weijibingzhongdefuqincoushoushufei，woaokuashentixiechudehexindaima，
quebeiqiannanyoutouzouchengletabaiyigongsidejishi。wunianhou，tazhanzaifabuhuidingduanmianhuai“siqu”dewo，
woquechuanzhewaimaifu，baozhenverchuxianzaitamianqian。tahongzheyanqiuwofuhe，yiweihaizishitade。
woliangchujiehunzheng，tadangchangshayanle。1zaiguyanzhougongsidenianduxinpinfabuhuishang，
wochuanzhehuangsedewaimaiyuanzhifu，yujianlewodechulian。cike，tazhengzhanzaitaishang，yiguanchuchu。
beihoujufudepingmushang，shitaqinzishejidelogo——yiduoshengkaideyuanweihua。
zheishitaxianjiwochilaideaiyi。zhishao，tashenbiandemeiyigerendouzheimerenwei。
chanpinfabuhuidezhutijiao「yuanweiyongsheng」。tashuo，zheigezuyidabaixingyedexinruanjian，
shitajidianyiduankegumingxindeaiqingdemuzhiming。neigejiaoshenyuandenvhai，shitayishengdeguang，
yeshitayibeizidouzoubuchudeyinying。taixiadetouzirenhemeititingderuchiruzui。zhiyouwozhidao，
takouzhongneichuanjiazhibaiyidehexindaima，shiwodangniantongxiaoyigeyueqiaochulaide。qiaodaimadedongli，
shiweilejiwobacouqiwushiwandexinzangdaqiaoshoushufei。rujin，tacaizhewodeshiguzhanzaidianfeng，
jieshouwanzhongzhumu。woquelingzhegesisuidehaizi，weilesanbaikuaidequanqinjiang，zaidaxuetianlipaodan。zhenshifengci。
「shenyuan？」yigechuanzhegaodingdenvrenlanzhuwodequlu，meiyanlimanshijianleguidejinge。
tashiguyanzhouxianzaidezhuli，yeshiwodangniandeshiyou，liman。「nizenme……zaizuozheige？」
tashangxiadaliangwotunsedezhifuhehuailibaozhedexiaohai，yuqilishihaobuyanshidebiyi。「buranni？」
wojiangdongjiangdenverwanghuailijinlejin。xiaojiahuojintianfeiyaogenzhewo，jieguolinlexue，liandanhongpupude。
limanxiangshitingleshenmetiandadexiaohua，fenfenbupingdikaikou：「nidaodiyoumeiyouxin？
yanzhouweinituilezhengzhengwunian！」「zheiwunian，zhenggegongsisheibuzhidaotabangongshilibaimanlenidezhaopian？
tajieleyanjielejiu，baquanbujinglidoupuzaigongzuoshang，jiushiweilewanchengnimendangniangongtongdemengxiang！」
「shangcitahezuile，lazhewomensuoyougaoguandeshou，kuzhehannidemingzi！qiunihuilai！」tayueshuoyuejidong，
fangfowocaishineigeshiebushedezuiren。wokanzhetaxiongqiandegongpai，huranjuedemeijingtoule。
ruguomeiyouguyanzhouneichangjingxinshejideju。jintianzhanzaitaneigeweizhi，xiangshouzheqianwanqiquanderen，yinggaishiwo。
wobuxianggentafeihua。huailidenverquebuheshiyidikesouqilai，xiaoshengdunang：「mama，yao，ku……」
guyanzhoudemuguang，xiangliangdaojingzhundetanzhaodeng，chuanguorenqunsisidingzaiwoshenshang。talianshangdeshenqinghebeimin，
shunjianbianchengleputiangaididetengxihehuihen。xiayimiao，tatuikaisuoyoujizhe，fengleyiyangchaowochongleguolai。
2quanchanghuaran。guyanzhoudejudong，wanmeiyinzhengletaganggangyanjianglineigeweiaichikuangdejuben。
meitideshanguangdengxiangfengleyiyang，jiangwoheta，yijiwohuailimianhuangjishoudenverkuangzaitongyizhangzhaopianli。
