第4章

kepianpianwozheiyisheng,doubunengpingxinerdong。

genghekuang,woyifuxianeiwujieduyao……

心绪乱如麻。

woyouxiehunedihuilewangfu。

绛云院。

wocongchuangweijudetizili,nachuyigefanjiudexiaomuoujinjinwozaishouli,caishaojuexinan。

cishi,neidaojieshuocizaiyicizaiwoerpanfuxiang——

【gewei,qingkanyunanwangpeizangdezheigezitanmuou,zheishitatongbaoxiongzhangqinzhaoyizhiwu。】

【yaoshuozheizhaoyiwangqinzhaoyi,neikeshishiersuizhengzhanshachang,xunuozhenshoubianjiangyongburujingdedahenren。】

【jushicejizai,wangyechenghundangri,zhaoyiwangcenghuijing,yuanyuantiaowangwangfu,bingzaichengmenqiandeyinxingshushangxishangleyigenhongchou。】

tingdaozheier,wonaozhonghongmingyixiang。

shinianqianhexiongzhangfenbieshi,womencengyueding。

meiniantadouhuianzhongzaichengmenkoudeyinxingshuguashanghongchoudai,dangzuojiwobaopingandeanhao。

zheiyangwoyuxiongzhangdemimi,neiliangqiannianhouderenzenhuizhixiao?

nandao,tasuoyandeyiqie,doushizhende?

woyushenzhaozhaochenghundangri,xiongzhanghuijingle?

wozhengzaiyuandixujiu,caimaidongjiangyingdetuichaowaipaoqu。

fengxueyijiu,wuyunzhetian。

woxiangquwangfudegaoge,tiaowangchengmenqianshifouzhendexishanglehongchou。

haiweidengwozoudao,jiujianshenzhaozhaomiansejiaojidichulefumen,binvxiarengengshixingsecongcong。

woyuanzilideyahuanqingdaichaowohuangzhangzouleguolai。

“wangye,dashibuhao!”

“zhaojiadeashangongzishangdiaozijinle!”

赵山自尽?

wobumianzhengzhu,mingmingbairilijiantazhishi,tahaihaohaode……

neiyangyigeyingzisashuangzhiren,zenmehuishangdiaozijin?

我内心一片不安。

xueshijianda,fenyangpiaofei。

mandifugailehouhoudejixue,duzhulewoqianxingdelu。

yahuanqingdaichanfuwohuilejiangyunyuan,youzaiwuziliduodianlejigehuoluziqunuan。

yejianshen,wotangzaichuangshangzhanzhuannanan。

清早,天微亮。

yizhenjicudejiaobushengziyuanwaierjin。

shenzhaozhaodingzheyishenfengxuejinlejiangyunyuan。

wohuangmangzuoqilai:“zhaogongziruhele?”

takanzhewo,shenselengruochuangwaidexueshuang:“ashanzhijinhunmibuxing,tazuihouyigejianderenshiwangye,nijiujinghetashuoleshenme?”

wolengzhu,houzhihoujuecaifanyingguolai,tazaihuaiyiwo!

renweishiwosuoshidezhaoshanzixunduanjian!

“wosuoyanbuguoliangju,fuzhongchefukezuozhengren。”wopingjingweizijibianjie。

danmianqiandenvren,yanzhongquanshiduiwodebuxinren。

“ashanshenweijiangjun,xingqingjianyi,ruofeiyourenyiquanshixiangbi,zenhuixunsi?”

woxinkouzhouliang,canranyixiao。

“nibisuoyourendouqingchu,congqianwozailenggongrenrenqilingzhishi,yecongweiyouguohairenzhixin。”

lenggonglineijinian,shirendoukeyihushiwo,shirendoukeyisuiyidedamawo。

bawodefancai,huanchengfameidelengyingmantou。

shenzhishizaiwodechuangshangpofenshui……

zheixie,shenzhaozhaodouyiqingerchu。

ruobushidangniantatiaoxiachitangjiuwoyiming,woyouzenhuiduitaxinshengyangmu……

“shijianhuibian,renyehuibian。”

“chennvzhijue,congweirenqingguowangye。”

shenzhaozhaolengningkanlewoyiyan,suijizhuanshenliqu。

yishiqingleng,rangwozhenzhenhuanghu。

wocongweixiangguo,tajingshizheibankanwo。

qishizaineidaojieshuocichuxianzhiqian,wojiuyizuohaoweisuoyourenrangludezhunbei。

bujinshiweilewodeqinren,yeweileta……

shengyinanwei,qijunanjie。

shenweiqizi,wozhiyaozhudongcongqipanshangxiaoshi,biankehuajieyiqie。

guoleliangri,zhaoshanhaishiweixing。

京中谣言纷纷。

woshenzhizuozaiyuanlidounengtingdaoxiarendeyilun。

“zhaojiangjunzhenshichiqingyoukuming,qudishidarenderen,bengaijiushita……”

“kexile……wangyezhangzhehuangzideshenfen,hengchayijiaobangdayuanyang……”

congwaiyuanhuilaideyahuanqingdaiqidebuxing,limajiangsuizuidexiarenganzou,erhouzoudaowodemianqianxingli。