“baba,xiaoxiaoqiuqiunile,xiaoxiaoxianghuijia......”
“xiaoxiaozhidao,zhibuhaode,xiaoxiaobuxiangzhilehaobuhao......”
“babayijinghualezheimeduoqianle,xiaoxiaobuxiangrangbabazaihuaqianle......”
“baba,nikan,xiaoxiaozhendebutengle!womenhuijia......woxianghuijia......wuwu......”
zhongzhengjianhushinei,xiaoxiaomiansecanbai、toufaganku,xiaoxiaodeshentishangquedingzheyigebiliwanquanshihengdenaodai,xixidebozifangfojijiangchengshoubuzhujudadeyalierduandiao。
tawulidexiaoshouhuanhuantaileqilai,qingqinglazhexiaohedegebo,shenqingzhongmanshitongkuhejuanlian。
xiaohehongzheyankuangkanxiangxiaoxiao,taganjuefangfoyouwanbalirenchuanxiongerguo,rangtatongkunandang。
tamianlijichuyigeweixiao,qingshengshuodao:
“xiaoxiao,buyaoxiaxiang,niyidingnengzhihaode!”
“nibuyaodanxinbaba,babahaiyouqian。”
“niyaoguaiguaijieshouzhiliao。dengquanyuzhihou,babadainiquyouleyuan,zuoxuanzhuanmuma,haobuhao?”
xiaoxiaoyonglideyaoleyaotou,renzhexijuanerlaidexuanyungan,chouqidao:
“baba,xiaoxiaobuzhile......xiaoxiaoyaohuijia。”
“xiaoxiaobunengrangbaba......zaihuaqianjiwozhibingle,babayihouhaideshenghuoa......xiaoxiaobuxiangzaituoleibaba......wuwu......”
xiaohekanzhexiaoxiaoyinweijutongerbuduanliutangxiadehanzhu,haiyoukanzhetashineijiandingdebiaoqing,leishuibuzijuedeliutanglexialai。
xiaoxiaozhiyouwusui,benyingshiwuyouwulvdenianji,kuailedeshenghuo、kuailedewanshua。
keshixianzai,taqueyaozaoshourucijudadetongku!
tayuanbenkeyibaoyuan、keyikuhao、keyizeguaixiaohe,danshitameiyou!
tabudanmeiyouzeguaixiaohe,xianzaiquefanguolaianweita!
zheirangtadexinzhongyongxianchulewuxiandezize......
xiaohesisidedezuanzhequantou,zhijiayijingshenshendiqianjinleshouzhang,yinhongdexueyeshunzhezhifengdizaidishang,jianqidiandianxuehong。
xiaoxiaojiannandetaiqixiaoshou,weixiaohecashiyanlei,danbushizhandoudeshentitouluchutazhengzaizaoshouhendadetongku。
“baba......nibuyaonanguo,xiaoxiaozhendeyidiandoubutengle。”
“baba,nengzuonidenver,xiaoxiaozhendehenxingfu......”
“xiaoxiaozhidao,wodebingzhibuhaole。xiabeizi......xiaoxiaohaiyaozuonidenver......”
xiaoxiaodehua,rangxiaoheganjuezijidexinzhengzaibeisilie!
他无地自容!
tajuedezijigenbenbupeichengweiyigefuqin!
ruguokeyi,taduoxiwangnenggouyongzijideminglaihuannverdejiankang。
“砰!”
bingfangmenturanbeituikai,yiweizhongnianyishengmianseyinchendezoulejinlai。
“xiaohe,niyijingqianleyiyuansanshiwandezhuyuanfeile,daodijiaobujiao?bujiaogundan!”
kandaozhongnianyisheng,xiaohedexinzhongdunshiyijin。qiangwenleyixiaxinshenhou,huangmangdeyingleshangqu,xiaoxinyiyidepeixiaodao:
“yisheng,zheiqianwoyidinghuiji。mafannintongrongyixia,baituole。”
zhongnianyishengpielexiaoheyiyan,lengshenghedao:
“zheishiyiyuan,bushifuliyuan!zheigeyetongrong,neigeyetongrong,yiyuanhaikaibukaile?”
“biefeihua,ganjingundan!”
xiaohewenyandajing,ganjinzhuazhuzhongnianyishengdegebo,jiaojideaiqiu:
“yisheng,nindarenyoudaliang,kuanxianwojitian,qiuqiuninle......”