duohaodesucai——《kejixinguiyutaliaodaodebaiyueguang》。「wunianguoqule，nihaishizheimejue。」
taxiangpengwodenver，beiwoceshenduokai。「jiusuannihenwo，weishenmeyaoranghaizigenzheniyiqichiku？nikanta，
dousisuile，bitonglingrenshouxiaoduoshao？」kanzhetayanquanfanhong，jiyuluoleideyangzi，wochadianjiuyaotuchulai。
「guzong，niwuhuile。」woyuqipingdan，「wonver，gennimeiyouyimaoqianguanxi。」zheixiaoyatoutizhisuiwo，
jijieyibianhuanjiurongyiganmaokesou。gangcongsiliyiyuankaileyaochulai，xiangzheshunlupaowanzuihouyidanjiuhuijia。
meixiangdao，jiuzheimezhuangshangle。guyanzhouxianranbawolengmodeqiegedangchengleduqi。tayanlidetongsegengnongle，
zhangzhangditanlekouqi。「nizhendeyidiandoumeibian。」「yaoshidangnian，nikenshaoshaoduiwofugeruan，
womenjiubuhuizoudaojintianzheiyibu。」「niyebuyong……yigenvren，daizhehaizi，zaiwaimianzheimexinku。」
tamosuozhewumingzhishangdejiezhi，neishiwodangnianyongdiyigeyueshixigongzijitamaidebianyihuo，rujinbeitadaizhe，
chengleshenqingrenshezuiyoulidezhengju。wochelechezuijiao，juedeyiqiehuangmiudekexiao。「guzong，nishibushiwangle，
dangnianshiniqinshoubaojing，bawosongjinqude。」3woheguyanzhouxiangshiyudaxuedebianchengshetuan。tashipinkunsheng，
woshinajiangxuejinnadaoshouruandetezhaosheng。zaitayanli，woshineizhongbuzhirenjianjiku，
beifumujiaoguanhuailedexiaogongzhu。zhiyouwozijizhidao，wobashigeshouzhexiyangshouyidelaomujiang，
zhuandemeiyifendoushixuehanqian，xinzanghaiyoulaomaobing，genbengongbuqiwoangguidexuefei。wopinlemingxuexi，
jiushixiangzaodianbiye，zhuanqianyangjia，rangwobaguoshanghaorizi。zheiyidian，guyanzhouhewochuqidiyizhi。
womendoukewangchurentoudi，kewangzaizheigetunshiyiqiededachengshilizhaxiagen。tayouyexin，youkoucai，
erwoyoujishu。womenyipaijihe。tahuiweilewoyijuxiangchichengnandehuntun，
qiyigexiaoshidedanchechuanyuebangechengshi。yehuizaiwoaoyeqiaodaimadeshihou，momojiwopishangwaitao，
dishangyibeireniunai。zaiwoyinweijiatingyalikuaiyaobengkuishi，shitabaozhewoshuo：「yuanyuan，biepa，youwo。
wohuipinjinyiqie，jiniheshushuzuihaodeshenghuo。」neishihoushaonianyanlideguang，zhenchengdenengtangshangren。
wohaowubaoliudiaishangleta，jiangtashiweishengminglidequanbu。womengongtongkaifadeneigexiangmu——「yuanwei」，
beishiweibiyejizuidadeheima，wushufengtouxiangwomendilaileganlanzhi。yiqiedezhuanzhe，
congjiangwanyidechuxiankaishi。tashiquanneidingjifengtou「huachuangziben」laozongdedushengnv。
guyanzhoushenshangdeneidianshaonianyiqi，zaitamianqian，beixianshiniandefensui。neitianwanshang，tabaozhewo，
diyicikule。kudexianggewuzhudehaizi。「woyebuxiang，kewomeidexuan……」「yuanyuan，nixiangxinwo，
wozheimezuoquanshiweilewomendeweilai！wobuxiangzaikannizhusushe，buxiangzaikanshushuweileshengqianbukenchiyaole！」
wokanzhetatonghongdeyanjing，xintengdewuyifujia。wotianzhendiyiwei，tazhishiweilewomendeweilai，
zouyitiaojiejing。4zuikaishi，guyanzhoumeitiandouhuigenwobaoyuan，jiangwanyiyouduomedejiaozongmanheng，buxuewushu。
