第一章
1980年的深秋。
beifangdefengguoxiezhehanyi，juanqijiedaoshanglingxingdeluoye。
mengyuqingdemuguangchuanguoxirangderenqun，luozaibuyuanchuneigeqingxiudeshenyingshang。
neishitadeqizi，yangyanshuang。
yangyanshuangchuanzheyishenbitingdezhengzhuang，tazhengtaitouyuyiweinianqingdenanjunguanlinjingjiaotan，meiyanjianshitacongweijianguodewenrou。
kanjianerrenqinnidongzuotameiyoushenshouzuzhi，fanersongshangliangzhangdianyingpiaorangtamenpeiyangganqing。
shangyishi，tayuyangyanshuangshiqingmeizhuma，zixiaodejiaoqing。
家中给定下娃娃亲。
keyichangdahuodaizoufumushengming。
linjingweilejiutayesangminghuochang。
zuihoushengxiamengyuqinghuozhe，shuoshihuozhe，qishiyeshirenburenguibugui。
damianjipifushaoshang，shihennanhuifuruchude。
jiehunhoudeyangyanshuangxiangshituranbianleyigeren。
时常夜不归宿。
jiusuanhuijiayeconglaibuyutajiechu。
后来。
yishengdalaidianhuagaozhitamengyuqingzhipishoushudeshibai，rangtalaiyiyuankantazuihouyiyan。
她依旧无动于衷。
“silema？silejiuzhijieladaohuozangchangshaoleba，weiwodeajingpeizui。”
linjingdesirangyangyanshuangchedibasuoyoucuoquandouguijiezaimengyuqingshenshang。
rujintazhongshengyishi，weiyixiangzuodeshiqingjiushichengquanyangyanshuangheyangjing。
chenzhesuoyoudebeijudouhaimeikaishi。
tahaiyoujihuizhengjiuyiqie。
“bama，jinwanchuquchifanba。”
mengyuqingqichuanyuyudepaohuijia，lazhebamajiuwangwaizou。
zaiguolianggexiaoshi，jialijiuhuimomingqihuo。
suirantayizhimeiyouzhaodaoyuanyin，danshirujinlikaishifadidianshizuihaodebanfa。
suiranbuzhidaomengyuqingweishenmeyaozheimezuo，buguoerlaohaishidayingle。
genzhetanandequlecanting。
孟与青这才开口。
“bama，wobuxianggenyangyanshuangjiehun，wawaqinquxiaoba。”
yangfubuzantongdeningzhemei，yangmuquediantoudayingle。
takandechuerzixihuanyangyanshuang，yezhidaoyangyanshuangduitayesuanbushangduoxihuan。
rujinerzijurankaikoushuodechuyaoquxiaohunyue，kendingshiyijingrenqingxianshile。
“majuedecheng，mayougexuesheng，bitahao，huitoujieshaojinirenshi，woshijuedeyangyanshuangyouxieguoyuaoqi，peibushangwojiaerzi。”
kanzheerlaohaijiankanganquandezhanzaitamianqian，mengyuqingxinlihaishihengankaide。
“ba，zhiqianninshangjizuzhibushijininchuguojianshegongzuodejihuima？shigehaoshiji，dayingleba，zanmenyiqizou。”
“nizhenxianghaole？zhiqianmeidayingjiushiyinweixiangzhenigenyanshuangbujiuyaojiehun，kendingshiyaoliuzaiguoneide。jirannijuedinghunyuequxiao，neimingtianwojiugenshangjishuo，yizhouhouzanjiuchufa。”
“好。”
lianggexiaoshijiangdaodeshihou，mengyuqingtuozhefumuyiqiquguoyingdianmaidongxi。
lingrenchayideshi，huozaibingmeiyouchuxian。
tingwenzuowanyangyanshuangnazhezijijidedianyingpiaoqinglinjingqukan，lianggerenshunlizaiyiqile。
mouzhongchengdushanglaishuo，zheirangmengyuqinghenhensongleyikouqi。
一大早。
tajiudaizheliangheshelizuihaodedianxinheyanjiulaizhaoyangyanshuangdefumu。
menyikai，tajiukanjianleyangyanshuang。
“你干什么。”
talengzheyizhanglian，kanzhetamanshoudeliwu。
“laibaifangyixiashushuayi。”
tajiuyaozoule，shushuayihaodaizhaoguzijihenjiu，zheiyeshiyinggaidelishu。
杨言霜眯着眼。
zuotiantapotianhuangdejileliangzhangpiaorangtagenxiaoshidiyiqiqukandianying。
tahaiyiweitashixiangtongle。
meixiangdaotazheishibudasuancongtazheilixiashou，kaishicongbamazheixiashou。
“mengyuqing，wozhishuole，wogenajingzaiyiqile，nibiechixinwangxianggenwojiehun。wojinwanjiugenwobamatanbaiyiqie。nizaizenmetaohaotamendoumeiyouyong。rujinshixinshidai，sheihaigaofengjianneiyitao。”
“shenmewawaqin，shenmefumuzhimingmeishuozhiyan，doushijiushidaidezaopo！nizheizhongqiangchayijiaodeganqingmeiyourenheyiyi。”
kanzheyuqianshiyibanwuerdelianhetashuochukoudebinglenghuayu，mengyuqingxinzhongsuiranhaishiyouxiesuanse。
ershijiniandechaoxixiangban，taduitazenmehuimeiyouganqingni？
keshirujinzaishendeai，yerangrenwangershengweile。
jinglileneimeduo，tayijingshiyingleyangyanshuangbuaiziji，shenzhiyanezijideshishile。
tabojingchuhailiuzheaimeihonghen，kandechulaizuowanlianggerenshiqingtouyihe。
mengyuqingduokaitawanglizou。
tayelenghengyishengfuqiliqu。
mengyuqinggenzhehanxuanyihui，suihoukaimenjianshandeshuo。
“shushuayi，woshilaituihunyuede，dangchuhaixiao，suoyidingxiawawaqin，danshiyanxiafumuyaochuguo，jializhiyouwoyigehaizi，wokendingshiyaogenzhequjinxiaode。genghekuangyanshuangyijingyouxihuanderenle，wobunengzuodisanzhe。”
yangyanshuangdefumuchenmolexujiu，zhongjiuhaishijieshoulezheigeshishi。
dantamenjueding，haohaoqukankan，jiujingshisheirangyangyanshuangzheimeguimixinqiao，haidemengjiazheimehaodehaizishouweiqu，juranzijizhudonglaituiqin。