“shennvshi，zheifenyizhu，ninquedingbuzaixiugailema？”“wosihou，suoyoucaichan，quanbuliujizhoumingyu。
”wodeqinshengnverqinyue，jiuguizaiwodechuangbian。tasihouwotanhuanzaichuangzhengzhengshiernian。chihelasa，
wuweibuzhi。suoyourendoukuataxiaogandongtian。kexianzai，wodewanguanjiacai，yifenqiandoubuhuiliujita。
1lvshiwangpengtuiletuibiliangshangdejinsiyanjing，jiangshoulideyizhuwenjianyouchaowomianqiandiledi。
tadedongzuolidaizheyisibuyichajuedeyouyu，sihuxiangzuihouyiciquerenwodejueding。“shenhuilannvshi，
woxuyaozaigenninquerenyibian。ninjuedingjiangmingxiasuoyoudebudongchan，baokuosantaobieshu、wugeshangpu，
yijininchiyoude‘huayuejituan’baifenzhiwushidegufen，quanbuzaininshenguhou，wuchangzengyujizhoumingyuxiansheng。
shizheiyangma？”wodebingfanglisiyibanjijing，zhiyouxindianjianhuyifachudandiaodedidisheng，
xiangshizaiweiwodeshengmingdaoshujishi。guizaiwochuangbiandenverqinyue，shentimengdiyizhan。
taneizhangyinweichangnianlaoleierxiandeyouxielahuangdelianshang，shunjianxuesejinshi。tataiqitou，nanyizhixindikanzhewo，
yishuangaochulehongxuesideyanjingli，shengmanlezhenjingheweiqu。“ma？”takaikou，
sangzigansedexiangshibeishazhimoguo，“wanglvshigangcaishuoshenme？wo……womeitingqing。”womeiyoukanta，
muguangluozaitianhuabancanbaidedengshang，neiguangcidewoyanjingfasuan。woyongjinquanshenliqi，
conghoulonglijichujigezi：“nitingqingle。”zheisigezixiangshiyijizhongchui，henhenzazaiqinyuedexinshang。
tadeshentihuanglehuang，chengzaidishangdeshoudouzaifadou。tashenbiandejigeqinqi，wodedidishenguoan，
dixizhangcuifen，yedouluchulejingedeshenqing。“jie！nizheishishenmeyisi？”shenguoandiyigetiaoleqilai，
taneizhangjingmingdelianshangmanshijiqie，“xiaoyuezheixienianzenmeduinide，womenjiefanglinjusheibuzhidao？
nitanleshiernian，tajiushoulenishiernian！weilezhaoguni，talianduixiangdoumeizhao，
yingshengshengbazijituochenglelaoguniang！nixianzaiyaobaqianquanjiyigewairen？niduideqitama？
”zhangcuifenyegenzhefuhe，shengyinjianlidecier：“jiushia，jie！zhoumingyushishei？
yigebaganzidabuzhedewairen！nishibushibinghutule？kebunengzuozheizhonghutushia！zheiyaoshichuanchuqu，
bierenbudechuowomendejilianggu，shuowomenlaoshenjiaderenmeiliangxinma？”tamendeshengyinzaibingfangliwengwengzuoxiang，
chaodewotoutengyulie。wobishangyanjing，naohailiqueqingxidifuxianchushiernianqiandeneigeyuye。dianshanleiming，
wozhangfuqinzhengyangdechechongchuhulan，zhuirujiangzhong。dengwojiedaoxiaoxigandaoyiyuan，zhikandaoyijubinglengdeshiti。
congneitianqi，wodetianjiutale。meiguoduojiu，woyinweibeishangguodu，tufanaoyixue，congcitanhuanzaichuang。
zheishiernian，queshishiqinyuezaizhaoguwo。taweiwoduanshiduanniao，caxishenti，riyebuli。qinqipengyoumendoushuo，
wosuirantanle，dannengyouzheimeyigexiaoshunnver，shishangbeizixiulaidefuqi。woyecengyiduzheimerenwei。
zhidaobannianqian，wowuyizhongtingdaoletaheshenguoanzaimenwaideduihua。neishengyinhendi，quexiangcuiledudezhen，
