wobeizhananzhumadangzuoliwu，songjilequanqingchaoyededongchangduzhu。renrendoushuotayoufengyouhen，
shigeshuangshouzhanmanxianxuedejiataijian，songwoguoqujiushiyangruhukou。woyeyiweixiaomingxiuyi，
zhidaotakezhexuezuanjinwodeyixiu，yashengqiuwobiezou。wozheicaifaxian，
zheiweihuoyanwangbeidilijingshigelilewolianjuedoushuibuzhedebingjiaozhanrenjing！baitiantashilengkuchanggong，
yeliquejiangwoquanzaihuaili，zhuoredehuxipenzaiwojingce：“wanyin，jiranzhixiaolebenduzuidademimi，
zheibeizi，xiuxiangtaoli。”erdangzhananhouhui，guizaidianqianqiuwohuitoushi，
zhenggedongchangdetiqiyizaiwoshenhouliezhen。wodeduzhudarenniansuichoudi，jiangwopengshangyunduan，
zaiwoerbiandiyaxuangao：“zheitianxiaweipin，bujiniyixiao。”diyizhangwo，shiliunianrenshengzhongzuihuangmiudezhuanzhe，
moguoyubeiqingmeizhumadechengxiangfugongzixieyuhengdangzuorenqing，songjilequanqingchaoyededongchangduzhuxiaojue。sanriqian，
xieyuheng——neigewoxiangshishizai、cengyiweihuituofuzhongshendenanzi——wenrunruyudigaosuwo：“suwanyin，
dongchangduzhufushangquegezhishudalideshidu，nishizuiheshiderenxuan。
”woxianxiejiangshouzhongdeqingcichazhanniechuliehen。“xieyuheng，nikezhineixiaojueshihedengrenwu？”woyadishengyin，
zhijianfazhan，“tashigequanqingchaoyede‘jiataijian’！shoushangzhandexuenengranhongbantiaozhuquejie，
lianshengshangdouyaorangtasanfen，nirangwoqutafushangdangshidu？”xieyuhengyijiushineifuqingfenglangyuedemoyang，
baiyishengxue，meimuwenya，shuochudehuaquerangwoxinhanchegu：“zhengyinruci，chengxiangfucaixuyutaweixiguanxi。
wanyin，nishiwozuixinrenderen。”haoyige“zuixinrenderen”。woxinzhonglengxiao。
woyutabenshizhenzhengdeqingmeizhuma，sujiameiluoqian，yecengshijingchengpofushengmingdeshuxiangshijia。houlaijiadaozhongluo，
wojijuzaichengxiangfu，mingyishangshiyuanfangbiaoqin，shizeyubinvwuyi。danwoyizhiyiwei，
zhishaoxieyuhengshizhenxindaiwode。xianzaikanlai，shiwotaiguotianzhen。“heshidongshen？”wolengshengwen。“jike。
”xieyuhengbikaiwodemuguang，“macheyizaihoumendenghou。”haoyige“jike”。haoyige“houmen”。
lianshoushixingnangdegongfudoubuji，fenmingshipawotaotuo。woqishen，yiziyidun：“xieyuheng，jinrizhihou，
niwoshinianqingyi，enduanyijue。”tamouzhongshanguoyisibodong，zhongjiuchenmoyidui。
duzhufudezhuqidamenzaiwomianqianhuanhuankaiqi，rujushouzhangkou，senlengzhiqipumianerlai。
yinludetaijianmianwubiaoqing，xisuidejiaobushengzaikongkuangdetingyuanzhonghuidang，meiyibudoutazaiwodexinjianshang。
wobeianzhizaiyichupijingxiaoyuan，minghuan“tingxuezhai”。chuhuyiliao，zheilichensheyazhi，shujuanyingjia，
sihaomeiyouchuanwenzhongdongchangdexuexingzhiqi。yemujianglinshi，wozhongyujiandaoleneiweichuanshuozhongdeduzhu。
taxieyizairuantashang，yishensubaineipao，mofapisan，chendelianseyufacangbai。zhuguangxia，tameiyanruhua，
quetouzheyigubingtaidecuiruo，yuwoxiangxiangzhongneigeshafaguoduandequanhuanpanruoliangren。“suwanyin？”takaikou，
shengyinshayadelihai，suijiyanchunjuliekesouqilai，jiantouqingzhan，fangfosuishihuisanjia。wolengzaiyuandi，
yishibuzhigaizuohefanying。“guolai。”tazhizhukesou，taiyankanwo，mouseshenchenruye，
“xieyuhengsongnilaide？”wojinshenyingshi。taqingxiaoyisheng，daizhejifenchaofeng：“tadaoshishede。”shuoba，
tayoushiyizhensixinliefeidekesou，cangbaidezhijianxiayishizuanjinletabianchuixiadeyixiu，
