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我做了个梦，
menglilushiyizhigenfengleyiyangzhuaizhewoshou，hongzheyanjing，jiaowobielikai。
tajinjinzhuaizhuwodeshouyizhigenwoshuozheduibuqi。
jiuzaiwoxiangyingtawobuzoudeshihou，huamianyoubianhuishangchangneitian。
lushibaozheneigenvdeduokai，neigenanrenzhengningzheliantixiangwodeduzi。
……
yiqidadeshengyinzaierbianhuanraozhe。
xuyishengshuxideshengyinzaiwoerbianxiangqi，“xiaxia，baobaohaizi，tingzhuha，weilebaobaoyeweileziji。”
duzilianzhexinzangdetengrangwochuanbuguoqilai，
woyonglidezhengkaiyanjing，kanzhexuyishengdedanyoudelian，wozhanglezhangzui，hongzheyanjinggentashuolesheng，“xiexie。”
wohuanhuannuodongzheshounuodonghuzaiduzishang，liuzheyanlei，mozhe，haihaobaobaohaizai……
wozhenbushiyigechengzhidehaomama，wobuyinggaipaoshangqianqu。
我差点就失去他了。
xuyishenggenwoshuo，wohaixuyaozaizhongzhengshiguanchajitiancainengchuqu。
tahaigenwoshuo，lushiyizhishouzaiicuwaini，dengtanshishijiandao，tajiuhuijinlaile。
wozhalezhafasuandeyanjing，xiangzheneitiantahuzheneigenvdebawobaoluzaineigenanrendeshiyeli，jiurenbuzhuliulei。
neigenvdejiushizailushiqianyiduizhaideshihou，paoxiatagenbierenpaodeneigechulian。
jiusuanshiruci，lushicengjingyemeiyoushuoguotarenheyijubuhao，shenzhibuyuanyigenrenherentiqitalai。
wonengzhidaozheixiehaishiyinweijiehunneitian，tadeyigexiongdihezuile，shuolouzuilewocaizhidaodetayougechulian。
meicitalaitanshiwo，wojiuzhuangshui。
taxianglaixingzimen，kanwoshuileyebushuoxieshenme。
jiubadunhaodejitangfangzaipangbian，zhishiwozhewodeshouyiyanbufa，zhidaohushiqingtalikai。
zhidaowocongciuzhuanquputongbingfangdeneiyike，tayoulaile。
genzhetayiqilaide，haiyoujingcha。
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yinweiwoshentideyuanyin，tamenyezhishijiandandeduiwozuolexiabilu。
shengxiadequanbudoujiaoyoulushichuli。
dantingtamendejiaotanwohaishitingchuleyidianbuduijing。
“weishenme，jitapeineimeduo？nidata，tazhishiqingshang，ni……”
wohoulongjiansedelihai，buganzhixindekanzheta，“niyongtashanghaiwodezheijianshihejiabaodeshiyiqiqisuta，xiangrangtapanzhongdian。taqulaolile，neigeqianjiunengluozaineigenvdeshouli，shiba？”
tachuixiatoufuzadikanzhewo，taxiangyaoshangqianlazhuwodeshou，woduokaile，“xiaxia……”
wokanzhetashoushanghaimeihaodeshangkou，citonglewodeyanjing，shiketixingzhe，wodelaogongweilebiedenvdezuoleduoshaoduoshao，“lushi，nichuqu。”
tashangqianqiangxingzhuazhuwodeshou，“xiaxia，nitingwojieshi。dangchutagenwoshoulehenduoku，woduibuzhuta，tayiqianbangguowohenduo。”
“rujinneige**zheiyangduita，womeibanfadangzuomeikanjian。talihunle，haiyaoyigerendaizhelianggehaizi。yigegangchusheng，haiyougecaisansui……xiaxianiyeshiyaozuomamaderenle，ninenglijietayigedanqinmamayouduoburongyiba。”
“wonengweitazuodezhiyouzheixiele，suanzuodangchuduitakuiqiandebaoda。”
woyonglizuanjinleshoushangdebeizi，yaxiazijixindideqifu，daizhejifenkusekanzheta，“lushi，womeinixiangdeneimedadu。”
“nixiangyaowozenmeyang？yaowolijiewolaogongweilebaohutadeqianren，bawozhizhiyuweixian？”
“lushi，womenlihunba。”
tayouxielengshen，“xiaxia，wo……zhidaozheijianshi，shiwobudui。”
