清冷心声第2章

xiawu,wogenjuyuedingshijiandaodaleyiyuanmenkou,haimeijinqu,shenhoujiuxianchuanlaileyigebuhexiedeshengyin。

「yo,haizhenshiyuanjialuzhaia!」

zheishengyinwojibianbuhuitouyenengzhidaoshisheide,neigechuguizhanandechuguiduixiang。

woyebuganshiruo,zhuantoukantatingzhegedaduzideyangzi,lenglengyixiao:「wodangshisheini?yuanlaishigejianlajidea!」

「nishuosheishilaji!」zhenghedangzailelvchamianqian,yifujiyounanziqigaideyangzi:「jianglin,woweishenmechuguinixinligaiyoudianshu,nizhidaozijiweishenmeliubuzhunanrenxinma?jiushiyinweinimeiyouyueerwenrou,wozhiqianbuzhiyicipipingguoni,kenibufansizijigaizhengziji,fandaoshilaizheitiaoshi,27suile,wokanniyezhaobudaobiedenanrenle,woyizou,nikongpaneixinbisheidouhuangba,niyiweiniyizhidengxiaquwohuihuixinzhuanyima?biezuomengle。」

「nizaigoujiaoshenme?」woyilianzhenjingdekanzheta:「wodouyijingjiehunle,nibuhuibuzhidaoba,haidengnihuixinzhuanyi,sheixihan!」

「nihewobuguocaifenshoulianggeyue,liannanpengyoudoumeishijianzhao,nalaidelaogong,biezhuangle,kuangqie,niyoulewozheigeyouxiudeqiannanyou,kongpayihouyanliyerongbuxiabiedenanrenba。」

「nibuhuiyiweiwohuidenghenifenshoulezaizhaoba,wobuhuiqilvzhaomama?」woshuowanzheihua,yanzhengzhengdekanzhetadebiaoqingbiandehongchenghuanglvqinglanzi,xiangshiyigewusediaosepan。

tabushuohua,lvchajile,houlechulai,「wokannishixiangnanrenxiangfengle,suibianbianlegechulai!」

「aiyou,buxin?niyeyewoxianzai……」wogangzhunbeimaren,danzaikanjianqianfangneidaoxiuzhangtingbashenying,zhengzaiwangwozheikaojinshi,wojianghuayanlehuiqu。

erhoushenxileyikouqi,qialezijiyiba,bichuleyanlei,leiyanposuodekanzhetamen,「jiejie,meimeiwojinribubuguoshilaikangebingbale,bucengxiangzaizheiyujianni,niruobuyuanjianwo,wozou,wozheibianzoujiushile。」

shuowan,wozhuanshenyuzou,yanjiaohaiyoujichuleliangdileishui,haobukelian。

「zenmele?」guchengzouguolailazhulewodeshouwan,kanzheyanqiandezhuangkuang,dayueyenengcaichufashengleshenme,pingjingdeyanmouzhongzangzhehanyi。

wojianjimoudecheng,shunshiyixiatangzailetadehuaili,xiaoshengwuyan,「laogong,jiejieshuozheigeyiyuanshitakaide,rangwogun,wozhishibuzhidaotajinrihuilaikanbing,ruozaozhijiejielaile,wobianbulaile。」

wokudechouyeleqilai,wozirenweiwodejishuhenluhuochunqing,danguchengdexinshengqueshi……

【laopohaocha,duimianneilianggegentadoubushiyigeduanweideba!】

【danshilaopobaowoleei,duokuilezheigezhanan,eihei,zhananduishangdafen。】

wohuitou,zhenjingkanta,zidonghulvezuihouyijuxinsheng,tazenmekanchulaide,wozhuangdeyebuchaa。

「tazheishizhuangde。」zhenghebeiguchengneiqishijihezhule,zhizhewojiejiebabadekaikou。

guchengsongkailewodeshou,ceshendangzailewoshenqian,heimoushensuiyouhan,「doudiaoyanleile,nijiwoshuozhuangde,nizhuangyigeshishi。」

「tazhenshizhuangde!」lvchadouqideyuwuluncile,「tagangganghaimawo,madekezangle,womendoumabuguota,zhende,wopianrenshigou!」

lvchajidedoukuaiyaotiaoqilaile,guchengqueyijiulenglengdekanzheta。

tazhuantou,fenglirudaodemouguangluozailezhengheshenshang,「nishixingyunjituanxiangmuzudefuzuzhangshiba?」

「nichawo!」zhenghejingtidehoutui。

guchenglengchiyisheng,「nixiangduole,yigefeiwuyoushenmezhidewochade,wobuguowokanwolaopoziliaodeshihoushundaikanlimiantidaolenibale。」

