zouzaihuiqudelushang，chenyanxinlimianwuweizachen。
gangcaiguimisuoshuodehua，chuxianzaitadenaohaizhong。
tayezhidao，zijiguimishuodeyouyidingdedaoli。
可是……
zheimeduonianxialai，chenyanfumujitashurudesixiang，yijingshigenshendigu，wanquanwufagenchu，suoyichenyanzheigeshihouwufafangqizijididi，erlinyuzheishihoujiushijiushinaniezhuleduifangzheigexiangfa，rangzijishixianliyizuidahua。
zheiyangderen，jiudejingshenchuhua。
buzhibujuezhong，chenyanyijinghuidaolejialimian，kanzhejialimianhaizailiangzhededeng，chenyanzhidao，zijifumuyinggaihaimeiyoushuizheba。
yedui，tamendebaobeierziyijingjinlejianyu，zheishihouzenmekenengshuizheni？chenyantuikaimen，zouguoqu，cishi，chenyanfumulianggerenzuozaiketing，lianshangdebiaoqingdoushijiaolv，kanzhechenyanhuilai，laoliangkouganjinzhanqilai。
“yanyan，zenmeyang，nididishashihounenghuilaia？”
tingzhezheihua，chenyanqingbuzijinyanleyikoutuomo，ranhoutanleyikouqi。
“妈……我……”
“linyushuo，rangwohetalihun，ruguobulihundehua，chenlongwulunruheyeshihuibulaide……erqiewoyewenlewopengyou，ruguobuchuyiwaidehua，longlongchabuduodepan10nianyishang，yinweizheisuanshirushiqiangjie，erqieshuejuda。”
tingzhezheihua，laoliangkoulianshangdoushizhenjing，benlaiyiweilinyujiushihehuyixiatamen，quemeixiangdaozheigeshiqingjingranshizhende，zheizheizhei……
“yanyan，nishuoshuoni，linyulihunzheigeshiqing，nigaosuwomenganshenme，xianzaihaole，yinweinideshiqing，nidididouyaojinjianyule，nia，jiushihuiqi。”
zheishihou，chenyanmuqinzhijieledangdeshuodao，wanquanmeiyoukaolvchenyandexinqing，chenyantingzhezheihua，youyixiechenmo。
“zheigeshiqing，nidejiejue。”
“fanzhengwobuguan，nididibunengjinjianyu。”
“ruguonididijinjianyudehua，tayibeizijiuwanle。”
“duile，nihelinyulihun，lihunzhihou，nididibujiunengchulailema？wokeliandeerzi，haibuzhidaozaijianyulimianguoshenmeyangderizini。”
chenyanfuqinganjinshuodao，henmingxian，zheishijuedezijinverhaiburulihunni，zuiqimazheiyangdehua，zijierzinengchulai，zaizheiyangzhongnanqingnvdejiatinglimian，nvshengdejiazhijiushibeitigongjinansheng。
“ba，nizhidaolinyulihuntiaojianshishenmema？”
“什么！”
chenyanlaodieyuqizhongdoushihaoqi。
“tadetiaojianshi，xianzaijialimiansuoyoudecunkuan，quanbushitazijide，erqie800kehuangjin，yijilonglongmaifangzishengxiade30wanquanbuhaijita，zuizhongyaodeshi，hairangwofangqifuyangquandezhengduo。”
老两口深吸一口气。
zheiyangzidehua，neibujiushishuo……
chenyanbeijingshenchuhulema？
这……
“linyuzenmenengzheimehenxin。”
“buxing，wodezhaotaba。”
“renbukeyizheiyang**，zheijiushiweixie，shiweifade。”
chenyanmuqinshengsilijie，henmingxian，tashixiangzherangzijinverlihun，zheiyangdehua，zijinverhainengdaizouyibandecaichan，ranhouyongzheixieqianjizijierzizhibanyixieqitadedongxi，yeshibucuo，danshilinyuyijingyupanletamendexiangfa，zhijierangchenyanjingshenchuhu。