“bienalihungenwozhiqihaoma？”
“kanzaihaizidemianzishangzaijiwogemibudejihuihaoma？”
womeiyouhuidatadewenti，ershianjingdehetaduishi，wenchulezangzaiwoxindidewenti，“lushi，ni……zhendeaiwoma？”
nideneixiebushanyanci，zhendeshibushanyancima？
haishiyinweiwo……bushineigeduideren？
nideqingxuneilian，yeshiyinweiwobushineigeduideren？
zheixienianwoyizhiyiweiwoduitahenzhongyao，dan……wozhendeduitayouneimezhongyaoma？
haoxiangzheixienianyilai，woyiweideaiyupeibanhaoxiangdoushigewoziyiweishidehuanxiangeryi。
tashangqianlouzhuwo，“xiaxia，nikeyishengqi，danshinibunenghuaiyiwoduinideai。”
我没有应他。
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wobuzhidaogaibugaiyuanlianglushi，danwohenqueding，zijishebudeduzilidebaobao。
riziguodehenkuai，duzijiuxiangchuiqiqiuyiyangde，yitianbiyitianda。
lushicongwochuyuankaishizaiyemeiyoujianguoneigeta，fandaoshiyuelaiyuezhanwo。
danwoshizhongbunengxiangyiqianneiyangduitale，
yinweiwoduziyuelaiyueda，taxianzaijibenbayingchoudoutuile。
takanqilaizhendehaoxiangshigefeichanghaodelaogonghebaba。
zheitianwanshangtadouhuanhaoshuiyiyaogenwoyiqijibaobaoniantaijiaogushideshihou，
yitongdianhuabatahanzoule。
tahaoxianghenji，genwoshuolejubaoqian，lianwaitaodoumeichuanhaojiupaolechumen。
woyigerennaqineibenbeihuangmangdiuxiadegushishu，zijikanleqilai。
jiuzaiwokuaiyaoshuizhedeshihou，
wodeshoujixiangle，xuyishengjiwofalaileyizhangzhaopian。
womangrandediankaizhaopian，shilushibaozheyigenvrenjinbingfangdezhaopian。
yiguliangyicuanshangwoxintou，wozhanzhezhijianladakanzhezhaopianshangmianlushideshenqing，
taneiwannianbubiandeshenqing，zaiciqilebodong，weilelingyigenvren。
wobuzhidaochuyushenmexinqing，kenengshiwufajieshou，woyizhikanzheneizhangzhaopian。
wozuozaiketingdengtahuilai，tashidiertianwanshangcaihuilaide。
tadakaidengkanzhewozuozaiketingliyanjinghonghongde，“xiaxia，zenmele？xinzangbushufuma？”
wohuikaitadeshou，“zuowanniqunale？”
tachenmolexiacaishuo，“gongsiyoujishi。”
yidileishuicongwolianshanghualuo，“lushi，weishenmepianwo？”
woshuaikaitadeshou，kuaibujinfangjian。
tazhuishanglaijieshi，“tazuotianzisha，zaizheilitaburenshiqitaren，jiuzhirenshiwo……”
wohongzheyanmou，yanlidoushileishuikanzheta，“neiyihouni？zhiyaotayixiangbukai，zuoweiwolaogongdeni，jiuyaoqupeita？”
takanjianwokuyouxiehuangluan，woshiyigehenshaokuderen，meitiandoushaleshalede。
“xiaxia……neishiyitiaorenming，wo……”
wodaduanletadehua，“lushi，tayaozisha，nikeyiyou100zhongjiejuefanganqubangtade，erbushigenwosahuang，yicicipeizheta，gentayiqihunao。”
woyoudianxinsuan，danwohaishishuochuleneijuhua，“lushi，niyaoshihaixihuanta，wokeyirangwei。”
tatingjianwodehuayixiazijiuchenmole，tahaishixuanzelewo。
tataochushoujilianxirenjineigenvshengzhaolezuihaodexinliyisheng，haiyouyixiezhuanyedepeihurenshikanzheta。
ranhoudangzhewodemianshanleheneigenvrendelianxifangshi。
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jiuzaiwoyiweiyiqiedouguoqudeshihou，woshoudaoleyigemoshengdeduanxin。
“jiang**，nibujuedeqiguaima？lushidangchumingminggangbeiwowopaoqi，jiuhenizaiyiqi。”
