第1章

dasuguozuixiaoyongdenversile,jingchenglijiugaiyouyichangdaxue。

wotangzaiwumuzuodepolanguancailimian,yutasuopeiliangrendehuajiaocashenerguo。

yimianshidahongsemiaojindexiqing,yimianshiwurenwenjindepoluo。

silaoli,woxiangtiaogouyiyangpufuzaidishang,tayishenminghuangsedechaofu,jugaolinxia,xiangyidaoguang。

woshenchushou,yonglixiangzhuazhutadechaoxue,chupengdaodezhiyouhougenchubingliangdeyukou。

wowangle,zheishuanglagongshejiandeshou,shoujinyijingbeiquanshutiaoduan。

“cisiba。”tamianwubiaoqingdikanzheyuanfang,zuichunyizhangyihe,shuozhewotingbudongdehua。

woxiangwenwenta,haijibujidedangrizaizhulinzhong,wobeizhetacaiguoshihaibianye,fuzhetadengshangzuimengmeiyiqiudeweizhi。

我还是没能说出口。

xinzhongsuoyoudebugan、fennu、beishangzuizhongzhiningjiechengwugezi。

“臣,拜别陛下。”

一、(过去)

jiubiejingnian,wohaoxiangdoukuaiwangjitazuichudemoyangle。

shifulingzhetazoudaowogenqiandeshihou,tahaibiwoaibangetou,yizhangzhinendewawalian,peishangbufushudejing,kanqilaizheshiyouqu。

“yueniang,yihoutadexingmingjiujiaojinile。”

shifudeyuqizongshixiangminglingyiban,jiaorenmeiyourenhefanbodeyudi。

wopianguotou,shangxiadaliangzheyanqianzheigeshiliusuideshaonian。

yishenxiaoxiaobaiyi,toufayisibugoudiyongyangzhiyuguangaogaoshuqi,meiyanqingxiu,yinhongdebochun,yishuangshoushishengdegujiefenming。

jiushiailexie,yeshouruolexie。

wobukeqidipailepaitaganbiedexiongtang,taquexiangshirulindadiyiban,numuershi,xianghoutuikai。

“nipashenme?”woyouxiebiyididengletayiyan,“woyaoshixiangshani,cikeniyijingsile。”

taminzhechunjilirennaizhe,rengshiyiyanbufa。

shifuzouhou,woyouchangshizheqiaokaitadezui,yonglexuduozhongbanfa,queyiranmeiyoujieguo。

zuihou,wodenaixinbeimojin,naoxiuchengnudichediaoletafangzhongsuoyoudechishi。

“bushuohuajiubiexiangchifanle!”woehenhendidiuxiayijuhua,“jiniguande,chuleshifu,gunainaiwohaimeisihouguobierenni!”

说罢,便摔门而去。

wojiaoduyueniang,zhishaozaiwoyoujiyikaishi,wojiushijiaozheigemingzi。

zheishishifujiwoqudemingzi,tashiwulinzhongzuifumingwangdejianke,rencheng“qingchengxiansheng”。

dasusanshiernian,chaojudongdang,laohuangdibingrugaohuang,yijingduoriweicengshangchao,chaozhongzhishiyoufangchengxiangyishoubachi;erxindirenxuanshang,sanhuangzihewuhuangzizaichaozhongdeweiwanghezhichijugaobuxia。

sanhuangzichushihenla,buliuqingmian,wuhuangzibiaomianqianxun,andilishizejiedaosharen;errenzaichaozhongzhengdouduonian,jianghushangdeshilifenfenjiarushuangfangzhenying。

weiyoushifu,chichimeiyoudongzuo。

zhidaotajiangzheigeshaoniandaidaowogenqian。

tashidasuguodejiuhuangzi,minghuanningzhiyuan,jinnianshiliusui;yinweicongxiaotiruoduobing,nengwenbunengwu,suoyixianglaibushoulaohuangdichongai,zaihuanggonglixianggetoumingrenyiyang。

shifuxuanzeta,shiwowanwanmeiyouxiangdaode。

“tadeyanjingli,youtianxiawanmin。”shifutalaorenjiashizheiyangshuode。

wodingletahaojiu,doumeinengkanchutayoushenmeguorenzhichu,dantaduiwobulibucaidetaidu,zheshidianranlewodenuhuo。

“wojiukankanninengrendaoshenmeshihou?”

