokeyi,taduoxiwangnenggouyongzijideminglaihuannverdejiankang。

“砰!”

bingfangmenturanbeituikai,yiweizhongnianyishengmianseyinchendezoulejinlai。

“xiaohe,niyijingqianleyiyuansanshiwandezhuyuanfeile,daodijiaobujiao?bujiaogundan!”

kandaozhongnianyisheng,xiaohedexinzhongdunshiyijin。qiangwenleyixiaxinshenhou,huangmangdeyingleshangqu,xiaoxinyiyidepeixiaodao:

“yisheng,zheiqianwoyidinghuiji。mafannintongrongyixia,baituole。”

zhongnianyishengpielexiaoheyiyan,lengshenghedao:

“zheishiyiyuan,bushifuliyuan!zheigeyetongrong,neigeyetongrong,yiyuanhaikaibukaile?”

“biefeihua,ganjingundan!”

xiaohewenyandajing,ganjinzhuazhuzhongnianyishengdegebo,jiaojideaiqiu:

“yisheng,nindarenyoudaliang,kuanxianwojitian,qiuqiuninle......”

“wo......wogenninguixiale......”

xiaoheshuozhe,jiuzhunbeiguixiaqu。

zhongnianyishengshenshoulazhulexiaohe,chenyinlepianke,yuqibinglengdeshuodao:

“wozhinengjinibantianshijian,wanshangzaibujiaoshang,woyebangbuleni。”

zhongnianyishengshuowan,zhuanshenlikaile。

zhiyoubantianshijian......

xiaohekanzhezhongnianyishengdebeiying,wuzhudeqingxushunjianfanyongshanglai。

bantianshijianyounengzuodeleshenmeni......

jinjindiyaoleyaoya,xiaohewunaidezhuanhuishenlaikanxianglexiaoxiao。

xiaoxiao......zhengzaijianqiangdexiaozhe:

“baba,meiguanxi,womenhuijia。”

xiaohefangfotingdaolezijixinsuideshengyin!

yizhongqiangliedehenyishunjianshengtengerqi,qiangliedehenyi,jihurangtawufahuxi!

他恨自己!

tahenzijiweishenmeruciwuneng!

ruguotayouzugouduodeqian,xiaoxiaohezhiyuzaoshouzheimeduodetongku!

筱筱......

babaduibuqini......

xiaohechongdaochuangbian,yibabaozhulexiaoxiao,gengyanzheshuodao:

“xiaoxiao,nianxinzhiliao......”

“baba......babahuixiangbanfacouqiande......babajuebuhui......rangtamengannizou!”

xiaoxiaobanaoguakaozailexiaohedegeboshang,chilidexiaodao:

“xiexiebaba,xiaoxiaoxiangxinni。”

xiaohezhongzhongdedianlediantou,zhuanshenlikailebingfang。

taochushouji,xiaohebotongleyigehaoma。

“du......du......du......”

dengdaiyinmeixiangyisheng,xiaohedexinyegenzhezhenzhanyixia。

tazhidao,jiexialaimianduide,kongpajianghuishiwujindexiuru。

keshi,neiyouyoushenmeguanxini?

zhiyaonenggouchoudaoqianjiuxiaoxiao,jibianshouzaiduowurutayebuhuiyousihaoyouyu!

dianhuagangyijietong,xiaohelikekaikoushuodao:

“chenxue,nibuyaoguadianhua。xiaoxiaobuxingle,zhuyuanfeixuyaosanshiwan!ninengbuneng......ninengbunengxianjiejiwo,yihouwoyiding......”

taxiangyaoyigunaobahuaquanshuochulai,tahaipachenxuehuiguaduandianhua。

“tingtingting!nizhao**shenme?tashininver,genwoyoushenmeguanxi?”

tingdaochenxuedehua,xiaohelengzhule。

tananyixiangxin,zheihuishiyigemuqinshuochudehua!

tanubukeedezhiwendao:

“chenxue!nihaiyouyidianrenxingma?takeshinideqinnver!”

“niyijingqiangzoulexiaoshijituan,niyijingyouleneimeduodejiaye!zheiququsanshiwan,nidoushebudechuma?!”

chenxueshixiaohedeqianqi,xiaoxiaodeqinshengmama。

cengjingdexiaoheshizhumingdeqiyejia,shenjiashangqianwan,xiaoshijituanyezaiduanshijianneishengmingqueqi。

houlaiyicishangyeluntanshang,xiaohezaitaishangjingcaideyanshuorangchenxuechimi。

zineiyihou,chenxuebianduixiaohezhankailefengkuangdezhuiqiu。

buduojiu,xiaohetongyilechenxuedeqiuhun,bingzaiyinianzhihou,shengxialenverxiaoxiao。

keshixiaohemeixiangdao,zaidezhixiaoxiaohuanyounaoaizhihou,zheigeedudenvrenjingranmeiyourenhechiyi,qiangpotalilehun,bingqiequletadegongsi!

chenxuelengxiaoyisheng,wusuoweideshuodao:

“sanshiwan?zaiwozheisanshikuainidounabuzou,wocaibuhuibaqiantouzaihaowuyiyideshishang。”

“xiaohe,xiaoxiaodebingshigewudidong,fangqiba!dengtasile,womenbatadeshenzangjuanle,yesuanshitaduishehuizuoguogongxian,buwanglaishishangyizao。”

“yiyuanfangmianwoyijinglianxiguole,daoshihounizhijieqiangezijiukeyile。”

“chenxue,**qinshouburu!”

xiaoheqidezhijieguaduanledianhua,lianzuichundouzaizhandou!

xiaoxiaohaihuozhe,chenxuejuranjiuxiangbatadeshenzangjuanle!

她枉为人母!