李妍心里有了底。
shouhuikuaizi，juedingbuquchineigepaigu。
kezhanglannalihuijiuzheiyangfangguota？
jialidegezhonghuaxiaodourangtatoutengbuyi，zheiruguolaoernengchuqudafengongzhuanfengongzihuilai，neitiaojianjiuhuidadadedaogaishan。
laoershizuizhidaoxintengtadeduiba？
“sheituoxialaideyifujiurangsheixi，xiliangjianyifuyouleibusiren。”liyanshuodao。
yiwanshuiduanpingjiugerengugeren，bushitabuxintengmuqin，ershizheixienianle，tazuodezaihaoyehuanbulaifumugengduodexihuan。
tajiuxiangganjinduwandaxuezaodianchushehuigongzuo，neishihoulifumuyuanxierizizonghuihaoguoyidian。
zhanglantaitouqukanernver，tahenbuxihuanliyancikeshuochukoudehua。
什么叫自己顾自己？
yijiarenhaifenshenmeniyawode，nanbuchengbangfumubangjiejiedidixidianyifuhaiyaolixi？
jingjingdeshouruguoxiyifubiancule，jianglaizenmejiahaoduixiang？
pengfeineishigenanhaizi，nalihuixiyifu？zaishuoyemeitingshuosheijiaerzicongxiaopeiyangxiyifu，nanbuchengjianglaizhangdaqulelaopoyaojilaopoxiyifuzuofan？yixiangdaoxiaoerziyoukenengqushihouweilaideerxifu，zheirangzhanglanexinbuyi。
zijipengzaishouxinlipengdadeerzi，zenmenengbeirenshihuan？
xiangdaozheili，zhanglanyilianaiyuandingxiangzijishoushangdeshouwan，dao：“xingxingxing，buyongnimen，wozijixi！gancuijiuleisiwosuanle！”youzhongzhongtanxi，yiliankuxiang：“weileshengqianweilejiaonimenjiedichihaoyidian，wozheishengzhebingyizhituozhebukan，jiuweileshengdianyiyaofei……”
shenshangbushufuduozhangshijianle？bushiweileshengqian，taweishenmebuqukanyisheng？
tagaisi，tajiuyinggaijizheigejiazuolaomazi！
liyantinglemuqindehua，youdianbutaigaoxing。
jializhongnanqingnvyebushiyitianliangtian，tamadaizhutaxinaogengshisantianliangtou。
yiyangdenver，weishenmejiuzhuazhutabufanga？
“nishengxiadeqianyemeihuazaiwodeshenshang，chidehaoduiwolaishuoyeshicaishichangjianlaideqingcai。”
zijikuaiziyidong，tamajiuhenbudebayanzhuzidengchulai，yinyangguaiqiguaitabuzhidaoxintengdidibuzhidaoxintengfumu，tiantianduizhetasuku，xiangrangtazenmeyang？
“niyiweiwoyuanyijiancai？woruguoyouqianyouzheigetiaojian，woquganzheizhongdiurendeshiqing？nidajiechulexuexishenmedoubuzhidao，pengfeishigenanhaizixincu，mayuanbenjiuzhiwangninenglijiewo，jieguonixianzaiyeguaimameibenshijinihaoshenghuo……”zhanglanyigejidong，gengyanleqilai。
yuanbenyiweilaoerzuixintengta，xianzaiqiaozhe……yejiuneimehuishierba。
zhishishaochiyikoupaigu，xinlijiuguaishangleshengtayangtadejiazhang，ai！
liyanfangxiakuaizi，dao：“woxiwoxizongchengleba？”
tajiunamen，fumuzongshuojialitiaojianbuhao，nandaojialitiaojianbuhaoshijintiancaibuhaode？shenghaizizhiqianganshenmequle？
jiranzheishinimenyaoxuanzedeshenghuo，neiweishenmefanfanfufutiyinweihaiziduojialitiaojiancaibuhao？haiziduoneiguaitama？
zhanglanyibazhuaizhunverdeshou，jiangnveranhuizuoweishang。
liyanjiangzijideshoucongmuqinshouzhanglichoulechulai。
tazheishoushangdoushidongchuang，buxiangmuqinkanjian。
bieqiaoxianzaiyijingguolelichunjieqi，kewaitoudexiefengdazairendelianshang，henbudejiangliandazhong。zheilouwaitouqiaozhehaisuanfengguang，keshijineilipiyebushi。fangwudianxiangezhonglaohua，mingmingjiaolequnuanfeikenuanqiwendugenbenshangbulai，jiusuanzaishinei，**zhemianyimiankuyenengbarendongdebansi。
zhanglanxinxiang，jingjingneishoushengdejiao，zhandianliangdejiuhuishengdongchuang，nishuoyigenvhaiziliandanshipiaoliangle，yishenchushuangshou，shoumanshidongchuang，neihainengkanlema？
“laoera，maxianghenishangliangjianshi。”zhanglanhaoshenghaoqitongnverdazheshangliang。