二、(现在)

我看见了一片光亮。

neiguangliangli,yinyinzhanzheyigeren,neibeiying,kanqilaihenshishuxi。

“nishishei?”wochaotahuhandao。

jiexialaibianshizhangjiudejijing。

“jiujiuwo!”wofenlidixiangwangneirendefangxiangpaoqu,faxianzhouzaoshitoumingdejiejie,wobeikunzailelimian。

buguannishishei,jiujiuwo。

neirenfangfomeiyoutingjianyiban,dunledunjiaobu,bianzhuanshenliqu;henkuaidi,suoyoudeguangliangdouxiaoshile。

woxianruleyipianwujindeheianzhong。

gudu,wuzhu,qiujiuwumen,rangwotounaoyizhenxuanyun,congweiyouguodezhixiganzhouranerqi,wowulididiedaozaidishang,yongshoupinmingsichezhezijideyijin。

turanyishengjuxiang,shunjianyouhuifulepingjing。

wodezhixiganhaoxiangxiaoshile,congheianzhonghuanhuanzhengkaishuangyan。

“zheishi…nali?”wozhangzhangkou,faxiansangziyadehen,zijizhengtangzaiyigejucudekongjianli,zhouzaodoushijianyingdemuban。

yongshouzhouqiaoji,fachubingbusuanchenzhongdemenxiang。

shile,wojiqilaile,zheishiwodeguanmu。

woyingdangshisilede,youzenhuihuozhecongguancailizhengkaiyanjing?

duokuilehuanggonglitouderenbaigaocaidi,zheiguanmuzuodepolan,lianguancaibandoumeiyoudingjieshi,woyongshoutuiletui,bianfachuzhiyadeshengxiang。

shoujinjinduan,wozhinengceguoshenqu,yihouyaoweizhidian,yongshouzhoumengdiwangshangyiding。

棺盖打开了。

xinxiandekongqishunjianyongru,womengdixileyidakou,weiliangdeqiliuzibiqiangyongruhoutou,zaiguanjinxinzang,youyizhongzhonghuoxinshengdeshuchang。

wofenlipajiangchulai,fangyansigu,caifaxianzheilihuangshamantian,genbenzhaobudaofangxiang。

“zheilishiguanwaima?”wotaiqitou,kanzhewuyunmibudetiankong,xinliyouxiebuan。

这里我好像来过。

三、(过去)

chequfancaidediyiri,fangmenmeiyoudongjing,jinjiezheliangri、sanriguoqule,yijiumeiyourenconglitouchulai。

“buhuieyunguoquleba?”

woqiaozhechuangwaipangtuodayu,tiankongzhongleishengdazuo,yidaoshandianzibankongzhongpixia,xintouyizhenzhanli。

gubudeduoxiang,wochaoqimenbiandeyusan,jiuwangyuanzilingyitouchongqu。

pomenerruzhishi,fangneiyipianhunan。

kuangfengpaidazhechuanghu,jiandechuangtaixiayipianchaoshi,lianzhuoshangdezhuhuodoubeidafengchuimie,heianlongzhaozhechuangshangdeweiman。

wohuanbuzoujin,chuangshangsihuyourenyingzairudongzhe,dailakaiweimancaifaxian,ningzhiyuandezhuangtaibudui。

cishidetamiansecangbai,eshangqinchuximidehanzhu,tachouchuzhe,shuangshoujinjindizhuazhebeiru,hunshenzhandou。

jianjiandi,yuanbenjinminzhedechunsongkaile,conglitoufachuyishengwuyan。

“niang,biezou。”tazaiemengzhongaiqiudao,“biediuxiayuaner。”

zheishiwodiyicijiantakaikoushuohua。

“wei,xingxing。”woshenshoutuiletuita,meiyourenhefanying,tasihuxianzaileemenglimian。

henkuaidi,tashenshangdeyishanshitoule,zhuoredewendupanshangetou,tafashaole。

shaodemimihuhu,chunchizhijiandewuyancongweijianduan,bushininanzhehuanzheniangqin,bianshiaiqiuyibandewanliu。

“takebunengsia!”wokanzhetazheimoyang,xiangqishifudetuofu。

tasile,shifuguaizuidaowodetoushanglezenmeban?

bijing,shiwoxiancheletadefanshi,yebuzhishibushiehunletou,caiyinfalezheichanggaore?

nianjicichu,wocongyijuzhongbaochuyichuangbeiru,youjiangchuangshangdejiuruzitihuandiao,erhouzuozaichuangbian,qingqingdijitayehaobeijiao。