“妈，有用吗？”
“renjiafuqinkendingzhichizijierzia。”
“……”
chenyanshuozheigehuadeshihou，yuqizhongdoushiwunai，tayijingganshoudaolexianzaidekunjing……erxuanyia。
erlingwaiyibian，linyuyezhengzaihezijifuqinshuozheigeshiqing。
“你想好了？”
linyufuqintingzhezijierzishuowanlailongqumaizhihou，xinlimianyeshifennu，bijingzheichenyantaiexinle，jingrannengzheiyangduizijierzi，buxing，zijiwufayuanliangchenyan。
“ng，yijingxianghaole。”
“tabushizaihuzijididima？keyi，worangtazaitadidihecaichanzhijianzuogexuanze。”
“zheiyaoshibudayingdehua，neiwojiuzhinengrangtadidijinqudai15nianle。”
linyushuohuashi，yuqizhongdoushipingjing。
duichenyanhao，shiyinweitajuededuifanghezijishiyijiaren，danshixianzaitongguochenyandeyijuyidonglaikan，renjiawanquanmeiyoubazijidangchengyijiarena，jiranduifangmeiyoubazijidangchengyijiaren，neimezijihaikeqishenmeni？
“hao，wohenimazheijitianjiubandaonineibianba。”
“bangzhezhaoguyixiawenwen。”
linyutingzhezheihua，tanleyikouqi。
“行，爸。”
guaduandianhua，linyutanleyikouqi。
renjiajiehunzhihou，guozhepingjing，xingfudeshenghuo，erzijini……jingranpengdaolezheizhongshiqing，xiangyixiang，yezhenshiexin。
“linyua，nishuoniyanjingshibushixiale，jingpanengxihuanshangzheiyangdehuose……”
“唉。”
linyuzaixinlimiantucaoleyixiaziji。
buguozhiyaoduifangdayinglihun，neimezijizheibianyejiusuanshijietuole。
…………分界线
diertianqingchen，chenyancongshuimengzhongsuxing，zuotianwanshang，chenyanshuimianhenbuhao，shibushixinglai，xianzaidetalianshangdoushiheiyanquan。
刚从卧室里面出来。
“yanyan，wojuedenihaishihelinyuliaoyiliaoba？”
“bijingnihelinyuzaiyiqizheimeduonian，haiyouhaizi，zheiyiciqueshishiwohenibakaolvbuzhou，nibangwohelinyudaogeqian，xingbuxinga。”
chenyanmuqinkanzhechenyan，rucishuodao。
tamenzhendezhidaocuolema？
不。
tamenzhishizhidaozijierziyaodaomeile。
burandehua，daoqian？hehe，tamennengzheimeweiquziji。
“wozhidaode，ma，nifangxinba，wohuihelinyushuode。”
chenyanyezhidao，zuihaodebanfabingbushilihun，ershihelinyuzhongguiyuhao，danshilinyuhuijizijijihuima？
不知道。
但总是需要试一下。
万一……可以呢。
yemeiyoushenmexinqingchifan，chenyanshoushileyixiazhihou，yejiuchufashangbanle。
chenyanshijinrongzhuanyedebiyesheng，muqianshiyigexuexiaodouyoujinrongzhuanye，yinci，jinrongzhuanyezaishichangshangshishuyugongguoyuqiude，daozhidaliangdejinrongzhuanyebiyeshengbingmeiyouhenhao，shenzhishimeiyougongzuo，chufeishuonidexuexiaotehao，danshihenmingxian，chenyanbingbushuyuzheigeleixingdexuexiao，yinci，biyezhihou，chenyanmeiyouzhaodaogongzuo。
yeshizheigeshihou，linyufumubangmangle，benlaixiangzheyifenwendingdegongzuo，zaijiashanglianggerenenaideganqing，lianggerendexiaoriziyinggaijiuhuimeizizide，danshimeixiangdao，jingranhuichuzheizhongshiqing。
zheishiyigehendadesirenqiye。
