第四章

我真的不甘心。

nachushoujigaosuxuqingmeng:“woguliele。”

xuqingmengmashangjiwohuiledianhua:“zenmeleafan,haohaodezenmehuigulieni?”

“quzhaonidelushang,beiyiliangchezhuangdaole,yishengshuoshangleshigaoguding,yigeyuedoubunengdong,wonenglai

你这里住吗?”

“afan”,dianhuaneibianchuxianxuqingmengdexiaosheng,“biekaizheizhongwanxiaohaoma?”

我愣了下。

“wozhidaonixiangwola,danzheigekehuzhendehenzhongyao,zuijingongsiderendoumeifangjia”,tingdunlexia,“deng

mangwanzheigexiangmu,wozhijiexiujiahaobuhao,yidinghuayigeyueshijianpeini,xiangxinwo,woconglaibupian

你。”

“清梦……”

“baoqianbaobao,wozhendeyoudianmang,dengwomangwanzaidajini。”

budengwohuihua,tayijingbadianhuaguale。

xiangqitazaiyiyuanduichenyaodenongyanruanyu,gaoxialijian。

ruguobushiwodangshizaichang,kongpazhendehuixiangxintazuijinhenmang,wufatuoshenlaizhaoguwo。

wochenmodizhanzaitajiamenkou,yinweiyitiaotuibufangbian,zhinengtiaozhezou。

erwodenvpengyou,mangzhepeitabeicashangdetongshi,liannanyoushifouzhendeshoushangdoubuguanxinyixia,zhijieduan

定我在骗她。

zheichangmeiyouxiaoyandezhanzheng,buxuyaobi,yebuxuyaozhan,lianhaojiaodoumeiyouchuixiangwojiushudetiwuwanfu

了。

guoleyihui,woyoushuadaochenyaoxindepengyouquan,yizhangzhaopian:“ganxielaobanfangxiagongzuoyizhizhaoguwo,

woxuanbujitabanfazuijialaobanjiang。”

kanzhezhaopianlixiaodekaixindexuqingmeng,woturanmingle。

woduixuqingmengdeai,lijingqiniandechendian,yirujiwang,shenzhigenglie。

erta,huoxuyijingdanle。