「nichawo。」wozhenjing,womengranxiangqileshenme,yuanlaineitianzhulijita,takandejinjinyouweihaizuijiaodaixiaodeneigeziliaobushibierende,shiwode。

wodangshiyiweitakandeshitadebaiyueguang,wozhiqianyizhiyiweiwoshitadebaiyueguangtishen。

woweishenmehuizheimeyiweini,yinweiwodangshiyuguangpiaodaoleneigezhaopian,wohezhaopianshangderenzhangdetebiexiang,danneigelimianderenjueduibushiwo。

xianzaixiangqilai,neigerenhaoxiangjiushiwo,woburenshideyuanyinshiyinweineizhangtupdetaihaole,yizhiyuwozijidouburenshile。

「wohuijinishangsishuo,nimingtianzijibanlizhiba。」guchenghuayuqingpiaopiaode,quedaiyoujiqiangdeyapogan。

zhenghelengxiaoyisheng,「niyiweini……」

tahuashuodaozheikandaowoshoushangdeguahaodan,muguanghurandunzhu,gucheng,gushijituandongshizhanggufangzhoudeerziyejiaogucheng。

「nibajiaoshenmemingzi?」tashengxianbuzijuededaishanglezhandou。

guchenghuimou,piaotayiyan,「genniyouguanxi?」

「mei,meiguanxi。」tasuiranqiangzhuangzhending,danshuohuahaishirenbuzhuduosuo。

guchenglianyigeyuguangdoubucengjita,dichuizheyanmou,xiahedaobojinghudulengdan,houjiexiantiaoqingxifengli,「meiguanxijiugun。」

lvchakanzhengheneiweiweisuosuodeyangzi,shunjianbugaoxingle,zhanlechulai「wonanpengyoukeshigongsidegongguzhichen,nisuangeshenmedongxi……」

huayinhaimeiluoxia,zhenghejiuwuzhuletadezui,kanzhegucheng,lianliandaoqian,「duibuqi,duibuqi,womenzheijiugun。」

shuowan,wojiukanjiantayiliuyandepaozoule,lvchasuishiyilianbuqingyuandeyangzi,danquehaishibeiqiangxingtuozoule。

wokandeyoudianmeng,liangxingqingleihaiguazailianshang,bushi,talaobashisheia,henlihai?

「bukulehaobuhao。」tamuguangyijiulengying,zhishishengxianquebuzijuedefangroule。

womeihuita,zixidelingtingzhetadexinsheng,womeidongzuo,tajiunachouchuzhijiwocaganleyanlei,「chouxuelema?」

「meichou。」wojixiedehuifu,naozhongsisuozhetadeshenfen。

taqianqilewodeshou,xianghongxiaohaiyiyang,「neiwomenquzuohaobuhao,zuowanlewoshenmedouyini。」

wohaimeiconggangcaineiduanxilimianzouchulai,yanleiguanxingbanluoxia,shengyinhaidaizhekuqiang,「ng。」

wozixitingzhetadexinsheng,qituconglimiantingchudianshenmelai。

【aiyou,wodexiaokelian,bukubuku。】

【ng,suiranlaoponikuqilaihenhaokan,danrendouzoule,yaobuzanmenbuyanlehaobuhao。】

【haizhuang,ai,suanle,baobaoniba,yejiuwoguanzhenile。】

huayinluoxia,xiayimiao,wojiuxianrudaoleyigewennuandehuaibaozhizhong。

tadeshouqingqingdepaizhewodebei,benzhuoeryouwenrou,「haole,bukule,youbushishenmedabuledeshi。」

woganshouzhetaxintiaoyoulibodong,xinshunjianluanle,mama,zheishixindongdeganjuema?

wojidongdehunshenzhandou,woyiweiguchengmeiyouchajue,danxinshengquebaoluleyiqie。

【bushi,zenmehaikudequanshenzhandoule,zhenkujiakua,yaobuwoxiankaikankan。】

huayinluoxia,wojiuganjuetadixialetou,ranhoupieleyiyan。

【meikua,neitadoushenme?pajinsen!!!a~laopo,niyaoshidelepajinsenwokezenmebana?laopo~】

wotingzhilekuqi,suihouwotingjiantoudingchuanlailetalengchedeshengyin,「jiranlaile,shunbianzuogequanshenjianchaba!」

woquantouyingle,yiziyijudedao:「wo,mei,you,pa,jin,sen。」

tachuimou,heimouxili,sangyinlengchen,「sheishuoniyoule?」

wozhoumei,tazheigancuideyuqirangwojuedewogangcaitingcuole,xiayishidedaoqian,「baoqiana,wokenenghuantingle。」