“nibujuedewomenzhangdehenxiangma？”
“jiang**，zhanzheyigebuainiderenyouyisima？”
“nibujiushi，liyongzheixieniandeqingfenhehaiziyizhidaodebangjiaashi，shanlewodelianxifangshi？”
“jiang**，nijuedeninengyongzheixiefamayaoxietaduojiuni？”
woqidezhenggerendouzaifadou，danzuihouwohaishijitahuilegexiaoxihuiqu，“jiuzainidangchuzaitaqianleyiduizhaideshihou，paoqitagenbierenpaole。nijiuyongyuanbibuguowo。”
dangchuwohetazaiyiqideshihou，tahaishigeyipinruxihaibeizhegaoejuzhaideqiongxiaozi，bamazhidaotadeqingkuanghou，buyuanyirangwohetazaiyiqi，shenzhihaifangchuhenhua，ruguowohetazaiyiqijiugenwoduanjueguanxi。
tamenyiweiwozheigebeitamenjiaoyangzhangda，chibuleyidianku、shoubuleyidianqideda**，huihenkuaituoxiehuijiaqu。
danshiwojianchixialaile，wopeitayiqizhuzaizhiyoubazhangdadekanbujianguangdedixiashili，meiyoukongdiao、meiyoureshui。
jiushizaineigedifang，tajiwodaishangleyigesuliaojiezhi，tahongzheyanjingguizaiwomianqiangenwoshuo，tayidingbuhuirangwoshiwangde。
taqueshihennuli，henlihai，tayongleduanduanjinianjiuhaiqingzhaile，haibagongsiyuezuoyueda，xianzaitayijingchengweizuinianqingyouweideshangshigongsilaoban。
womeiyoubaneigenvrenjiwofaduanxindeshiqinggaosuta。
womenhaoxiangyiranheyiqianyiyangshenghuozhe，danshihaoxiangyouyounaliyouxiebutong。
lushiyeyinweiwodeyuefendale，manmanjianshaogongzuo，jinkenengdezaijiapeizhewo。
shijianguodezhendehenkuai，wokanlekanshijian，chuolechuopangbianchuligongzuodelushi，“daochanjianrizile。”
wohelushiyiqilaidaoyiyuan，wodeqingkuangbaochidehenhao，xinzangfuhedeqingkuanghaishizaikekongfanweineide。
wolouzhetadeshougentayiqikanzhebaobaodebchao。
xuyishengkanzhewoshaxiaodeyang，xiaolexiaojiaodaidao，“suiranmuqianqingkuanghenkeguan，danshiluxianshengnihaishiyaozhuyixiaxiadeqingkuang，tebieshibuyao**ta。”
“taxianzaizhendejiugengeciwawayiyang，nipingshiduokanzhedianta。”
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kuainiandile，lushisuiranjianqinggongzuoliangpeiwo，danhaishiyaohuiquzhuchidaju，yebiandemangqilaile。
wozaijiajibaobaozhizhexiaomaozi，buzhidaoweishenmeyouzhongbuandexinhuanggan。
wonaqishoujichouzherizi，zheimekuaijiudaowomendejiehunjinianrile。
wangnianwulunzaimangtadouhuihuilaipeiwoguojiehunjinianride，danshiwokanzheqiangshangdezhong，yijingxiabanhenjiule，tazenmehaimeihuilai？
wonaqidianhuabodatadedianhua，meiyourenjie。
buzhidaoweishenmexinzangtiaodehenkuai，buandeganjuebiandegengjiajulie。
woyoubodatamishuxiaowangdedianhua，xiaowangshuotajintianhenzaojiuxiabanle。
jiuzaiwozhuizhuibuandijilushifaduanxin，jiaotakanjianxiaoxihuiwodeshihou。
lushijiwofaletiaoxiaoxi，jiaowokaichequjieta。
wosuiranyouxieqiguai，yinweizicongwohuaiyunhou，lushijiuburangwokaichele。
wokanzhelongqidedaduzi，chilidezhanqilai，daleyiliangchedaoneigedizhi。
wogenzhedaohangzoudaoleyigehuangwurenyandefeilouqian，wobuandeganjuedaodalejizhi，wozhuanshenxiangzou。
陆拭的电话又来了。
“老公，你在哪？”
“是我，江夏。”
“laidoulaile，zoushenme，jiangxianijiuzhendebuhaoqilushidaodiaideshinihaishiwoma？”
是那个女的。
woyouxiebunaifandeshuozhe，“nishibushiyoubing？tiantianshangganzheqiangbierenlaogong？”