neixiukoushangxiuzhedeyinzhu，yuwoxirizengyuxieyuhengdepazishangdewenyang，jingrendixiangsi。woxinjianmomingyizhan。
“huidushuma？”tahuanguoqi，qingshengwen，“duyiduan《shanhaijing》ba，jiu……‘nanshanjing’bufen。
”woyiyanquguoyipangdeshujuan，zhijianhuaguoweihuangdezhiye，qingshengniansong。tadehuxizhujianpingwen，
jingbuzhibujuekaozaiwojiantoushuiqu，zhonglianghenqing，xianggequefaanquangandehaizi。zhuhuoyaoye，
yingzhetaanjingdeshuiyan，woxinzhongyipianhunluan。zheizhenshineigechuanwenzhonglengkucanbao、zhishouzhetiandedongchangduzhu？
ciriqingchen，wozhengweixiaojueshulizhangfa，menwaihuranchuanlaishuxideqinglengsangyin：“duzhuhaoxingzhi。”wohuitou，
zhengzhuangjianxieyuhenglizailangxia。tayijiuyishenbaiyi，kansiwenrunruyu，keneishuangzongshihanxiaodeyanli，
cikequefanyongzhewokanbudongde、jinhufengkuangdejidu。tadagaicongweixiangguo，
zheigebeitashiweiqizide“jiataijian”，zaoyijiangwoshiruozhenbao；ertayiweikeyisuiyisheqidewo，
yezaoyibushitanengchupengderenle。dierzhangxieyuhengdemuguangxiangzhenyiyangzhazaiwotixiaojueshufadeshoushang。
woxiayishixiangsuohuishou，quebeixiaojuebingliangdeshouzhiqingqinganzhu。“xiegongzijinrizenyouxianqinglilinhanshe？
”xiaojueshengyinyonglan，quedaizheburonghushideweiya。tashenzhimeiyouhuitou，
zhishitouguotongjingdandandipieleyiyanmenkoudeshenying。“jiafumingwojiduzhusongxiexincha。”xieyuhengzoujinlai，
jiangyihejingzhidechayefangzaizhuoshang，muguangqueyiransuozhewo，“meixiangdaowanyin……suguniangshiyingderucizhikuai。
”woniezheyushudezhijieweiweifabai。tazheihualideci，zaimingxianbuguo。“wanyinwenwanconghui，
ziranshendewoxin。”xiaojueqingxiaoyisheng，turanshenshoujiangwolandaotashence。wocubujifang，diezuozaitabian，
beitashenshangqingliedeyaoxianglongzhao。takansixuruodikaozhewo，shizeshoubeidaizheburongkangjudelidao，
jiangwogudingzaitashence。zheigedongzuoguoyuqinni，wodelianjiashunjianshaoleqilai。
wonengganjuedaoxieyuhengdehuxiyizhi。“kanlaishiwoduolvle。”xieyuhengdeshengyinlenglexiaqu，
“duzhujiranyoumeirenxiangban，xiemoububiandarao，gaoci。”tazhuanshenliqu，yimeidaifeng。
neimobaiseshenyingxiaoshizaimenkoushi，woganjuedaoxiaojueguzhewodeshoushunjiansongkai，
zhenggerenfangfotuolibanxianghoukaoqu，youkaishiyayididikeqilai，liansebigangcaigengjiacangbai。“duzhu？
”woxiayishifuzhuta，chushouyipianbingliang。gangcaineigeqichangqiangdadenanrenfangfozhishigehuanjue。
“wufang……”tahuanlekouqi，bishangyan，zhangjiezaiyanxiatouxiadandandeyinying，“hedaonile？”woyaoyaotou，
youyishidaotabizheyankanbujian，dishengdao：“meiyou。zhishi……weiheyaoguyijinuta？”tazhengkaiyan，
shensuidemouzikanxiangwo：“niyiwei，tajinrizhenshilaisongchade？”womoran。xieyuhengdejidurucimingxian，
juefeiweizhuang。“chengxiangfuyudongchang，biaomianheqi，andili……”tameiyoushuoxiaqu，zhishiyoukesoulejisheng，
“zaizheishengongli，zhenxinyehao，jiayiyeba，buguoshichouma。nijiyiruju，bianyaoxuehuikanqing。
”tazheihuaxiangshitixing，youxiangshijinggao。wokanzhetacuiruoyouruilidecelian，xinzhongdiyiciqingxidiyishidao，
wotarude，shiyigezenyangdelongtanhuxue。zaiduzhufuderizi，bixiangxiangzhongpingjing，queyouchuchutouzheguiyi。
xiaojuedaduoshushijiandoubingyanyande，xuyaowodushu、zhuyao、peizaishenbian。tashuimianhenqian，
