第1章 生如夏花

晚上九点。

秦州艺术学院。

tashuangshoubaozhehounaoshao,tangzaixuexiaocaochangpangdecaopingshangkanxingxing——

toudingzheipianxingkongsihuyudiqiubiewuerzhi,dannapazhaobudaobeijixingdetayezhidaozheilibushidiqiu,ershiyigejiaozuolanxingdepingxingshikong。

“qinzhouyishuxueyuandaerzuoquxilingtian。”

zheijiushitachuanyuehoudexinshenfen。

tajichengleyuanzhudeyiqie,youqishizhangdehaokanzheigetedian,quebujidezijiqianshijiaoshenme,yebujidezijichuanyuedeyuanyin,zhijidezijiqianshimaosiyeshigezhangdehenhaokan,tongshihaihenyoumingderen?

suoyitakeyilisuodangrandebazijidangcheng:

“凌天”。

扫了下原主的记忆。

lingtianbuchuyiliaodefaxian,zheigeshijiedelishiguijiheqianshijieranbutong。

lishicongqinchaobianzoushanglefenchalu,fusujichengleyingzhengdeshiye,dailingdaqintieqihengsaobahuangliuhe,yiduncaozuozhijierangdongfangzhuzaileshijie,zhidaobainianqianbeigengweiqiangdadexiaguoqudai。

全球大一统。

世界分八个洲。

凌天所在地叫秦州。

zaizheigechedigaobiezhanzhengdexingqiu,yishuchenglerenmendegongtongzhuiqiu,zheilidewenhuafenweijiqinonghou,yingshiyinlehuihuawenxueshufadengmeiyigewenyixiangguandelingyudouqiansuoweiyoudefanrongchangsheng。

“理想国。”

凌天是这么形容的。

youqiduiyuwenyicongyezhelaishuo。

buguozaizenmewutuobangshidelixiangguo,yerengyoubuxingfasheng,lingtiansuochuanyuedeyuanzhushenshangjiufashenglezheiyangdebuxing——

他得了绝症。

meicuo,jiushidianshijulichuxianpinlvfeichanggao,qiemeicichuxiandousuizheyipengouxuejiaolinxialaidemingci:

“绝症”。

zheishilingtianchuanyuezhihouzaizijijiyizhongfaxiande,zijijingranjichengleyijumingbujiuyideshenti,yishenghenzaozhiqianjiuduiyuanzhudeqingkuangpanlesixing:

“zheihaizihuobuguoershiwusui。”

zheishiyuanzhusuobunengchengshouzhitong,suoyitaxuanzechianmianyaozisha,zheiyeshilingtiannenggouchengweizheijushentixinzhurendeyuanyin,jinnianshijiusuideyuanzhufangqiletasuoshengbuduodeshengming——

因为畏惧死亡?

所以选择死亡?

lingtianbenyeyiweizheishiyuanzhuxuanzezishadegenyou,zhidaotagengshenruyueduleyuanzhudejiyi,caizhidaoshiqingbizijixiangxiangdegengjiafuzayixie:

原主是单亲家庭。

tadefuqinhenzaojiubingshile。

shimamaduziyirenbatalachedade。

yuanzhucongxiaojiutiruoduobing,dongzhefashaodaohunmi,weilezhibing,santianliangtoudezhuyuan,judadehuaxiao,quankaomamayigerenchengdan。

有的钱是借的。

有的钱是妈妈挣的。

weilebatayangda,mamabuzhidaoshouleduoshaoku,gengbieshuo,yuanzhuhaiyouyigejiejie,yigemeimei——

jiejiehemeimeidouhendongshi。

jinguanyinweiyuanzhudeguanxi,tamenmeiyouguoguoshenmehaorizi。

weilejinzaozhuanqianbutiejiating,jiejiefangqileduyandejihui。

weilejianqingjiatingfudan,meimeiyeshicongxiaojiukaishichuanjiejiechuanguodejiuyifu。

eryasiluotuodezuihouyigendaocaoshi……

yuanzhushiqulezhuizhumengxiangdezige。

tayuanbenshishenglexidexuesheng,tianshengbianyongyouqiangdadegehou,sangyintiaojianzaizhuanyeneishidangzhiwukuidediyi,tademengxiang,bianshichengweiyiminggeshou。

dandayideshihou,tadebingyouyicifazuole,zheicifazuodaozhidezhijiehouguojiushi:

