wojiaoliuxin，shisanshiersuidewaikeyisheng。zhiyeyaoqiuwoxiangjingmiyiqibanlixing、lengjing。
zheizhongtezhishenrulewodeshenghuo，woxiguanguancha、fenxi、zhangwozugouxinxihouzaizuojueding。yexuzhengyinruci，
wozhidaosanshiersuihaizaixiangqin——zheishiyizhongxiangduikekong、xiaolvjiaogaodefangshi。ranhou，woyudaolewulili。
neigechunrixiawu，yangguangtouguokafeiguanbolichuang，ruanruandizhaozaizhuoshang。jieshaorenshuowulilishijiaohuahuadelaoshi，
biwoxiaowusui，xinggewenrou。wotiqianshifenzhongdao，xuanlekaochuangweizhi，dianbeimeishi，
zainaohailigoujiankenengdexingxiang。zhiyeshiran，wozonghuixiayishidiyuxianpanduan。tachidaolewufenzhong。
tuimenjinlaishilvedaizhangwang，woxinzhongmohudexingxiangshunjianqingxile。tachuandanlanselianyiqun，
taomibaisezhenzhikaishan，toufapijian，lianshangdaizheqianyiheshitandeweixiao。tagezibugao，gujiaxianxi，
jirenyizhongxuyaobaohudeganjue。“duibuqiliuyisheng，lushangduche。”tadeshengyinqingliangrouhe。“meiguanxi，
woyegangdao。”woqishenweitalayizi。wozhuyidaotaweiweixiaoleyixia，sihuduiwodejudongyouhaogan。
diandanshi，tazhiyaoleningmengshui。fuwuyuanlikaihou，takanzhewodekafeishuo：“liuyishenggongzuoyidinghenmangba，
hekafeinengtishen。”“xiguanle。jiaowoliuxinjiuhao。”duihuajiuzheiyangkaishi。womenliaobicidegongzuo，
tashuoqijiaohaizihuahuadequshi，yanjingwanwandehenshengdong。wojiandanjiangyiyuanrichang，bikaichenzhongbufen。
tatingdehenrenzhen，tiwenqiadaohaochu。yougexijierangwoyinxiangshenke。tadeningmengshuiheleyiban，
fuwuyuanlaitianshuishi，tahenzirandijiangwodekafeibeiwangwozheibiantuiletui，fangbianfuwuyuancaozuo。
zheigeweixiaodongzuotouzheshanjierenyi。jianmianchixuyigebanxiaoshi。jieshushiwotichusongta，tawanjule，
shuoxiangzijizouzou。womeijianchi，bangtajiaoleche。kanzhetashangchelikai，woxinliyouzhongtashigan。
tabuxiangzhiqianjianguodenvhaineiyangjiqiehuodaizheshenshi。wulilirangrenshufu、anxin。womenkaishijiaowang。
meizhoujianyiliangci，chifan、kandianying、sanbu。tazongshihentitie。
youciwoyinjinjishoushurangtazaicantingdengjinyixiaoshi，gandaoshimanhuaiqianyi，taquexiaozheshuo：“meiguanxi，
zhenghaokanlejishiyeshu。jiurenshidashi，wolijie。”tamianqiandeshuiyizhixuzhe，meiyousihaobunai。
jiaowangsangeyuehou，wosongtahuijiashizailouxiatichujiehun。tajingyadilenglejimiao，
lianshangfanhong：“shibushi……youdiankuai？”“duiwolaishuobukuai。”wokanzhetadeyanjing，
“woqingchuzijidexuanze。nishanliangtitie，henizaiyiqiwofangsonganxin。wojuedewomennengjianliwendingdejiating。
”taditouchenmopianke，taiqitoushiyanzhongyoushuiguang，zuijiaoshangyang：“hao。”meiyouhonghonglieliedeqiuhun，
yiqiepingshi。shuangfangfumujianmiandouhenmanyi。xiangshisigeyuehou，womendengjijiehun。hunhoudeshenghuopingwenwenxin。
womenzhuzaiwodaikuanmaideliangjushi，liyiyuanjin。lilibajiabuzhidewenxin，qiangshangguatadefengjinghua，