“leng,woleng…niangqin,wohaoleng…”tarengshibuzhudizhandou。

wotanletantadeetou,shaodetangshou,zenmejiujuedelengleni?

meiyoubanfadeqingkuangxia,wozhidebatacongchuangshangfuqilai,rangtakaozaishenshang,yongtiwenjitaqunuan。

“niang…nihuilaile…”taturanzhuajinlewodeshou,sihushibawodangchengletadeniangqin。

ruoshizainiqingxingshi,wobidingyidaozhanle!woxinlixiangzhe。

xiangzherangtaganjintuishao,haojishichoushen,wozhinengshunzhetadehua,yibianyibiandihuanzhetademingzi。

“yuanerguai,yuanertinghua,bingcaihuikuaikuaihaoqilai。”

yizhizhetenglebansu,menwaidefengyushengjianxiao,yueguangtouchuyunceng,congchuanghuzhongzhaoshejinlai。

wokundeshangxiayanpizhidajia,shouquehaishixiayishiqingpaizhetadehoubei,xianganfuxiaomaoyiban,yixiayouyixia。

zhidaoqingchendediyilvyangguangzhaolianghunandewoshi,wozhengkaiyan,faxianzijifuzaichuangbianshuizhele,erchuangshangdeningzhiyuan,cishiyebujianlezongying。

zhishengxiadiedezhengzhengqiqidebeiru。

houlaiwozaiyuanwaidexiaoxibianxundaoleta。

buzhishibushijingguolezuowan,taduiwobuzaineimefangbei,yanshenyebuzaichongmanjingti,ershirenyouwozuozaitashenpangdeshitoushang。

“ni…haoxieleba?”woshitanzhekaikou,dapopingjing。

tadiandiantou,dunleyixia,zhangkoudao:“meishile。”

wofangfochangdaoletiantouyiban,jidongdiwangtashenbiannuolenuo。

“nizuowanshaodehenlihai。”woyouxiechiyi,danhaishimeiannazhuneixindehaoqi,“nideniangqin,ta…”

yankanzhetadelianseyishunjianbiandecangbai,jinjinyaozhezuichun,sihuzaijilidirennaizhe。

wohaoxiangchudaoletadenilin。

“e,meishi,nibuxiangshuowoyemeiduoxiangting!”wogangadizhanqishenlai,paipaishenshangdehuichen,zhuanshenyuzou,“ele,huijiachifanqu!”

zheishihou,shenhoudeshengyinyouyouxiangqi。

“qingchengxianshenggaosuniwodeshenfenleba?”

woqingqingdi“ng”leyisheng。

“baoqian,wobugaibuxinrennide。”ningzhiyuanyaozhechun,fachuyishengweibukewendetanxi,“jirantaxinrenni,woyegaixinrenni。”

zheicilundaowojiebushanghuale。

“meishi,wodadu,wobujijiao。”wobaibaishoudazheyuanchang。

tahuanhuanzhanqishenlai,mianxiangwo,zhinendelianshangchuxianleyunianjibuxiangfudeshenqing。

“wodeniangqin,shidangjinhuangshangderouji。”

womomodizuohuiletashenbian。

neiyiri,tatongwoshuolexuduohua。

tagaosuwo,tademuqinshengdejimei,yuanbenbuguoshihuanyijudeyiminggongnv,queyinzhechuzhongderongmaobeihuangdiyiyankanzhong,dangwanchengchonghoubiancilefenghao。

roujiniangniangchangshuo,chengyerongmao,baiyerongmao。

yiseshitaren,nengdejishihao?

ningzhiyuanjide,zaitachushenghoubujiu,huangdibianbuzailaikantamenniangliangle;muqinyikaishihuikuhuinaohuibaozhetadiaoyanlei,houlaijianjiandi,quyupingjing。

zaihoulai,muqinbianle,biandebuzaishuohua,zhishijingjingdiwangzhechuangwaideyueliangfadai。

turanyouyiri,bianshangdiaozijinle。

neiyiniandeningzhiyuan,buguocaiqisui,shizuixuyaofumuguanaidenianji,taqueyinweitiruoduobing,meiyoujiashiershoudaoqitaxiongdidepaijiheqifu。

duonianlai,tazaifuhuangdelengyanhexiongdidepohaizhongjiafengqiusheng,yeshiyinzhetazheibingruodeshenzi,zaimeiyourenjiangtashiweihuangweizhizhengdeweixie。

