楔子
qingfengshunzhechuanghudefengxichuijinlai，wennanwanpazaizhuoshang，jianbangsesuoleyixia。tacongshuimengzhongxinglai，taiqitou，dingzheqiangbishangdehua，hundundesixumanmanhuifuqingming。
tanaqizhuobiandeshoujikanleyanshijian。
20：30
congyizishangqishen，jiangchuanghuheyanhou，lakaimenquleketing。
zheigeshihouwaimianyijingshihunheiyipian，wennanwantaishouanliangyizhanluodideng，jiezhehunhuangdeguangqulebingxiangneili。
dakaibingxiang，conglimiansuishoulinleyipingjiu。
baiputaojiubuduanmaozheliangqi。
tadanshounazhe，lingyizhishounaqilezhuoshangdekaipingqi。
suizhe“ka”deyisheng，shafashangdeneibushoujiyexiangleqilai。
xiangshimeitingdao，tabuhuanbuxudewangbolibeilidaojiu。***chixuxiang，taduanzhedaohaodejiuquleshafaneili。
bingliangsekudejiushuihuajinhoulong，wennanwancaichediconggangcaidemenglihuishen。tazhuantoupieleyiyanshafashanghaizaixiangdeshouji，shixufan。
zhijianhualejieting，diankaimianti。
“nihesiwole，zenmeneimejiucaijiedianhua，”gangjietongjiushiyidaozhejidenvsheng。
“womeishi，”wennanwanzuolexialai，“nibuyongmeitianjiwodadianhua。”
“buchumen，bushejiao，wobudadianhua，paninatiansiledoumeirenzhidao，”kaiwanxiaodeyuqi，danlimiantouludewubushixinteng。
“buhuide，”tayuqiqinghuan，“biedanxin。”
xufantanlekouqi，zoudaochuangbian，xiangwangchangyiyangxunwen，“neinijintiandouganmale？”
“huahua，”ketingkongdiaoladehendi，wennanwanbajiubeifangdaozhuoshang，cheguoyizhangtanziguozhuleziji。
tingzhedianhuaneibianboliyuzhuozipengzhuangfachudeshengyin，xufanzhouleyixiameitou：“youzaihejiu？”
“没。”
“guyishenggangcaihewodadianhuashuoniyijingyoulianggexingqimeiqutaneilile。”
“woganjuezijimeishenmeshile。”
xufanxianranbufangxin：“yaochilema？”
“嗯。”
“有自残吗？”
“没。”
“shuijueni？zuijinhaishimianma？”
“比之前好很多。”
tingzhemeiyouzhengmianhuidadehua，xufantanlekouqi，“haishihuimengdaota？”
wennanwanchuixiayan，muzhizhijianwuyishidekouzheshizhizhifu，“meiyou。”
xufanzirantingchulenvhaihualideyouyu，minleminchun，“kanqunlixiaoxilema？zheizhouwuyaotongxuejuhui。”
dianhuaneibiananjingleyihuier，jimiaohouxiangqiqingpiaopiaoyiju，“tongxuejuhuitinghao。”
“yaoquma？”xufanshitanxingdiwen。
ertazaiwenchuzheijuhou，jiutingdaoneibianderenqingxiaoleyisheng，“woquheshima？”
xufanmeiyoulikejiehua，ershiditoukanxiangleshoujipingmu。
chenjilehenjiudebanjixiaoqunzaizheigexiawugewairenao，errenaodezuigenbenyuanyinhaishineigeheisetouxiangfadeneitiao，“qu。”
“wozheishikandaoshenmele？”
“看错了？”
“真假？”
“ganggangneitiaoshixiezhixunfadexiaoxi？”
“？”
kanzhebuzhidaoleijileduoshaowenhaodequnxiaoxi，xufanyouxieyouyu，erneigeheisetouxiangzaifawanneigezihoujiuzaiyemeihuiguozheixierendeyiwen。
tasikaoyihuier，haishijuedinggaosudianhuaneibianderen。
“他也会去。”
xufanzheijuhuashuochukou，dianhuaneibianmingxiananjinglexialai，buzhiguoleduojiu，chuanlaiyijuhenqingxiaode“ng。”