tazongshiyongxiabacengwodeetou，yuqiniren，「haishiwomenjiayuanyuanhao，youcongmingyoutitie。」houlai，
tatidaojiangwanyidecishuyuelaiyueduo。yuqicongyanfan，bianchengledaizheyisibuyichajuedexianmuhexinshang。
takaishixianqiwoyongyuanzhichuantxuniuziku，xianqiwosongtadeshouzuoliwu「nabuchushou」。
peitajiantouzirenderencongwobianchenglejiangwanyi。zaiwoweileshenghuofeiquxiaowaizuojiajiaodeshihou，
tamenyiqikanyishuzhan，yiqichimiqilin，yiqiqulewoxinxinniannianxianghetazuoyicideguanguangyoulun。
suoyourendoushuo，tamenshilangcainvmao，tianzuozhihe。worenwukeren，gentadachaoyijia。tafanzaodirouzhemeixin，
chengnuohuichulihao。diertian，woquezaitatongxuedepengyouquanli，shuadaoletaweijiangwanyijubandeshengripaidui。
tahuaguanglewomencunlesanniande「weilaijijin」，baoxialeyijiaangguidehuisuo。zhaopianli，jiangwanyixiaodecanlan，
erguyanzhouditouweitadianyandecelian，shiwocongweijianguodewenrou。wofengleyiyangjitadadianhua，
tazhijieguanleji。tongguogongtonghaoyou，woqianrulejiangwanyideshejiaozhanghao，
neilimianjiluleguyanzhoubeipanwodequanbuxijie。womeitianjitazhunbeideaixinwucan，
beitazhuanshousongjilejiangwanyi，haibeizhu「qinshouzuode」。woshengchijianyongjitamaide**banjianpan，
tanaqutaohaolejiangwanyidedidi。zuixindeyitiaodongtaishishifenzhongqiangengxinde。peitushiguyanzhouzhengchuizheyan，
xizhidiweijiangwanyiboyizhipangxie，ercanzhuoshang，haibaizhewozuotiansongqudebaowenfanhe。
「beirenaizhedeganjuejiushi，tajidenidesuoyouxihao，bingqieyuanyiweinifangxiataneikexiaodeqinggaohejiepi。」
neiyike，woganjuezijixianggechetoucheweidexiaohua。woqifengle，zalewomenyiqibuzhidechuzuwu。diertian，
tapengzheyishuxiangbinmeiguihuilaile。neishijiangwanyizuixihuandehua。taxiangshishenmedoumeifasheng，
pibeidiwangshafashangyitang：「woele，zhuwanmian。」wojuzheshouji，
baneixieciyandezhaopianduidaotalianshang：「guyanzhou，weishenmeyaobajiangwanyibuyaodelajisongjiwo？
wokanqilaijiuneimejianma？」taxianshicuoe，suijiborandanu：「shenyuan！nijingranchawo？
womenzhijianlianzuijibendexinrendoumeiyoulema？」wokuhanzhezhiwenta，tabeiwobidenaoxiuchengnu，
yibaqiangguowodeshouji，henhenzazaidishang。「ninaogoulemeiyou！」tabawozhuaidaojingziqian，
zhizhejingzilineigeshuangyanhongzhong、mianrongqiaocuidenvren，「ninashenmegenrenjiabi？nikankannixianzaideyangzi，
youqiongyoufeng！」「wozheibeizizuihouhuide，jiushirenshini！」zheijuhua，xiangyibacuiledudedao，jiangwolingchi。
tashuaimenerqu。erwoderensheng，yecongneiyike，kaishijisuxiazhui。5wotilefenshou，zhenggerenxiangbeichoulehun。
jiuzaiwozhunbeituixuehuijiashi，wobayundaozailetademugongfangli。yiyuandezhenduanshijixingxinshuai，
bixulikeshoushu，fouzexingmingchuiwei。wushiwan，xiangyizuodashan，shunjianyakualewo。jiuzaiwojuewangzhiji，
guyanzhouhuilaile。taerhuabushuo，lianxilezuihaodexinwaikezhuanjia，dianfuleqianqidesuoyoufeiyong。neiduanshijian，
