第一章
fanzhuoshang，woanweigunanhuai：“zhongshihunlidoushizheiyangde，suoshitaiduo，yaobunizhijiequwo，gaihewojiehun，zanlianglvxingjiehun，duoxiaosaa。”
gunanhuaiyilianzhenjingdedingzhewo：“biekaiwanxiaole，wojiushizuijinyouxielei，henifaxieyixia，zaishuole，nijianeiweinengtongyi？”
shuobabianjielegedianhua：“hunshaa，nixihuanjiuhao，douxihuanjiudoumaixialai......”
“qianqianzaizhaowo，woxianzouleha。”
wangzhegunanhuaicongcongliqudeshenying，wonumadao，mingmingzheimeduonianyizhipeizaigunanhuaishenbiandeshiwo，ketaquexuanleyigeshencaiyangmaojiashidouburuwodesuqianqian。
这让我怎么甘心？
jiuguanleyibeiyouyibei，bushengrenshishibiankanjianshenshilineizhangbingkuailian，buguoxianzaizheizhangbingkuailianyijingshiwomingzhengyanshundelaogongle。
wojiaolinyiran，shiyimingxiaoshuozuojia，nianshaochengming，shouzhongyalejibenbanquan，gouwochiyiyibeizi。
jiazhongkanwozhengriwusuoshishi，bianjiwokaileyijiazazhishe，jiusuanmeiyouyingli，dashouyihuihainenghuijiajichengjiachan。
jiuzaiqianjiri，tingwengunanhuaihesuqianqianzhunbeijiehun，woxinyoubugan，bianxinyihengzhuaizhesuqianqiandeqingmeizhumashenshilitajinleminzhengju，sanxiawuchuerjiulinglezheng。
jiusuanshiedunvpei，woyeyaogeyingsuqianqianyibeizi。
qiangxianzaigunanhuaihesuqianqianqianmianjiehun，zhiyouzhanzaiminzhengjulimian，yixiangsuqianqiankandaowohetazhumajiehunneiyikecaishishuangde。
shengxiadezhiyouwujindehouhui，shenshilishishiyiyuanyisheng，pingriliyitaishoushulianzheyitai，genbenzhaobudaoren。
zheibugangkaishigenbenmeirenchu，lairenshishenshili。
chenei，wozuozaifujiashiyouxiezuiyi，ganggangzaigunanhuaineilichilebie，ziranyaozaizheilizhaohuichangzi。
“你在这干什么？”
“医院聚餐。”
yijuhuabengbuchujigezi，yebuzhidaodangshizenmejiulazhetalinglezheng，suihoukaishijiamei。
rangcheneibenjiuburenaodeqifenyoulenglejifen。
“nigangcaigensheizaichifan？”
“hainengshishenmeren，dangranshiwozaiwaimianbaoyangdexiaobailian，youshuaiyoutinghua。”
“嘶！”
shenshilijinjicaichacherangwodetouzhuangdaoleyingwu，woqijibaihuaidao：“nizenmekaichede，zenmejinjichache？”
“没注意前面。”
wowuzhetou，youxieshengqi。
xiwanzaochulaideshihoubiankanjianshenshilizuozaibangongzhuoqian，baisechenyi，jinsiyanjingtouluchuyisijinyuqizhi，youzhongshulidegaojigan。
zhenbuzhidaozheirenzaichuangshangfafengshishenmeyang，zheimekanlai，sihubingbubigunanhuaicha。
suqianqianshenbianyougezheimeyouxiudezhumabuxiashou，pianpianlaihewoqianggunanhuai。
taikexi，tayexihuansuqianqian。
wojiangtoufachuigan，jiangyupaodangzhetademiantuoxiahuanshangshuiyi，fanzhengtaduiwoyemeiyouxingqu，yiduigezixinyousuoaidefuqi，nayoushenmexingzhi。
wobuzhidao，shenshilideyanshenzaiwokanbudaodifanganleyixia。
naqizhuoshangshenshilijiwozhunbeishangdefengmiyouzishui，hexiaweicaishufuxie。
wodingzherenzhengongzuodeshenshili，xiangzhetashangdetingtangxiadechufang，suiranjiatinghewobichalexie，keyisuandeshanggongzuotimian，chuleduiwolengdanyidian，yesuanshigehaodehezuohuoban，zheiyangxianglaixinlishufuduole。
minglingdao：“mingtianxiabanjiewo。”
“好”