第4章
suyanxiqianshidejiyizheicaihuanhuansuxingguolai。
tazenmejiuwangjiletamenshiyigebanjideni？
shenyuanquexiangshimeiyoutingdaotamendeduihua，chuimouningshizheta，zhoushenyingraozhewuxingdeyapogan。
“wowenni，shoushenmeshanghai？”tadeshengyindichen，daizheburongzhiyideyapo。
suyanxihuangluandijiangshixianshouhui，zhijianjihuyaozhajinzhangxin，qiangzhuangzhendingdao：“henimeiguanxi。”
dedaozheiyangdedafu，shenyuanmeitouweicu，zhoushenqiyayuefadilejifen。
mengjiuyanminruidichajuedaolejianbanuzhangdeqifen，lianmangshenshouzhuailezhuaishenyuan，dishengtixingdao：“shangkele，kuaihuiqu。”
suyanxijiuxiangshizhuazhulejiumingdaocaoyiban，congcongjiangshouzhongdeziliaofanghuidaokezhuolimian，dixiatouzhenglixiayijiekeyaoyongdaodeshuben。
yizhidaoshenhouderenlikai，tadezhijiandouhaizaizhibuzhudizhandou。
erjiuzaitamenzoulemeiduojiu，laoshibiandaizhekebenzoulejinlai。
zhishizheitangketawanquanjiutingbujinqu，mannaozidoushizheiduanduanyitianlishenyuanneirangrenzhuomobutoudexingwei。
tadaodixiangyaoganshenmeni？
weishenmemingmingtabuzaizhuisuizaitashenhou，tafanerzhuileshanglaini？
sisuozhiji，yijiaoquehuranbeirenqingqingzhuailezhuai，tadichuixiatou，jiuduishanglechengqingkuidanyoudemuguang。
shouxinlibeirenxiaoxinyiyidisaijinleyigexiaozhitiao。
dakaizhitiao，shangmianxiezhedehuaquebuyouderangtatixiaojiefei。
【shendalaozheifanying，buhuishixiangweinizuozhuba？tashibushibeinidezhenxindadongle？】
zhishizuijiaodexiaomeilaidejishuzhan，jijingdeketangshangquetuwudixiangqiletademingzi。
“shenyuan，suyanxi，nimenshanglaizuoyizuozheidaoti。”
jihushishunjian，zhenggejiaoshilimianbianxiangqileciqibifudeqihongsheng。
suyanximeitouweicu，xiayishijiuxuanzelejujue，“laoshi，wobuhui......”
“neizhenghaorangshentongxuejiaojiaoni。”
“......”
suyanxidunshiyakouwuyan。
daoyebunengguaizuilaoshide“cuohe”。
shizaishiyinweidangchuweilezhuiqiuta，meishaofadongshenbiandelaoshitongxuebangzhu。
zheigelaoshijiushitashoumaideqizhongyige。
zhanzaijiangtaishang，suyanxiteyixuanzelejulishenyuanzuiyuandeyigejiaoluo。
laoshisihuyeshidanxintazuobuxialaihuidiuren，suoyixuanzedetimujiandandilingrenhaoxiao。
qianshiweilenenggenshenyuanyoujiaoji，ruxuekaoshigentamenkaodetongyizhangshijuanqiekaodaolenianjidierdeta，chengjiyiluxiahuadaodezhongmoduan。
zhishiweilenengzhaodaoliyouyangqiuzheshenyuanjitajiangjidaoti，duojicijiechudejihui。
但现在......
taminleminchun，tuihoulejibukanleyiyanshenyuandetimu，ziguzidizuoleqilai。
xiangshixiangyaojitaheshenyuanduoyingzaoyixiexiangchudeshijian，shenyuandetimuhenyounandu，buyihuibanmianheibanbianbeixieman，jingshijidaoletadeshenbian。
“tongxue......”
suyanxiyouyupianke，qingshengkaikou，quebeishenyuanturandaduan：“nijiaowoshenme？”
“......”
shenyuanniezhefenbideshoufanglexialai，shengyinbingbusuanda，juliyuanderenhuoxuhuiyiweishenyuanshiweilejiaojitati。
danzhiyousuyanxizhidaotaxianzaidechujingyouduomejianao。
yuguangpiejianshenyuanzhiaodemuguang，fangfoshizaidengzheshenmedaanyibandeyangzi，youyupiankehou......