“zhendebuquma？”tayouyicixunwen。
dianhuaneibianchuanlainvhaiqinghuandehuxisheng，guolehenjiutacaihuanhuankaikou，“buqule。”
……
guaduandianhua，wennanwanbankaozaishafashangdianlegenyan。
xiangyanzaizhijiananjingranshao，tasixusuizheyanwumanmanpiaosan。
xuexiaomenwairenchaoyongdong，huoxiaohuonao，zhiyoutaduziyirenditouqianxing。
zheishihuranxiangqiyishenghuhuan。
“温南晚。”
她抬起头。
yigeheiyishaonianhaowuyuzhaodichuangjinletadeshixian，gezhexixirangrangderenqun，taxiaozhehanta。
tashenhoudejigepengyouzaiqihong，sizhouxingrendeshixianyedouchaotamenyongleguolai。
wennanwanrenyouyandiranshao。
huoyanzhuoshangpifu，tasihuganshoubudaoshentidetengtong，zhishixinzangmimimamadeteng。
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zhouwudetianhenyin，zaoshangbadianduodeshihouxiaqileyu，erzheiyixiaxixililijiushizhengtian。
tongxuejuhuidingzailewanshangbadian。
tamenzheiqunrendaxuedouyijingdasan，andaolilaishuo，zheizhonggaozhongtongxuejuhuiyibandoubutaiyouxingqucanjia。
kepianpianneirenzaiqunlishuolejuqu。
gaozhonggangbiyerenjudedoumeineimeqi，erzheicisinianhoudetongxuejuhui，renchabuduoquanle。
juhuididiandingzaileyijiajiuba。
baoxiangliguangyingjiaocuo，renaocaoza。
zaizheizhonghuanjingxia，yimoanjingdeshenyinggegeburu。
hunandejiaoluoli，nanshengbankaozheyibei，yaohuangdeguangyingxia，shiyizhangtiaobuchucuodelian。
xiangbiyusinianqian，tashenshangdeqizhigengrangrenzhemiqueyegengjiaweiju，guzilitouchujiaoyangderenshenshangwubusanfazhepiqiyinzhi。
zaichangwulunnannvmuguangjibendouyouyidiwangtashenshangpie，jigegaozhongshiqiguanxibucuodenanshengdouzhudongcouleshangqu。
buguoaiyutazhoushenchenlengdeqiya，dabufenrenyezhishidagezhaohujiushankaile。
dapozheifujumiandeshizharanyongjindezoulangguangxian，renmeikanqingjiuxiantingdaoleyidaokangfendenansheng，“wogeni？”
tangyutuimenerjin，shixianzaibaoxianglixunshi，zaikandaojiaoluozuoderenlikemaidabuzizouleguoqu，
“哥！”
tahanzhepuleguoqu，zhibuguozaikuaibaodaorendeshihou，aiyuneidaojinggaodeyanshentinglexialai。
xiezhixunkanzhezhandingzaizijimianqianderen，wanleyixiachunjiao，“zenmehaishineimeexin。”
“zheibushixiangnima，”tangyuxiaozhezuodaoletashenpang。
suizhetangyuzheidedaolai，baoxianglideqifenhuoluoqilai。yixiezaoxiangcoushangqianderenyedouyingleguolai。
buguochuzaihuatizhongjianderen，haishineifulenglengdandandeyangzi，duiyuyongshanglaidewenti，youyidameiyidadehuiyingzhe。
“zheijinianzaiguowaizenmeyang？”
“挺好。”
“还习惯吗？”
“嗯。”
“zenmeturanhuilailea？”
“想回就回来了。”
……
jilunwentixialai，zaichangderenyedounengganjuedaonanshengxingzhiqueque。
zheishibuzhidaoshirenqunlidesheitileyiju，“nimenyoutingshuoguowennanwandexiaoxima？ganjuegaozhongbiyehoutaxiangshixiaoshinijileyiyang。”
zheijuhuaxiangqideshunjian，yuanbenhuoredeqifenhuranbiandeganga。