yigengenzhajinwodexinli。“ma，wanglvshizaiwennihuani！”qinyuedekushengdaduanlewodesixu，
tazhuazhewodeshou，leishuiyididiluozaiwodeshoubeishang，guntangguntangde，“nigaosuta，yizhuxiecuole！
nideqiandoushiyaoliujiwode，duibudui？neigezhoumingyushishei？wogenbenburenshita！ma，nikuaishuohuaa！
”wohuanhuanzhengkaiyan，kanzhetaleiliumanmiandelian。zheizhanglian，cengjingshiwoweiyideweijie，
rujinquerangwogandaoyizhenzhenfazigusuidehanyi。womanmandi，yigenyigendi，baikaitadeshouzhi。“wanglvshi。
”wozhuantoukanxiangyilianweinandewangpeng，yongjinliqishuo，“jiuzhaowoshuodeban。qianziba。”“jie！”“ma！
”shenguoanheqinyuetongshifachujinghu。qinyuexiangshibeichouzoulesuoyouliqi，tanzuozaidishang，
haotaodakuqilai：“weishenmea……ma，zheidaodishiweishenmea！wodaodizuocuoleshenme，niyaozheimeduiwo？
wosihoulenishierniana！wobawozuihaodeqingchundoujinile！
nijingranyaobaqianjiyigewolianmingzidoumeitingguodewairen！nidexinshitiezuodema？”tadekushengqili，
chongmanlejuewanghekongsu，meiyigezidouxiangshizaizhiwenwodeboqingguayi。bingfangwaidezoulangshang，
yijingyouhaoqidebingrenhehushizaitantoutannao。shenguoandeliansezhangchenglezhuganse，tazhizhewodebizi，
qidehunshenfadou：“shenhuilan！nifengle！nijueduishifengle！xiaoyue，biekule！nimajiushilaohutule！
zanmenburenzheifenyizhu！dabulequfayuangaota！wojiubuxin，zheitianxiahaiyoumeiyouwangfale！”“dui！gaota！
”zhangcuifenyejianjiaozhe，“rangsuoyourendoukankan，tashizenmeduidaizijideqinshengnverde！
”wolenglengdikanzhetamen，kanzhezheiduizaiwomianqianyanleshijinianxidejiedi。“gaowo？
”wofachuyishengweiruodelengxiao，“haoa。wodengzhe。”shuowan，wobuzailihuitamendechaonao，
duizhewangpengshuo：“wanglvshi，qingnixianzaijiuquban。lingwai，bangwoqingyiweitehu，ershisixiaoshide。
congjintianqi，wobuxiwangzaikandaotamen。”wangpenglengleyixia，danhaishidianlediantou：“haode，shennvshi。
”tashoushihaowenjian，kuaibulikailezheijianchongmanhuoyaoweidebingfang。bingfangli，zhishengxiaqinyuesixinliefeidekusheng，
heshenguoanfufuqijibaihuaidezhouma。“shenhuilan，nigemeiliangxindedongxi！”“nihuizaobaoyingde！
”qinyuepazaidishang，kudeshangqibujiexiaqi，tataiqitonghongdeyanjing，sisididingzhewo，neilimianchulebeishang，
haiyouyisiwocongweijianguodeyuandu。“ma，nihuihouhuide。”tayiziyijudishuo，“niyidinghuihouhuide。
”wopingjingdihuiwangzheta。houhui？bu。wozuihouhuide，shizhidaobannianqian，caikanqingnimendezhenmianmu。
wodejihua，caiganggangkaishi。erzheifenyizhu，jiushilakaidamudediyishengzhongxiang。2wanglvshidexiaolvhengao，
budaobangexiaoshi，liangmingchuanzhezhifudebaoanjiuchuxianzailebingfangmenkou。tamenshenhou，
genzheyiweikanqilaishifenganliandezhongniannvhugong。“shennvshi，ninhao，woshinindetehu，wojiaoliping。
”hugongduiwodianlediantou，ranhoubiankaishimalidizhengliwodechuangpu，jianchashuyeguan。
baoanzemianwubiaoqingdiduizhehaizaikunaodeshenguoanyijiashuo：“sanwei，qingnimenlikelikaizheili，