tashouzaibingchuangqianbiwohaijinxin。wobachuyuanneitian，tanazheyigebojinjiezhidanxiguizaiwomianqian。「yuanyuan，
wozhidaowoshuoshenmedoumeiyong。zheimeijiezhidaibiaobuleshenme，danwoyongwoderengedanbao，zheishizuihouyici。」
「nizaixinwoyici，zhiyaowomennaxiahuachuangdetouzi，shushudebing，womensuoyoudewenti，jiudoujiejuele……」
wodexinlifangxianzaitawenqingdeyanleizhong，chedibengkui。wozaiyicilunxianle。wogaosuziji，
tazhishiyishihutu。wochengletabeihouzuijiangudedun，moxutayongwomendehexindaimahejishuqutaohaojiangwanyi，
zongrongtazaishenyeguadiaowodedianhua，peizhejiangwanyisuzuibugui。biyeqianxi，womenxiangmudezuizhongluyan，
lailejishijiadingjifengtou。danyejiuzaineitian，wowuyijiantingdao，guyanzhouyijingyong「yuanwei」
dehexinsuanfazuoweipinli，hejiangwanyiqianleduiduxieyi。tajiangzuoweijishuhehuoren，
ruzhihuachuangzibenqixiadezigongsi。erwo，beicheditichuleju。neiyike，suoyoudexinrenheziqiqiren，
dousuichenglezha。wochongjinxiuxishihetaduizhi，womendangzhesuoyourendemiandachaoqilai。tajuedeworangtadiulelian，
naixinhaojin，henhenjilewoyierguang：「shenyuan，niweishenmejiubunengdongshiyidian？chengtianyishenyigui，
wuliqunao！」dangtian，womendexiangmudaimabeiquanbuxielujileyijiajingzhengduishougongsi。diertian，
wozhunbeibaojingshi，jingchaxianzhaoshanglewo。「shenyuannvshi，nishexianshangyejiandiezui，
qiequbingxieluhuachuangzibendeshangyejimi，qinggenwomenzouyitang。」jingfangchushidezhengju，
shiwodiannaodehoutaicaozuojilu。neitiaojiludedenglushijianheipdizhi，shiwojitaguoshengrineiwan，
zaitagongyulidediannao。wobaikoumobian，nanyizhixindikanxiangguyanzhou，tazhengzhanzaijiangwanyideshence，
yongyizhonglianminyouwunaideyanshenkanzhewo。「shen**zheimezuo，yeshiweilejitafuqinchoujiyiyaofei，
woxiangxintabushiguyide，xiwangnimennengcongqingchuli。」yijuhua，jiwodinglezui。wobeidaizoudiaocha。
putiangaididefumianxinwenyonglai，shuowoshiweileqianbuzeshouduandexueshulaonv，shikejiquandechiru。
wobakandaoxinwen，tufaxingeng，sizailequyiyuandelushang。erwo，beiguanzaikanshousuoli，
liantazuihouyimiandoumeijiandao。guyanzhouhejiangwanyidedinghunxiaoxichuanlaineitian，talaikanshousuokanguowoyici。
chuanzheangguidedingzhixizhuang，jinguiyoushuli。「shenyuan，bieguaiwo，yaoguaijiuguainitaitianzhen。zheigeshijie，
benlaijiushizheimexianshi。」「wohuiranglvshijinizhengqujianxing。chulaiyihou，nashangzheibiqian，zoudeyueyuanyuehao。
」tagezheboli，dijiwoyizhangwubaiwandezhipiao，xiangshizaidafayitiaogou。jingshenjijinbengkuidewo，
yongjinquanli，jiangmianqiandehuikezhuoxianfan。wunianhou，sixuhuilong。wokanzheyanqianzheigeyanzheshenqingximadenanren，
huanhuannachulewonverdechushengzhengming。guyanzhougenzaiwoshenhou，buyiburao：「yuanyuan，wozhidaonihenwo，
danshinibunengnanverdeweilaiduqi。woxianzaiyijingshi『yuanweikeji』deceole，
woyounenglijinihehaizizuihaodeshenghuo！」「zhiyaonidiantou，womenmingtianjiuqulingzheng！」wotingxiajiaobu，
