第1章
1979年，2月。
shijinningxiangchenyuanzhangdijiaoleshenqingchengweizhandiyishengdeshenqingbiao。
“xiaoshiniyaoshenqingqubianjingzuozhandiyisheng？zheishierlituanzhangzhidaoma？”chenyuanzhangkanzheshoulideshenqingbiao，jingyadewen。
shijinninglianmei，dandandao：“zheishiwozijideshiqing，yutawuguan。”
chenyuanzhangxiangqizuijintingdaodeyaoyan，xinliyetishijinningwanxi。
tadao：“xiaoshi，zhandiyishengdeweixianxingjida，yibuxiaoxinjiukenengsiwang，niyaokaolvqingchu。”
“woyijingkaolvqingchule，qingyuanzhangpizhun。”shijinningyilianjianyidejianchi。
“hao，shenqingwopile，santianzhihouchufa，zheijitiannibajiawushichulihao，yimiandahoufangbuwen，yingxiangnishangzhanchangdeqingxuzhuangtai，weijianquan。”
“haode，xiexieyuanzhang。”
congyuanzhangbangongshichulai，shijinningqingqingtuchuyikouzhuoqi，xinxiaweisong。
“kuaikuaikuai，lituanzhangguolaile，shuoshishangdetingzhong，yaoganjinchulishangkou。”yigehushizhejideshuo。
“lituanzhang？takeshizanmenjunqudebingwang，sheinengshangleta？”lingyigehushizhenjing。
shijinningqueyijingtingbuxiaqule。
tayibazhuazhuxianqiankaikouneigehushi，jishengwen：“liqinianxianzaizainaer？”
hushixiayishidezhilefangxiang：“zaineibiandejijiushi。”
shijinninggubushangduoxiang，batuijiupao。
tameitingdaoneigehushihoumiandehua。
hushinannandao：“keshishoushangdeshilituanzhangbaolaidenvren，bushitaziji。”
wangjijiushipaodeshihou，shijinningdanyouliqiniandeqingkuang，naoziyipiankongbai。
liqinianneimelihai，shijunqudebingwang，zenmehuishoushangyanzhongni？
kandaojijiushilizhanzhederen，shijinningchongshangqian，yibazhuazhuliqiniandeshoubei。
“shangnaerle？yanbuyanzhong？kuairangwokankan。”
shijinningzhengjinzhangdewenzhe，quetingdaoleyidaorouruodesangyin。
“qiniange，wohaotong。”
shijinningshenziyijiang，huanhuanzhuantoukanqu。
quejianzhouyurouzuozaibingchuangshang，baizhelian，hongzheyankanzhetamen。
zhouyurou，liqiniandechulian。
yeshitayounianshiyiqizhangdadelinjiameimei。
gengshitazangzaixinlidebaiyueguang。
tingwenliangrenyuanbenganqingwending，shuangfangjiazhangdoukaishizhunbeiyiqin，rangtamenjiehunle。
kejiuzaizheigeshihou，zhouyurouquechuanchuyiwaishenwangdexiaoxi。
zhouyurousile，liangrendehunshiwujierzhong。
zhihouliqinianyoudanlejinian，zhidaohoulaiyujianleshijinning。
shijinningheliqiniandechujianshiyichangyiwai。
neishitayunqibuhao，yudaolejiefei，dantabushizuoyidaibideren，jiashangtashijunyi，yeyourichangdetinengxunlian，shenshouhaibucuo。
zaiheduifangzhouxuandeshihou，deleliqiniandezhiyuan，zuizhongchenggongtuoliweixian。
liqiniangentashuodediyijuhuashi：“xuannidangrenzhi，yesuanjiefeidaomei。”
ranhou，tajiuyazhejiefeizoule。
shijinningwenyandoumengle，yebuzhitazheishikuatahaishimaitaita。
houlaitazaijunquyiyuanzhiban，liqinianzhixingrenwushouleshang，hunmishibeisongdaojunquyiyuanlai，shitajiuhuilaide。
diertiantachafangdeshihou，liqiniankandaota，shuo：“meixiangdaojingluodaonishoulile，zhenshiyuanjialuzhai，nibuhuigongbaosichouba？”
tadangshilianhaishibaide，shuohuagengduodeyeshiwanwei，keshijinningquebeitadouxiaole。
taxiaozhediaokan：“buqiao，wozhenghaoshigexiaoxinyande，baoguanjinikaizuikudeyao。”
neiduanshijian，liqinianzaitashoudixiayangshang。
yilaierqu，tamenjiushule。
erta，yezaibuzhijuezhongxihuanshanglezheigelengmoqiezuidudenanren。
tashigexingdongpai，quedinglexihuanjiubuhuiyouyouyuyu。
shitazhudongzhuideliqinian。
yikaishi，liqinianshijujuede。
拒绝了她好多回。
tayizhimeifangqi，feiyaozhuidaotabuke。
zheiyizhuijiushisinian，liqinianyizhimeisongkou。