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guqinghezhoujibaizhijian......
有过一个孩子？
erqiehaizaitagangchulechehuo，gangshiquhaizimeiduojiu？
jiangyurudeshenzimengdiyizhan。
xiayike，fangjianlibianxiangqileguqingdejianjiaosheng。
zhoujibaihenkuaiganlai，tameiyanjianmanshihuangluandeshense，jiulianyixiangguizhengdelingdaidoufeidaoleyicedejiantou，takanzhemandidelangjieyuwuzhegeboluoleideguqing，lianshangchuxianyunse。
“jibai，wobushiguyirexiaorushengqide。”
zhoujibaizoushangqian，jiangguqingfuqilai，shenshidemuguanggangluozaijiangyurushenshang。
houzhebiankaikoudao：“nixintahaishixinwo？”
guqingjianzhoujibaideyanzhongchuxianyimoyouyu，talimashuangtuiyiruan，kailekaiyanjiaodelei：“shiwozijicongneijianshihoushentijiubuhaole，yigebeizidouduanbuwen，benlaiyejiubuguaixiaoru。”
guoran，zhoujibaidangjibianlelian。
tajiangguqingsongchuqu，youzhefanhuilaizhanzaijibukaiwaidedifangnudengzhejiangyuru，yuqizhongmanshishiwangyunuhuo。
“jiangyuru！nishenmeshihoubiandezheimeedule？nigenqingqingdaogeqian，zheishiwokeyijiwangbujiu。”
nanrendebeiyingyutashenhouqiangshangguazhedehunshazhaozhonghe。
fenmingshitongyizhanglian，quepanruoliangren。
“zhoujibai，nizhenshichundekeyi。”
jianjiangyurufeidanbudaoqian，haichuyanrumata，zhoujibaidangjichaozhemenwaidahandao：“jiwoshaoyihushuilai！”
zhoujiadeyongrenyixiangdongzuokuai，jifenzhongdegongfu，yihuguntangdekaishuibiandaolezhoujibaishouli。
tazhanzaichuangtou，manyanshiwangdekanzhejiangyuru。
“woyebuxiangzheimeduini，keqingqingyebunengbaishouweiqu，jiranbuyuanyidaoqian，neijiuhetagantongshenshouba。”
tengshengdereqiconghuzuimaochulai，jiangyurudeshenzixiayishidisesuoqilai，tajingkongdikanzhezhoujibai，shengyinzhandou：“nifengle？zhoujibai，wocaishinidelaopo！”
“qingqingshiwodexiaoma！”
“wobunengrangbadezaitianzhilingshangxin。”
suizhezhoujibaidehuayinluoxia，guntangdekaishuiqingxieerchu。
jibianshigezhebeizi，jiangyuruyijiubeitangdezhengzhaqilai，ketadeshuangtuiquebutingshihuan，zhinengzaizheiyiyufangcunzhidilangbeidiniudongzheshenzi，jibianruci，tayemeiyoujiaochuyisheng。
tongkudeshengyinzhiyouliujiaiderentingshi，cainenghuanlaizhengxiangfankui。
ruoliujifanmuzhiren，neibianshirangrenzhualebabing。
tajiangjiazuxun，juebulunweijiaoxianu。
reqiyinyunjian，takandaolezhoujibaijiujietongkudemeiyan。
一定是错觉。
yanqiandezhoujibai，zaoyibushineigejiangtafangzaixinjianshangderenle。
jiuliannadiaotadehaizidouhaobuxinruandezhoujibai，zenmehuiweitatongkuni？
一壶热水浇尽。
zhoujibaikanzheyanyanyixidejiangyuru，xiangshihuranhuiguoshenyiyang，tamengdirengdiaoshouzhongdeshuihu，pudaochuangshangyongzijidewaitaoguozheta，buduandiweitachuizheqi。
“小如，疼不疼？”
“niguaiyidianjiuhaole，wobushedede。”
“tashizhangbei，wo——”
jiangyuruquehurandaduanletadehua。
“zhoujibai，niheguqing，youguohaizishima？”
zhoujibaidangshilengzhu，tadezuichunnieruzhe，sishixiangweizijibianjie，ketanengzuodaozhoushizongcaideweizhi，ziranbushiquanranmeinaozi，tazhidaojiangyurujiranwenchulezheigewenti，jiuyidingzhidaoledaan。
“是。”
xiayike，jiangyurudeyanweibianhongle。
beicishengdezhiaibeipan，zheiyangdewanxinzhitong，bikaishuijiaozaishenshangyaotongkuqianbaibei。
tayiweizijihezhoujibaihuxiangshuoguoshanmenghaishi，bianzhendenengyongshengxiangai，tashenzhibuzhiyicidixiangguo，ruoyouyirizijisizailezhoujibaiqianmian，zhoujibaidingyeshiyaoshangxinnanguodaohuobuxiaqude。
kedaotoulai，zheixieshiyanzhiyoutayigerentingjinqule。
tadezhangfu，zaitachengweizhiwurendediyigeyue，jiuhebierenyoulehaizi。
suiranbuzhidaoneigehaiziweishenmemeiyouchusheng，kebunanxiangdao，zaiqipanzheigehaizidedaolaishi，zhoujibaiwanqidemeiyanheshangyangdezuijiao。
tahuibuhuiyicicifumozheguqingdeduzi，zichengbaba？
tahuibuhuizaiwangshangsousuoyuerzhishi，zhiweileyingjietaheguqingdehaizi？
......
jiangyuruchushengjiangnan，suiranxinggewenwan，quedaizheguzidejianyi，zaiyuzhoujibaideganqingzhong，taxianshaoshiruo，kecike，takanzhexirideairen，shengyinzhandou，moyangbeiwei：“neiwomendehaizini？”
“zhoujibai，rangwojianjianta，woqiuni。”