buyaoyingxiangbingrenxiuxi。”shenguoanhaixiangsapo，dankandaobaoanneikuiwudeshencaiheburongzhihuidetaidu，
zuizhonghaishimeigandongshou。tazhinengehenhendidenglewoyiyan，zhuaiqihaizaidishangkuqideqinyue。“zou！xiaoyue！
zanmenzou！zheizhonglangxingoufeidema，buyaoyeba！jiujiujinizuozhu！wojiubuxin，
zheitiandixiameiyoushuolidedifangle！”qinyuebeitalachezhe，yibusanhuitoudikanzhewo，
yanjinglideyuanhenjihuyaoningchengshizhi。“ma，wozuihouwenniyibian。”tadeshengyinsiya，daizhezuihoudexiwang，
“nizhende……yifenqiandoubuliujiwoma？”wobishangyanjing，lianyigezidoulandezaiduitashuo。
wodechenmojiushizuijuejuedehuida。qinyuefachuleyishengjuewangdebeiming，
zhongyubeishenguoanhezhangcuifentuochulebingfang。shijiezhongyuqingjingle。wonengganjuedaotehulipingzaidaliangwo，
tadedongzuohenqingrou，danchongmanlezhuanyerenshideshenshi。“shennvshi，xuyaobangninfangeshenma？
ninbaochiyigezishitaijiule。”taqingshengwen。“xiexie。”woxuruodihuiying。zaitadebangzhuxia，
wohuanlegezishi。shentidemamuhesuantongshaoweihuanjieleyixie，danxinlideneikuaidashitou，queyueyayuechen。
wozhidao，congjintianqi，wojiangchedihewodenver、wodedidijuelie。zaisuoyourenyanli，
wochengleyigelengkuwuqing、wangenfuyidefengpozi。danzheidouwusuowei。wokanzhechuangwaihuimengmengdetiankong，
sixuzaicipiaohuilebannianqiandeneigexiawu。neitiantianqihenhao，
qinyuetuizhewodelunyizaixiaoqudehuayuanlishaitaiyang。tajielegedianhua，shuoshiyaoquchaoshimaidiandongxi，
rangwozaizheilidengta。wodangshibingweiduoxiang。ketazouhoubujiu，
wojiutingdaolebuyuanchujiashanhoumianchuanlaileyadiledeshuohuasheng。shiqinyueheshenguoan。“jiujiu，nifangxin，
yaoyizhidouzaianshijitachi。yishengshuole，zheizhongyaochixiaqu，renhuimanmanbiandechidun，jiyiliyehuishuaitui，
dancongwaibiaoshanggenbenkanbuchulai。dengdaoshihoutarenmeile，gongsidegufenbujiuquanshinidele？
”shiqinyuedeshengyin。wohunshendexueyezaineiyishunjiandouninggule。jinjiezhe，
shishenguoandeyidexiaosheng：“haishiwodexiaoyuecongming。nibadangnianjiubugaibagongsijiaojishenhuilanneigenvren，
tayisi，gongsijiugaishiwode！yaobushini，wohaizhenbuzhidaozenmebagongsinongdaoshou。nifangxin，
dengshichengzhihou，jiujiukuidaibuleni，jinibaifenzhishidegufen，gouniyibeizichihebuchoule！
”“xiexiejiujiu。buguo……matabijingshiwoqinma，wozheimezuo，xinlihaishiyoudian……”“furenzhiren！
nibuxiangxiang，tayaoshihaole，nengrangnijieguangongsima？tayaoshibacaichanjilebieren，
nizheishijinianbushibaisihoule？xiaoyue，niyaohenxiaxinlai！zanmenzheishizainahuibengaishuyuwomendedongxi！
”houmiandehua，wozaiyetingbuqingle。wodenaoziliwengwengzuoxiang，xiangshiyouyiwanzhimifengzaitongshizhenchi。
yuanlairuci。yuanlaizheishiernianwuweibuzhidezhaogu，doushiyichangjingxincehuadepianju。wodenver，
woweiyideqinren，jingranpanzhewozaodiansi。tajiwochideneixiesuoweide“buyao”，
jingranshixiangbawobianchengyigechidaidemanxingduyao。erwodeqindidi，
gengshicongyikaishijiujiyuzhewozhangfuliuxiadejiachan。wozhangfuqinzhengyangdesi，zhendezhishiyichangyiwaima？