shaoyoudongjingbianhuijingxing，zhiyouzaiwodishengsongdushi，cainenganwenshuishangyilianggeshichen。
fuzhongxiarenduiwogongjingqueshuli，chulebiyaodejiaoliu，jihuwurenganyuwoduoyan。dongchangduzhudefudi，
anjingdexiangyizuohualidefenmu。zhidaoneiriwuhou，wowuyijiantingdaolianggexiaotaijianzailangxiaqieqiesiyu。
“……tingshuomei？beizhenfusineibianyouzhualejigeyushitaideren，haoxianggenshangcidecaoyunanyouguan……”“ze，
duzhuzheibingbingwaiwaide，shouduankeyidianmeiruan。neixiedaren，
pashijianbudaomingtiandetaiyanglou……”woxinxiayijing，caoyunan？fuqindangnian，
sihuyecengyinzhiyancaoyunbiduanerzaobianzhe……wozhengningshenxiting，shenhouturanchuanlaiyishengqingke。
wohedehunshenyizhan，huitoukanjianxiaojuebuzhiheshizhanzaiwoshenhou，pizheyijianmosedachang，
liansezaiyangguangxiajihutouming。“haoqi？”tadandandiwen，muguangsaoguoneilianggeshunjianguidifadoudexiaotaijian。
“nubibugan。”wolianmangditou。tameiyouzhuijiu，zhishizhuanshenwanghuizou：“tuiwoqushufang。
”wotuizhetadelunyi（tashentijichashixuyicidaibu），xinzhongtantebuan。jinleshufang，tapingtuizuoyou，
zhiliuxiawo。“suwanyin，”takanzhewo，yanshenruilirudao，yupingribingruodemoyangpanruoliangren，“nikezhi，
zaibenduzheili，zhidaodetaiduo，bingfeihaoshi。”woshouxinqinchulenghan：“wanyinmingbai。”“bu，nibumingbai。
”tanaqiyifenmibao，zaizhuhuoshangdianran，kanzhetahuaweihuijin，“xieyuhengsongniguolai，weibiandehaoxin。
erni……”tadunledun，yiweishenzhangdishuo，“nifuqinsuwenyuandeanzi，weibimeiyouzhongjiantianrideyitian。
”womengditaitou，zhenjingdikanzheta。tazenmehuizhidaowofuqindeshi？erqietingtayuqi，sihuhuazhongyouhua？
taquebuzaiduoyan，huihuishou：“xiaquba。jizhu，anfenshouji，fangnengzhangjiu。”wotuichushufang，xinchaopengpai。
xiaojuezheifanhua，shijinggao，haishi……anshi？wodiyicijuede，zheigekansibingruodenanren，
xinsishenchendexiangyikougujing，genbenwangbudaodi。erwohexieyuheng，naizhiwofuqindejiuan，
sihudouzaoyizaitaqijuzhizhong。disanzhangxiaojuedehuaxiangyikeshizitouruwoxinhu，zhengyezhanzhuannanmian。
fuqinsuwenyuandemingzi，yijingduonianwurenganzaiwomianqiantiqi。qinianqianneichangturuqilaidecaoyuntanmoan，
rangqingzhengbanshengdefuqinlangdangruyu，sujiayixiqingfu。woshizhongbuxinfuqinhuitanmo，kerenzhengwuzhengjuzai，
fanantanherongyi？rujin，zheiweiquanqingchaoyededuzhuzhudongtiji，jiujingshiheyongyi？ciriqingchen，
woduanzhetangyaojinruneishishi，xiaojuezhengkaozaichuangbiankanyifenmihan。chenguangtouguochuangling，
weitacangbaideceliandushangyicengqianjin，jingyouzhongyisuidemeigan。tajianwojinlai，
suishoujiangmihancoudaozhuhuoshangdianran。“duzhu，gaiyongyaole。”wochuimou，jiangyaowandishang。taquemeijie，
muguangluozaiwoweizhongdeyanjianshang：“zuoyemeishuihao？”wozhijianweijin，wenzhuyaowan：“xushihuanledifang，
haiyouxiebuxiguan。”taqingxiaoyisheng，jieguoyaowanyiyinerjin，meitoudouweizhouyixia。fangxiayaowanshi，
tahuranwen：“nikezhizuoriweiheyaodianponifuqindeshi？”woxintiaolouleyipai，rushidao：“wanyinbuzhi，
qingduzhumingshi。”“xieyuhengmeigaosunima？”tayuqipingdan，quedaizheshenshi，
“dangniancanhenifuqinzuilide，zhengshixianrendouchayuanzuodouyushi，erzheiweiyushi，shixiechengxiangdemensheng。
”womengditaitou，nanyizhixindikanzheta。zheijianshi，xieyuhengcongweiduiwotiguobangezi！qinianlai，