baneizhangzhididaotayanqian，talengzhule。wohuanhuantaiqizuoshou，cadiaonverzuijiaodedangaozi。wumingzhishang，
neimeishuodadefenzuanzaiyanhuitingdedengguangxia，zheshechuwubiciyan、jinhucanrendeguang。「guyanzhou，
zuomengzhiqianxianxingxing。」「nikanqingchu，womenfenshouwunian，wonvershennian，caisisui。haizidefuqinshishei，
doulunbudaoni。」6guyanzhoudelian，zaiyishunjianxuesejinshi。tasisidingzheneizhangchushengzhengming，
xiangshiyaobatadingchugekulonglai。fuqinneiyilandemingzi，tayigeziyekanbudong，yinweineigenbenjiubushizhongwen。
「bukeneng……zheibukeneng……」tashishendinannanziyu，fangfoxinyangshunjianbengta，「neinizheiwunian，
shizenmeguode？」「niwenwozenmeguode？」woxiaole，neixiaoyimeidaoyandi，zhiyouyipianbingliangdehuangwu，
「zainiyongwodedaimaweinizijijiamiandeshihou，wozaiguowaishuapanzi，jirendangyuesao，
xueyimenwanquanmoshengdeyuyan。zainihejiangwanyichurugaojijiuhuideshihou，wonvergaoshaosishidu，wobaozheta，
shenshangzhiyouershikuaixianjin，lianjiuhuchedoujiaobuqi。」「zainichengweibierenkouzhongdekejixingui，
shenqingbangyangdeshihou，wobadeguhui，haizaibinyiguanlimeirenrenling。yinweitaweiyidenver，
zhengbeizhenizaizangdezuiming，lianhuiguodejipiaodoumaibuqi！」wodeshengyinbuda，danzaisijideyanhuitingli，
meiyigezidouxiangyijizhongchui，henhenzazaiguyanzhouhetashenbianneixierendexinshang。limandelianbaidexiangzhi，
xiayishidihoutuileyibu。guyanzhouxiangshibeichouzoulesuoyouliqi，zuichunduosuozhe，yigeziyeshuobuchulai。
「suoyiguzong，shouqinineitaolianjiadeshenqingba。」wobaoqinver，zhunbeilikaizheigelingrenzuooudedifang。
「nigaosuwohaizifuqinshishei！nizheiyangdeqingkuang，hainengzhaodaoshenmehaonanren？shibushibeirenpianle？」
taxiangshizhuazhuzuihouyigenjiumingdaocao，hongzheyansihou，「shenyuan，nigaosuwo，wokeyibangnijiejue！
wulunduifangshishei，wodouyoubanfarangtalikaini！zhiyaonihuilai……」「e，duile。」
woxianghuranxiangqishenmeside，tingzhujiaobu，zhuanguoshen，lianshangyangqizheiwunianlaizuimingmeideyigexiaorong。
neixiaorongluozaiguyanzhouyanli，quebixiboliyadehanfenghaiyaocigu。wojiangshoushangdefenzuanzhuanxiangta，
rangtakanqingshangmianluoyinzhededutebiaoji。neishiquanqiudingjiziben「tianyuziben」dejiazuhuiji。
「wowangleziwojieshaoyixia。」「woxianzaishitianyuzibendeshouxijishuguwen，woxianshengni，
qiahaoshinimen『yuanweikeji』zuidadeduijia，yeshini……zuixiangpanfuquelianmendoumobudaode，qixiao。」
womanyidikandao，guyanzhoudeshentihuanglehuang，xiangshibeirendangtouyibang，lianshangneizuihouyidianxueseyexiaoshidaijin。
zhenggekejiquandouzhidao，tianyuzibendeqixiao，shichulemingdeshangyebaojun，yeshiguyanzhouzheibeizizuihenderen。
tamencongdaxuejiukaishijingzheng，jinrushehuihougengshichuchuzuodui。qixiaodecunzai，
jiushiweileshishikeketixingguyanzhou，tayouduomedebeiweihebukan。wobaozhenver，xianggedeshengdenvwang，
