第三章

benlaidasuanjinwanbagaozixiewande,keshinaozililuanzaozaode,shenmedouxiebuchulai。

wotangzaichuangshang,xianghanhanbuchulai,xiangkumeiyouyanlei,sangziyanheleixianhaoxiangdoubeiduzhule。

quanshenhaoxiangbeinanshouyasuoqilai,zuihou***cuichuanshangyifuxialouqumaiyan。

wodelaojiabeichengzuoxuewozi,yidaodongtianxuejiutebieduo。

daxuefenfenyangyangluoxialai,zailudengxiabeiguangyunyingchengnuanjuse。

woturanxiangqilaishangxueshihechenshechuanyiqifangxuehuijia,meicilushangwomendouyoushuobuwandehua,woxianshuojintianyoushenmeshier,ranhouchenshechuanzaishuo。

daolewojiamenkouhuahaimeishuowan,woliangyebupaleng,jiuzhanzaijiamenkoudengzhebahuashuowanzaizou。

wodongdedapenti,tajiuhuibazijidehuiseweijinjiexialaibawoyiquanquanerweiqilai,haibuwanglejiaoxunwo:

「rangniduochuandianer,youweilemei**qiukushiba,zaiyouxiaciwokebuguannile!」

jieguoxiaci,xiaxiaci,tameicidouhaihuibazijideyifuhuozheweijinjiwo。

taneimehao,nalidouneimehao。

zhiyoubuxihuanwozheiyidianbuhao。

yebushitabuhao,shiwobugouhao,taneiyangyongyuanzairenqunzhongbeiyiyankanjianderen,zhangdehao,xueligao,youyouxiu,hejiangyiningneizhongnvhaizicaixiangpei,youzenmehuixihuanwozheimepingpingwuqiderenni?

neisanniandeqinmi,yijingshiwozheiguadanrenshenglijinyoudemeimengle。

womangrankanlehuierxue,diaozheyanzhengxiangdahuo,queturankandaoyuanchulianggerenyingshouqianzheshouzouzaixueli。

nanrenchuanzhegaolingheiseyangmaodayi,shencaigaodabiting。

nvrenshenzhemaxmarajingdiankuan,zhangfazailudengxiafanzheliangzeroushundeguang。

是江以宁和陈涉川。

lianggerenbuzhidaoshuozheshenmeturanxiaoqilai,jiangyiningdianqijiaowenlechenshechuan。

chenshechuanfushoujiashenlezheigewen。

neizhancengjingwushucizhaozaiwomenshenshangdeludengyingzaitamenshenshang,lianwoyebudebuchengren,meidejianzhixiangdianshijulideqingjie。

wokanleliangmiao,yongjiangyingdeshouzhianzhudahuoji。

shouzhibutingshihuan,anlehaojicicaidaqihuolai,wobushuliandituchubaiwu。

kezheicinigudinghaoxiangbuqizuoyongle。

xinzangdundunditeng,woyongshouzhangyazhu,ganjuedaochihuandexinsui。

这个冬天,真冷啊。

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danianchuyishizaiwomadelaotaozhongduguode,yihuierxianwomeigongzuo,yihuierxianwomeiduixiang,haibuwanglenawogenchenshechuanduibi。

「nikankanrenjiashechuan,nidaxiaojiubibushangta,zhangdalegengshigenrenjiachademeifakanle!」

zuirangwoshoubuledeshi,tashuodedoushizhende。

chenshechuanzijichuangyedegongsizhengzhengrishang,jiangyiningnianjiqingqingjiuchenglezhimingzazhidebianji,tamendeweilaiyipianguangming。

erwoyishiwucheng,womenhaoxiangyuezouyueyuan,zhudingyaochengweilianggeshijiederen。

daolewanshangwomeirenzhuhewomachaoleyijia,gancuizhijiequlejichangmailezuijinyibanfeijihuilexuexiao。

feijiyiluodi,chenshechuandedianhuajiulaile。

「tingayishuonihuiqule,zenmemeidengwoyiqizou?」

「……zaijiaxiebuchulaigaozi,huilaigangaozi。」

qishizainaliwoxianzaidouxiebuchulai。

chenshechuanhenkuaichaichuanlewo:「yougenayichaojialeshibushi,ayizhishixiwangnizaodianerandingxialai,niyebielaogentachaochao——wohaijinimaileliwuni,neidenghuiquzaijiniba。」

chubaneinian,chenshechuanyihuilaijiuyuelewo。

「wanshangchuquchifanba,zhenghaobaliwujini。」

chenshechuanmeinianguoniandouhuijiwomailiwu,tadaerjiukaishizijichaoguzhuanlebushaoqian,meiciliwudoushiwoxihuanyoushebudemaidedongxi。

yiqianwodoushoudexinanlide,ranerzheiciwojujuele。

「……wobuyaole,chenshechuan,niyihoubiejiwomaidongxile。」

chenshechuanyuqiyoudianyihuo:「zenmele?weishenme?」

woditou:「xianzainimentanlianaile,jibiedenvdemaizheimeguideliwu,ninvpengyouxinlihuibushufude。」

wosuiranxihuanchenshechuan,ketaxianzaiyoulexihuanderen,woyezhenxinzhufutanengxingfu。

woduijiangyiningyemeishenmediyi。

bushita,yehuishibieren。

总归不会是我。

「meishier,」chenshechuanqingsongqilai,「tazhidao,yiningmeizheimexiaoxinyaner。

「jinwanshangqidian,laodifangdengnia,bushuolewodequkaihuile。」

gualedianhua,woxinlishuobuchushenmeganjue,xiongqianglidexueyekusedexiangqinglizidezhiyeyichu。

woyoushihouhenhenchenshechuanduiwozheimehao,woningyuantaduiwohuaiyidianer,haorangwobiezheimexihuanta。

jiangyiningdangranbuzaiyi,chenshechuanjiushiyinweibuxihuanwo,caihuibuxuyaobixian,tayezhidao,woyongyuandouchengbuletadeweixie。

womenbushiduifangdeqingdi。

wogenbenjiumeizigechengweitadeqingdi。

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