第一章 眼睛

wojiaoqimu,jidemuqinshuoguo,wochushengdeshihoukeshiwanzhongzhumu,beishouqidai。

dangranwodemingzibingbushiyoucierlai。

qijiayouqian,haiyimaidanchuan,neizuodadaokeyizhuomizangdezhuangyuanjiushiwojiade。

wodechushengyiweizheqijiabuhuijuehoule,neishihouchenjinzaixiyuezhongdeqijiarenhenbudedaheqitianqiyeyanqingxiangli,zhishiweiyiqiguaideshi,wodeyeyeyizhimeiyoujiwociming。

zaihoulai,jiufashengleyixieqiguaideshiqing。

wochushengqitian,cunlijielianyoulaohuangniuxiaoshi,zuihoubeifaxiansizailezhulinshenchu,sidegewaixiqiao,neilizhongkong,jiushengxialegutoujiazihewanzhengdepipizaishangmian。

neiyangzijiuxiangshibeirennashenmedongxirongjielerouyiyang,gewaideshenren。

erqielaohuangniuxiaoshidepinlvjiqiguilv,yitianyizhi,zhidaoguoleqitianhoucaitingzhi。

zuichudajiayiweishishenmeyeshoudaoleqingshancun,zhishiguiyideshi,cunliweiyiyigechaoshimenkoudejiankongpaixiadehuamian,queshineixielaohuangniubanyezijizhengtuoleshengsuo,chaozhezhulinqule。

neishihouhaimeiyourenbazheizhongxuaneryouxuandeshiqingwangwodeshenshanglianxi,zhidaobannianzhihou……

qingshancunzuoluozainanfangxiaozhen,jiuhanbuyuzheizhongshijianzhishiqiwen,meinianbudanxinfahongshuijiuyijingshiwanxing,kepianpianzaiwochushenghoudejigeyuelibandishuidoumeiyou,ercunlideshuiweiyejijuxiajiang,doudaolecunlixiadayujingdekebuchengdu。

bishidewoyijiumeiyoumingzi,zhiyouyeye‘jiuyan,jiuyan’dejiaozhewo。

zhidaohoulaidemouyitian,buzhishisheichuanchuleliuyan,shuoneixielaohuangniudoushibeiguichilede,cunzilijiuhanbuyuyeshineiguigaodeguai,erneigui,queshizaiwochushengzhihoucailaide……

bisaidexiaoshancun,zuibuquedejiushi‘yumin’,zheilianggezishiwomuqinshichangguazaizuibiandehua,quebuzhidaotazijiyebiandeyuelaiyuexiangtazuilimadeneixieren。

neixierenbaoweilewojia,jiuxiangmidiguozhuyideziyouminzhongyouxingyiban,tamenjiaoxiaozheyaobawomenganchuqu,yaobaworengdaozhulinliweigui。

woyebuzhidaozheixierenliyoujigeshizhendexiangyao‘quyaozhumo’,haishishuodabufenrenzaojiujianbudewojiadefugui,dasuanlaiyicidaqingxi,zuihoulaoyidianhaochu。

zongzhitamenshizheshibutailejiewojiadeshili,bijingzaiqiancaimianqian,zongyoushishiwuderen,hekuangneimenwaiyishuideheiyibaobiaoyebushibaishe。

zhishishiqinghaimeipingxiduojiu,yiwaifashengle……

wo,shizongle,zaijiebeisenyandegaomendayuanli,yigebansuideyinger,jiuneimeshizongle。

womuqinshuoneishihoutayiweishicunlineixiemingwanbulingdelaorentoulewoqu,taxiangshipofuyibannazhecaidaojiuyaoqusharen,zhishiquebeiwoyeyelanxiale。

yeyedeweiyanjiushiyigeyanshennengzhihuizheizhuangyuanlidesuoyouren,suoyiwomuqinnapaqidaoyunjueyebuganweini。

haozai,houlaiwohuilaile,zhikexihuilaideshihoubushiquanxuquanweide——wodeyanjingchulewenti。

woshizenmehuilaidewoyebuzhidao,zhizhidaowomuqindangshitingjianwodefangjianyoudongjing,chuangjinmenjiukandaowoyeyezhanzaiyingerchuangqian,erchuangshang,shibeiyitiaomangshepanhuanzhedewo。