yangtaiyanglvzhi。tazuofanbucuo，zhiyaowobuzhiban，womendouzaijiachiwanfan。tafenxianghuashiqushi，
woliaoyiyuanlibuchenzhongdehuati。guanyuhaizi，womenshunqiziran。douxihuanhaizi，danbuzheji。
woyiweishenghuohuianbujiubanzouxiaqu。zhuanyanjiehunyinianle。zhouweiqinqipengyoukaishiwenqihaizi。
qichuwomenyixiaozhizhi：“buji，suiyuan。”danjianjian，woxinlineigenyishengdexianbeibodongle。
yinianwubiyunweiyun，yixueshangyikenaru“buyun”paicha。wanfanhouwoshoushiwankuai，
zhuangsisuiyididuichufangqieshuiguodelilishuo：“jiehunyinianle。”“ng，shijianzhenkuai。”tazhuanzhuduifupingguo。
“yaobuzhaogeshijiandouquyiyuanjiancha？changguiyunqianjiancha，lejieshentizhuangkuang。”taqieshuiguodedongzuodunzhu。
guoleyihuiertaitou，lianshangdaizhejinzhanghekangju：“jiancha？shentitinghaode，meibiyaoba？zaidengdengkan。
”“dengdengyekeyi。zhishijianchatugeanxin。woshiyisheng，xiguanbawentinongqingchu。”tameijiehua，
momobashuiguoduandaoketing。neiwantahuamingxianshaole。zhihouwoyoushitantiguoliangci，tayicibiyicihuibi，
shenzhifanzao。zheibuxiangpingshideta。woxinlideyilvgengshenle。zuoweiyisheng，
wojianguotaiduoyinyinmanbingshiyanwuzhiliaodebingli。buxiangyuganyingraoxintou。shitashentiyouwenti？
haishibuyuanyaohaizi？caicehechenmozaiwomenzhijianxingchenggemo。jialiqifenbuzaiqingsong。woxiabanhuijia，
youshijiantazuozaishafashangfadai，kandaowocaijichuxiaorong。zhongyu，zaiwozhiwanyebanhuijiadeqingchen，
tuikaiwoshimenjiantazuozaichuangshang，yanjinghongzhong，xianrankuleyiye。wodexinyichen。“liuxin，”tashengyinshaya，
“womentantanba。”wozouguoquzuoxia，meiyoucuicu。“wo……bushiguyimanni。”tayanleiyoudiaoxialai，
“wopanizhidaohoubuyaowo。”taduanduanxuxujiangshuwangshi。daxueshitanguonanyou，aidereliemangmu。
yiwaihuaiyun，buxingshigongwaiyun。jinjishoushuqiechuyiceshuluanguan。zheichengletaxinlideshangba，
yerangneiduanganqingzhongjie。“yishengshuo……yihoushouyunjilvjiangyiban……”taqibuchengsheng，
“bushibuxianggaosuni……xiangqinshijiuhenxihuanni。nineimekuaiqiuhun，wogaoxingfengle……zenmekaikoushuozheige？
zenmemaoshiqunidefengxian？liuxin，duibuqi……wohaopa……”taleiyanmenglongdikanzhewo，
yanshenchongmankongju、kuijiuheqiqiu。wobaiganjiaoji。youzhenjing、xintong，yeyoushiran。yuanlairuci。bushibuyuan，
shiyounanyanzhiyin。tayinmanbingshishishishi，dandongjishipashiquwo。tadeleishuikongjubuxiangweizhuang。neiyike，
zhangfudeqingganyaguoleyishengdelixing。woshenshoubatalanjinhuaili。tashentijuliezhandou。“haole，meishile。
”wopaizhetadebei，“douguoqule。zhishaogenguanzi，haiyoujihui。yixuefada，biepa。”tafangshengdaku，
fangfoyaokuchusuoyouweiqukongju。neitianwomenqingjiazaijia。wobaozheta，
tingtashuodangniandehaipaheshoushuhoudeyinying。wogaosutabuhuiyincilikai。zheijianshifanerxiangzhanheji，
rangwomenlianxigengjinmi。wokandaoletadecuiruo，xuanzejienabaohu。zheirangwoyoulebeixuyaodeganjue。
fengboguohou，shenghuohuifupingjing，shenzhigengrongqia。lilixintoujushibankai，biandegengkailang，duiwogengtitie。
