第6章

wozhanzaiyuandi,renyouxueyeyicuncunninggu。taxiangshihenxinshangwodangshidebiaoqing,yidianyidiandipinwei,yanzhongyouyanzu。

shangrendehuahaizaijixu,tashuo:「ruguoshiguangdaohui,wohaishihuiyiwufanguaishangdangchudesuyi,kexixianzaidenishenshangyijingmeiyouxiyinwoderenhedifang。」

congqiantajiangwopengdeyouduogao,houmianjiujiangworengdeyouduoyuan。

neizhihou,wozaiyebuxiangxinrenxin。

jiuxiangwobuxinxianzaidexueke,buxinzheiyangfenghuazhenghaodeshaonianziyuangenzaiwoshenbian,shenmedoubutu。

woyizhizaideng,dengxuekezhudongxiangwosuoyaodongxi,ziyuanhuozhejinqian,tazonghuiyousuotude,zhiyaotakaikou,luchuchoutai,luchutaderuodian。

neiwojiuzhuazhuletadebabing,zheiduanguanxijianghuichediyouwozhudao,liuzhetadanggeyangyanxiaowanyihuozheyongwanjiurengdoukeyi。

zhishaotayinggaigaosuwotayaoshenme。

kexuekezhishijingjingkanzhewo,neishuangqianzongsedemouzishineimedemingliangtandang。

tashuo:「woyijingkanhaofangzile,mingtiannalegongzijiukeyibanchuqu。」

yuanlaizaojiujihuazhelikaile,wenyanwolengxiaoyisheng。

kenengshiwodeshenqingtainankan,jiexialaichukoudehua,tabiandexiaoxinyiyi,tayibianquzhewodeshense,shengyinbiandeyouxiechihuan:「neizhihou……wohaikeyijinizuofanma?」

tayueshuoyuexiaosheng,daozuihou,neikemaorongrongdetoulujiuzheiyangshenshendidixiaqu,bugankanwodeyanjing。

「xueke。」wokanzheta,huranpingjingdikaikou,「nixiangyaoma?」

shaoniandeshenquyidou,suijiyidaofeihongconglianshangzhicuandaoerduogen。

jiantabushuohua,wohurangouqichunjiao,xiaoyielie:「shangcinizaiyushi,wotingjiannihanwomingzile。」

「duibuqi,duibuqi…」shaonianyandiyunzheshuise,xiukuidejihukuaiyaokuchulai,「nihaoxinshouliuwo,woquexinsiwochuo…」

woxiangqixuekezhujinwojiadiertian,wojiuzhaorenchaqingletadeguowangjingli,fangfangmianmian,lejietouche。

shiyiwozhidao,tazhijinrengshibaizhi。

neiyishunjian,wohuranmeiledounongdexinsi,shouzhitiaoqitadexiaba,zhibaikaikou:「baozhuwo。」

shaonianjieshidebeibangjiangwohuanraozhushi,wohaiyouxiehuanghu。

woyiweizheigeshihouwohuixiangqizhouxu,huixiangqitadaizhelintiantiancongwomianqianzhaoyaoerguoshidefennutongxin,huiyoubaofude**。

可我什么都没有。

wodemuguangquanbeishaonianqingzhumanaiyiheyiliandeyanjingxiyinle。

neishuangyanjingweiweiwanqi,jiemaoqingzhan,neibaomandejiroubeiqingqingjiaozhushi,tadehuxihuifaluan,daizheqingqingdezhandong,xiangxiaogoudeqiyin。

wochengren,zheishiwozheisannianlaizuiqingsongqieyideshike。

bulunxuekedemudeshishenme,zhishaocike,nengyongtazhuanyizhuyili,jiangzijicongfumianqingxudenizhaozhongbachu。

kuangqietahaiganjingjiankanghuohao,wobusuanchikui。

我在心里想着。

jinyaozhezuichunbeitadezhifufukai,shaoniandedongzuoyouxiezheji,yandishinongnongdedanyouyutengxi。

shengyinbianzaiyekongzhibuzhu,pianpianqianfudedianhuazaizheigeshihoudaleguolai。

zheijigeyuelai,womeikongzhaozhouxumafan,taquebuxiguan,yaotiedaowoyanqianlai。