yigekepadeniantou，xiangdusheyiyangzuanjinlewodexinli。congneitianqi，wokaishizhuangzuobingqingjiazhong，
shuohuayuelaiyuehanhu，fanyingyeyuelaiyuechidun。wojiangtamenweijiwodeyaozangleqilai，toutouhuanchengleweishengsu。
wobixuhuoxiaqu。wobujinyaohuoxiaqu，wohaiyaochaqingchuzhengyangdesiyin，yaorangzheixiepizherenpideelang，
fuchuyingyoudedaijia。erzhoumingyu，jiushiwojihuazhongzuizhongyaodeyihuan。
tashiqinzhengyangshengqianzuixinrendezhulizhouhaideerzi。dangnian，zhouhaiweilebaohuyifenzhongyaodeshangyejimi，
heqinzhengyangyiqizaineichang“yiwai”zhongsangsheng。zheimeduonian，woyizhizaianzhongzizhuzhoumingyudushu，
zhidaotadaxuebiye，chengweileyimingchusedelvshi。wozhisuoyilixiazheiyangyifenyizhu，
jiushiyaobaqinyueheshenguoanbishangjuelu。tamenyiweiwolaohutule，yiweishengquanzaiwo。tamenjueduixiangbudao，
zheizhishiwoweitamenzhunbeideyichanghongmenyan。yizhenshouji**daduanlewodesixu。shitehulipingdeshouji。
tazoudaoyangtaiqujiedianhua，shengyinyadehendi，danwohaishiyinyuetingdaolejigezi。“……fangxin，
douanninshuodebanle。”“……taxianzaihenxinrenwo。”“……haode，zhouxiansheng。”wodexinmengdiyitiao。
zhouxiansheng？shizhoumingyuma？lipinggualedianhua，zouhuibingfang，tadeshentaihezhiqianmeiyourenhebutong，
yijiushineimezhuanyehegongjing。“shennvshi，ninyaoheshuima？”wokanzheta，meiyoushuohua。zheigetehu，
shiwangpenglvshizhaolaide。erwangpeng，shiwotongguozhoumingyulianxishangde。suoyi，lipingyeshizhoumingyuderen？
tazheimezuodemudeshishenme？shixiangtongguolipinglaijianshiwo，haishibaohuwo？yishunjian，
wodexinliyongqilewushudecaice。woyuanyiweizhoumingyushiwofuchoujihuazhongdeyimeiqizi，kexianzaikanlai，
shiqingsihuyuanbiwoxiangxiangdeyaofuza。zheigenianqingren，tadaodixiangzuoshenme？wodejihua，
huibuhuiyinweitadejieru，erchanshengwufayuliaodebianshu？3jiexialaidejitian，bingfangliyichangpingjing。
qinyueheshenguoanmeiyouzailainaoshi，sihuzhendezhunbeizoufalvchengxu。tehulipingbawozhaogudehenhao，
tahuabuduo，danzuoshijiqixixin，biqinyuezaideshihouhaiyaozhoudao。tahuidingshijiwo**jiangyingdejirou，
peiwoliaotianjiemen，shenzhihuidubaozhijiwoting。danwoxinlineigenxian，queshizhongjinbengzhe。lipingyueshiwanmei，
woxinlijiuyueshibuan。zhoumingyudaodixiangganshenme？taanpaiyigezheiyangderenzaiwoshenbian，yituhezai？
wobuganbiaoxianchusihaodehuaiyi，yijiubanyanzheneigeshentixuruo、shenzhibuqingdelaoren。woxuyaoshijian，
xuyaogengduodexinxilaipanduanyanqiandejushi。zheitianxiawu，lipingfuwodaochuangbianzuoxia，
yangguangnuanyangyangdizhaozaishenshang，woqueganjuebudaoyisinuanyi。louxia，yiliangheisedejiaochehuanhuantingxia。
chemendakai，yigechuanzhebitingxizhuangdenianqingrenzoulexialai。shizhoumingyu。tabiwojiyizhonggengjiatingba，
yegengjiachenwen。tadelianshangmeiyoushenmebiaoqing，danneishuangyanjing，queruilidexiangying。wodexintiaolouleyipai。
talaile。tataitou，chaowobingfangdechuangkoukanleyiyan。womendeshixianzaikongzhongjiaohui，zhiyouduanduanyishun，