youguojigeyue，ziranshouyunxiwangmiaomang。yiwan，lilizhudongtichu：“women……zuoshiguanyingerba。
”wolengleyixia。shiguanyingerzaiwodelingyubumosheng。
zhidaoliucheng：cupailuan、quluan、tiwaishoujing、peitaiyizhi……zhidaozheiduinvxingshishentijingshendeshuangzhongkaoyan，
yexuyaobuxiaofeiyong。“xianghaole？guochengkenenghenxinku。”“bupaxinku。”tayanshenjianding，
“xiangyouwomendehaizi。ziranhuaiyunjihuixiao，buxiangzaideng，yebuxiangrangnideng。”tadehuarangwogandong，
yeyouyali。zuoweizhangfu，wogaizhudongchengdangengduo。“hao。”wochenyindiantou，“neiwomenquzuo。
feiyongbuyongdanxin，wolaijiejue。”woqiangdiao“chuqian”，fangfonengmibutashentidetongku，
zhangxianwodezerennengli。womenxuanlewoyiyuanshengzhiyixuezhongxin。yixiliejiancha、jiandang、zhidingfangan。
lilikaishicupailuanzhiliao。meitiandazhen，dingqibchaojianceluanpao。neiduanshijianliligewaixiaoxin。
tacidiaobufengongzuo，zouluyongxiaosuibu，pajuliedongzuoyingxiangluanpao。kantaxiaoxinyiyi，woxintengyouhaoxiao。
“buyongzheimejinzhang，zhengchangshenghuojiuhao，luanpaomeineiyaocuiruo。”“buxing，wanyini？”tazongshizheiyanghuida，
jixukuazhangdejinshen。danchulexingdongxiaoxin，tadejingshenzhuangtaiquechuqidihao。meitiandabanguangxian，
jishiquyiyuandazhenyedapeiyifuhuadanzhuang。taxiaoshuo：“yaorangluanbaobaokandaomamapiaoliangleguan，
zheiyangtamencainulizhangda。”tadejijileguanganranlewo。wojuedeyiqiehuishunli。womenchaomingquemubiaoqianjin，
suixinkudanchongmanxiwang。quluanshoushudingzaizhousanshangwu。anyizhu，qianyefenfangshui，qianjitianbimiantongfang，
quebao**zhiliangbimianduiquluanyouqianzaiyingxiang。womenyangezunshou。shishishang，
yincupailuanqililishentibushihexinliyali，womenyiwugeduoyuemeiyouxingshenghuo。zheiduizhengchangfuqibuxunchang，
danlijieshiteshushiqixuyao。shoushudangtian，womenzaozaodaoyiyuan。shengzhizhongxinmimanxiwanghejiaolvdeteshufenwei。
lilijinzhangdijinwowodeshou。woanfudipaitahoubei。“biejinzhang，damayaoshuiyijuejiuhaole。”“ng。
”tashenxiqi。hushijiaodaota，tagenjinquzhunbei。wodaoqujingshiwanchengwodebufen。ranhouhuidenghouqudengdai。
dengdaimanzhang。wokanqiangshangshiguanyingerxuanchuanhua，xiangquluanhoudeshi，peitaipeiyang、yizhi……jisuanchenggonggailv，
wanyibuchenggongzenmeban。yishengdesiweizongguihuagezhongkenengxing。buzhiguoleduojiu，shoushushimenmengdituikai。
chuanshoushufudaimaokouzhaodenvyishengkuaibuzouchu，yanshenruilidainuqi。tahuanshidenghouqu，muguangsuozhuwo。
“wulilijiashu！”shengyindaizewen。woqishen：“woshitazhangfu。”nvyishengjibudaowomianqian，
yadishengyindanhuayuxiangdao：“nimenzenmehuishi？！shoushuqianshibushitongfangle？！”womengle，danaokongbai。
“tongfang？meiyou！jueduimeiyou！”shengyinjingetigao。“meiyou？”nvyishengyanshenbuxinrendaibiyi，
“bchaoxianshiluanpaoquanbutiqianpaidiaole！quluanshuqubudaoluanzi！shoushushibaile！nizhidaozheiyiweizheshenme？