lijunyaolengzhule,fengmouweimi:“niyouzigetima?”
tanhuanhuanwenyan,dixialetoubushuohua,yanshenyoukaishihuansan。
shia,taxianzainalilaidezigelihun?
lijiazaomeile,talilehunyouqunaerni?
zheifuxiaochendemoyang,ranglijunyaoxinlilveguoyisibaofudekuaiyiyouyouyidianmomingdefanzao。
tafuxiashen,ezhutanhuanhuandexiaba,yizizidao:“jizhu,zaijinjia,nizhishiyitiaosangjiazhiquan。”
jiandaotanhuanhuanjuewangdeyanshen,lijunyaocaisongkaishou,congzhuoshangchoulezhangzhicalecashouhouzhuanshenliqu。
tanhuanhuanfuzaibingliangdedishang,menbeiguanshangdeshengyindazaixintou,xinzangdechoutongganyesuizhiyufaqianglie。
takusedidongledongzuijiao。
mamabingshi,babatiaolouzisha,tazaiyemeiyoubiedeqinrenle。
tabushisangjiazhiquanshishenme。
shuodaodi,haishitazheigerenbugaihuozhe。
“叮——叮——”
menlingdeshengyindaduanletadesixu。
tanhuanhuanzhuazheshafapanshanzhanqishen,zouguoqukailemen。
menwaizhanzhedejuranshiyechen——taweiyidepengyou,yeshiweiyizhidaotayouyiyuzhengderen。
yechendedanxinzaikandaotanhuanhuanhoucaixiaosanyidian:“bushishuodengwoqujienichuyuanma?nizenmezijijiuzoule?”
tanhuanhuanzhalexiahaowushencaideyanjing,quezhihuidaoqian:“duibuqi。”
yechentanqi,zhidaotaxinliku,zhicongbaolinachuliangpingyaodijita:“nizuotianzoudeji,yaodoumeina,wojinisonglaile,nijizhe,yidingyaoanshichi。”
tanhuanhuanjieguoyao,buzhongquerangtananyinawen。
zheixienianli,tadoushikaozhezheixieyaoweichizhetajinshengdeyisiqingxing,kemeiyouyong,tayijingyuelaiyuebuxianghuoxiaqu。
erlijunyaozuotiandehua,gengshirangtahuranmeilezhichengdeyongqi。
taminminchun,youxiejucu:“xiexie。”
yechenyuyanyouzhi,xianganweitaqueyoudanxinguojie,zhinengshuo:“woyihuierhaiyaozuozhen,dezoule,niyoushijiulikedadianhuajiwo。”
tanachuyigexinshoujidijitanhuanhuan:“limianyouwodehaoma。”
tanhuanhuanjieguoshouji,tachelechezuijiao:“xiexieni。”
tadeqiangyanhuanxiaorangyechenxinyijin,buyoutaishoucaqutalianshangdeyanleihenining:“bieweiquzijile,nenglijiuliba。”
tanhuanhuanwanqidechunjiaoyouwulididilexiaqu。
tayexianglihun,danlijunyaoquesihuhaimeizhemogouta。
yechenzouhou,tanhuanhuancaichidundefanyingdaozijidemanshenlangjie。
taxiangquzhaojianyifuxizao,quefaxian,zhenggefangzimeiyouyijiandongxishishuyutade。
lijunyaozaojiujiangtadedongxiquanbudoudiuchuqule。
tanhuanhuanrenzhehoujiandesuanse,congzawushilifanchuyijianjiuyifu,xilehuanshang。
kejiexialai,tayoubuzhidaogaizuoshenmele。
tajiuzheiyangdaizuozaishafashang,xiangshihaizaijingshenbingyuanliyiyang。
zhuanyantianjiuheile,lijunyaohuidaojia。
tanhuanhuancaiyouxiechidundizhanqishen。
kehaimeidengtafanyingguolai,lijunyaojijinfengcidehuaquexianzadaoletanhuanhuanshenshang。
“nigoukeyide,fenglehainengbarengoudaozheierlai。”
tazhengzhengdikanzhebijindelijunyao,budongtazaishuoshenme。
lijunyaoxiangqijiankongzhongyechenduitanhuanhuanneiqinmidejudong,xinzhongmomingshaoqiyibawumingyehuo。
tataiqishou,danshouqiazhutadexiahe。
zheiyishun,lijunyaoyanzhongfeikuaihuaguoyisichayi。
她瘦了好多。
danzheichayizaitanhuanhuanxiayishishanduodeyike,shunjianbianchengnuyi。
tacubaodiniezhetadebojing,muguangrubing:“biedenanrenmoninicaijuedeshufushiba?”
xinhaosibeijiandaohenhenwanleyixia,weiquhesuanseshangyong。
tanhuanhuanbeipoyangzhetou,yanshenzhiyukongdong:“neijiulihun,bawosaodichumen。”
lijunyaoshouyidun,momouzhongqinzheshigudehanyi:“lihun?nixiangdoubuyaoxiang!”
tayongliyitui,tanhuanhuanyiliangqiang,daozailechajipang。
suoyoudeqingxusihudoubeizheigenanrenzhangkong,takanzhezhuoshangdeshuiguodao,zhixiganrulangtouxiangtadalai。
“如果我死呢?”