“wo......wogenninguixiale......”
xiaoheshuozhe,jiuzhunbeiguixiaqu。
zhongnianyishengshenshoulazhulexiaohe,chenyinlepianke,yuqibinglengdeshuodao:
“wozhinengjinibantianshijian,wanshangzaibujiaoshang,woyebangbuleni。”
zhongnianyishengshuowan,zhuanshenlikaile。
zhiyoubantianshijian......
xiaohekanzhezhongnianyishengdebeiying,wuzhudeqingxushunjianfanyongshanglai。
bantianshijianyounengzuodeleshenmeni......
jinjindiyaoleyaoya,xiaohewunaidezhuanhuishenlaikanxianglexiaoxiao。
xiaoxiao......zhengzaijianqiangdexiaozhe:
“baba,meiguanxi,womenhuijia。”
xiaohefangfotingdaolezijixinsuideshengyin!
yizhongqiangliedehenyishunjianshengtengerqi,qiangliedehenyi,jihurangtawufahuxi!
他恨自己!
tahenzijiweishenmeruciwuneng!
ruguotayouzugouduodeqian,xiaoxiaohezhiyuzaoshouzheimeduodetongku!
筱筱......
babaduibuqini......
xiaohechongdaochuangbian,yibabaozhulexiaoxiao,gengyanzheshuodao:
“xiaoxiao,nianxinzhiliao......”
“baba......babahuixiangbanfacouqiande......babajuebuhui......rangtamengannizou!”
xiaoxiaobanaoguakaozailexiaohedegeboshang,chilidexiaodao:
“xiexiebaba,xiaoxiaoxiangxinni。”
xiaohezhongzhongdedianlediantou,zhuanshenlikailebingfang。
taochushouji,xiaohebotongleyigehaoma。
“du......du......du......”
dengdaiyinmeixiangyisheng,xiaohedexinyegenzhezhenzhanyixia。
tazhidao,jiexialaimianduide,kongpajianghuishiwujindexiuru。
keshi,neiyouyoushenmeguanxini?
zhiyaonenggouchoudaoqianjiuxiaoxiao,jibianshouzaiduowurutayebuhuiyousihaoyouyu!
dianhuagangyijietong,xiaohelikekaikoushuodao:
“chenxue,nibuyaoguadianhua。xiaoxiaobuxingle,zhuyuanfeixuyaosanshiwan!ninengbuneng......ninengbunengxianjiejiwo,yihouwoyiding......”
taxiangyaoyigunaobahuaquanshuochulai,tahaipachenxuehuiguaduandianhua。
“tingtingting!nizhao**shenme?tashininver,genwoyoushenmeguanxi?”
tingdaochenxuedehua,xiaohelengzhule。
tananyixiangxin,zheihuishiyigemuqinshuochudehua!
tanubukeedezhiwendao:
“chenxue!nihaiyouyidianrenxingma?takeshinideqinnver!”
“niyijingqiangzoulexiaoshijituan,niyijingyouleneimeduodejiaye!zheiququsanshiwan,nidoushebudechuma?!”
chenxueshixiaohedeqianqi,xiaoxiaodeqinshengmama。
cengjingdexiaoheshizhumingdeqiyejia,shenjiashangqianwan,xiaoshijituanyezaiduanshijianneishengmingqueqi。
houlaiyicishangyeluntanshang,xiaohezaitaishangjingcaideyanshuorangchenxuechimi。
zineiyihou,chenxuebianduixiaohezhankailefengkuangdezhuiqiu。
buduojiu,xiaohetongyilechenxuedeqiuhun,bingzaiyinianzhihou,shengxialenverxiaoxiao。
keshixiaohemeixiangdao,zaidezhixiaoxiaohuanyounaoaizhihou,zheigeedudenvrenjingranmeiyourenhechiyi,qiangpotalilehun,bingqiequletadegongsi!
chenxuelengxiaoyisheng,wusuoweideshuodao:
“sanshiwan?zaiwozheisanshikuainidounabuzou,wocaibuhuibaqiantouzaihaowuyiyideshishang。”
“xiaohe,xiaoxiaodebingshigewudidong,fangqiba!dengtasile,womenbatadeshenzangjuanle,yesuanshitaduishehuizuoguogongxian,buwanglaishishangyizao。”
“yiyuanfangmianwoyijinglianxiguole,daoshihounizhijieqiangezijiukeyile。”
“chenxue,**qinshouburu!”
xiaoheqidezhijieguaduanledianhua,lianzuichundouzaizhandou!
xiaoxiaohaihuozhe,chenxuejuranjiuxiangbatadeshenzangjuanle!
她枉为人母!