jiuzheiyang,wobeitanongquzuolequanshenjiancha,zhaolenaobuct,taqianglieyaoqiuzuoyigepajinsenshaicha,zuizhongdedaoleyigejieguo,wonanadouhao。

guchengnazhebaogaodan,kanzhewogexiangzhibiaozhengchang,wocongtayanshenlikanbuchuxiyue,ershiyizhongdanyou。

wobulijie,zhidaotingjianletadexinsheng……

【xianjieduandejishuhaishibugouchengshua,laopomingmingyoutoutengyoujingjuechouchu,zenmekenenghuiyidianmaobingdoumeiyouni?】

hezhewojiuyidingdeyoubingshiba。

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jianchawanhouwoheguchenghuilejia,mingtiantajiuyaoshangban,woyiruwangchangdehualegeweisuyan,chuanshangleshuiyi,toufashangdeshuizhushunzhelianjiadiluodaoleyifushang。

menbeidakai,wokanjiantamuguangmingxiandechiyileyixia,suizhihoujieweiweigundong,ranhou……

「滴!」

tadakailekongdiao,nuanfengchuilejinlai,woshunjianganjuebushineimelengle。

bieshuo,haitingtiexinde,wozheigeweisuyankeyishuoshihuadeluhuochunqing,jiuzheizhensishuiyipeishangzheimenglongzhuangrong,fangzaiquanqiuneidoushixiangdangzhaliede,takendingbeiwomisile。

raner,shishiquebingfeiwosuoliao,tadexinshengshi……

【haimianbaobaokandaodijijile,haoxiangshipaidaxinghehaimianbaobaojuejiaoneiji。】

【wuwuwu,weishenmehaimianbaobaobugenpaidaxingbawuhuijieshiqingchua。】

【naxiangwohelaopo,yidianwuhuidoumeiyou。】

wozuijiaochouchuleyixia,shia,zhenzhenshiyidianwuhuidoumeiyouni。

bushi,hezhenikanhaimianbaobaodoukeyikanchuxindeshiba,nimeitiannaozilijiuxiangzheixiedongxi,woqianmianlianggeyuedeweisuyanbaihuale。

我不甘心。

wochengdeyixiazuoleqilai,zheidongjingziranyexiyinlegucheng。

tahuanhuanzuoqi,wenhedemuguangkanxiangwo,「zenmele?」

wokanzhetaneifangfoyaobawochidiaodeyanshen,douleyixia,gaxiaoyisheng:「wozuoyixiashenzhanyundong。」

顾城:?

takanxiangwodeyanshenzhongyouzhehuyi,danmeichusheng,jixuzhuanshen,beiduizhewotangxiale。

wokanzhetazheiyang,nucongzhonglai,shenxileyikouqihoubianshiyifuanranshenshangdeyangzi,「ai,nishuowolianshangdoudouyouduo,pifuhaianchen,yandaiheiyanquanzheimezhong,yihoukezenmebana?」

xiaosi,yishangdezheixie,woquandouyongzhexiagaizhule。

guchengzhoumei,xinshengxiangqi。

【anshiwodaitaquzhengrong?】

【meibiyaoba,kewoyaoshishuobuyuanyi,tahuibuhuijuedewoxiaoqi。】

taxinshengtingleliangmiao,erhouzhuantoukanwo:「nisuiranzhangdechou,danshinixinlingmeia。」

「gun。」wozhixiangmenwai:「gunchuqushui。」

guchengzuoleqilai,yanshenzhongchongchizheyihuo,danmeiyouduoyan,qishenlikaile。

【huanghedeshui,wodelei。】

【woquandoushishunzhetaxinyishuode,tazenmejiushengqileni?】

【suanle,kanjihaimianbaobaozaishuiba?ei,wokannale,e,kandaohaimianbaobaohepaidaxingjuejiaole,zheijitaichuoleidianle。】

wodaishangersai,wokanjintianjiusuanshishenxianlailedouganhuabuletazheikeshitou。

diertianzaoshang,wotangzaichuangshang,guchengyijingqichuangqushangbanle,tazuowandexinsheng,wojiushidaishangersaiyebeichaodeshuibuzhe。

tayihuifenxihaimianbaobaocuozaina,yihuifenxipaidaxingcuozaina,rangtamenhehaodejuticuoshishishenme,makesizhidaosixiangduihaimianbaobaohepaidaxinghehaodebangzhu。

zheidoubushizuilipude,lipudeshijiuzheigelunti,tajurandounengzhaochulundianlai,woshizhenfule。

「jinizuolezaofan,tianleng,wufanbuyongsong,wanfanwowanshanghuilaichi。」