tarenyouwojirenlixia，duiwobaibanwenrou，quezhizibutisujiayuananyuxiejiakenengdeguanlian？
xiaojuejiangwodezhenjingjinshouyandi，jixubujinbumandishuo：“caoyunyian，shuishendehen。
nifuqinbuguoshidanglebierendelu。”tadunledun，yiweishenzhangdikanzhewo，“rujin，youxierenkenengjuede，
nizheikeqizi，huoxunengyonglaishitanbendudedixian，huozhe……jiebendudeshou，qingchujiuriyinhuan。
”wobeijifaliang。takouzhongde“youxieren”，shizhixiechengxiang，haishi……xieyuheng？nandaowobeisongdaozheili，
bujinjinshiweiletaohaoxiaojue，haikenengchengweitamenquanliboyizhongdeyihuan，shenzhishibeiyonglaimiekoudeqizi？
“pale？”xiaojuewen。woshenxiyikouqi，yaxiaxinzhongdejingtaohailang，
yingshangtademuguang：“duzhuweihegaosuwanyinzheixie？”tashenshenkanlewoyiyan，bingweizhijiehuida，
fanershuo：“jinrigongzhongsheyan，nisuibendutongqu。”——zheishiwodiyicitaruhuanggong，
yeshidiyiciyixiaojueshenbianrendeshenfenchuxianzaizhongrenmianqian。tayijiuzuoyulunyizhishang，woliyuqice。
suodaozhichu，guanyuanmenwulunpinji，wubugongjingxingli，
yanshenzhongquezangzhenanyiyanshideweijuyubiyi——duiquanhuandeweiju，duita“jiataijian”shenfendebiyi。
yanxishang，sizhuguanxian，gongchoujiaocuo，yipaixianghe。woqueganjueanliuyongdong。bushiyoumuguangluozaiwoshenshang，
tanjiude，haoqide，shenzhi……tongqingde。xieyuhengyelaile，zuozaichengxiangxiashou。tajicikanxiangwo，
yanshenfuza，yuyanyouzhi。wochuixiayan，zhuanxinweixiaojuebucaizhenjiu，buzaikanta。jiuguosanxun，qifenjianhan。
yiweimianshengdezongshiwangyeduanzhejiubeizoulai，manlianduixiao：“xiaoduzhujinriqisejianhao，
keshidelezheiweimeirenxixinzhaoliaozhigong？”huayuqingfu，muguangzaiwolianshangqunxun，daizhehaobuyanshidexiani。
xiaojueyanpidouweitai，zhidandantuchulianggezi：“gunkai。”neiwangyelianseshunjianzhanghong，
zaichangzhongrenyejieshiyijing。wangyezhangzhejiuyi，siyaofazuo：“xiaojue！niyigeyanren，
buguoshiwohuangjia……”huayinweiluo，xiaojueshouzhongjiubeiqingqingfangxia。shengyinbuda，
querangzhenggedadianshunjianyaquewusheng。liangmingdongchangfanyibuzhiheshiyiqiaowushengxidichuxianzaineiwangyeshenhou，
muguangbingleng。“liwangyezuile，”xiaojueyuqipingdanwubo，“songtahuiquxingjiu。
”neiwangyebei“qing”chuqushi，liansecanbai，jiuyiquanxing，zaibuganduofayiyan。
dianneiqifendunshibiandeweimiaoerjinzhang。wozhanzaixiaojueshenhou，shouxinquanshilenghan。zheiyike，
wowubiqingxidiganshoudaoledongchangduzhudequanshi——fanshouweiyun，fushouweiyu。tayeyongzheizhongfangshi，
xiangsuoyouren，baokuowo，xuangaolewozaitayuyizhixiadeweizhi。huifudemacheshang，xiaojuebimuyangshen，
sihujiweipibei。kuaidaoduzhufushi，tahurankaikou，shengyindiya：“jinrizhishi，kanqingle？
”wodiantou：“kanqingle。”kanqinglezheigongtingdexiane，yekanqingletakansibingruozhixia，zhangkongyiqiedeqiangda。
“ng。”tayingleyisheng，buzaishuohua。machelizhishengxiagulusheng。zhidaoxiacheshi，
tacaisiwuyibandiyuleyiju，qingdefangfocuojue：“zaibendushenbian，wurennengdongnifenhao。”wodexin，
yinzheijuhua，mengdijidongleyixia。disizhangzigongzhongfuyanguilai，duzhufudeqifenyufaweimiao。
xiarenmendaiwoyufagongjing，yanshenliqueduolejifentanjiu。woshenzhi，xiaojueneirizaigongzhongdeweihu，
yiranjiangwotuizhifengkoulangjian。xiaojuedebingsihugengzhonglexie，kesoudeyufalihai，
