suwanshijiao:wanmeideqiulong
wodehuashili,youyifuhua,xumoconglaimeikandongguo。
那是一幅半成品
huamianshang,shiyigejuda、jingmidejixiexinzang,wushudechilunhexianluyansihefengdilianjiezaiyiqi,wanmeidiyunzhuanzhe。
erzaixinzangdezhongyang,kunzheyizhisecaibanlandehudie。
hudiedechibangbeiyicengtoumingde、kanbujiandebolizhaozhu,meiyicishandong,douhuichupengdaobinglengdebianjie。
wojitaqimingjiao《wanmeideqiulong》。
zheifuhua,wocongsangexingqiqiankaishihua。neishihou,xumokaishi“bian”le。
变得完美。
zaizhiqianneiduanlingrenzhixidehunyinli,wojihuyijingfangqilezhengzha。
woyiwei,zaiwoxiangtichulihunneitian,jiushiwomengushidejieju。woshenzhiyijinglianxihaolebanjiagongsi。
danwohaimeishuochukou,yiqiejiudoubianle。
taxiangwanquanbianleyigeren。tajidewomendejinianri,tazhudongguanxinwodehuazhan,taduiwodemeiyijuhua,doujichuzuiwenrou、zuititiedehuiying。
yikaishi,woxinxiruokuang。
woyiweishiwodejuejue,zhongyuqiaoxingleta。woyiweineigewoshenaide、xixindexumo,youhuilaile。
wochenjinzaishierfudedexingfuli,quxiaolebanjiagongsi,shenzhibaneifenqianhaozidelihunxieyishu,qiaoqiaodisuojinlechoutizuishenchu。
danjianjiandi,wogandaolebuduijing。
那种感觉很难形容。
jiuhaoxiang,nizaiheyibeiwenshui,wendugangganghao,shinizuixihuande38sheshidu。
yikaishinijuedehenshufu,hentitie。dandangniheleyibaibei,yiqianbei,meiyibeidouyongjingmidewendujiceliangguo,jingzhundibaochizai38sheshidu,meiyouyisiyihaodepianchashi,nihuikaishigandaomaogusongran。
xumojiushineibei38dudeshui。
tataiwanmeile。wanmeidaobuzhenshi。
tahaoxiangnengyuzhiwodesuoyouxiangfa。woxiangshuoshenme,tazongnengtiqianshuochulai。woxiangyaoshenme,tazongnengtiqianzhunbeihao。
tayongyuanbuhuishuocuohua,yongyuanbuhuizuocuoshi。
shangzhou,womenzailiaoyibuxinshangyingdewenyipian,woshuowogengxihuanajieju,yinweitagengzhenshi,gengcanku。
talikebiaoshizantong,haicongdaoyanshoufa、jingtouyuyanfenxileyidadui,shuodetoutoushidao,biwozheigexueyishudehaizhuanye。
wodangshihenjingxi,juedetazhongyukaishichangshilijiewodeshijiele。
keshixiawu,wozaiyongtadediannaochaziliaoshi,wuyizhongkandaoletazaiyingpingwangzhanshangdeduanping,shijitianqianfabiaode,zaitahaimeihewoliaoguozheibudianyingdeshihou。
tamingminggengxihuanbjieju,taxiedao:“bjiejuchongmanlelixiangzhuyideguanghui,shiyishuchaoyuexianshidetixian。”bingqie,tabaajiejupideyiwenbuzhi,shuoneishi“lianjiade、guzuoshenchendebeiguanzhuyi”。
taweishenmeyaopianwo?jinjinshiweileyinghewoma?