tabianyikailemuguang，zoujinlezhuyuanbudalou。jifenzhonghou，wodebingfangmenbeiqiaoxiangle。lipingqukailemen。
“zhouxiansheng。”tadeshengyindaizheyisigongjing。“lijie，xinkule。”zhoumingyudeshengyinhenpingjing，
“nixianchuquyixia，wogenshennvshidanduliaoliao。”“haode。”lipingmeiyousihaoyouyu，zhuanshenlikailebingfang，
haititiediweiwomenguanshanglemen。bingfanglizhishengxiawohezhoumingyu。tameiyoulikekaikou，
ershizoudaowodebingchuangqian，zixididaliangzhewo，yedaliangzhezheijianbingfang。tademuguangsaoguoxindianjianhuyi，
saoguowochuangtoudeyaoping，zuihou，luozailewodelianshang。“shenayi，ninkanqilaibiwoxiangxiangdeyaohaoyixie。
”tazhongyukaikoule。womeiyouhuiying，zhishiyongyizhonghunzhuoermangrandeyanshenkanzheta，fangfoburenshitayiban。
yanxi，jiuyaoyan**。zaimeiyoumoqingtadedixizhiqian，wobunengbaoluziji。
zhoumingyusihubingbuzaiyiwodefanying，taziguzidilaguoyizhangyizi，zaiwochuangbianzuoxia。“wozhidao，
ninxianzaiyidingyouhenduoyiwen。”takanzhewo，yiziyijudishuo，“biru，woweishenmeyaojieshounindezengyu，
biru，woweishenmeyaoanpailipinglaizhaogunin。”wodexinzangmengdishousuoleyixia。tajingranquandoushuochulaile。
tazhidaowozaixiangshenme。zheigenianqingren，biwoxiangxiangdeyaolihaideduo。“shenayi，womenzuogejiaoyiba。
”tashentiweiweiqianqing，yadileshengyin，“ninbaninzhidaodeyiqiedougaosuwo，guanyuwofuqin，guanyuqinshushu，
guanyuneichangchehuo。erwo，bangninnahuishuyunindeyiqie，bingrangneixiehailetamenderen，dedaoyingyoudechengfa。
”tadehuaxiangyikezhalei，zaiwodenaohaizhonghongranzhaxiang。taguoranzhidao！
tazhidaotafuqinheqinzhengyangdesibushiyiwai！wosisididingzheta，shitucongtaneizhangnianqingerlengjingdelianshang，
kanchuyisipozhan。dantameiyou。tadeyanshenjiandingerzhizhe，limianranshaozhehewoyiyangdehuoyan，
neishifuchoudehuoyan。“ni……pingshenme？”wozhongyukaikou，shengyinshayadelihai，
xiangshiliangkuaishengxiudetiepianzaimoca。zhoumingyudezuijiao，gouqileyimojidandehudu，neibushixiao，
ershiyizhongbinglengdezixin。“jiupingzheige。”tacongsuishendegongwenbaoli，nachuleyifenwenjian，didaowomianqian。
neishiyifenchenjiudejiaotongshiguzerenrendingshu。rendingshudezuihou，youyixingshouxiedebeizhu，zijiliaocao，
jihunanyibianren。“chachexitongzaorenweipohuai。”wodehuxishunjiantingzhile。zheishidangnianneichangchehuodejuanzong！
zheizhongneibuwenjian，tashizenmenongdaode？“wofuqinqushideshihou，wocaishisui。
”zhoumingyudeshengyindicheneryouli，“danwojide，tachushiqianyitianwanshang，
cengjinghenjinzhangdijiwomuqindaguoyigedianhua。tashuo，
tanadaoleyifenzuyirangshenguoanheqinyueshenbaimingliedezhengju。tahaishuo，
qinzhengyangtaixiangxinzijidemeimeihenverle，tahendanxinqinshushudeanwei。”“diertian，
tajiuheqinshushuyiqi，sizaileneichang‘yiwai’li。”zhoumingyukanzhewo，yanjinglifanyongzhetongkuhechouhen。
“zheimeduonian，woyizhizaicha。wokaoshangzhengfadaxue，jinrulvshishiwusuo，jiushiweileyouyitian，