原主无法再唱歌了。

tadesangzibeishaohuaile,wufazaifuhelianxudegaoqiangdushenglexunlian,gengbieshuotayinyiweiaodegaoyin——

无奈之下。

tazhuandaolebingbuneimeshanzhangdezuoquxi。

bingqiezaidaerzheinian,xuanzezisha。

bujinjinshiyinweimengxiangzaoyuledaji,gengyinweitabuxiangzaituoleijiarenle,shengmingyidankaiqidaojishi,yifenyimiao,doushizhemo。

消化了这些记忆。

chuanyueerlaidelingtianwanquankeyilijieyuanzhudejueding,tawufazhanzaidaodedezhigaodianzhizeyuanzhutainuoruo。

只能说……

meigerendouyoumeigerendebuxing,eryouxierendebuxingxiangbiqiyibanren,gengweinanyichengshoubale。

zheihefoshuode“renshenglaijieku”yiqutonggong。

danlingtianbuhuixuanzezisha。

jinguantajichengdezheijushenti,rengranshiyijuhennanhuoguoershiwusuideshenti,danzhishaohaiyoujiniankeyizheteng……ba?

抄点歌。

抄点书。

搬运文化。

给家人赚点钱。

shide,lingtianyijinghennangaibianzijijuezhengdemingyunle,dansuoshengbuduodeshijianli,tahuoxukeyigaibianjiarendemingyun。

这样的想法很迫切。

lingtianfenbuqingzheishiyuanzhudeyizhi,haishitazijideyuanwang。

huoxutajichengde,juebujinjinzhishiyuanzhudejiyi,haibaokuosuoyoudexinuaile,yuneifenshenmidexuemaixianglian。

zheiyangdeganjuelingtianbingbukangju。

dandanglingtianshituhuiyiyixieqianshidewenyizuopinshiqueeranfaxian,zijijingranjibutaiqingle,fangfojiyibeipingkonggeleyicengyiban。

neiwochuanyueerlaideyiyishishenme?

凌天内心这样问。

ranhoutadenaohaili,xiangqileyidaobusuanhuidadehuida:【xueyejiancezhong……jiyinjiancezhong……hongmojiancezhong……qihedubaifenzhi99.36……fuhebiaozhun……ziliaokuxuanze……taiyangxidiqiu……xitongzhengzaibangdingzhong……】

系统?

凌天明白了。

suiranjiyidexijiedoumohu,danqianshikanguoxiexitongliudewangwen,tahaishiyousuoyinxiangde,zhidaozheishijinshouzhi,zheiyeshitachuanyuedeyiyisuozai。

不再胡思乱想。

tajingjingdengdaizhexitongdeanzhuang。

meiguoduojiu,neijixiebandedianliushengzaiduyutadenaohaizhongxiangqi:【jiazaichenggong,wenyixitongbangdingwancheng!】

“你好。”

凌天主动打招呼。

【ninhao,suzhu,gongxininbangdinglewenyixitong,benxitongjianghuijiejinsuonengdebangzhuninchengweilanxingdeyishujia,ninkeyitongguodanaosiweiyuxitongjiaoliu,xiamianjiangyiwenzixingshiweininzhanshisuzhuxinxi。】

机械的声音停顿。

lingtiandeyanqianchuxianletoumingzimu。

【年龄:19】

【寿命:22】

【绘画:45】

【文学:105】

【音乐:1038】

【综合:1188】

【其他:等待开启】

【zhushi:chunianlingyushoumingwai,gefenleishuzhisuodaibiaodehanyiweishengwang,jisuzhubenrenzaigailingyusuohuodedewaijieyijiyejierenkedu,lilunshanglaishuomeiyoushangxianzhi,shengwangzhiyuegao,suzhuhuodedehaochuyueduo……】

寿命是……22?

xitongsihuzhidaolingtiandexiangfa。

youyixingzimuchuxian:【ershiwusuishisuzhulilunshangnenghuodaodejixiannianling,kaolvdaoshijiqingkuang,suzhuzuiduohuodaoershiersui,bingqiehuizaiershiyisuideshihou,cheditanhuan。】

“能治吗?”