youshishenzhinengjianjuanpashangranlexuesi。tayijiuhuanwodushu，dangengduoshihouzhishibiyantingzhe，
meiyujianningzhehuabukaidepibeiyu……mouzhongyinyou。zheiye，wozhaolizaitingxuezhaiweitasongdu《shanhaijing》。
chuangwaiyueseqingleng，shineizhuhuoyaoye。dudao“qingyaozhishan，shiweidizhimidou”shi，tahurantaishou，
shiyiwotingxia。“wanyin，”tashengyinshaya，muguangluozaichuangwaiqiheidetingyuan，“paheima？”wolengleyixia，
yaoyaotou：“bupa。”tazuijiaogouqiyimojidandehudu，sichaonong，yousiwunai：“zaizheishengonggaoqiangzhinei，
zuikepade，conglaibushiheiye。”huayinweiluo，chuangwaizhouranchuanlaiyishengjiqiqingweideyixiang，
xiangshiwapianbeicaidong。woxintouyijin，haiweifanyingguolai，xiaojueyimengdijiangwozhuaizhishenhou，
dongzuokuaidebukesiyi。tongshi，taxiuzhonghuachuyibingduanren，zaiyueguangxiafanzheyoulandelengguang。
jihujiuzaitongyishunjian，shudaoheiyingruguimeibanpochuangerru，daofengzhibitashang！yiqiefashengdetaikuai，
wohedepingzhuhuxi。zhijianxiaojueshenxingrudian，suizuozaitashang，shouzhongduanrenquewudemibutoufeng，
gekaixilaideliren，fachucierdejinshuzhuangjisheng。taliansecangbairuzhi，yanshenqueruiliruying，zhaozhaohenla，
quanranbusipingribingruodemoyang。ranercikexianranyoubeierlai，renshuzhongduo，qiewugonggaoqiang。xiaojueyiyididuo，
youyaohuzhewo，henkuaibianluolexiafeng。yimingcikechouzhunkongdang，daojianzhicitaxinkou！“xiaoxin！
”wojinghuchusheng，jihushibennengdipuguoquxiangdangzaitashenqian。xiaojuemouzhonghanguangyishan，lanzhuwodeyaojitui，
tongshiduanrengekaizhimingyiji，jiantouquebeihuakaiyidaoxuekou，yinhongshunjianrantousubaineipao。tamenhengyisheng，
qixizhouluan。jiuzaizheiqianjunyifazhiji，menwaichuanlaijicujiaobushenghebingrenjiaojisheng，fuzhonghuweizhongyugandao。
cikejianshibumiao，xunsuchetui，xiaoshizaiyesezhong。tingyuanlihenkuaihuifujijing，
zhiliuxiadadoudehenjihemimandexuexingqi。huweishoulingguidiqingzui：“shuxiahuzhulaichi，qingduzhuzefa！
”xiaojuewuzhejiantoushangkou，lianseshabai，lenghancencen，quezhishibailebaishou，
shengyinxuruoquedaizheburongzhiyideweiyan：“cha。sanrizhinei，benduyaokandaojieguo。”“shi！
”huweituixiahou，wuneizhishengxiawomenliangren。zhuhuozaigangcaidedadouzhongximieleyizhan，guangxianyufahunan。
wokanzhetajiantoubuduanshenchudexianxue，shoumangjiaoluandixiangzhaodongxititazhixue。“biedong。”talazhuwodeshouwan，
lidaoyiranbuxiao。takaozaitabian，weiweichuanxi，muguangluozaiwojinghunweidingdelianshang，“shoushangmeiyou？
”woyaoyaotou，kanzhetashangkou，shengyinfazhan：“nideshang……”“sibule。”tachelechezuijiao，
sishixiangxiao，queyinfayizhenkesou。huanguoqihou，takanzhewo，yanshenfuza：“gangcai，weiheyaopuguolai？
”wozhengzhule。weihe？neiyike，wogenbenmeishijiansikao，wanquanshishentixianyuyishixingdongle。
“wo……buzhidao。”wolaoshihuida。tachenmodikanzhewo，liangjiu，caidishengdao：“shaguniang。
”yuqilijingdaizheyisijidande……lianxi？tarangwenxunganlaidexinfutaiyichulileshangkou。taiyibaozhashi，
wozhanzaiyipang，kanzhetajianjiachuneidaozhengningdeshangkou，xinzhonghoupabuyi。ruofeitafanyingxunjie，
ruofeiwoqiahaopuguoqurangtabikailexinkouyaohai……taiyituixiahou，wuneizaicixianrujijing。
xiaojuebimukaozairuanzhenshang，sihuleijile。wozhengyaoqiaoqiaotuixia，taquehurankaikou：“jinwanzhishi，