liyanmeitouyitiao：“ma，nishuoba。”
想让她干什么？
捡李京京的衣服穿？
不是从小捡到大嘛。
haishixiangrangtajilijingjingxiyifu？
fanzhenglijingjingzaiyoubannian，zijihaiyouyinianbanyejiujietuole，xijiuxi！
youxieshihouliyanyehenyumen，zijibushifumuzuitengaidehaizi，chichuanyongmeiyoutakaoqiandedifang，keyidantaduimuqinshuogebuzi，tamajiuhaoxiangxiayimiaohuobuxiaquyaozhunbeitiaohedejiashi。
她不懂？
她懂。
dongdezheishimuqinzainaniezheta，kesheirangzijixinruanle？
活该呗。
“……nijiezheimashangjiuyaokaodaxuele，jialihaiyougepengfeimashangjiuyaoshanggaozhong，wohenibashizaishimeibanfagongtamenlianggerentongshidushu，nibadeyisijiushixiangrangnibudushule，zhaofengongzuobangjialikuanyukuanyushenghuo……mazhidaozheijianshiqingshangduibuqini，majinifashi，jianglainichujialemayidinghuijinidaiduoduodepeijia……”zhanglanfumozhexiaonverdeshou。
bumobuzhidao，yimoheyitiao。
zheihaizideshouzenmedoushidongchuang？
bitashoushangdedongchuanghaiduo？
这孩子！
yigenvhaizi，yidianbuzhidaobaoyangziji，jianglaishenmenanrenkenyaoniya？
liyandeshou，zhibuzhufadou。
zhanglanhaizaijixubaozheng：“nishuonvrenzheibeizitushenme？bujiutushenhouyougekeyichengyaoderen，yanyannifangxin，pengfeijianglaidaxuebiyetayidinghuiduinihao，dengnichujiayihoupengfeijinichengyao……”
liyanzhijuedeyanqianyihei，yongjinquanshendeliqituikaimuqin，ehenhenshuodao：“tazenmeduiwohao？”
zhiyinwei**feishigeerzi，jiuyaotaxishengweilaiqiantuqugong**fei？
zhanglanjianliyantaidufashenglebianhua，ganjinbaichumuqinpai，dishengquandao：“yanyana，zheigaokaonayouneimerongyikaoshangde？zaishuojiusuankaoshangwomenjiayenabuchulaixuefei，pengfeijianglaidushuchuletou，jiaotajinizuozhu，bangnizhaogongzuotinizhaopojia！”
nishuoshuonvhaizizheiyibeizibujiuqiuzheixie？
fanzhengnizijidushuquqiu，zuihouyebujiandenengqiudaohaodejieguo，haiburujibangledidihainengdedaodidideganen，zheiduohao！
bieshuoyanyan，zheijingjingzhendenengkaoshangdaxue，tahaibuxiaodequnalinongxuefeini！
shaobuledaoshihouhaidehuidaolaojia，aijiaaihuqujie。
xiangdaozheili，zhanglanjiuhenzijidedupibugouzhengqi。
ruguodangchudupizugouzhengqi，zhijieshengxialaipengfeijiumeiyoujintiandezheixiefannao。
“nitingmashuo，majinixiabaozheng……”
liyanlengxiao，zhijuedenaozitengdemashangjiuyaozhakai。
budushu，tahaiyouweilaima？
xianzainongyehuchuledushu，genbenmeiyouqitadechulu。
xianzaiduinongyehuyouneimeduodexianzhi，xiangdangchutamingmingkaoleneimegaodefenshu，zhiyinweitashinongcunhukoujiubuyunxutabaogaozhongdiangaozhong，ruguohukoumeibanfanongzhuanfei，tazheibeizizhudingyaomejiahuinongcunzhongdi，yaomedayibeizidelinggong。jiulianxiangyaodanggegongren，neiyeshichirenzuomeng。
zheixiemuqinbushibuxiaode，ketayijiuzuolezheiyangdejueding，liyanjuedexinhan。
jialitiaojianbuhao，haochihaochuandefumupianzhedajiehediditadounenglijie，ketadushubingmeiyouhuajialiduoshaoqian。niandezheigegaozhongshitapingbenshikaoshangde，erdajiehexiaodidechengjidouburuta，xianzaijingranyaofangqirangtadushu？
“pingshenme？jiusuanshilunchengji，yeyinggai**feibudu，tanengkaoshanggaozhongma？”liyanzhiwenmuqin。
didi**feidechengji，canburendu。
erqielaosandexinsigenbenjiumeifangzaidushushang，pingshenmebushilaosanbudu？
zhanglanyitingzheihua，lianmangdao：“nizheihaizijianzhiluanlai！pengfeishiwomenlaolijiaweiyidenanhaier，tabudushuzenmenengyouchutoudejihui？tayigenongyehujianglaiyebunengkaogongren，meiyouhaodegongzuotabushihuinongcunjiudequdalinggong，nixiangkannididiyibeizijiuzheiyangguole？”