第4章

番外(宋凝视角)

wojiaosongning,shiyimingmazimoushengdeshechu,jieguoyouyitianyiwaichuandaolewozijisuoxiedegushizhong,xitongtishixuyaowanchenggonglvecaikehuilai,qichuwoshibuxiede,bijingdoushiwozijigoujiandeshijie,zheibuxiangdangyukailewaiguama?

keshishigaosuwo,bushineiyangde,qichudewohexiaoshuozhongwushugechuanyuezheyiban,jinlizhanshizijidecaihua,shituzaizheigeshijieyoulizuzhidi,kejianjianwofaxian,tamenduiyuwoweibuxianzhizheijianshiqingdangzuoyaoli。

wowulibianjie,wobenyiweifengjianshehuizhongderenyidinghuizhefuzaiwodecaihuazhizhong,kewocuole,zheiyutamenlaishuogenbenbuzhongyao,zaizheigeshijiezuizhongyaodejiushiquanshi,quanshijiyiqie。

yinciwozaizheigezijichuangjiandeshijiezhongbingweidedaoyidianyoudai,fanerhaojiciyinyuzhileweizhideshiqingreshangshashengzhihuo。wokaishiyangaizijisuozhidaodeyiqie,shitujiuzheiyangzaizheigeshijiezhonghuoxiaqu。

kexitongburuwoyuan,taxinfaderenwubianshiquchengxiangfuzhao“keqingjian”,zhaodaojirenwujieshu,wobiankeyihuidaowodeshijie。

zheishiwoxiangdaolewobixiaderenwu,sukeqing,tashiwoyishougoujianqilaiderenwu,meirenbiwogenglejieta,taruizhidaqi,xinsixini,queyoubipangderenduolejifenzhiaoliyingshizheigeshijiedetianzhijiaonv,kewoxiedeshichuanyuenvkaiwaiguagaibianletayuanbenrenshengdegushi,shuoshihua,gushixiedaoyibandeshihouwodongyaole,zongjuedezheimehaodenvzibugaideyuyuerzhongdejieju。

kezheibenshuzhujiaoshisongya,shikailegualechuanyuezhe,fengjianshehuixiadenvziyouzenmedoudeguochuanyuezheni。

zaiwochucijiandaosukeqingdeshihoushizaitafuqindeshufang,wozhidaotajinrizaishihuishangdiulemianzi,bianjiezheqiannianhouliuchuandeshizuoletaleshishuxiansheng。

tabiwoxiangxiangdeyaohaokanhenduo,chucijiantabianbeitazishensuodaixianyachenwendeqizhizhefu,youpeiyiyizhangjiangnannvziwenwandemianrong,zheishijianyingdangbuhuiyourenbuweitaxindongba。

zaizuotashishuxianshengshiwobianchangchangxiejishoulibaideshicijitapinjian,zhihoubianzhaojihuiquxunzhao“keqingjian”,keyouyiriwobushenxiaoxinbeitakandao,haiweidengwoxianghaoruhejieshi,bianhuanghuangzhangzhanghuileshufang。

quejiantabikoubuyan,sihuyiqieruchang,wozhitaxinzhongdingranyouledagai,biandabiyihuiyouchaoleyishoulibaidecijita,tayanzhongzhibuzhudejingxi,neishiwocongweijianguoguangjing,woxiangtadagaihenxihuanzheixieshiciba。

cihouderizili,wojinwosuonengjiangjidedesuoyoushicidouxiejita,zhiweiyibianbianzaijiantayanzhongneifuguangjing,erguanyuwozailingyigeshijiezhongdegushiwozonghuiyigushidexingshijiangjitating。

tadeyanjingliangliangde,wozhidaotadoumingbai,genghekuangtashiruheruizhidenvzi,youruhehuixiangbutongwozaizheigeshijiezhongzhongqiguaidexingwei,tacongweiwenguowoyiju,wozhizheishitaxinwo。

congganglaidaozheigeshijiedekaikouchangyandaohoulaidebikoubuyan,woshenzhihuijizijizhaolaihuoduan,kezaitamianqianwomeilaiyoudeanxin,zongxiangbasuoyoudexinshidouyiyijiangyutating。

tatingdezixi,meidaomihuoshizonghuicumeiqueyeshenmedoubuwen,jiuneimejingjingdetingzhe,youneimeyishunjianwoxiangguoliuzaizheigeshijie,buweiqita,zhiweita。

wobuganxiangxinwohuiduibixiaderenwudongqing,ketarechenruizhi,xinzhongyoutadeyifantiandi,wozhitazaihuneigaoshanchuanliu,ketadeyishengquebeiwokunyuzhishang,kewozhixiangliuzaicichugaibiantajinhouderensheng。

kehoulaixitongtishirenwudaojishihou,tahaishitingdaole,taweiwoqiulaile“keqingjian”woxiangzhenengweitazuihouzuodianshenme,bianbatajinhouderenshengdouxiezailezhishang,shijianjinpowolaibujidaobiebianlikailezheigeshijie。

huiqudewobuzhidaotashifoukeyigenggaizijidejieju,woxiangbangbangta,kewoyoubunenggenggaiguize,woshandiaoletayudaosongyazhihoudegushi,gushigairuhefazhanzheiyiciwobaxuanzehaijita。

woxiwangtayougehaodejieju。