bubihaipa。”wotingxiajiaobu。“zheibuguoshikaishi。”tazhengkaiyan，mouguangzaiheianzhongxiandegewaishensui，
“yourenzuobuzhule。nijiyibeishiweibenduderuanlei，wanghoucileishi，zhipabuhuishao。”ruanlei？
woxintouyizhen。takanzhewo，huanhuandao：“xianzai，nihaiyoujihuixuanze。ruoxianglikai，
bendukeanpainianquanchujing，yinxingmaiming，anwenduri。”wolengzhule。likai？
zheiyiweizhekeyibaituoqizidemingyun，yuanlizheixieyinmouguiji，huodeziyou。
zheinandaobushiwozheixieriziyilaianziqipandema？
keshi……wokanzheyanqianzheigeliansecangbai、jiantouranxuedenanren，xiangqitagangcaijiangwohuzaishenhoudeshunjian，
xiangqitapingritingzhewodushushinandedeanningshuiyan，
xiangqitatijifuqinanjianshiyiweishenzhangdehuayu……wofaxianziji，jingranyouyule。
“wo……”wozhanglezhangzui，shengyinyouxieganse，“ruowoliuxiani？
”xiaojuedeyanzhongsihushanguoyisijikuaideguangliang，kuaiderangwoyiweishicuojue。tadandandao：“ruoliuxia，
qianlujianxian，shengsinanliao。dannifuqinyuanqing，huokeyouwang。”wochenmopianke，taiqitou，yingshangtademuguang，
jiandingdishuo：“wanyin，yuanliuxia。”zheiyici，wobushizuoweisheideqizi，ershiweiziji，yeweisujia，
zuochudexuanze。xiaojueningshiwoliangjiu，zhongshiqingqinghanshou：“hao。”diwuzhangneiyeyucizhihou，
duzhufudeshouweimingxiansenyanlexuduo。xiaojuejianshangdeshangxuyaojingyang，dantasihubiyiwanggengjiamangliu，
shufanglishichangdenghuotongmingzhishenye。woyijiumeiriweitadushu、jianyao，zhishixinjingyiranbutong。
neiju“ruanlei”he“huokeyouwang”xiangliangkezhongzi，zaiwoxinzhongqiaoranshenggen。wokaishigengjialiuyifuzhongdedongjing，
liuyitaouertouludezhiyanpianyu。zheiri，woduanyaojinqushi，tazhengduizheyifenmibaochushen，
lianwozoujindouweichajue。zhidaowojiangyaowanqingqingfangzaizhuoshang，tacaimodihuishen，xunsujiangmibaoshouqi，
danneiyishunjian，woyixipiejianle“caoyun”、“jiudang”dengziyan。“duzhu，gaiyongyaole。”wochuimou，
jiazhuangweicengkanjian。tajieguoyaowan，quemeiyoulikehe，ershikanzhewo：“jinrijingchengliuyansiqi，
shuonisuwanyinshiyaoniezhuanshi，guhuobendu，huoluanchaogang。”tayuqipingdan，fangfozaishuoyijianyujiwuguandeshi。
woxintouyijin，mianshangqueqiangzizhending：“qingzheziqing。”“qingzheziqing？”taqingxiao，daizhejifenchaofeng，
“zaizheichirendedifang，qingbaishizuiwuyongdedongxi。”tadunledun，muguangruilidikanzhewo，
“nikezhiliuyancongheerqi？”wochenyinpianke，dao：“huoxu……yuneiwandecikeyouguan？
”yourenxiangyongliuyanzhongshangwo，jinerdajixiaojue。“busuantaiben。”tahelekouyao，kudeweiweicumei，
“shihuanghouniangjianeibiandeshoubi。tamenyuxiechengxiang……jinlaizoudongpinfan。”xiejia！youshixiejia！
woxinkouxiangshibeishenmedongxiduzhule。xieyuhengzhidaozheixiema？tazaizheiqizhong，youbanyanleshenmejiaose？
xiaojuefangfokanchuanlewodexinsi，dandandao：“xieyuhengqianrixianghuangshangdilezhezi，
qingqiuwaifangjiangnandaojianchayushi。”womengditaitou。waifang？zaizheigejieguyanshang？shibixian，
haishi……lingyourenwu？jiangnandao，zhengshidangniancaoyunandeguanjianzhidi！“ta……heshidongshen？
”wotingjianzijideshengyinyouxieganse。“sanrihou。”xiaojuefangxiayaowan，naqilingyifenwenshu，
sishibujingyididao，“benduyizouqinghuangshang，paidongchangderenxietongnanxia，qingchacaoyunjibi。