凌天在心里发问。

xitong:【dangsuzhushengwangdadaoxitongdeshengwangbiaozhun,huidedaoxitongdezhiliao,tongguoshulunzhiliao,keyidadaokangfushuizhun,meidadaoyidingshengwangzhi,xitongdouhuitishisuzhu……】

意思就是能治了。

lingtianshuliandewen:“xinshoudalibaoni?”

huoxushilingtiantaishulianle,yizhiyuxitongdouyouxiegenbushanglingtiandejiezou,chenmolejimiaozhongcaihuiying:【xinshoudalibaoyijingfasongdaosuzhuhoutaicangku。】

“进入仓库。”

lingtianhuayingangluo,biankandaoyanqianchuxianleleisiyuyouxibeibaoyiyangdexunijiemian,qizhongdiyigewanggeli,heranshiyiduanneicunbudadeyinpin——

gequ:《shengruxiahua》。

xinshoudalibaojiuyishouge?

mafanba“da”ziqudiaohaoma?

lingtianneixintucaodetongshi,bagetingleyibian,zhishiqianzouxiangqi,tabianyijingquedingzheijiushizijijiyizhongdeneishouzuopin。

事实上。

tadiankaizheishougedeshunjian,qianshiduiyuzheishougedejiyibianshunjianyongshanglexintou,zaicizhiqian,taquesihuoxiangbuqilaizheishougedequdiaoyijigeci。

lingtianyuemoshizhidaoxitonglushule。

qianmiansuoweideshengwangzhizhilei,dagaijiushizijifabugequ,ranhouhuodezugourenkezhileidewanyierba,dangzheizhongrenkedadaoyidingdejibie,zijijiunengzhibingbuyongzaozaolinghefanle……

还真是敷衍的设定。

xitongsihuduilingtiandetucaohenbuman,jishibuchongleyigesheding:【suzhuzaihuodeshengwangzhidetongshi,haikeyihuodechoujiangjihui,zhongjiangjilvjigao。】

“哦。”

凌天反应平淡。

tazaikaolvgequdeshier。

tadeshengdaiyijinghuaidiaole,suiran《shengruxiahua》zheishougedeyinyuyaoqiubingbugao,dananzhaoyizhu,lingtianhaishibuyaochanggedehao。

不过这难不倒凌天。

zijichangbulaikeyijibierenchang。

zhiyaokeyihuodeshengwangjiukeyi,suirancongdaolishanglaishuo,changgederengengrongyichuming,danlingtianbingbuxihuanchuming,shenzhiyouxietaoyanchuming——

他也不知道为什么。

kenengshishouleqianshiyingxiang?

jinguanlingtianjibuqingqianshidejiyile,dantanenggouyinyinganjuedao,zijiqianshiyinggaiyeshimanlihaide,shuobudinghaiyouyidingdechengjiuni。

这首歌也很有意思。

zhishaohenshiheyuanzhudeqingkuang。

xiangdaozheililingtianhuranyouxiehaoqi:“xitong,wochuanyuedaozheigeshijie,neiqianshidewo,zhijiezaidiqiuxiaoshilema?”

系统:【人生互换】

xitongyijingmoqinglelingtiandetaolu,zheirenlijienenglifeichangqiangda,qiejieshounengliyehenlihai,xihuanjiandanzhijie,meibiyaojieshitaiduo,suoyiyekaishiyanjianyigaiqilai。

“人生互换么。”

lingtianmuguangweiweiyishan,xuanjiluchuleqingroudexiaorong,yourendaitizijihuoxiaqudeganjue,qishihaibulai。

反正自己单身。

yexuhenduoshiqingbuqingchu,danqianshineixiejiyidemohulunkuo,lingtiandazhinenggoujiangzhigoule。

busuanhao,yebusuanzaogao。

qishizaizaogaoderensheng,zonghaoguoshengmingjinrudaojishiba,zhumoshengdeniyenengyougexitong,erbushiyouyicideshengruxiahua——

至少,我们还存在。