第4章
yiguxingtianshunjianyimanlekouqiang，huamujinchaozhedishangtulekou，taitoukanxiangledazijideren。
“diurenxianyandedongxi！”huazhaotaishouzhizhehuamujin，nuqichongchongdidao，“nizuoxiazheidengshangtianhailideshi，haibuzhihuigai，jingranhaiduizijidemeimeihemuqindongshou，dangnian，nijiuyinggaihenineigeduanmingdemayikuaiqusi！”
huamujinyandisishiyoushenmesuileyiban，qingxiaolesheng，taimou，“yigezongxiangzhebaihuaiwomingshengdemeimei？”
shuozhe，huamujinkanxianglezuozaidishangpazaizijimuqinhuaizhongkuqibuzhidehuamumian，xiangyaozoujin，buxiangbeilushenxingzuanzheshouwan，zhihaozhanzaiyuandi，yiziyidundikaikou。
“buruwodehaomeimeilaishuoshuo，wohenikouzhongwudashengdeshenmeshi？”
huamumiantaitoukanzhezhanzaibuyuanchudehuamujin，kudelihuadaiyu，sishishoudaolejinghe，jinghuangdiyaoleyaotou，yuwuluncididao，“jiejie，woshenmedoubuzhidao，woshenmedoumeishuo，jiejiebuyaodawo，yebuyaobaworengjinhe！”
huamujindouyouxiebeiqixiaole，yaobushizhongshengyishi，tajingranbuzhidaohuamumiandeyanjirucizhigao。
“wozheishizaoleshenmenie！”
cuixiuyingturandashengkuhaoleqilai，erhouyiliantongxindikanxianglehuamujin。
“renrendoushuohoumabuhaodang，kewoziwenzheimeduonianduinitaoxintaofei，youshenmechidechuande，douxianjinzheni，wocongweikuidaiguoni，kewomeiyouxiangdao，nijingrandasuanbamumianrengjinhe，takeshinidemeimeia！”
“对我好？”
huamujinqingxiaolesheng，yanmoulenglejifen。
“zongrongwotaokejiaoduiwohao？gaosuwoshangxuemeiyouyongjiaoduiwohao？meigeyueneijitian，rangwoyonglengshuixitouxilianjiaoduiwohao？meicuo，houma，chidechuandeniqueshihuixianjinzhewo，kenijinzhewodedongxidoushininverkanbushangde。”
yishunjian，zhongrenmianseluchujingya，xiaoshengyilunleqilai。
“我不活了！”
cuixiuyingyandishanguoyimohuangluan，erhoudashengkuleqilai，chaozheyipangdeqiangzhuangleguoqu。
“妈！”
huamumianjimangbaozhuzijidemuqindedeyao，erhouchaozhehuamujinguilexiaqu，touzhongzhongkezaidishang，kuzhehandao。
“jiejie，suiranwomabushinideqinshengmuqin，ketazheimeduonianyizhiyilaidounanidangqinshengnverkandai，wozhidaonishiqulemuqin，yexiangrangwomeiyoulemuqin，kenibunengruciwumieta，bizhetaqusia？”
huamujindouyouxiexiangyaojizheiduimuzipaishoujiaohao。
buguanjuqingruhefazhan，zheimunvliangdounengbaxijiexiaqu，jingranhainengjiederucitianyiwufeng，ba**yanyidelinlijinzhi。
huamujinzhengzhunbeichaozhehuamumianzouguoqu，faxiantadeshouwanhaibeilushenxingjinjinzuanzhe，youxiewunaidikanxiangleshenceren。
“wodayingni，buzaidongshoule，ninengxianfangkailewoma？”
lushenxingsuirankanbujian，danqueyizhichaozhehuamujinzhanzhe，tingdaohuamujinshengyin，youyulexiahuanhuansongkaileshouzhi。
huamujinzoudaohuamumianmianqian，bujinbumandidunxialeshenzi，taishoutiaoqihuamumiandexiaba，kanzheyanqianzheizhangxuruobukandixiaolian，qingxiaolesheng。
“meimeihaimeiyoushuo，wohenikouzhongwudashengdeshenmeshi？”
huamumianzhengzhunbeikaikou，jiubeihuamujinjieduanlehuacha。
“shinihuaqianqingjigehunhunquduwo，rangnikouzhongdewudashengquyingxiongjiumeideshi？haishinitinikouzhongdewudashengjiwochuanxindeshi？haishinizaiwoerbiansanfanliangcidijiwoxinao，aiqingshiziyoude，cuanduowohewudashengsibendeshi？”
huayinyiluo，huamujinyibazhangzaicizhongzhongluozaihuamumiandelianshang。
kanbujiandelushenxing：“......”