”woxintiaozhouranjiasu。dongchangxietong？qingchacaoyunjibi？zheishifouyiweizhe，fuqindangniandeanzi，
zhendeyoulezhongqideqiji？erxiaojueciju，shigongshigongban，haishi……yinweiwo？
wokanzhetacangbaierpingjingdecelian，xinzhongyongqiyigufuzadenuanliu，jiazazhebuanyuqipan。“duoxieduzhu。
”woqingshengdao。tataiyankanwo，mouseshenchen：“bubixiewo。bendubingfeiweini，zhishiqiafengqishi。
”huasuiruci，ketayanzhongyishanerguodeqingxu，bingweitaoguowodeyanjing。sanrihou，xieyuhenglijing。
tameiyouzailaiduzhufu，zhipairensonglaiyifengxin。xinshangzhiyouliaoliaoshuyu，wufeishirangwobaozhong，
shuotashenbuyouji，wangwolijieyunyun。wokanzheneishuxideziji，xinzhongzaiwubolan。shenbuyouji？huoxuba。
dandangwochengweita“buyouji”dechoumabeisongchushi，womenzhijian，bianyienduanyijue。wojiangxinzhicoudaozhuhuoqian，
kanzhetahuaweihuijin。zhuanshenshi，faxianxiaojuebuzhiheshizhanzaimenkou，jingjingdikanzhewo。“duanle？”tawen。
“duanle。”woda。tazouguolai，taishou，sihuxiangpengchuwodelianjia，danzhijianzaijijiangchujishitingzhule，
zuizhongzhishifuqulewojiantoubingbucunzaidehuichen。“duanleyehao。”tashengyindichen，“zheipanqi，
caiganggangkaishi。”tadezhijiandaizheyisiliangyi，lveguowodejingce，queqiyidirangwogandaoyisianxin。
wozhidao，qianlubidingjingjimibu，danzheiyici，wobuzaishigushenyiren。chuangwai，musejianchen，
yushizhexinyilundeanliuyongdong。erwoyuzheiweiquanqingchaoyede“jiataijian”zhijian，neiweimiaoerjianrendelianjie，
sihuyecongzheiyike，zhenzhengkaishile。diliuzhangxieyuhenglijingbuguoxunri，gongzhongdeanliubianyiannabuzhu。
zheiriwuhou，wozhengzaishufangweixiaojuezhengliwenshu，yimingmianshengdetaijianshouchihuanghouyizhilaidaoduzhufu，
xuanwojikerujiaofangdianjinjian。xiaojuedangshizhengzaixiaoqi，wenxunqishen，liansebipingrigenglengjunjifen。
tajieguoyizhisaoleyiyan，dandandao：“huanghouniangniangjinrifengtiweihe，zenyouxianqingjianyigeshidu？
”neitaijiangongshenpeixiao，yuqiqueburongjujue：“huiduzhu，niangniangzhishitingwensugunianghuizhilanxin，xiangjianyijian。
kuangqie……zheiyeshitaihoudeyisi。”taihou！wodexinchenlechen。xiaojuequanshizaida，zhongjiushineichen，
taihouhehuanghoudaibiaozhehuangshizhengtong，zheidingdamaoziyaxialai，jibianshita，yebunengmingzheweikang。
xiaojuechenmopianke，kanxiangwo：“jiranniangniangxuanzhao，nibianquyitang。”tayuqipingjing，
danwozhuwoshouwandezhijianweiweiyongli，chuandizhewushengdejinggaohe……yisibuyichajuededanyou。“jinyanshenxing，
bendudengnihuilai。”jiaofangdianneixunxiangnongyu，jihurangrentoubuguoqi。huanghouduanzuofengyizhishang，zhucuihuanrao，
yongronghuagui，meiyujianquedaizheyisikebodeshenshi。jiweigongfeipeizuoliangce，
muguanghuohaoqihuoqingmiediluozaiwoshenshang。woyiliguibai，xinzhongjinglingdazuo。
zheijuefeiyicijiandande“jianyijian”。“taiqitoulai。”huanghoudeshengyindaizhejugaolinxiadeweiyan。
woyiyantaitou，bubeibukang。“guoranshengdeyifuhaomoyang。”huanghouqingxiao，yuqiquewubanfennuanyi，
“nanguainengrudelexiaoduzhudeyan。zhishi……”tahuafengyizhuan，shengyinlenglexialai，“bengongtingwen，
ninaizuichensuwenyuanzhinv？rucichushen，liuzaiduzhushenbian，kongyoubutuoba？”laile。wowenzhuxinshen，
chuimoudao：“huiniangniang，nubirujinzhishiduzhufuyimingshidu，jinxinfushizhuzishibenfen，buganwanglunqita。