zaidangdihenyoumingqi，gongsidefuzong，yeshiyigexiaogudonghelinyufuqinshifaxiao，lianggerenyiqizhangda，dangchuzheigexiaogudongjialimiantiaojianhencha，meibanfajiehun，shilinyufumubangzhejieshaoleyigenvhai，shenzhihaijieqianjilezheigexiaogudong。
yemeixiangdaozheigexiaogudongshilaiyunzhuan，renlaorenyuanshijinian，yesuanshiyoulebucuoderensheng，danshihuannanshihoudejingli，ranglinyufuqinhetaguanxihenhao，keyishuoshibiqinxiongdihaiqin，erzheigexiaogudonghaishilinyudegandie，tongyang，linyufuqinyeshiduifanghaizidegandie。
laidaodanweilimian，chenyanhaimeiyouzuoxialai，danweilimiandetongshikanzhetadebiaoqingjiubutaiduijing，sihushizhidaoleshenmeshiqingyiyang，chenyanyouyixieyihuo，buguoyemeiduoxiang，jiushijuedezijikenengshiduoxiangle。
jiuzaicishi，bumendezongjianlaidaobangongshilimian
“chenyan，nihewolaiyixia。”
tingzhezheihua，chenyanxinlimiangedengyixia，gangcaitongshideyanshen，zaijiashangzijigangdao，lingdaojiuyaozijiguoqu，sihushisihu……
zheiyike，chenyanyinyinyueyueyishidaoleshenme。
来到办公室里面。
chulebumenzongjianzhiwai，haiyouyigezhongniannvren，sihushirenshibude。
“领导，您找我。”
“坐下吧。”
tingzhezheihua，chenyanqingbuzijinyanleyikoutuomo，
“chenyana，nilaigongsiduoshaonianle？”
“wo……8nianleba。”
“8nian，queshishibuduanle，jintianzhisuoyizhaoni，shiyinweinidegongzuozhuangtaihenbuhao，genjuyixiekehudefanying，juedenidezhuanyesuzhi，yijitaidudoubushihenhao，suoyini……”
zheigelingdaoshenxiyikouqi，huanhuankaikoudao。
“nixiangbuxianghuanyifengongzuo？”
lingdaokanzheduifang，yuqizhongdoushipingjing。
shuobaileba，zheijiushikaichu。
“huanyifengongzuo？lingdao，gongsishiyaojiwoneibudiaogangma？”
“bushi，shiwomendegongsiyewu，yijigongzuofengge，henibupipei，womenjuedebunengdanwunidedahaoqingchuna。”
zheishihou，lingdaokanxianglepangbiandenvren，nvrenkesouyisheng，jieguohuacha。
“chenyan，shizheiyang，nifangxin，womengongsishizhengguigongsi，yiqiedoushianzhaolaodongfalaizoude。”
“zheishinidepeichangjine，yeshiyoulaodongfaguiding。”
“你看一下……”
duifangzhijiediguolaiyizhangzhi，henmingxian，zheixiangrangduifangzhijiegundanle。
chenyankanzhezheizhangzhi，shenxiyikouqi。
tamingbai，gujiyinggaishirenjiazhidaolezijihelinyudeshiqing，suoyibuxiangyongzijile……bijingneigerenkeshigongsigudong，xiangrangrenjinlaihuozherangrengundan……haishitingjiandande。
“shibushiyinweiwohelinyu……”
“bushide，zheigenibuyaowuhui，gongsizhisuoyiyouzheigejueding，qishijiushiyinweibutaixiangdanwuni，niyinggaiyougenghaodeqingchun，genghaoderensheng。”
这人直接否认了。
kaiwanxiao，zheigeshiqingzenmehuichengren。
suiranshishijiushiruci……
kanzhezheigekaichutongzhi，chenyanlianshangdoushicanbai。
还是热的……
gujiyinggaishigangdayinchulaiba。
qishigongsikaichushikeyide……zhiyaopeichangdaoweijiuxing。
“我……知道了。”
zuihou，chenyandiandiantou，xinzhongyouyixiebengkui。