congneitianqi,wokaishitoutoudiguanchata
wofaxian,tahuizaiwoshuowanyijuhuahou,youyigelingdianjimiaode、jihuwufachajuedetingdun。
jiuxiangcpuzaijinxinggaosuyunsuan,jiansuozuijiadaan,ranhoucaijichuhuiying。
tademeiyigeweixiao,meiyigeyongbao,doujingzhundexiangshijingguojisuan,wanmeidiqihewodangxiadeqingxuxuqiu。
wogenwodeguimixiaonanliaoqizheijianshi。
xiaonanshigedadalieliedenvhai,tatingwanhou,kuazhangdiheleyidakounatie,xiaozheshuowo“shenzaifuzhongbuzhifu”。
“nanrenkenweinigaibian,shuomingtaainia!congyigegangtiezhinanjinhuachengtiexinnuannan,nihaiyoushenmebumanyide?nihaixiangzenmeyang?”tashuo。
是吗?这是爱吗?
wokaishihaipahetashuohua,tadewanmei,rangwogandaozhixi。
woganjuezijibushizaiheyigehuoshengshengderenjiaoliu,ershizaiheyigeshedinghaochengxudeaiduihua。
tajiwode,yongyuanshi“zuiyoujie”,erbushitade“zhenxinhua”。
jintian,woguyishuoleyijianwanquanbuheluoji、weibeiwosuoyouyuanzedeshiqing,woxiangkankantadefanying。
wokanzhetaweiwoxinmaide、deguojinkoudehuabi,shuo:“woyoudianbuxiangbanhuazhanle,wojuedewodehuadoushilaji。”
talengleyixia,yanshenlishanguoyisikuaisudeshujuchulibandebodong。
ranhou,talikekaishianweiwo,yinjingjudian,congfangaoshuodaomonai,gaosuwosuoyouweidadeyishujiadouhuiyouziwohuaiyidejieduan。
tashuodewuxiekeji,chongmanzhengnengliang,xiangyibenxingzoudeyishujializhiyulu。
keshi,henbieniu..woxiangyaodebushizheixie..
woxiangyaotaxiangyiqianyiyang,napashibenzhuodizhouzhemeishuo,“hushuobadaoshenme,zaiwoyanlinidehuashizuihaode”。
woxiangyaokandaotazhenshide、bujiaxiushidefanying,napashizhengchao。
但他没有。
tazhishiyouyicijichule“biaozhundaan”。
neiyike,wokanzhetaneizhangyingjunde、shuozhewanmeiqinghuadelian,quegandaoyizhenqiansuoweiyoudemoshenghekongju。
他到底是谁?
woaideneigexumo,daodiqunale?
wanshang,jialidemaoluanmabuzhidaoweishenme,yizhiduozaichuangdixiabukenchulai。
wonatazuixihuandemaotiaoquyinyouta,tayezhishijingtidikanzhewo,houlonglifachuweixiedewuwusheng。
xumozouguolai,takanleyiyan,shenmeyemeishuo,zhuanshenzoudaobingxiangqian,kaileyiguanjinqiangyuguantou。
nongyudexingweishunjianmimankailai。
jihushilike,luanmajiucongchuangdixiaoxinyiyidizuanlechulai,yibianmiaomiaojiao,yibiancengzhexumodekutui。
xumomozhemaodetou,weixiaozheduiwoshuo:“nikan,zhaoduifangfa,wentijiujiejuele。”
wokanzheta,kanzhetalianshangneizhongjiejueleyigefuzabughou、zhilichaoqunde、wenhedeweixiao,huranjuede,woheluanma,meiyourenhequbie。
womendoushitaxuyao“jiejue”dewenti
zhiyaozhaodaoneigezhengquede“guantou”,womenjiuhuiguaiguaidi,anzhaotadesheding,zuochutaxiangyaodefanying。
wohuidaohuashi,naqihuabi。
zaineikejudadejixiexinzangshang,wojineizhibeikundehudie,youjiashangleyicenggenghoude、jihukanbujiandebolizhao。
woyouyizhongyinmide、lianzijidoubuxiangchengrendeyuwang:wozaideng。
dengtazhongyuzhuangbuxiaqu,dengtazhongyurenshudeneiyike
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