wocuiruodemuqinzaiyiciyunjueleguoqu,dengtaxinglaizhihou,wodeyanjingyijingchenglerujinzheifuyangzi。

houlaiwojiuyoulemingzi,jiaomu,xiaomingjiaojiuyan。

woyoujiyiyilaijiudaizheyifutezhideyanjing,dongshizhiqianyizhibeiyeyeyangzaixixia,tagaosuwobuyaozhaixiayanjing。

zuoweiyigexiaohai,wobukenengyizhitingdarendehua,suoyiwoziranzhaixiaguoyanjing,raneryebingmeiyoushenmebutongxunchang,zhishikandaodedongximohudelihai,haidaizhezhongying,wobianxinlewotianshengjiushigegaodujinshiyan。

shisuizhiqian,wodeshenghuokuoqidelihai,jinguidefujiashaoye,zhishiwoyizhiyougeyihuo,jiushiwojiadeqiandaodishinalaide。

houlaiyinweiwoconglaimeijianguowofuqin,biancaiceshiwobahenniu,tayizhizaiwaidapinjizheigejiazhengqian。

zhishihoulaiyouyitian,zheigexiaoshancunturanlaileyipidarenwu,wocaizhidaoyuanlaiwojiazheimeyouqianbushiyinweiwoba,shiyinweiwoyeye。

neitianfashengleyijianwozhidaoxianzaidoujuedehuangdandeshiqing,jiushiwo‘jiehun’le,yigeshisuidewawa,yijingyoulexifu。

qingshancunderenhewoyiyang,yedouhaoqiweishawojiazheimeyouqian,zhidaoneixierenduanzheqiansongshangmen,zheigemituancaideyijiekai——yinweiwoyeyeshigesuanmingde。

woqijiajushuoshiqimenbasuanzhongdeyijia,tingshuohenyouming,neitianlaiderenzhengshangdouyou,gegegenxiaodiyiyangbeiwojiabaobiaolanzailemenwaidongdesesefadou。

woqizaibaobiaotoushangdaoshikanlegezhenqie。

zhishibuzhishibushiyinweiwojiabuchaqian,neiciwoyeyeyiliushigaolingzaiduchushan,queshibanfenbaochoudouweishouqu,tazhishiwenlesheijiayoushilingdexiaoguniang,jiubawojijialechuqu。

meicuo,shijia,tabataqinsunzi——wo,jiajileyigelaodadeshouxiadexiaoguinv,sihaobugujiwoshiqijiadumiaozheijianshi。

neishouxiashipeitadagelaizhaowoyeyeqiuguade,woyeyekanzhongleta,bawojiale,yuedingdaolenianjijiuchenghun,suihouzheiguajiusonggeleneigelaoda。

woneishihouhaibuzhidaojiashishenmeyisi,queduicunlirenminglianlidetouxiaogewaimingan,suoyihenkuai,wojiutaoyanjileneigewomeijianguodexiaoxifu,zhishihoulaishijianjiule,woyejiuwangle。

keshiyouyitian,wohuranmengyanzhu,mengzhonggaoshao,zuzushaolewutianzhijiu,daizaicixinglai,wodeshijiechedibianle。

wozhengkaiyandeyishunjian,rumudeshimanyandehong,haiyouyixieqiguaidexingzhuangzaiyanzhongfachuxuanlandesecai,queweidubushiwocengjianguodeshijie。

woxiangyizhihouziyiyangdahandajiao,zhidaoyeyezaiyicibaneifuyanjingjiwodaishang,wocaianjinglexialai。

zidaneiyihou,wozaiyezhaibuxiatale,yinweiwozhidao,wodeyanjingzaojiubushiwodeyanjing,neishishedeyanjing,shineitiaoshe,batadeyanjinghuanjilewo。

yeshizaineiyihou,wodeshenghuobuzaipingjing,yinweizhaixianeifuyanjing,wokandaode,bianshilingyigeshijie,yigeshengrenwurudeshijie……

shanminyeyoushanmindehaochu,tianshengduiguishendexinyangchengjiuletamendemingan,suoyitamenganjuedemeicuo,wojiushineigejiaoqingshancunjiuhanbuyudezuikuihuoshoumeicuole。