kepianpianwozheiyisheng,doubunengpingxinerdong。
genghekuang,woyifuxianeiwujieduyao……
心绪乱如麻。
woyouxiehunedihuilewangfu。
绛云院。
wocongchuangweijudetizili,nachuyigefanjiudexiaomuoujinjinwozaishouli,caishaojuexinan。
cishi,neidaojieshuocizaiyicizaiwoerpanfuxiang——
【gewei,qingkanyunanwangpeizangdezheigezitanmuou,zheishitatongbaoxiongzhangqinzhaoyizhiwu。】
【yaoshuozheizhaoyiwangqinzhaoyi,neikeshishiersuizhengzhanshachang,xunuozhenshoubianjiangyongburujingdedahenren。】
【jushicejizai,wangyechenghundangri,zhaoyiwangcenghuijing,yuanyuantiaowangwangfu,bingzaichengmenqiandeyinxingshushangxishangleyigenhongchou。】
tingdaozheier,wonaozhonghongmingyixiang。
shinianqianhexiongzhangfenbieshi,womencengyueding。
meiniantadouhuianzhongzaichengmenkoudeyinxingshuguashanghongchoudai,dangzuojiwobaopingandeanhao。
zheiyangwoyuxiongzhangdemimi,neiliangqiannianhouderenzenhuizhixiao?
nandao,tasuoyandeyiqie,doushizhende?
woyushenzhaozhaochenghundangri,xiongzhanghuijingle?
wozhengzaiyuandixujiu,caimaidongjiangyingdetuichaowaipaoqu。
fengxueyijiu,wuyunzhetian。
woxiangquwangfudegaoge,tiaowangchengmenqianshifouzhendexishanglehongchou。
haiweidengwozoudao,jiujianshenzhaozhaomiansejiaojidichulefumen,binvxiarengengshixingsecongcong。
woyuanzilideyahuanqingdaichaowohuangzhangzouleguolai。
“wangye,dashibuhao!”
“zhaojiadeashangongzishangdiaozijinle!”
赵山自尽?
wobumianzhengzhu,mingmingbairilijiantazhishi,tahaihaohaode……
neiyangyigeyingzisashuangzhiren,zenmehuishangdiaozijin?
我内心一片不安。
xueshijianda,fenyangpiaofei。
mandifugailehouhoudejixue,duzhulewoqianxingdelu。
yahuanqingdaichanfuwohuilejiangyunyuan,youzaiwuziliduodianlejigehuoluziqunuan。
yejianshen,wotangzaichuangshangzhanzhuannanan。
清早,天微亮。
yizhenjicudejiaobushengziyuanwaierjin。
shenzhaozhaodingzheyishenfengxuejinlejiangyunyuan。
wohuangmangzuoqilai:“zhaogongziruhele?”
takanzhewo,shenselengruochuangwaidexueshuang:“ashanzhijinhunmibuxing,tazuihouyigejianderenshiwangye,nijiujinghetashuoleshenme?”
wolengzhu,houzhihoujuecaifanyingguolai,tazaihuaiyiwo!
renweishiwosuoshidezhaoshanzixunduanjian!
“wosuoyanbuguoliangju,fuzhongchefukezuozhengren。”wopingjingweizijibianjie。
danmianqiandenvren,yanzhongquanshiduiwodebuxinren。
“ashanshenweijiangjun,xingqingjianyi,ruofeiyourenyiquanshixiangbi,zenhuixunsi?”
woxinkouzhouliang,canranyixiao。
“nibisuoyourendouqingchu,congqianwozailenggongrenrenqilingzhishi,yecongweiyouguohairenzhixin。”
lenggonglineijinian,shirendoukeyihushiwo,shirendoukeyisuiyidedamawo。
bawodefancai,huanchengfameidelengyingmantou。
shenzhishizaiwodechuangshangpofenshui……
zheixie,shenzhaozhaodouyiqingerchu。
ruobushidangniantatiaoxiachitangjiuwoyiming,woyouzenhuiduitaxinshengyangmu……
“shijianhuibian,renyehuibian。”
“chennvzhijue,congweirenqingguowangye。”
shenzhaozhaolengningkanlewoyiyan,suijizhuanshenliqu。
yishiqingleng,rangwozhenzhenhuanghu。
wocongweixiangguo,tajingshizheibankanwo。
qishizaineidaojieshuocichuxianzhiqian,wojiuyizuohaoweisuoyourenrangludezhunbei。
bujinshiweilewodeqinren,yeweileta……
shengyinanwei,qijunanjie。
shenweiqizi,wozhiyaozhudongcongqipanshangxiaoshi,biankehuajieyiqie。
guoleliangri,zhaoshanhaishiweixing。
京中谣言纷纷。
woshenzhizuozaiyuanlidounengtingdaoxiarendeyilun。
“zhaojiangjunzhenshichiqingyoukuming,qudishidarenderen,bengaijiushita……”
“kexile……wangyezhangzhehuangzideshenfen,hengchayijiaobangdayuanyang……”
congwaiyuanhuilaideyahuanqingdaiqidebuxing,limajiangsuizuidexiarenganzou,erhouzoudaowodemianqianxingli。