disizhangjiangmoyan，woyaosile
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“jiangmoyan，nibunengzheimemeiliangxin，womayiqianduinikebuchade。”
womenliangtanlianaishi，womatingshuoletadeshenshi，budanmeiyoubandianxianqi，haihenshilianai，meicidaoxuexiaolaibijitadaihaochide，shenzhijitamaiyifu。
tarujinzenmenengshuozheiyangdehua？
“dui，nimaduiwobucha！bieyiweiwobuzhidao，dangnianjiushitacuanduodenigenwofenshou，nimenjiushixianwoqiong，haizhengdegenguanyinpusaside，songzheisongnei，jiahaoxin。”
wolengzhu，yuanlai，tayizhidoushizheiyangxiangde。
“nizuowanbushishuoyaohewolihunma？zheimeyouguqi，zenmebuzijiquzhengqian？”
biedeshiqingwokeyirenyoutadama，weiduzheiyijianshiguanyuwoma，wozuobudaolengjing。
“jiangmoyan，zheishinidangchudayingwode，zhiyaowohenijiehun，nijiuhuijiwomazugouzhibingdeqian，nibunengyanerwuxin。”
jiangmoyanlenglengdiyangqizuijiao，“neixianzaizaijiayiyang，dengnishunlihuaiyun，shengxiahaizi，wojinishuangbeideqian。”
shuozhe，zhunbeilanzheyuwanyanlikai。
wojile，lianmangzhuazhuletadeshou，“buxing！nibunengzheiyangzi！”
shougangshenguoqu，buxiaoxinzhuangdaoleyuwanyan，jiangmoyanshouyishuai，woganghaokandaoleyuwanyanbozishangdaidexianglian。
chuanshuozhongdewubaiwan，jingyingyaoyan，rangrenciyan。
yubieren，tashuaiwubaiwanqingeryiju，yuwo，tajinglinsefenhao。
“nidaodiyaozuoshenme？”jiangmoyannuwen。
“mo......jiangzong，nimenyouhuahaohaoshuo，buyaochao......a！”
yuwanyanyishengtonghu，tahuileshen，lianmangfuqiledishangdeta，tadeshoucashangle，liulexue。
wokanzhetamuguanglidexinteng，molemoetoushang，zaibukantamen，nashangbaobaolikairangwozhixidebangongshi。
rujindejiangmoyanhenbudechiwoderou，hewodexue，ziranbuhuizaiguanwodesihuo。
kewobijinghaihuozhe，wodezhengqian，jiwomuqinquzuoshoushu。
duokuineixienianmuqindejiaoyang，yexinghao，woyouyifuhaosangzi，dandeyishouhaoqin。
zhanzai“landiao”mi.lidengguangxiadeneiyike，womanshoudoushihan，wutaixiaxingxingse.sedenannvrangwobuan。
shouzhifangzaiheibaiqinjianshangdeneiyike，shuxideganjuecaihuilai，wojianjianfangsonglexialai，keyuedanqueyuejuedebuduijing，hunshenzhangcileyiban。
yiquwanbi，wojugongshi，duishanglejiangmoyanneishuangyinyinchenchendemouzi，xinyemodiloutiaoleyigejiepai。
baoxiang，yizhongnannvxinao，weiyoujiaoluoliyongzheyimeinvdejiangmoyanmuguangchenchen，touzheyigushengrenwujindeqishi。
woxiayishidichelecheshenshangqingliangdequnzi，jiutingdao——
“tingshuonishixinlaide，qindandehaisuanbucuo。zheilizaizuodejigedoushijingchengyoutouyouliande，jinwanniqiehaohaopeizhe，peihaole，haochushaobulenide。”
shuozhe，caidaqicudicongdoulitaochuleyitahongchao。
yinggaiyoushangwan，zhengshiwoxuyaode，ke......
“buhaoyisi，wobuhuihejiu，nimenruoshixiangtingquzi，wokeyijinimenyanzou，gangqin、tiqindoukeyi。”
zaojiuzhidaolandiaolongshehunza，ruobushijixuyongqian，wojuebuhuipaodaozheililai。
nacengxiang，chushibuli，diyitianjiuyudaolejiangmoyanhetadeyiqungoutuizi。
“buhejiu，nilaizheilizuoshenme？dangzhen.jielienvma？”
jiaoluolidejiangmoyanturanshangqian，aimeidilanzhulewodeyao，zhuoredezhangxinqingqingmosuozhe，jihutangshanglewodepifu。
zhongrenquandouluchuleyiweishenzhangdixiao。
yourenyanjian，jingedao，“jiangzong，ninnandaobujuedezheigenvrenyoudianxiangnin......taitaima？”
“shia，wozenmeyejuede......”
woxintouyijin，jintianhualenongzhuang，youchuanchengzheiyang，yinggaimeineimerongyibeirenchulaiba。
jiangmoyanqingmiedidalianglewoyiyan，xiaolexiao，“tazenmekenengshiwotaitai？wotaitaiyouyagaogui，tazheizhongnvrenruhebideshang。”
wohoutouduleyixia，niejinleshouxin，youtingtadao，“lai，bazheipingjiuhele，helezheixieqianjiuquanshinidele。”
tayoutaochuleyita，muguangzhuozhuodidingzhewo。
yipingjiuhuanjiwankuaiqian，shuobuxindongshijiade。
wozaicinielenieshouxin，jueqiangdiduishangtaxixuedeshixian，wobudebutingqilejibei。
“nishuode，hewanlejiushiwode，duima？”
“womeiyoushiyandexiguan。”
wolengxiao，zaibushuoerhua，naqizhuoshangdejiuping，wangzuilikaishiguan。
zhongrenjianworucihaoshuang，lengleyimiaohou，fenfenguzhangkaishirenzhenkanrenao。
xinladeweidaobansuizhekusedegantiancongchunchidaohoutou，yigunongzhongdeexingancongxiongkouxilai，wohediyikoujiuqiangchuleyanlei。
“ai，wohaiyiweishigenenghede，meixiangdaoa！zhenshisao......”
tadehuahaimeishuowan，woyiyaoya，naqijiupingyouguanleqilai。
“hao。”zhongrenkanrenaobuxianshida。
bishangyan，worenzhuneiexinyuxiongkoubuxunchangdejidong，heyikouzaiheyikou，neiqianjiushiwodele，muqinjiukeyidongshoushule。
kewodetouyuelaiyueyun，kenengshigangganghelejiu，wodexinjiyizhenqiangguoyizhen。
不！我得坚持住！
wojixubajiuwangzuiliguan，xiongkoumendewoyaochuanbuguoqilai，napawonulikezhi，toudingdetianhuabanhaishikaishixuanzhuan......
该怎么办？
我怎么能现在发病？
“别喝了！”
yizhishoushangqian，lanzhulewo，fennudiyadishengyinrangwobuyouzizhudifaxiao。
“denghuier，wohewanzheidian，nishuode，hewanle，neixieqianjiushiwodele。”
wozuoshihaiyaohe，beijiangmoyanyibadadiaoleshouzhongdejiuping，“kuangdang！”yisheng，jingraoleyiwuzideren。
“woshuo，buxuhele！”
woshaxiaozhe，yanqianderenbianchenglewushugerenying，naoziyuelaiyueyunxuan，jiaobukaishizhanlibuwen。
“你怎么了？”
dadishiwodelianseguoyucangbai，jiangmoyanzhuazhewo，yanzhongjingchuxianlejiqiezhise，“juhuaijin，nidaodizenmele？shuohua！”
“jiangmoyan，woyaosilea！”
cihuayichu，wokandaotashunjianbianlelianse。