jugaolinxiadikanzheta。ranhou，wocoudaotaerbian，yongzhiyouwomenlianggerennengtingdaodeshengyin，
qingqingdi、canrendigaosuletazuihouyigemimi：「shunbiantixingniyiju，
dangnianneijiasuoweide『jingzhengduishougongsi』，xielunidaimadeip，
rangniyiweizhuadaowobabingdeneigewanmeixianjing……」「yeshiqixiaozuode。」7guyanzhoujiaoxiaxiangshenglegen，
sisidingzaiyuandi。zhenggeyanhuitingdekongqifangfodoubeichougan，
zhishengxiawushudaohunzazhejinghai、tongqingyukuangrebaguademuguang，zaitahewodeshenshanglaihuiqiege。xiayimiao，
damenbeituikai。qixiaozoulejinlai。tashenhougenzheliangpaichuanzheheisexizhuangdebaobiao，xiangpikaihonghaidemoxi，
zaiwomenzhijianyingshengshengpichuyitiaozhenkongdidai。tameiyoukanrenheren，jingzhixiangwozoulai，
tuoxiashenshanghaidaizhewaimianhanqideyangrongdayi，buyoufenshuodiguozaiwonvershenshang。xiaojiahuoburensheng，
taiqitounaishengnaiqidihan：「qishushu。」qixiaorouleroutadetoufa，neizhangchuanwenzhonglengdenengjiebingdelianshang，
xiantiaohanjiandirouhexialai：「gennimamashuo，xiacizaichuanchengzheiyangchulai，wojiubatadeshejishijifengle。」
tashenzhimeiyongzhengyankanguyanzhou，fangfotazhishiyijianaishidejiaju。taqianqiwodeshou，
neibingliangdechuganhezhijieshangjianyingdegugegan，rangwoshunjianhuishen。zailuguoguyanzhoushi，qixiaozhongyutingxiajiaobu，
ceguotou，yongyizhongpingguhuowudeyanshendaliangzheta，bochunqingqi，tuchulianggezi：「feiwu。」jizhideqingmie，
birenhexiurudougengshangren。wokandaoguyanzhoudequantoumengdizuanjin，shoubeishangqingjinbaoqi，
quelianyigefanbodezidoujibuchulai。zuojinneiliangpaizhaoshiwuge8delaosilaisili，cheneiwennuanruchun。
gangcaihairenaodenveryijingwaizaiwohuailishuizhele。chezipingwendishirucheliu，
woheqixiaozhijianqueshiyipiansiji。「shuowoshinixiansheng，shijihuazhinei。」tahurankaikou，
shengyintingbuchuqingxu，「danshi，bawunianqiandezangshuiyindaowoshenshang，zheishijihuazhiwai。」
wokanzhechuangwaifeisudaotuidenihong，yuqipingjing：「jixingfahui，xiaoguobushigenghaome？」「hao？」
tachelechelingdai，luchuyijiexiantiaofenmingdebojing，「shenyuan，nizhidaoniganggangzuodeneifanhua，
yiweizheshenmema？」wodangranzhidao。ruguozhishiwoyigerendefuchou，neidingduosuanshisirenenyuan。
guyanzhouhejiangwanyi，keyiyongyibaizhonggongguanshouduanbazheijianshiyaxiaqu，shenzhifanguolaijiwopoyishenzangshui。
danxianzai，wobaqixiaolaxialeshui。tianyuzibendezhangduoren，heyuanweikejidechuangshiren，yinweiyigenvren，
jiexialezhangdawuniande、busibuxiudeliangzi。zheijiubuzaishibagua，ershizhanzheng。「nibatabidaolejuelu，」
qixiaodeshengyinlenglexialai，「tahuibuxiyiqiedaijiafanpu。erni，shenyuan，
niyijingbushiwunianqianneigekeyirangtasuiyinaniedexiaoguniangle，nishiwodeqizi。gongjini，
jiushizaidawodelian。zheidengyubizhejiangwanyidefuqin，neigelaohuli，yebixuqinzixiachang。」
wodangranmingbaizheigedaoli。woheqixiaozhijian，benshiyichangjiaoyi。tabangwohuiguo，jiwopingtai，