“kewoxiangyaoneigeweizhi。”tajiandingdi,burongzhihuidikaikou。

“woxiangyaorangniangqinkanjian,tadeerzikeyijitasihouzunrong;woxiangrangtianxiawanmindouguoshangbaozudeshenghuo。”

yidangjinchaotangdejushi,waiyouxiongnuhushidandan,nei,sanhuangzihewuhuangzixingshibuzeshouduan,zaitamendefentingkanglizhixia,tanguanwulishengxing,baixingminbuliaosheng;yexuzhiyoulingyigerendengshanghuangwei,cainengniuzhuandasuguodemingyun。

neiyike,wozainingzhiyuandeyanli,sihukanjianledasuguodeweilai。

yezhengshizheishi,wocaimingbaishifuxuanzetadeyuanyin。

四、(现在)

wozaiyikuaijushihoushuileyiye。

xiangxiangzhongdeshachenbaomeiyoudaolai,tiankongzhongdeyuncengyuejiyuehou,wozhidao,wobixuganjinlikaizheigedifang。

guojinleshenshangdeyifu,wotuozhejinpilijindeshenti,xiangzhiwutoucangyingyiban,sichuxunzhaozhechulu。

zhangshijianmeiyoushuifenziyang,yemeiyourenheshiwuluodu,rujindewozhijueshoujiaofaruan,shibuchubanfenliqi。

manwubianjideshamo,zhaobudaoyichulvzhou。

buzhidaozouleduojiu,shuangtuixiangguanleqianyibanchenzhongyichang,wozhongyubuzhi,zhenggerenshuaijinshatuzhong。

xiongkouyadaoyichuyingwu,wochekaizhiqian,yuanlaishizheige。

zheishiningzhiyuansongjiwodeyujue,shangtoukezheyiwanyueya,zhengshiwodemingzi,yueniang。

tagaosuwo,zheishiwodehushenfu,youlezheige,wobiankeyizhanwubusheng,keyizhangmingbaisui。

xianzaixianglai,buzhidaotasuoxijidedaodishizhanwubusheng,haishiwozhangmingbaisui?

daotoulai,taqueyongyibeidujiu,zhanduanlewomensuoyoudeguowang。

tashuo:“jiniliutiaoquanshi,shizhenzuihouderenci。”

真是可笑。

五、(过去)

yuningzhiyuanxiangchulejigeyue,wocaifaxiantaqueshibushanzhangxiwu。

yishuangbaijingxinendeshou,gujiefenming,tianshengjiushifanshuwobide,ruoshipingtiandianshanghen,daoshikexile。

wodixiatou,kanlekanzijimanshoudelaojian,buhaoyisidiwangshenshangcengleceng。

shifurangwobaohuta,wozongxiangzherangtaxuezhenaqiwuqi,zhishaohuodezibaozhili。

zheiyiri,wolingzhetazaizhulinzhonglianjian。

“beiyaoting,shouyaozhi。”woduanchuyifushifudejiashi,shouchiyigenzhuzhang,zaitashenshangqingqingqiaoda。

他乖乖跟着照做。

“shouwanfangsong,biebengtaijin。”wopailepaitadeshouwan。

jiantachichifangsongbuxialai,**cuiduoguotashoulidezhangjian,qinzijitashifan。

“qi—luo—fanshen—ci!”

woyimiannianzheshifujiaowodekoujue,yimianhuiwuzhezhangjian,jianqisuodaozhichu,linzhongdezhuyebeiyangqi,zaikongzhongxingchengyichuxuanwo。

huranjian,yibingfeidaocongyuanchuxilai。

woyanmingshoukuai,yibalaguoningzhiyuanhuzaishenhou,feidaohuapowodeyixiu,laolaodidingzailezhuzishang。

“youdanzijiuchulaimianduimiandayichang,duozaianchusuanshenmebenshi?”wochongzhesimianbafanghandao。

一片寂静。

wushubingfeidaoqifa,zhizhichongzhewomenerlai,wohuiwuzhezhangjian,zaidimianjuanqiyizhenxuanwo,xunsujiangfeidaodaluo。

对方至少有十个人!

woanzicundu,feidaocongsimianbafangxilai,mingxianjiushiyaoquzouningzhiyuandexingming,zheimeduodiren,wonengyingfudelaima?

