第1章
shenjiaweiyidenvershenzhizhishigejiade，jiehundangtianzhendeshenjianvzhaolaile。
jiehunyinian，zhangfu，yangzishikeweizhebierenzhuan，shenzhihaiyinweiwuhuijiangtaguanlesantiansanye，tachadianjiubingsizaiwoshili。
binghaohou，shenzhizhibuzaixihanguran，wushiyangzi，guoduanyaoqiulihun，congciduitamenbuwenbuwen。
yuanlizhananbaiyanlangdetakaishiguodefengshengshuiqi，shangshanzhaiboluohuanqian，xiahaidayugaoshengyi，wanshangjianxiajianpangxie......yunqihaolehainengjiangenanren？
jianhuilaidenanrenbiqianfuhaoshi，shangdetingtangxiadechufang，liqigagameng，shencaigagahao，xiaozuigengshigagatian。
yushangjiuchanbuxiudeqianfuhainengchongdangdashou，dadeqianfuaoaojiao，weiyidequedianjiushikangshangtilitaihao，yitianyiyebudaiting。
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1977nianchun，haichengyiyuanjiashuloudeshangfangshandianhuapoqianhuiyunceng，kongqizhongmimanzheyujilailinzhiqiandexianxing。
“gurankaimena，wofashaole......”
shenzhizhihunshenguntang，xinicibaidejifushaodetonghong，zhenggerentanruanzaiwoshimenkou，xianzhangshouzhiguzhidizhuanaozhechenjiudemuzhimenban，fenhongzhijialiekaishenxue，didaluozaihuangsedibanshang。
tanaozihunchen，lizhiquehenqingxing，erduonengtingjianmenwaiyougexiaoxiaodejiaobushengzaizoudong，suizhejiaobushenglitayuelaiyuejin，tazhuanaomenbandeshengyinyeyuelaiyueji。
“kaimena，womeiyoutuilichunxuexiashui......womeiyou。”
“zhiya”yisheng，shenzhizhizenmeyedabukaidemumenbeiyigesisuidexiaonanhaituikaile。
xiaonanhaizhangdehenhaokan，wuguanzhinenkeai，baibaipangpangde，yikanjiuzhidaobeirenyangdehenhao，shuohuadeshengyinyexixiruanruande。
“mama，ninengbunengbuyaozhuazheigemenle，henchao，babashuoniguyituichunxueayixiashui，rangnihaohaozaijialifanshengfansheng......”
“baozi，mamafashaole，bangmamanayao......”
“嘎吱”
shenzhizhidehuahaimeiyoushuowan，yanqiandemumenzaiciguanbi，menwaiyinyinxiangqihaitongdeyanfansheng。
“nibuyaoxuechunxueayi，tacaishifashaole，babashiyisheng，taqukanchunxueayile，nibushifashao，nishipianren。”
zheiyike，shenzhizhidexinshiliangde，baozishitahezhangfugurandeyangzi。
baozidefuqinyeshiyiweiyisheng，shizhangfugurandefaxiao，zaihaiziyisuishiyiwaiqushi，xifuyepaole，shiguranbahaizijianhuilaiyangzhe。
baozicongxiaoshentijiubuhao，shitayinianqianjiajiguhoujingxinyangchenglexianzaideyangzi。
meixiangdaoa，zijiyanglezheimejiudehaizijingranhezhangfuyiyang，xiangzheyigewairen！
bu，neiyebusuanshigewairenle。
lichunxuecaishishenjiadeqinshengnver，tazijicaishineigewairen。
tajiajigurandeneitian，lichunxuedaizheyifengxinduzilaidaoshenjia，shuozijicaishishenjiaweiyidenver。
neifengxinshenzhizhiyekanle，xinshangshuolichunxuehetashizaiyiyuanlibeidiaobaode，tadeqinshengmuqinkanshenjiatiaojianhaosuoyihuanlehaizi。
shenjiaderenkanlexin，youkanleneizhangdeheshenmuyimoyiyangdelichunxue，genbenjiumeiyouhuaiyi，dangchangbarenrenxiale。
qichushenzhizhibingbunengjieshouzijibushishenjiadeqinshenghaizi，yebuzhidaogaizenmemianduishenjia，bianranggurantitachumianjiejuezheixieshiqing。
dengtaxiangtonglezaihuishenjiadebanlushangyujianlelichunxue，lichunxueshuoyoushizhaotatantan，liangrenjiulaidaolehaibian，quemeixiangdaolichunxueeyanxiangxiang，liangrenfashengzhengzhi，tabeiladaohaishuilichadianyansi。
yaobushizhenghaobeirenjiule，tapashizaojiusile，ranerdengtaqingxingguolaihoumianduideshishenjiahegurandezhize。