nengqinshoubaneixiexiongshousongjinjianyu。zheifenzerenrendingshu，shiwohualehendadaijiacaizhaodaode。
chachebeirendongleshoujiao，dandangshifuzekanchaxianchangderen，quebeishenguoanmaitongle，jiangzheiyiqiedouyangaileguoqu。
”wozhijuedeyizhentianxuandizhuan，yanqianfahei。yuanlai，wozuikepadecaice，jingranshizhende。bujinjinshitucai，
tamenhaiyaohaiming！qinyue……wodeqinshengnver……tajingrancongneimezaoyiqian，jiuheshenguoantongliuhewule！
yiguxingtianyongshanghoulong，womengdikesouqilai，kedesixinliefei。“shenayi！”zhoumingyulikezhanqilai，
qingqingpaidazhewodehoubei。wozhuazhutadeshoubei，zhijiajihuyaoqiajintaderouli。wokanzheta，
yongjinquanshendeliqiwen：“zhengju……nifuqinshuodezhengju，shishenme？”zhoumingyudebiaoqingbiandeningzhong。
“wobuzhidao。”tayaoleyaotou，“wofuqinmeiyoushuo。zheiyeshiwolaizhaonindeyuanyin。woxiang，
qinshushuyidingbaneifenzhengju，zangzaileyigezhiyounincaizhidaodedifang。
”zhiyouwocaizhidaodedifang……wodenaohaizhongshunjianshanguowushugeniantou。jialidebaoxianju？yinxingdebaoguanxiang？
haishi……turan，yigebeiwoyiwanglehenjiudewujian，mengdifuxianzaiwodenaohaili。
shiqinzhengyangsongjiwodeneigeeluositaowa。tashuo，neishiwomenaiqingdejianzheng，
limianzangzhetaxiangduiwoshuoyibeizidemimi。4neigeeluositaowa，shiqinzhengyangcongguowaichuchadaihuilaide。
yitaoqige，shougonghuizhi，meiyigedouchuanzhebutongfenggedeminzufushi，jingzhidexiangyishupin。qinzhengyangqushihou，
woduwusiren，beitongnandang，bianjiangtahezhangfudeqitayiwuyiqi，
suojinleshufangzuilimiandeyigezhangmuxiangzili，zaiyemeiyoudakaiguo。nandao，zhengjujiuzangzailimian？
zheigeniantouyidanshengqi，bianzaiyewufaezhi。wobixuhuiqu！wobixulikenadaoneigetaowa！
“woyao……huijia。”wozhuazhuzhoumingyudeyixiu，jiqiedishuo。zhoumingyufuzhuwo，tadeshouhenwen，
jilewoyisililiang。“shenayi，ninbieji。”taanfudao，“ninxianzaideshentizhuangkuang，bushihechuyuan。
erqie，qinyueheshenguoankendingpairendingzhezheili，ninyiyoudongzuo，tamenjiuhuizhidao。”wodangranzhidao。
kewodengbulele。meiduodengyitian，weixianjiuzengjiayifen。shenguoanheqinyuejiranganxiadushou，
jiujuebuhuijiwofanpandejihui。tamenxianzaizhishibeiwodeyizhuzanshidamengle，yidantamenfanyingguolai，
yidinghuicaiqugengjiliedeshouduan。“ni……bangwo。”wokanzhezhoumingyu，jihushizaikenqiu。
zhoumingyuchenyinlepianke，sihuzaikuaisuquanhenglibi。“hao。”tazhongyudiantou，“wolaianpai。danbushixianzai。
womenxuyaoyigewanwuyishidejihua。”tadelengjingrangwoshaoweiandingleyixie。shia，bunengji。
woyijingdengleshiernian，buzaihuzaiduodengjitian。“neigetehu……”wohaishiwenchulexinlideyilv。
“lipingshiwoderen，tayiqianshibuduilidehushi，shenshouhenhao，youtazai，nindeanquanbuyongdanxin。
”zhoumingyujieshidao，“worangtalai，yishiweilebaohunin，ershiweilejianshiqinyuetamendedongxiang。
ninmeitianchileshenmeyao，jianleshenmeren，tadouhuixiangwohuibao。”yuanlairuci。woxinlineikuaixuanzhedeshitou，