jiwofuchoudeziben。erwo，zuoweitaanchazaiduijiaxinlideyigendingzi，fuzeraoluanguyanzhoudexinshen，
peihetadayingzheichangshangyezhanzheng。womendehunyin，shiyizhiqianleliangniandehetong，gequsuoxu。wodelinshiqiyi，
chedidaluanlewomenyuanyoudejiezou，jiangzheichang**renzhanzheng，zhijieshengjiweilianggezibenjutoudezhengmianyinggang。
「nipale？」wozhuantoukanta。taxiaole，neixiaoronglidaizheyisilangxingdecanrenhexingfen，「wozhishitixingni，
youxinandushengjile。jiexialaidemeiyitian，nizhengkaiyan，douyaomianduizhenggehuachuangzibendeweijiao。」
wodandandiyingleyisheng：「zhenghao，woyemeidasuanrangtamenhaoguo。」cheneideqifenzaicichenmoxialai，
zhishengxiaxiaohaizijunyundehuxisheng。guolehenjiu，tahuranwenleyiju。「haizi……tapengguole？」
8guyanzhoudeshijiezhengzaifenbenglixi。fabuhuineichangnaoju，xiangbingduyiyangzaiyiyezhijianchuanbianlezhenggechuangtouquan。
「yuanweikeji」degujiayingshengbaodie，touzirendedianhuajihuyaodabaotadeshouji。
jiangwanyijiangyifengongguanyuanshuaizaitalianshang，zhuangrongjingzhidelianshangmanshihanshuang。「wobayijingzhennule！guyanzhou，
wobuguanniheneigenvrenyoushenmeguoqu，xianzai，like，bayuqingjiwoyaxiaqu！fouze，
womenlianggedoudewanwan！」tabeihoudetouhunnaozhang，naoziliquequanshishenyuanneishuanghaowuwendudeyanjing。
taxiangbutong，wanquanxiangbutong。wunianqianneigeyiwusuoyou、beitacaijinnilirenrenqilingdeshenyuan，
zenmehuiyaoshenyibian，chengleqixiaodeqizi？neigeqiongsuan、guzhidelaomujiangdenver，
zenmehuidaideshangneizhongtaliangujiadoubugandefenzuan？tabuxin。tabuxinzheiyiqiedoushizhende。
kendingshiqixiaoweilebaofuta，guyishedeju！shenyuanbuguoshitayonglaixiuruzijideqizi！
guyanzhoushihunluopodikaizheche，guishishenchabanhuidaolewomencengjingzhuguodeneigelaojiuxiaoqu。
chuzuwuzaojiuhuanlezuke。taxianggeyouhun，zailouxiazhanlehenjiu，zuihouzoujinlexiaoqupangneigeshoufashi。
kanmendedayehairenshita，dijitayigejilehuidezhixiang。「wunianqianneigejiaoshenyuandexiaoguniangliuxiade，
shuoyaoshiyourenlaizhao，jiujiaojita。」guyanzhouzhandouzheshoudakaizhixiang，limiandoushixiebuzhiqiandejiuwu。
jibenshu，yigejiujianpan，haiyou……houhouyitayiyuandejiaofeidanheyifentacongweijianguodebingweitongzhishu。
shendean，jixingxinshuai，qiangjiuwuxiaosiwang。siwangriqi，shitahejiangwanyidinghunhoudedisantian。zuidixia，
shiyibenriji。tafankai，neishuxidezijixiangyibaluotie，tangdetazhijiandouzaifadou。「12yue5ri。
babadeyiyaofeihaichaershiwan，wobafangzimaile，haibugou。guyanzhou，nibushishuo，zhiyaonaxiatouzi，
yiqiedouhuihaoma？wohaoxiangni。」「12yue15ri。wozaiwangshangfaqichoukuan，beirenmashipianzi。
tamenshuowoshizuoguolaodeshangyejiandie，shuowobashibaoying。guyanzhou，wozhishixiangrangbabarutuweian。」
「12yue25ri。pinganye。tamenshuonizaifabuhuishangxuanbuhejiang**dinghunle。woweinigaoxing，zhende。
zhishaonichenggongle。wobadesangzangfei，wohuizijixiangbanfade。」guyanzhoudehuxiyuelaiyuejicu，