yuanlaizaitaluohaihou，lichunxuebeirendaleyidun，ranhourengdaolehaili，beiguranlaoqilaishizhishengyikouqile，tamendourenweishitagande。
shihoutajiubeiguranguanzaiwoshilisantian，meirenlaikanta，elekelejiuzhinengkentazhiqianliuzaiwoshilidetaosu。
xiangdaozhangfuxianzaijiushouzailichunxueshenbianxuhanwennuan，shenzhizhijuedezijiyinggaishangxinde，danshitameiyouliqile。
meiyoutuishaoyao，meirensongtaquyiyuan，tazhinengbahoubeideyifuxiankai，kaozaibinglengdeqiangbishangjiangwen。
guntangdeetoudizaiqiangbishang，meiyihuierliandaizheqiangbiyegenzhetangle，tazhinengnuolenuodifang，jixukaobinglengdeqiangbijiangwen。
rucifanfulebuzhidaoduoshaoci，shenzhizhiyingshikaozhejingrendeqiushengyishichengleguolai。
yiyeguoqu，ganjuezijimeiyouneimetangledeshenzhizhizhongyujianchibuzhule，xianruchenchendehunshuizhong。
dengtazaicizhengyanshi，faxianzijizaiyiyuandebingfangli，shouwanbeirenjinjinwozhe，shengteng。
tadongledong，xiangshuaikaineizhishou，xiayimiaoqueganjuebeiwodegengjiajinle，erbianxiangqigurandiyadesangyin。
“nixingle？shentihainanshouma？”
“放开。”
shenzhizhibilebiyan，qiheizhangjiexiangdieyibanqingqingzhandonglexia，meiyouqukanshenpangdenanren，tapatahuitu。
jingguozheisantian，tasuanshiduiguransixinle，congqianzhongzhongdouzaizheijuewangdesantianzhongyanxiaoyunsan。
“wobufang，nideshoushilengde，wore，jininuanyinuan。”
gurankaodehenjin，shenzhizhigaoshaogangtui，meiliqizhengzha，zhinengjiangtouwanglingyibianniuqu，wuheizhangfasuizhedongzuosankaiyouruyifumeilideshuimohua。
kongqizhongyinyinmimanzhenanrenshenshangdexuehuagaoxiangqi，taconglaibuyongxuehuagao，guranshenshangdeweidaoshinalilaide，buyongxiangdouzhidao。
pianpianguransihubuzhidaozijishenshanghaidaizhebiedenvrendeweidao，yizhichaotakaojin，dishengniannidihongzhe。
“duibuqi，zheiciwoxiujiazaijiahaohaopeinihaobuhao？jiehunyinianle，womenhaimeiyoudongfangni。”
“nihelichunxueshuijiukeyile，wobuxuyao。”
zheihuishenzhizhimeirenzhu，fengcileyiju，bingqieyijubiyijuxili。
“zheiyinianduonidegongzishijilichunxuede，yiyuanfadeshenghuoyongpiaohejiaqiyeshijilichunxuede，niderendangranyeshitade，biepengwo，woxianniexin。”
shuozuihouneijuhuadeshihou，shenzhizhizhuanguotou，heiliangshirundeyanjingdingzheshenpangdenanrenkan，yandishiminghuanghuangdeyane。
“shenzhizhi，wohechunxuetongzhideguanxibushinixiangdezheiyang，woshizaiweinibuchangta，zheixiedoushitayaoqiude，shiniqianleta。”
gurandeliansezaishunjianbiandenankanxuduo，haokandemeitoujinzhouzhe，shuohuadeyuqirenbuzhuzhujianbaozao。
shenzhizhiquebupata，yonglijiangzijideshouchouchu，renzhezhijiadeduntonghexinzangdemamu，jixuchaofengnanren。
“woshenzhizhibuqianta，haiziyoubushiwohuande，sheihuandezhaosheiqua，biebajiekoudoutuiwoshenshang。”
“zhizhi，womenxianbushuozheige，wozhidaonishiaiwode，niyaoxiangxinwo，nizhiyouwole，nilibukaiwode。”
zaizheiyinianli，meicizhiyaoliangrenfashengzhengchao，guranjiuhuishuozheixiehua，shenzhizhitingdoutingnile。
yiqiantajuedemeishenme，bijingtashuodedui，shenjiazhongnanqingnv，congxiaodaodataguodebingbuzenmeyang，tachulejiajiguranmeiyoubiedetuilu。
xianzaitingzhijuedeyizhenxinlei，shiwang，yanfan，exin，tabuxiangzaijixule，yigecongmeifuxianguodeniantoushunjianqingxiqilai。
shenzhizhichengqirouruanwulideshentikaozuozaichuangtou，pingjinglengmodeshixianluozaiguranshenshang。
“guran，womenlihunba。”