zhongyuluoxialeyiban。zhishao，zhoumingyuhewozhanzaitongyitiaozhanxianshang。“shenayi，ninhaohaoxiuxi，yangzujingshen。
”zhoumingyuzhanqishen，“shengxiadeshiqing，jiaojiwo。santianhou，shiqinshushudejiri。woxiang，
neitianhuishiyigehaojihui。”qinzhengyangdejiri……woxinzhongyidong，likemingbailetadeyisi。
meiniandezheiyitian，qinyuedouhui“pei”woyiqiqumudikanwangqinzhengyang。zheiyijingchengleyigeleidabudongdeguanli。
jinnian，xiangbiyebuhuiliwai。erzhei，jiushiwomenlikaiyiyuan，huijiadezuihaojiekou。zhoumingyuzouhou，
lipinghenkuaijiuhuidaolebingfang。taxiangshishenmedoubuzhidaoyiyang，jixuzhetadegongzuo，jiwoliangtiwen，cexueya。
wobishangyanjing，jiazhuangshuizhele，naoziliquezaifeisudiyunzhuan。wokaishizixihuiyiqinzhengyangshengqiandezhongzhongxijie，
shituzhaochugengduoguanyuneifen“zhengju”dexiansuo。zhengyangshiyigefeichangyanjinxixinderen，tajiranshuoyouzhengju，
jiujuebushikongxuelaifeng。tabazhengjuzangzaitaowali，jichurenyiliao，youzaiqinglizhizhong。yinweineigetaowa，
duiwolaishuoyiyifeifan，woyidinghuihaohaobaoguan。ketaweishenmebuzhijiegaosuwoni？
shiyinweitahaibuquedingqinyueyecanyuqizhong，pawoshangxinma？haishi……tayijingmeiyoujihuikaikoule？
yixiangdaozheili，wodexinjiuxiangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshoujinjinjiuzhu，tongdewufahuxi。shijianzaijianaozhongguodefeikuai。
disantianyizao，bingfangmenjiubeituikaile。qinyuezoulejinlai。takanqilaiqiaocuilehenduo，yanjinghongzhong，
xiangshikuleyizhengye。tameiyouxiangwangchangyiyangxuhanwennuan，zhishilengbingbingdizhanzaichuangbian。“jintianbadejiri，
wodainiqumudi。”tadeshengyinlimeiyouyisiganqing。womeiyoushuohua，zhishidianlediantou。lipinglikeshangqian，
shuliandibangwochuanhaoyifu，jiangwobaoshanglunyi。qinyuejiuzhanzaiyipanglengyankanzhe，yiyanbufa。
danglipingzhunbeituizhewochumenshi，qinyuequelanzhuleta。“wozijilai。”taconglipingshouliqiangguolunyidetuishou，
“tashiwoma。”zuihousigezi，tashuodeyaoyaqiechi。lipingkanlewoyiyan，jianwomeiyoufandui，
biantuidaoleyipang。wozhidao，qinyueshiguyide。tashiyaozaizhongrenmianqian，jixubanyantaxiaoshunnverdejiaose。
tadagaiyiwei，zhiyaotahaizai“zhaogu”wo，jianglaidaqiguansilai，tajiunengzhanjudaodedezhigaodian。
zhenshikexiao。congyiyuandaomudidelushang，chelideqifenyayiderangrenzhixi。qinyuekaizheche，yijuhuayebushuo。
woconghoushijingli，nengkandaotaneizhangjinbengdecelian。wotongyangchenmozhe。womenzaigezidexinli，
pansuanzhezijidejihua。mudizaichengjiaodeshanshang，henanjing。qinzhengyangdemubeibeidasaodehenganjing，
qianmianhaifangzheyishuxinxiandejuhua。qinyuejiangwotuidaomubeiqian，ranhouguilexialai，kaishiyibianshaozhi，
yibiandishengkuqi。“ba，nverbuxiao，meinengzhaoguhaomama……taxianzailaohutule，
yaobajiachandoujiyigewairen……ba，ninzaitianyouling，jiuquanquantaba，
rangtabiezaifanhutule……”tayandezhenxianga。ruguobushiwoqinertingdaoleneixiehua，
kongpalianwodouhuibeitazheifuqingzhenyiqiedeyangzisuodadong。wolenglengdikanzhemubeishangqinzhengyangdezhaopian。