“yu......yuan？”
“ng。”sihushidedaolemanyidedafu，shenyuandeyuqiyinyindailejifenqueyue，“buhuile？”
taitoukanxiangtadedaan，meitoubianculeqilai，youkanlekantadetimu，meitoubiancudegengshen。
sishixiangdaoshenme，tadetongkongmoranshousuo，huitoukanxiangzijixiededaan。
“nizaizuowozheidaoti？”
suyanxipingjingdidianlediantou，“suoyiwokenengyexuyaoyidianweizhi。”
shenyuanjingzhendemomonuokaibanbu，dongzuodaizhejifenbenzhuodeshuncong
duitadiantouzhixiehou，suyanxibianzaidutourudaolejietizhongqu，yuanbencaozadejiaoshibuzhiheshianjinglexialai。
suizhezuihouyibideluoxia，suyanxiqingqingtuchuyikouzhuoqi，huitougangyaofangxiafenbihuizijidezuowei，queduishangletafanyongzhefuzaqingxudemuguang。
“zheidaoti......shisheijiaojinide？”shenyuandezhiwendaizhemomingdejiaozao。
suyanxibuyoudeganjuedaojifenmomingqimiao。
weishenmetahuileyiyangdongxi，jiuyidingyaoshisheijiaojitadeni？
sihushichajuedaoletadeyihuo，shenyuanzaidukailekou，“zheigenwojiaojinidejietifangfahesilu，xiangchahenda。”
suyanxichaotadedaanwangqu，quefaxiantabuzhishenmeshihoutinglebi，dabangeheibanjiangtadejietibuzhouyibubudizhanxianlechulai。
zhishiyinweiguoyuqingxi，suoyizhanyongdekongjianjiubiandedalehenduo。
fanguantade，daoxiangshishijuantigongdebiaozhundaanyiyang，tigongdebuzhoujiandancubao，chulejidaosuanshijiushidaanle。
“wobenlaijiuhui。”tafangxialeshouzhongdefenbi，bingbudasuangentaduozuojiuchan，“buguonihaishijinkuaizuowannidetimucaihao。”
huidaozijiweizhishangyihou，takandaolefangzaizhuozishangdeneizhangzhitiao。
zuijiaodaizheyimokuxiao，naqibizaishangmianxieleyiduanhuahou，yousaijinlezhuozilimian。
zheiyijieke，haisuanshixianganwushididuleguoqu。
xiake**gangxiang，suyanxilazhuchengqingkuideshoujiuchaozhewaimianpaoqu。
takebuxiangzaibeishenyuanduzhuzhiwenle。
lianggerenyilupaodaocaochangjiaoluo，qichuanyuyudikaozaileweilanshang。
“xixi，nigenshendalaodaodishishenmeqingkuanga？”
haimeidengtahuanguolai，chengqingkuijiucoudaoletademianqian，xiezhe“bagua”erzideyanjingliangdejingren。
什么情况？
tayexiangzhidaodaodishishenmeqingkuang。
“ruguoshuo......”suyanxishenxileyikouqi，sishizuolexujiudesixiangdouzheng，“wobuxiangxihuanshenyuanle，nixinma？”
yuanbentadouzuohaolechengqingkuihuohahadaxiao，huozhiyitadezhunbeile。
kerangtameiyouxiangdaodeshi，chengqingkuiquemengdilazhuletadeshou，manliandexinxi。
“真的吗？”
suyanxiweiweiyizheng，danyuqirengjiujianding，“zhende。”
“neitaihaoleba，wozaojiuganjueshenyuanpeibushangnile，bujiushizhangzhejiajinghaoyidian，zhangdeshuaiyidian，shencaihaoyidian......”
yueshishuoxiaqu，chengqingkuideshengyinjiuyuefadexiao。
“aiya，fanzhengjiushipeibushangni。”chengqingkuimanlianrenzhendikanxiangta，“xixi，nizhidegenghaode，youshihoukandaonizaitashenshangshouneimeduodeweiqu，beineimeduorendihui，woyehuihennanguo。”
怎么会不难过呢？
suyanxizhiganjuezheimezhangshijiandeweiquzhongyuzhaodaolefaxiedian，mengdibaozhutakuleqilai。
“xiexieni......kuikui......”
“wuwuwubuyongxie......”chengqingkuibuzhidaofashengleshenme，danyebeitadeqingxuganran，“jiushiganjueyoudiankexi，benlaiwohaimankeniliangdecpde......”