第1章

张爱玲曾写道:

“qulehongmeigui,jiuerjiuzhi,hongdebianleqiangshangdeyimowenzixue,baidehaishi‘chuangqianmingyueguang’。”

duiyushujiayudezhengweiqizichumiaoninglaishuo,shujiayubenrenjiushineimowenzixue。

ertadebaiyueguangtangzaiyifangmubeixia,jiuqingeryijudijiangtamenlianggekunlexuduonian。

……

chumiaoningshengrenhuabeijunquzhengwei,buduikaidahuijinxingbiaozhang。

weilejitaqingzhu,shujiayuzhunbeileshoupenghuaheqinshouzhizuodeyizhijixieshoubiao。

gengtiqianbangeyue,zaifandiandinglezhuozizhunbeiqingtadezhanyoumenyiqirenaorenao。

keshujiayunazheliwushangtaishi,huacaigangkaikou:“miaoning,gongxi……”

chumiaoningjiuzhijiejieguopenghuaheliwu:“xiexie。”

tadanshengdaolexie,kandoumeikantadeliwu。

jiehunwunian,tahaishizheiyangketaoyoushuli。

shujiayubeitadetaiducileyixia,yishibuzhidaogaizuohefanying。

“lai,dajiayiqiheyingliunian!”

junqujizhezhaohuzhe,lingdaomenxiaohehedishangtai,teyirangshujiayutamenliangkouziyiqizhanzaizhongjian。

shujiayuzhinengyaxiaqingxu,xunsuqianqiyimoxiao,hechumiaoningyiqikanxiangjingtou。

jiuzaizheishi,buzhicongnafeilaiyizhibaisedehudie,raozhechumiaoningpianxianpanxuan。

chumiaoningmuguangjinjindingzheneizhihudie,sihuyouxiebukezhixin。

zhidaohudiehuanhuantingzaitaxiongqianjiangzhangshangdeshunjian,tachedihongleyanquan。

zaichangqitarendoujingtandikanzhezheiyimu。

youlingdaogankaidishuoleyiju:“sishigurenlaiya……”

shujiayukanzhezheimingyunbandehuamian,yanzhongyejianjianqinleleishui。

tamensuoyourendoumeiyoutiqineigemingzi,keyizhixiaoxiaodehudie,jiurangdajiatongshixiangqileta。

neigezaiqinianqian,yongzijideshengmingjiuxiachumiaoningdelieshi——junyijiangfeng。

suoyourenxinlidangzhiwukuidebaiyueguang。

chumiaoningxiaoxinyiyidizhuandongshentimianxiangjingtou,diyicixiaodexianggededaoletangdehaizi。

haoxiangduitalaishuo,dedaobiaozhangshengqian,douburujiangfengdelinghunhuazuohudietingliuyishun。

shujiayubizhezijiyikaimuguang,qiangpozijixiaodecanlan。

heyingjieshu,hudieyefeizoule。

shujiayukanzhechumiaoningchangranruoshidebiaoqing,qiangdaqijingshenzhudongkaikou。

“miaoning,wodinglefandian,yuelezhanyoumenyiqijiniqingzhu,ni……”

huameishuowan,chumiaoningshihunluopodiyaoleyaotou:“bule,nimenquba。”

shuowan,tajiucongcongchulehuichang。

shujiayubeiliuzaizhanzairenshengdingfeiderenaolitang,nankandekuaiyaochuanbuguoqilai。

zhanyoumenmianmianxiangqu,zhudongshangqiananweita。

“jiayuge,nibietaijieyi,jiangfengtongzhihechuzhengweiqingmeizhuma,youweilejiutaxisheng,takendingguobuquzheigekan,dannicaishitaduixiang……”

meicichumiaoningyinweijiangfengbashujiayudiuxia,douhuiyourenzheiyangquanta。

congshujiayudaodongnanjunqudiyitianqi,tajiutingshuoguochumiaoninghejiangfengzhijiandeshiji。