”“haoyigejinxinfushi！”yiweizuozaixiashoudefeiziyinyangguaiqidijiekou，“pashilianzhenbianfengdouchuishangleba？
yigezuichenzhinv，panshangledongchangduzhu，bianbuzhitiangaodihoule？”dianneixiangqijishengyayidechixiao。
wozhangxinqinchulenghan，zhidaotamenyizaijinuwo，zhuawobabing。woqiangyaxiaquru，
yijiudimeishunyan：“niangniangmingjian，nubibugan。”huanghoubailebaishou，zhizhuneifeizidehuatou，
muguangquegengleng：“suwanyin，bengongjinrijiaonilai，shijinizhitiaominglu。xiaojueshudizhongduo，zishennanbao，
nigenzheta，chizaoyangjizishen。buruobengongtinixungehaoquchu，yuanlizheishifeizhidi，ruhe？
”woxinzhonglengxiao，zheinalishiminglu，fenmingshibiwolikaixiaojue，
huozhe……chengweitamenanchazaixiaojueshenbiandedingzi。“nubixieniangnianghouai。”wokoushou，yuqijianding，
“zhishiduzhuyunubiyouen，nubisuiweijian，yizhibunengbeizhuqiurong。”“beizhuqiurong？”huanghoulianseyichen，
“nideyisishi，bengongrangnilikaixiaojue，shirangnixingbuyizhishi？”dianneiqifenshunjianninggu。wozhidao，
dingzhuanghuanghou，zuimingkedakexiao。danruocishituisuo，bujinzishennanbao，genghuilianleixiaojue。woshenxiyikouqi，
zhengzhunbeihuochuqujulilizheng，dianwaituranchuanlaitongchuan：“dongchangxiaoduzhudao——！”huayinweiluo，
xiaojueyishenzheyucimangpao，huanbutarudiannei。talianseyijiucangbai，jianshangweiyu，shenxingshenzhiyouxiedanbo，
danzhoushensanfachudeweiya，querangzhenggejiaofangdianshunjianyaquewusheng。tashenzhiweixianghuanghouxingquanli，
zhiweiweihanshou：“niangniangjinan。”suijimuguangluozaiwoshenshang，yuqipingdanwubo，quedaizheburongzhiyideqiangshi，
“bendufushangderen，budongguiju，raoleniangniangqingjing，chenzheijiudaitahuiquguanjiao。”huanghouliansebianlejibian，
qiangxiaodao：“xiaoduzhuyanzhongle，bengongzhishiyusuguniangshuojijuhua……”“shima？”xiaojuedaduanta，
muguangsaoguogangcaichuyanjifengdefeizi，neifeizilikehededixiatou。“chenfangcaizaidianwai，
sihutingdaoxiebushenruerdehua。kanlainiangnianggonggui，youdaizhengsu。”tazheihuayishijibukeqi，
jinhuzhizehuanghouzhigongbuyan。huanghouqidezhijianfadou，queyingshirenlexialai：“duzhushuodeshi，
bengongzihuiyueshugongren。”xiaojuebuzaiduoyan，zoudaowomianqian，shenchushou：“haibuqilai？dengzhebendufuni？
”wolianmangjiangshoufangrutazhangxin，jieliqishen。tadeshoubingliang，queyichangyouli。taqianzhewo，
pangruowurendizhuanshenxiangdianwaizouqu，zhimenkoushi，jiaobuweidun，touyebuhuididiuxiayiju：“niangniang，
suwanyinjishiwodongchangderen，tadeanwei，ziyouchenyilichengdan。bulaoniangniang……hetaihou，feixin。”shuowan，
bianlazhewojingzhiliqu，liuxiamandianshensegeyidehougongzhongren。zouchujiaofangdian，wuhoudeyangguangyouxieciyan。
wokanzhetajinbengdecelianheweiweijicudehuxi，zhidaotadingshiqiangchengzhebingtiganlai。
“duzhu……”woqingshenghuanta。tatingxiajiaobu，songkaiwodeshou，zixikanlekanwo：“tamenkeweinannile？
”woyaoyaotou：“meiyou。”tachenmopianke，dao：“jinrizhishi，zhishiyigekaishi。huanghouyuxiejialianshou，
rihoumingqianganjian，zhihuigengduo。”takanxianghuanggongshenchu，muguangyouleng，“nipama？”wotaitou，
yingshangtademuguang，zheiyici，xinzhongyichangpingjing：“youduzhuzai，wanyinbupa。”tashenshenkanlewoyiyan，
weizaiduoyan，zhidao：“huifu。”yangguangjiangwomendeyingzilazhang，jiaozhizaiyiqi。wozhidao，jingciyishi，