第4章

wokanleyiyan,youfanhuichulai。

shiwoyouzenmeyang,bujiushixiangrangwokankantaxianzaichenggongdeyangzi,bujiushirangwojuedelikaitashicuowudejuedingma。

我偏不如他的愿。

meixiangdaoyiyeguoqu,wodexiaohaoshangleresou。

huafengyechuxianlezhuanbian,youyikaishidemanmadaoxianzaidecaice,huibuhuishijianglidenvpengyou。

jinjiezhejiushiqinxiaoxiaoderesou。

liangtiaolianzaiyiqirangrenbudebucaixiang,talianghuoxuyijingzaiyiqile。

bijingtamenliangyesuancongxinrenjiuyiqihezuo,rujinjiusuanzaiyiqile,liangjiafensiyeshiyilianyimuxiao。

laibujigenzhechigua,wujiejiucuiwoganjinchufa,jintianshinianduzuizhongshidebanjiangwanhui。

suoyicongzhuchirendaomingxingdelifudoushiyouwomentuanduilaifuze。

wozaihoutaimangzhe,wujiedalaidianhua,rangwoganjindaodatingquchuliyixiamouweiyirendequnbai,tajijiangshangchang,bunengchupilou,fouzeduiyirentuanduidouhuiyouyingxiang。

wofangxiashouzhongdehuo,henkuaipaoguoqu,faxianshitawuyigoudaojiangouzi,qunbaicongshangdaoxiabeisikai。

haozaiwoyousuishenxiedaizhenxiandexiguan,jitazuolejinjichulihou,yizhiyubuzhuyishibuhuikanchulai。

cishi,taishangzhuchirenzhengcaifangzhejiangli。

dajiaqishidouxinzhiduming。

dangzhuchirenwendaoneige“heifen”zaibuzaixianchangdeshihou。

wokanjianjihusuoyourendouzaikanzheqinxiaoxiao。

jiuchabatademingzijibaochulai。

kewodeyanshenbujingyiwangtaishangkanleyiyan,zhengqiaoyujiangliduishishang。

wolijidixiatouyadiyashemao,pabeitarenchulai。

tasuijiyehuizhuchirendewenti:「tazai。」

xianchangyizhenhuanhu,jiugengaobaichenggongyiyang,dedaosuoyourendezhufu。

erchenzhexianchangqihongdeshihou,xunsutaoli。

huidaoyimaojianhou,woxinshenbuning,tagangyinggaimeiyoukanjianwoba,tazuilishuodeyinggaishiqinxiaoxiao。

hai,woshibushiyetaibazijidanghuishile。

zheimeyixiang,wojingjuedezijikexiao。

douguoqule,sheihaimeiyouxindeshenghuo,hebiyaoqiurenjiahaiduizijilianlianbuwang。

jiuzaizheigeshihou,fangjianlidedengturanmiele。

wozhinengmozheheiwangmenkoudefangxiangzouqu。

turanmodaoyichujianyingdedezudangwu。

haimeilaidejibikai,yijingbeiyizhiculidazhangdizaiqiangbian,rangwodongdanbude。

zhijuedeneigeshengyinyoujinyoushuxi,tatiejinwoerbian,yuqisiyouyixieyuanqi:「jiranyishengbuhangdezoule,weishenmeyouhuilai!」

shijiangli,tamingminggangganghaizaitaishang,zenmezheihuijiudaolehoutai。

wojidehuilaishi,fangjianlimeiyouren,yushiyemeiyouhuibita,zhijiehuidao:「nandaowohuilaihaixuyaotongzhiniyishengma?」

xianran,wozheihuayoudianjinuleta,tajiangwodidegengjinxie:「butongzhiwo,quezaibeihoutoutouguanzhuwodedongxiang,shuowozaijiabuchuanyifu,zhiqiannibushishuojiuxihuankanwodeshencaima?」

wozhijiexuanzechenmo,suoxingrangtachulezheikouqi。

tajianwobuhuihua,youwoqiwolingyizhishoufangzaitaxiongjishang,jiyuzhengmingziji:

「lai,zaishushu,kanwodefujishiliukuaihaishibakuai。」

kanlaizheixieniantayizhimeiwangjineijianshi。