张爱玲曾写道:
“qulehongmeigui,jiuerjiuzhi,hongdebianleqiangshangdeyimowenzixue,baidehaishi‘chuangqianmingyueguang’。”
duiyushujiayudezhengweiqizichumiaoninglaishuo,shujiayubenrenjiushineimowenzixue。
ertadebaiyueguangtangzaiyifangmubeixia,jiuqingeryijudijiangtamenlianggekunlexuduonian。
……
chumiaoningshengrenhuabeijunquzhengwei,buduikaidahuijinxingbiaozhang。
weilejitaqingzhu,shujiayuzhunbeileshoupenghuaheqinshouzhizuodeyizhijixieshoubiao。
gengtiqianbangeyue,zaifandiandinglezhuozizhunbeiqingtadezhanyoumenyiqirenaorenao。
keshujiayunazheliwushangtaishi,huacaigangkaikou:“miaoning,gongxi……”
chumiaoningjiuzhijiejieguopenghuaheliwu:“xiexie。”
tadanshengdaolexie,kandoumeikantadeliwu。
jiehunwunian,tahaishizheiyangketaoyoushuli。
shujiayubeitadetaiducileyixia,yishibuzhidaogaizuohefanying。
“lai,dajiayiqiheyingliunian!”
junqujizhezhaohuzhe,lingdaomenxiaohehedishangtai,teyirangshujiayutamenliangkouziyiqizhanzaizhongjian。
shujiayuzhinengyaxiaqingxu,xunsuqianqiyimoxiao,hechumiaoningyiqikanxiangjingtou。
jiuzaizheishi,buzhicongnafeilaiyizhibaisedehudie,raozhechumiaoningpianxianpanxuan。
chumiaoningmuguangjinjindingzheneizhihudie,sihuyouxiebukezhixin。
zhidaohudiehuanhuantingzaitaxiongqianjiangzhangshangdeshunjian,tachedihongleyanquan。
zaichangqitarendoujingtandikanzhezheiyimu。
youlingdaogankaidishuoleyiju:“sishigurenlaiya……”
shujiayukanzhezheimingyunbandehuamian,yanzhongyejianjianqinleleishui。
tamensuoyourendoumeiyoutiqineigemingzi,keyizhixiaoxiaodehudie,jiurangdajiatongshixiangqileta。
neigezaiqinianqian,yongzijideshengmingjiuxiachumiaoningdelieshi——junyijiangfeng。
suoyourenxinlidangzhiwukuidebaiyueguang。
chumiaoningxiaoxinyiyidizhuandongshentimianxiangjingtou,diyicixiaodexianggededaoletangdehaizi。
haoxiangduitalaishuo,dedaobiaozhangshengqian,douburujiangfengdelinghunhuazuohudietingliuyishun。
shujiayubizhezijiyikaimuguang,qiangpozijixiaodecanlan。
heyingjieshu,hudieyefeizoule。
shujiayukanzhechumiaoningchangranruoshidebiaoqing,qiangdaqijingshenzhudongkaikou。
“miaoning,wodinglefandian,yuelezhanyoumenyiqijiniqingzhu,ni……”
huameishuowan,chumiaoningshihunluopodiyaoleyaotou:“bule,nimenquba。”
shuowan,tajiucongcongchulehuichang。
shujiayubeiliuzaizhanzairenshengdingfeiderenaolitang,nankandekuaiyaochuanbuguoqilai。
zhanyoumenmianmianxiangqu,zhudongshangqiananweita。
“jiayuge,nibietaijieyi,jiangfengtongzhihechuzhengweiqingmeizhuma,youweilejiutaxisheng,takendingguobuquzheigekan,dannicaishitaduixiang……”
meicichumiaoningyinweijiangfengbashujiayudiuxia,douhuiyourenzheiyangquanta。
congshujiayudaodongnanjunqudiyitianqi,tajiutingshuoguochumiaoninghejiangfengzhijiandeshiji。