zheicihuamumianjiuliantongdouwangjile，taitounanyizhixindikanzhehuamujin。
yuanbenhuamujinzhishishitan，kekandaohuamumiandefanying，xinzhongshunjianleran。
tahewudashengdexiangshilaiziyichangyingxiongjiumei，taququqian，buxiangbeijigehunhunweidu，wudashengyejiushizheigeshihouchuxiantitajielewei，tahuicunmeiduojiu，zaixianchengshangxuedehuamumianjiujitanalailewudashengdeqingshu。
shangyishitacongweixiangguo，zaixianchengshangxuedehuamumianshiruherenshiwudashengde。
huamujincongdishangqishen，jugaolinxiadikanzhelenglengguizaidishangdehuamumian。
“nikongpameiyouxiangdaonikouzhongdewudasheng，jingweilesanshikuaiqianbashenmedougaosulewo，baokuonirangtabawodaiquxianchengmaijirenfanzideshi，haiyouni......rangrenbataotaozhuangjinmadai，bangshangshitourengjinlehezhongdeshi！”
cihuayichu，zhongrenjieshiyijing，fenfenchaozhehuamumiankanqu。
“womeiyou，jiejienizenmekeyizheiyangwuxianwo？”
fanyingguolaidehuamumianlijikuzhehandao。
“wuxian？”huamujinyanmoulengleleng，“nikouzhongdewudashengbeiwodayunrengzaileshanshang，zhuangguotaotaodemadaiheshitouhairengzaihetanshang，nikanwomenshiyiqiqukankan？haishiworangtaotaochulaigaosudajia，tatingdaoleshenme？”
huamumianchedihuangleshen，mianseyicunyicundibailexiaqu。
“你胡说！”
cuixiuyingshangqianmengdituikailehuamujin，huzainvermianqian，yilianfenhendikanxianglehuamujin。
“fenmingshinizijibujiandian，xianqilushenxingshigexiazi，xiangyaoherensibenzheicaibazijidenverrengjinleheli！”
huamujintaitou，yishuangyanmouqinglengdiluozaicuixiuyinglianshang，lenglengxiaolexiao，“wojiranxiangyaoherensiben，neimecikeyouweishenmehuichuxianzaizhei？huduhaibushizi，wojiranyaoherensiben，youweishenmeyaobazijidenverzhuangjinmadai，rengjinheli？”
“你......”
cuixiuyinghaizhunbeishuoshenme，jiubeihuamujindaduan。
“woyizhijuedewozaochanlesangeyuedemeimeicongxiaojiutiruoduobing，cidengedudefaziduanranshixiangbudaode，kanlaizheiyiqiedoushihoumanizaihoumianchumouhuace！”
cuixiuyingyandishanguoyimohuangluan，budenghuamujinfanying，jiujiandaocuixiuyingbaiyanrenziyifan，hundaozailedishang。
zheiyichangnaojuzuizhongyicuixiuyingyundaoerluomu。
huamujinzhanzaiyuanzhong，kanzhezhongrenshoumangjiaoluandijiangcuixiuyingtaichulelujiayuanzi，zheicaianandisongleyikouqi，zairucidezhuangkuangxia，tayiweidijieshi，zhihuirangdajiagengjiahuaiyi，weiyidebanfazhinengshijiangzangshuipohuiqu。
wudashengweilesanshikuaiqianchumaihuamumiandeshi，ziranshitabiande，kequenengranghuamumianyishifangcundaluan。
huamujinzhuanshen，jiukandaolushenxingzhanzaibuyuanchu，suirantakanbujian，dantahaishinengganjuedaoletademuguanglengyouyoudiluozaitashenshang......