第4章

yizhouhou,wozhongyunengxiadihuodongle。

gangdakaibingfangmen,wojiukanjiancaoanruozaiwobamahuaizhongxiaodecanlan。

“anruo,zhendedouhaolema?yaobuhaishiduotangjitian。”

“jiusuanxiaoganmao,yebunengdayi,babamamakeyijixuqingjiapeinide。”

caoanruojuezhezui,yifurenxingdeyangzi:

“wodoutangleyigexingqile,benlaijiuzhishigexiaoganmao,shinimentaijinzhangle。”

wogezizixixidaliangzhehuolishizudeta:

“nalibushufuleyidingyaohegegeshuo,gegehuijinizhaozuihaodeyisheng。”

yuanlai,jinjinyigexiaoganmaojiukeyirangmangliudetamenjinzhangdaoqingjia。

yuanlai,aiyubuai,shizheimedemingxian。

zaimeiyoumeimeiqian,tamenzongshuoworenxingbudongshi。

keshimeimeitichuwuliyaoqiushi,tamenzongshixiaozhemanzu。

shenzhifangxiatamenzuikanzhongdegongzuo,zhudongqutaohaozheigexiaogongzhu。

erwo,zhiyaoshaoweixianluchuyidianbulijie,jiuhuibeitamendama:

“anqing,nizuojiejie,nandaobuyinggairangzhemeimeima?”

“womenmeitianshiqujiuren,henmangde,biefanwo!niyaoshizhaogubuhaomeimei,dengzhehuilaishoushini!”

我太想被爱了。

woyiweijinshanjinmeidizuohaomeiyijianshi,chengweitamenkouzhongdehaohaizi,tamenjiuhuiaiwo。

woyiweizhiyaoyizhitinghuadongshi,zhaoguhaocaoanruo,tamenjiuhuijiwohaolianse。

keshizaiwoquanshenchamanruanguan,yiqididibaojing,shengmingzuiweijideshihou,tamenquandouxuanzelemoshi。

yishujingzhandetamen,napaduokanyiyanwodeshengmingtizheng,dounengpanduanchu,wobushizairenxing。

jinglilesilitaosheng,wocaixiangmingbai,tamendexinliconglaidoumeiyouwo,yebuhuiyouwo。

caoanruokanjianleyipangdewo:

“jiejie,nizenmezaizhei。”

bamakanjianwo,manyanxiane:

“meimeishengbingle,nizheigedangjiejiedeyitianbulaizhaogu,xianzaichuangebinghaofuzhuangshenmekelian,yebuxianhuiqide。”

caoanruolianshangshanguodeyi,quezhuangchuyifuweiqudeyangzi:

“yidingshiwoshengbingqiangzoulebamahegege,jiejieshengqile。”

“duibuqijiejie,wozheijiubatamenhaijini。”

gegewenyanduiwonumuershi:

“caoanqing,ninengbunengxianganruoyiyangdongshi?”

“nizheimexihuanchuanbinghaofu,zenmefashaodebushini?”

“gegenibieshengqile,shuobudingjiejiezhendebingleni?”

caoanruokansidanxindilailawodeshou,queturanyonglituidaowo:

“wo……bushiwo,jiejiezenmeturanshuaile。”

爸妈厌烦地看着我:

“bieyanle,shaoyongzheizhongbaxibotongqing。”

“tiantianxiangzhexianhaimeimei,zhenbuzhidaonidexinyouduohei!”

“anruo,biebanideshanliangyongzaizheizhongrenshenshang。zou,womenquchidacan,qingzhunichuyuan!”

tamenbutingwoyijujieshi,jiuxiangxinlecaoanruozhuoliedebaxi,jiwoanshangmoxuyoudezuiming。

womeiyoukunao,yemeiyouzhuishangtamenlikaidebufa。

wotuozhexuruodeshentiqishen。

dayinchushoujilifanfuxiugaideqinziduanjueshu,xiangyishengtichulechuyuan。