“xiaoyatoutinglihaide,womenyiqishang!”

conganchufachuyishengzhiling,suijibianyoushishugeheiyirencongzhulinlixianshen,youchidaode,yongjiande,haiyoufangcaineijibingfeidaodezhuren。

“zhuazhewodeyibai,qianwanbieluodan!”

woyadishengyin,jiningzhiyuanxialesimingling。

wozhidao,wobixuzaifeichangduandeshijianneijiejuedaozheixieren,ruoshirangtamenyouyirichuanxizhili,wobianzaimeiyoufanjideyudile。

ningzhiyuanyizhanglianhedeshabai,tajixieshididiandiantou,yonglizuanjinlewodeyijiao。

neiyizhan,wobuzhidaodaleduojiu。

zhijidezaicizhengkaiyandeshihou,yanqianshiyipianxuehong,taitoukanqu,tianbiandeyuelianglenglengdiguazaineier。

woleiguduanlesigen,shuangshoushuangtuibumanlegezhongshanghen,ejiaoyidaoxuewushunzhefashaoliuxia,xianxuemohulewodeshixian。

zuiyanzhongdeshiguanchuanxiongkoudeyijian。

neiyijianciguolaideshihou,ningzhiyuantuolilewodebaohu,tadiedaozaidishoulezhongshang,ruoneiyijiancizaitashenshang,tabisiwuyi。

neizhongqingkuangxia,wozhinengyongshentiqudang。

piroufenlidemenxiang,woganjuedaoxiongkousiliebandetengtong,jianjiancongxiongkouchuanchu,xixililidiwangxiadixue。

gubudetengtong,woyangqijianzhanduan,fanshenyijiansongleneirenguixi。

shifushuo,wojianzhaolingli,shenshouminjie,yinweishinvzideyuangushencaijiaoxiao,suililiangbuzu,danbiqinanzifanyinggengkuaixie。

zheicizongsuanpaishangleyongchang。

“ningzhiyuan,nizainaer?”wojiannandipaqishen,wangsizhouxunzhaozhetadezongying。

jiaobuyichangchenzhong,xianxuejinmanlewodekutui,zaidishangtangguoyitiaoxuelu。

zaizuihoudaoxiazhiqian,wosihumeiyoukanjiantadeshenying,danwogubushangle,wobixuzaitilihaojinzhiqian,shadiaozuihouyigediren。

rujinwozuodaole,taquebujianle。

“ningzhiyuan,nikebiesia!”wochezhesangzihuhuanzhe,meifachuyicishengyin,xiongkoubiansilieyici。

zuizhong,wozaiyiduizhuyexiafaxianleta。

tashoulezhongshang,danxingyundeshimeishouzhimingshang,xiongqianqingweideqifugaosuwo,tahaihuozhe。

“zou,womenhuijia!”wodunxiashenzi,jianghunmibuxingditatuozaibeihou。

“nihaiyaozuohuangdide,nidayingguowode,niyaorangtianxiawanmindouguoshanghaorizi。”

“biesileaningzhiyuan!”

六、(现在)

zaishamoliyouaoleliangri,shizaishizaizoubudongle。

womimihuhuditangzaishadishang,hunzhuodeyanwangxiangtiankong,yilunmingyuezhenggaogaoxuangua,ruciqiqing。

haoleia!woxinlitanxizhe。

zuichunshangbumanleliekou,sangziyeyijingganyadishuobuchuhualai,woyongjinzuihouyisiliqi,jiangxiongqiandeyujuechexia。

fenlijudaobankong,yujuezaiyueguangdezhaoyingxiasanfachuyoushendeguang。

“ning…zhiyuan…”wozhangzhangzui,fabuchuyidianshengyin。

而后便自嘲地笑了。

meixiangdaoshengmingdezuihouyicheng,haishinipeiwozoude。

buyuanchuchuanlaiyishengwuyan,wobennengdixiangyaoniutouqukan,faxianlianzhuandongbozideliqidoumeiyoule。

是狼群,我知道。

yinianqianwolaiguozheier,neishihouwodezheishuangshou,shizhizhangjian,ladagongdeshou,rujinqueliangeyujuedouwobuzhu。

langqundewuyanshengyuelaiyuejin,manmanbianchenglehaojiao,heiyayadeyingzilongzhaoguolai,worenmingdibishangshuangyan。

wotaileile,zaiyemeiyouliqizhengzha。

jiuzheimesiquba!rutasuoyuandisiquba!

xiangxiangzhongdesiyaobingmeiyouchuxian,fandaoshiyuelaiyueduowenredeyetijiandaolianshang,mimengzhongwozhengkaishuangyan。

yougeren,tizhewandaozhanzaiwomianqian,neidaoshangdizhexue,shiqunlangdexue。

shishei?wonaohaizhongmaochuzheigewenti,jiexialaibianshizhangjiudechenshui。