benlaidasuanjinwanbagaozixiewande,keshinaozililuanzaozaode,shenmedouxiebuchulai。
wotangzaichuangshang,xianghanhanbuchulai,xiangkumeiyouyanlei,sangziyanheleixianhaoxiangdoubeiduzhule。
quanshenhaoxiangbeinanshouyasuoqilai,zuihou***cuichuanshangyifuxialouqumaiyan。
wodelaojiabeichengzuoxuewozi,yidaodongtianxuejiutebieduo。
daxuefenfenyangyangluoxialai,zailudengxiabeiguangyunyingchengnuanjuse。
woturanxiangqilaishangxueshihechenshechuanyiqifangxuehuijia,meicilushangwomendouyoushuobuwandehua,woxianshuojintianyoushenmeshier,ranhouchenshechuanzaishuo。
daolewojiamenkouhuahaimeishuowan,woliangyebupaleng,jiuzhanzaijiamenkoudengzhebahuashuowanzaizou。
wodongdedapenti,tajiuhuibazijidehuiseweijinjiexialaibawoyiquanquanerweiqilai,haibuwanglejiaoxunwo:
「rangniduochuandianer,youweilemei**qiukushiba,zaiyouxiaciwokebuguannile!」
jieguoxiaci,xiaxiaci,tameicidouhaihuibazijideyifuhuozheweijinjiwo。
taneimehao,nalidouneimehao。
zhiyoubuxihuanwozheiyidianbuhao。
yebushitabuhao,shiwobugouhao,taneiyangyongyuanzairenqunzhongbeiyiyankanjianderen,zhangdehao,xueligao,youyouxiu,hejiangyiningneizhongnvhaizicaixiangpei,youzenmehuixihuanwozheimepingpingwuqiderenni?
neisanniandeqinmi,yijingshiwozheiguadanrenshenglijinyoudemeimengle。
womangrankanlehuierxue,diaozheyanzhengxiangdahuo,queturankandaoyuanchulianggerenyingshouqianzheshouzouzaixueli。
nanrenchuanzhegaolingheiseyangmaodayi,shencaigaodabiting。
nvrenshenzhemaxmarajingdiankuan,zhangfazailudengxiafanzheliangzeroushundeguang。
是江以宁和陈涉川。
lianggerenbuzhidaoshuozheshenmeturanxiaoqilai,jiangyiningdianqijiaowenlechenshechuan。
chenshechuanfushoujiashenlezheigewen。
neizhancengjingwushucizhaozaiwomenshenshangdeludengyingzaitamenshenshang,lianwoyebudebuchengren,meidejianzhixiangdianshijulideqingjie。
wokanleliangmiao,yongjiangyingdeshouzhianzhudahuoji。
shouzhibutingshihuan,anlehaojicicaidaqihuolai,wobushuliandituchubaiwu。
kezheicinigudinghaoxiangbuqizuoyongle。
xinzangdundunditeng,woyongshouzhangyazhu,ganjuedaochihuandexinsui。
这个冬天,真冷啊。
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danianchuyishizaiwomadelaotaozhongduguode,yihuierxianwomeigongzuo,yihuierxianwomeiduixiang,haibuwanglenawogenchenshechuanduibi。
「nikankanrenjiashechuan,nidaxiaojiubibushangta,zhangdalegengshigenrenjiachademeifakanle!」
zuirangwoshoubuledeshi,tashuodedoushizhende。
chenshechuanzijichuangyedegongsizhengzhengrishang,jiangyiningnianjiqingqingjiuchenglezhimingzazhidebianji,tamendeweilaiyipianguangming。
erwoyishiwucheng,womenhaoxiangyuezouyueyuan,zhudingyaochengweilianggeshijiederen。
daolewanshangwomeirenzhuhewomachaoleyijia,gancuizhijiequlejichangmailezuijinyibanfeijihuilexuexiao。
feijiyiluodi,chenshechuandedianhuajiulaile。
「tingayishuonihuiqule,zenmemeidengwoyiqizou?」
「……zaijiaxiebuchulaigaozi,huilaigangaozi。」
qishizainaliwoxianzaidouxiebuchulai。
chenshechuanhenkuaichaichuanlewo:「yougenayichaojialeshibushi,ayizhishixiwangnizaodianerandingxialai,niyebielaogentachaochao——wohaijinimaileliwuni,neidenghuiquzaijiniba。」
chubaneinian,chenshechuanyihuilaijiuyuelewo。
「wanshangchuquchifanba,zhenghaobaliwujini。」
chenshechuanmeinianguoniandouhuijiwomailiwu,tadaerjiukaishizijichaoguzhuanlebushaoqian,meiciliwudoushiwoxihuanyoushebudemaidedongxi。
yiqianwodoushoudexinanlide,ranerzheiciwojujuele。
「……wobuyaole,chenshechuan,niyihoubiejiwomaidongxile。」
chenshechuanyuqiyoudianyihuo:「zenmele?weishenme?」
woditou:「xianzainimentanlianaile,jibiedenvdemaizheimeguideliwu,ninvpengyouxinlihuibushufude。」
wosuiranxihuanchenshechuan,ketaxianzaiyoulexihuanderen,woyezhenxinzhufutanengxingfu。
woduijiangyiningyemeishenmediyi。
bushita,yehuishibieren。
总归不会是我。
「meishier,」chenshechuanqingsongqilai,「tazhidao,yiningmeizheimexiaoxinyaner。
「jinwanshangqidian,laodifangdengnia,bushuolewodequkaihuile。」
gualedianhua,woxinlishuobuchushenmeganjue,xiongqianglidexueyekusedexiangqinglizidezhiyeyichu。
woyoushihouhenhenchenshechuanduiwozheimehao,woningyuantaduiwohuaiyidianer,haorangwobiezheimexihuanta。
jiangyiningdangranbuzaiyi,chenshechuanjiushiyinweibuxihuanwo,caihuibuxuyaobixian,tayezhidao,woyongyuandouchengbuletadeweixie。
womenbushiduifangdeqingdi。
wogenbenjiumeizigechengweitadeqingdi。
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