taxiangfengleyiyangfandaozuihouyiye。neiyiye，zhihualeyifucucaodejianbihua。huashang，
shiyigexiaoxiaodemuzhiyaoling，pangbianbiaozhuzhewaiwainiuniudelianggezi：「liwu」。neishishenyuandefuqin，
neigelaomujiang，dayingyaoweiwomenweilaidehaizi，qinshouzuodediyigewanju。guyanzhouzhongyubengkuile。
tasisizuanzheneiyezhi，xiangyitoubeikunzhudeyeshou，fachuleyayiertongkudebeiming。yuanlai，
zaitayiweizijizhongyutashangqingyunlu，zhideyimandeshihou，neigebeitaqinshoutuikaidenvhai，zhengduziyiren，
baozhefuqindeguhui，zouzaishenbujiandidediyuli。tacongweiaiguoshenyuan，tazhishixiguanletadefuchuhexisheng。
kezhidaocike，tacaijingkongdifaxian，yuanlaineifenbeitaqizhirubilvdeai，zaoyizaitabuzhidaodeshihou，
kejinlegusuili。9yulunzhanruqixiaosuoliao，laideyoukuaiyoumeng。jiangwanyichushoule。yiyezhijian，
suoyoumenhuwangzhandetoutiaodouhuanchenglewodezhaopian。
biaotisongrentingwen——「jiemitianyuzongcaifurenshangweishi：congjiexiaqiudaohaomenkuotai，jiujingshihezhongshouduan？」
wenzhangli，wobeisuzaochengyigexinjishenzhong、buzeshouduandebaijinnv。shuowodangnianyinweijiduxianhaiguyanzhou，
ruyuhoubuzhihuigai，youliyonghaizipanshangleqixiaozheikegaozhi。zangshuipodeyouliyouju，
lianwodangnianruyudedanganbianhaodougongzhiyuzhong。limanyezhucelezhanghaoxianshenshuofa，
tongchiwodangnianshiruhexianpinaifu，youshiruhepuadanchunshanliangdeguyanzhou。pinglunquyipianmasheng。
「zheizhongnvrenyepeijinhaomen？qixiaoshixialema？」「wotule，daizhegetuoyoupinghainengjiarudingjihaomen，
zheichuangshanggongfudeduohaoa？」「yancha！jianyichachatianyuzibendezhangmu，bieshibeizheigenvrentaokongle！」
gongsidegongguanbujinjikailehaojicihui，doubeiqixiaoyalexialai。「rangtazijichuli。」tazaishipinhuiyili，
duizheshijigegaoguan，yuqipingjingqueburongzhihui。wozhidao，zheishitaduiwodekaoyan。
ruguolianzheidianfenglangdoukangbuzhu，woyejiubupeizuotaqixiaodehezuozhe。wozai「tianyuziben」
dediyicineibulixianghuishang，jiandaolechuanshuozhongqixiaoshouxiazuidelidejiyuandajiang。tamenkanwodeyanshen，
chongmanleshenshihebuxinren。yigejiaochenmodefuzong，shichulemingdejishukuangren，tadiyigefanan：「shenzongjian，
wobuhuaiyinindejishunengli。dan『yuanwei』yijingqiangzhanleshichangxianji，bingqieshenqingleduoxiangzhuanlibilei。
womenxianzairuju，wuyiyuyiluanjishi。」「sheishuowomenyaogenzaitamenhoumianle？」
wojiangyifenquanxindegoujiatutoudaodapingmushang，「『yuanwei』dehexinsuanfa，shiwunianqiandejiubanben。erzheige，
」wozhizhepingmu，「shiwozaizheiwunianli，tuidaozhonglaileshangbaici，zhongxindiedaiyouhuaguodexinbanben。
wojitaqumingjiao『niepan』。tabi『yuanwei』，zhishaolingxianlianggeshidai。」chenmodeyanjingliangle。「haiyou，」
wohuanshiquanchang，shengyinbuda，queziziqingxi，「guanyuzhuanlibilei。dangnianguyanzhoushenqingdesuoyouhexinzhuanli，
yongdedoushiwodeshenfenxinxi。zhibuguo，tazaiwodemingzizhongjian，jialeyigezi。shen『zhi』yuan。」