zhaopianshangdeta，xiaodewenheerruya。zhengyang，nikandaolema？zheijiushiwomendehaonver。zhengyang，nifangxin。
wohenkuai，henkuaijiuhuiweini，weizhouhai，taohuigongdao。jiuzaizheishi，wodeshoujixiangle。shilipingdalaide。
“shennvshi，zhouxianshengyijingzhunbeihaole。ninzhaojihui，tuozhuqinyue。”wogualedianhua，shenxiyikouqi，
duizhehaizaikukutitideqinyueshuo：“woxiang……huijiakankan。”5wodehuarangqinyuedekushengjiaranerzhi。
tamengditaiqitou，yongyizhongshenshidemuguangkanzhewo，sihuxiangpanduanwozheijuhuadezhenwei。“huijia？
”tazhouqimei，“huinagejia？”womenjiayousantaofangzi。yitaoshixianzaizhudeshizhongxindedapingceng，
fangbianzhaoguwo。yitaoshijiaoqudedujiabieshu。haiyouyitao，jiushiwomenjiehunshizhudelaofangzi，
qinzhengyangqushihou，neilijiuyizhikongzhe。neigeeluositaowa，jiufangzailaofangzideshufangli。
“hui……laofangzi。”woguyishuodehanhanhuhu，zuochunulihuiyideyangzi，
“woxiang……qukankannibabadeshufang。”qinyuedeyixingengzhongle。“haoduanduande，qukanshufangganshenme？
neilidouduoshaonianmeirenzhule，quanshihui。”tabunaifandishuo，“nixiangkan，
wogaitianzhaorendasaoganjinglezaidainiqu。”“bu。”woguzhidiyaotou，zhuazhuletadeshou，
“wo……xianzaijiuyaoqu。wohaoxiang……wanglediandongxizaineili。
”wozhuangchuyifushenzhibuqing、huyanluanyudemoyang。zheishiwomuqianweiyidewuqi。qinyuedingzhewokanlebantian，
yanshenshanshuobuding。tadagaizaicaice，woshibushizhendexiangqileshenme，haishidanchundelaohutufazuo。qu，
haishibuqu？ruguoqu，wanyiwozhendezailaofangzilizangleshenmeduitabulidedongxizenmeban？ruguobuqu，
youxiandetaxinxu，erqieweibeiletayizhiyilai“xiaoshun”derenshe。zuizhong，tasihuzuochulejueding。“hao。
”tazhanqishen，pailepaixigaishangdetu，“nixianghuiqukankan，yexing。buguoshuohaole，jiukanyiyan，
kanwanwomenjiuzou。”tadayingle。woxinlianansongleyikouqi。jihuadediyibu，chenggongle。
tafuzhewodelunyi，zhuanshenzhunbeixiashan。“xiaoyue。”woturanjiaozhuta。“youzenmele？
”tadeyuqilichongmanlebunaifan。“wo……kele。”wozhilezhishanxiabuyuanchudeyigexiaomaibu，
“niqu……bangwomaipingshui。”qinyuedeliansedunshichenlexialai。“ma，ninengbunengbiezheimeduoshi？
zheililixiaomaibulaihuiyaoshijifenzhong，wotuizheni，bufangbian。”“wo……jiuyaohe。”wokaishishualai，
xianggewuliqunaodehaizi。wozhidao，wodeyaoqiuhenguofen。danwobixuzheimezuo。woxuyaobatazhikai。
qinyueqidexiongkouqifu，dankanzhewozheifu“chidai”deyangzi，tayoufazuobude。zuizhong，tazhinengyaozheya，
congyafenglijichuyigezi。“xing！”tabawodelunyituidaopangbiandeyikedashuxia，
ehenhendidingzhudao：“nizaizheilidengzhe，buxuluandong！womashanghuilai！”shuowan，tajiukuaibuchaoshanxiazouqu。
kanzhetazhujianyuanqudebeiying，wolikenachushouji，botonglezhoumingyudedianhua。“tazoule。shifenzhong。
”“shoudao。shenayi，womenderenyijingzailaofangzifujinle。ninfangxin。”gualedianhua，wojinzhangdidengdaizhe。
shijianyifenyimiaodiguoqu，meiyimiaodouxiangyigeshijineimemanzhang。wohaipaqinyuehuituranzhefanhuilai，