第1章

【shiyongqian,qingtiqianguankanjianjiebileiqu】

yizhengyanfaxianzijitangzaiguancaili,wodiyifanyingjiushijingkong、jianjiao!

ranhou,wotingjianzijizuilifachuyiduanleisiyeshoudesihousheng……

zongzhi,neibushirendeshengyin,zuibahaoxiangyeguaiguaide,youdianershuohualoufengdeganjue。

chuaizhejidongdexinzhandoudeshou,wotaiqijiangyingdeshoumolemo,xianshibeijianruidezhijiachuolejixia,suihouyoumodaoleliangkedaliaoya。

nanguaiwoshuohualoufeng,zuishangdingzheliangkedaliaoyazuidouhebushangle。

wokanbudaozijixianzaideyangzi,yaobuyixiajiangyingrupanshi,cishidewokoubunengyan,renyoutangzaiguancaili,jieheyixiliedexianshibiaoming……

wo,xianzaishiyizhijiangshi。

淦。

想死。

suihou,woyoufanyingguolaiwoyijingshigesirenle……

伤心……

难过……

zheigoubideshijiezhongyuduiwoyigenpclurenjiaxiashoule。

wotangzaiguancailimomochuilei,ruguojiangshiyeyouyanleidehua,woxiangwoxianzaiyijingkuchengleshagou。

jingcijubianwozhishiaishangleyihuier,bijingduiyigeshechulaishuoshiye+meiqianbisigengkepa,bujiushihuangewuzhong,qimawoxianzaiyougeshuijuededifang,buyongdanxinbeifangdonghongchuqushuidajie。

wohenkuaizhenzuoqilai,shenchushouqumosuozheguanguolidepeizangpin,wozheijushentideshenfenyinggaibushiputongdeshijingxiaomin,guanguoneifanglebushaopeizangpin。

jinyinzhubaoxiangxiaoshanyiyangbawoweileyiquan,youxiejingbuzhusuiyuedefushiyijingguiweichentu,jibianrucishulianghaishihenkeguan。

tianna,zheipotiandefuguizhongyulundaowolema?

wojingxidezhuazheyikuaijinbing,xiangzhidiaojinmigangdelaoshuhenbudejiudidaguner。

huozhedeshihouweilejiliangsuiyinbeizibenjiayazha,silenengjinyinzhubaomaiguwoyeshikuailede。

wosuqi,jinyinzhubaowoketaiaile。

zhuduopeizangpinzhongyouyiyangwoxiangbuzhuyidounan,jiushiguawoxiongkoudeneikuaishitou,heianzhongsanfazheweiruodeguang,kaishiwohaiyiweishiyeguangshi。

wocoujinguanmolebantianmeikanchugesuoyiran,qichuyoudianhaipashitianwaiyunshishenmede,wanyidaifushe,wokebuxiangzhangchusantouliubei。

danzheiyushimoshangquyigunuanyi,biaomianguanghuaruliuli,cangyingwenzishangqudepichadehua。

zaoxinghenputongbudairenhediaoshi,daoshizhuangshitadejinsixiangquandiaokelebushaotutengzifu,jiangyikuaipuputongtongdeshitouzhuangshidegewaijingui。

ai,zheijiangshikenengyouyemangzheng,shangmiandeziwoshiyigedoukanbuqing。

haoburongyikanqingyigebihuazuijiandande,kexiwoburenshi,chouzhexiangjiaguwen。

wofangqilezaizheishangmianxunzhaoxiansuo,jiangxiangquandaihuiquhoushouyoushenxiangqitadepeizangpinyiyangyiyangxinshang,meibanfasheirangwoxianni,meiyourenheyulegantangzheyeguaiwuliaode。

zhuanyanyouxiangdaowoxianzaidoufeirenle,qiebushuonengbunengchuqu,jiusuanchuquleyeyaobeilaquqiepianyanjiudeba。

ai,zuorenku,zuojiangshiyebuziyou。

wotanlekouqi,wuliaokaishimoqizhijia。

zhidaowobashigenshouzhijiadouzheduan,lengjiaomoping,guanguowaiyijiujingqiaoqiao。

ruguoxianzaiyoubushoujijiuhaole,wohainengwangshangchonghuierlang。

xiangchizhaji,xianghekele……

哎,真的好无聊。

wotanxiyisheng,youkaishicashiqipeizangpinshangdehuichen,yiyifenhaoleimafangzhengqi。

muzhongwusuiyue,jiuzheiyangbuzhidaotangleduojiu,peizangpindoukuaibeiwopanbaojiangdeshihouwodexiabanshenzhongyushinengdongdanle,zhishiguanjiedawanchuhailveweijiangying。

wogaoxingdehuanhu,zuiliquezhishifachukekedeguaisheng。